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remember when maintaining this blog was important to me?

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I told her to act like she just set her ex boyfriend’s car on fire

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I’m not a botanist, but I love to play with flour …. 

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1/15/16

Quick update:

•I am the strongest I’ve ever been and I keep increasing weight each time I work out.

•I am the thinnest I’ve been since high school. I didn’t even realize until someone had to measure my waist.

•I am in the healthiest relationship I’ve ever been in with the guy I had a crush on in high school. This is the first time I haven’t been in contact with exes when starting a new relationship, and it feels liberating.

•I am the most financially/emotionally stable I’ve been in a really long time.

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I realized I have been at a rock bottom the past couples years. I was feeling like garbage, and therefore, was letting myself be treated like garbage. And I was turning to vices that couldn’t reciprocate the way I needed them to. My social medias being one. I’ve made a lot of new friends lately that actually take the time to listen when I’m anxious about something, and today when I had a flat tire this guy I really like offered to come change it for me. I was taken back because I can’t remember a time when anyone (besides my immediate family) was selflessly willing to help me, and then I wondered why I hadn’t made that a standard of people I surround myself with. Maybe I don’t think I am worth it; maybe I’m not worth it yet, but will be soon.

In short, I’ve been enjoying my real life lately and can’t/won’t make it a priority to keep up online.

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A photoshoot I did today. I love how these turned out.

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(via Weak (Clams Casino Remix))

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Grimes - Flesh without Blood/Life in the Vivid Dream

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ghost world (2001)

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(via https://soundcloud.com/whispawave/insomnia?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=share&utm_medium=tumblr)

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(via https://soundcloud.com/carparkrecords/skylar-spence-affairs-qrion-remix?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=share&utm_medium=tumblr)

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(via https://soundcloud.com/officialmedasin/null-1?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=share&utm_medium=tumblr)

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(via https://soundcloud.com/too-future-mixes/too-future-guest-mix-033-dallas-cotton?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=share&utm_medium=tumblr)

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(via https://soundcloud.com/xypoofficial/london-grammar-hey-now-xypo-remix?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=share&utm_medium=tumblr)

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(via https://soundcloud.com/futuresocietycollective/fibre-supernatural-1?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=share&utm_medium=tumblr)