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Thw wodst part of being depressed while mentiras was popular was that no one noticed my background and theme 😭

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My finally catching the motherfuckwr who keeps playing ethel cain music wjen i'm drunk and vulnerable

Shout out to my mom who said "if you keep drinking that red water (cranberry vodka) you will never pass to the new order" while family tree was playing!

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Noooo hoy justo estaba pensando en ti, espero que estés bien y que tú día haya sido bueno... Abrazos desde aca hasta allá

Hola! Crei que todo está tan bien como ouede estar!

Aunque la verdad ando bien peda, so take that with a grain of salt

Anyways esoero que también estés bien, eres un solecito y te mereces todo lo bueno del mundo<3

T mando un abrazote

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Thers have been a Rise in jongerry posting! Necer kill yourself!!

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So i didn't kill myself

Yeah i dkn either

Rn i'm veey drunk while making some steamed buns

They're very yummy

What's up?

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After crying for 4 hours trying to stay silent so no one hears me I came to the conclusion that the reason I'm like that is because no one treated like a human being in my house and because I was isolated from the world for religious reasons I never understood... Well, anything so I'm not a human being, I'm not a person I don't feel like one

And even now that I understood that I still can't be a person because there's no one in my life who can help me to be a person

I'm not allowed to leave the house except for work, my family is abusive even if my mom love me and don't mean to be, I don't have any friends in real life, i didn't went to a real high school, i live in a rural place away from real things

I'm detached from the world living only to be the servant of my family

I'm only a person on the internet and no one there can help me

I dissociate a lot and my time awareness and memory aren't normal I don't exist in the same way other people do, i think there's also wrong with how my feelings work because they're always muted and passive, I don't feel things like I'm supposed

I'm not a real person

Except that I am because I'm suffering

All my energy goes to do chores, pretend to be cheerful so my parents don't get upset, I try to do a little writing and a little of socialization online but it feels so useless compared with everything

I'm so tired all the time

The only thing that really get me going is think "it's ok I'm going to kill myself soon so this won't matter later, I won't have to worry about this later"

I don't know when is going to be soon, I hope is very soon because I'm very, very tired

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jeddie like-likes sydney, but dont tell anyone i said that!

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I've only had these two for a day and a half, but if anything happened to them, I would kill everyone in this room and then myself.

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KPOP DEMON HUNTERS (2025) dir. Maggie Kang and Chris Appelhans

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I have one favorite ship

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Thinking of Qijiu body swap and thinking of them deciding to shower and just seeing all the scars the other has

See i get what youre sayin, but also i think sqq would NOT let yqy see his body nakey under any circumstance so-

Alternate solution

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long time no see, reverend daughter

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seperation (or qijiu in 3 parts)

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i miss her like a mf...🚬

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Can you maybe draw nona and her friends playing with noodle?

If you want to join the Noodel fan club it's three dollars, a dog treat and a zin

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Two very different shen sibling dynamics that i both enjoy equally and some other svsss drawings

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Crossover that lets me make my favorites good friends.