little-mx-snk-blog

[little-mx-snk-blog]

little-mx-snk:

Read below for details and explanations on that.

While it was my every intention to return to these blogs, it came to my attention during the time that I spent attempting to revamp them that someone was spreading lies and slander about me — most likely to try to cause me trouble upon my return. Trouble of that magnitude has no place in hobbies, especially when it is due to the fabrications of someone else’s imagination.

This individual would like you all to believe that I’m this terrible person, that I’ve wronged them to a degree that they seem content to call me “abusive” - among other repulsive accusations. To say the very least, such accusations are entirely false, fabricated from childishness and what I can only assume is the desire to look like the ‘innocent party’ in this situation.

They are not innocent here. I have never claimed either of us to be completely innocent, or said that either of us was entirely in the right, but the time to “own up” has long-since passed here. I have said my part to those who have asked, and would gladly tell others my side of the story if it were asked for, but it seems that what I have to say is not being viewed as “relevant.” So, rather than wasting my breath, I will keep this very simple: I am not, nor have I ever been, this abusive and manipulative person that they are claiming me to be. (If anyone would like to discuss this further, continue reading, as I will cover that possibility in a moment.)

This individual has also apparently decided that our issues are meant for the public eye. While I have done my best to remain mature, keep everything either in private or (when public) as vague as possible, they have not granted me the same courtesy. My name and URL/s have been tossed around flippantly, right along with the lies and slander that this person is spreading about me. I will not be doing that in this post, as I feel that such behavior is incredibly immature and unnecessary, but I am certain - due to their own lack of keeping things private - that you all know what/whom I am talking about here.

Personally, I would have liked to talk out our issues in a private chat somewhere, but I was never really given that opportunity. The last time I spoke with this individual, they acted as though everything was fine - sure, things were a little rocky between us due to our history and differences, but they certainly did not act as though there were any serious problems between us. (To those that doubt me, I could provide screenshots, but I really don’t see the point in that - the past is the past, after all.) As far as I was aware, things were ‘okay’ between the two of us. Then, out of the blue, I was deleted from their contacts on Skype - without a word of explanation beforehand. They have not contacted me since, and I have not attempted to contact them.

Since then, they have made it clear through public pages and public posts that they do not wish to speak with me, or even interact with anyone that happens to associate with me. I honestly cannot understand what caused this behavior. Yes, we had our problems - that tends to happen when two people who were previously close have a “falling out” of sorts - but it was certainly not bad enough for this kind of reaction. I have no idea what they think that they are trying to accomplish or prove here, but whatever it is, I do not have time for these games anymore.

So despite my adoration for these characters, I have come to the firm conclusion that it is for the best that I simply leave. There is no point in sticking around, pandering to this fandom and attempting to silence these absolutely disgusting rumors, when the fact of the matter is that I have nothing to prove here. 

This blog, along with its sideblogs (which I will list underneath this explanation), is being permanently archived. This means that I will no longer be interacting within the SNK fandom, IC or OOC. With everything that has been said here, with all of this childish behavior, with all of the lies that this individual has spread about me… I don’t have a place here anymore, and frankly, I do not want a place here anymore. There is literally no point in sticking around, when it is only going to cause more stress for myself, more unnecessary drama, and become a further strain on my mental health.

So, if anyone actually cares that I am leaving, then you can blame the fact that this fandom has become an entirely toxic environment for me - and by no real fault of my own.

To those that may want to contact me in the future…

I am not deleting this page, though the theme will likely be changed to an Archive theme in the near future, so people will still be able to find this post and whatnot. I would prefer you not message me on here, as I do not plan to consistently log into this account anymore; there isn’t a reason to, after all.

However, when my theme is altered, links to my other blogs will be provided on it — you can contact me there, but I do ask that you inform me where you came from (the SNK fandom) so that there aren’t any “surprises.”

This includes, but is certainly not limited to, the following: Anyone that would like my side of the story in its entirety, anyone who previously interacted with me in this fandom and would like to start something elsewhere, and any of the few friends that I have happened to make within this fandom.

I know that this post was a little longer than most, but for the sake of covering everything that I wanted to say, it needed to be. This post will be Queued to Reblog a few times, just so that everyone sees it.

Thank you to anyone that reads this to the end, and thank you to those who understand the fact that none of you have been getting the whole story - or even a truthful story, from the sounds of it.

Have a wonderful day, stay safe, and know that I only wish you all the very best in your future endeavors.

And to the individual mentioned here? Bless your cold little heart.

                                                                                    —Rayne

 My now-archived sideblogs…

virosnonpaenitet

prxtiique

elastiicxheart

crystxlliize

akillersinstinct

Little-Mx-Snk (and all sideblogs for this fandom) is being ARCHIVED.

[little-mx-snk-blog]

little-mx-snk:

Read below for details and explanations on that.

While it was my every intention to return to these blogs, it came to my attention during the time that I spent attempting to revamp them that someone was spreading lies and slander about me — most likely to try to cause me trouble upon my return. Trouble of that magnitude has no place in hobbies, especially when it is due to the fabrications of someone else’s imagination.

This individual would like you all to believe that I’m this terrible person, that I’ve wronged them to a degree that they seem content to call me “abusive” - among other repulsive accusations. To say the very least, such accusations are entirely false, fabricated from childishness and what I can only assume is the desire to look like the ‘innocent party’ in this situation.

They are not innocent here. I have never claimed either of us to be completely innocent, or said that either of us was entirely in the right, but the time to “own up” has long-since passed here. I have said my part to those who have asked, and would gladly tell others my side of the story if it were asked for, but it seems that what I have to say is not being viewed as “relevant.” So, rather than wasting my breath, I will keep this very simple: I am not, nor have I ever been, this abusive and manipulative person that they are claiming me to be. (If anyone would like to discuss this further, continue reading, as I will cover that possibility in a moment.)

This individual has also apparently decided that our issues are meant for the public eye. While I have done my best to remain mature, keep everything either in private or (when public) as vague as possible, they have not granted me the same courtesy. My name and URL/s have been tossed around flippantly, right along with the lies and slander that this person is spreading about me. I will not be doing that in this post, as I feel that such behavior is incredibly immature and unnecessary, but I am certain - due to their own lack of keeping things private - that you all know what/whom I am talking about here.

Personally, I would have liked to talk out our issues in a private chat somewhere, but I was never really given that opportunity. The last time I spoke with this individual, they acted as though everything was fine - sure, things were a little rocky between us due to our history and differences, but they certainly did not act as though there were any serious problems between us. (To those that doubt me, I could provide screenshots, but I really don’t see the point in that - the past is the past, after all.) As far as I was aware, things were ‘okay’ between the two of us. Then, out of the blue, I was deleted from their contacts on Skype - without a word of explanation beforehand. They have not contacted me since, and I have not attempted to contact them.

Since then, they have made it clear through public pages and public posts that they do not wish to speak with me, or even interact with anyone that happens to associate with me. I honestly cannot understand what caused this behavior. Yes, we had our problems - that tends to happen when two people who were previously close have a “falling out” of sorts - but it was certainly not bad enough for this kind of reaction. I have no idea what they think that they are trying to accomplish or prove here, but whatever it is, I do not have time for these games anymore.

So despite my adoration for these characters, I have come to the firm conclusion that it is for the best that I simply leave. There is no point in sticking around, pandering to this fandom and attempting to silence these absolutely disgusting rumors, when the fact of the matter is that I have nothing to prove here. 

This blog, along with its sideblogs (which I will list underneath this explanation), is being permanently archived. This means that I will no longer be interacting within the SNK fandom, IC or OOC. With everything that has been said here, with all of this childish behavior, with all of the lies that this individual has spread about me… I don’t have a place here anymore, and frankly, I do not want a place here anymore. There is literally no point in sticking around, when it is only going to cause more stress for myself, more unnecessary drama, and become a further strain on my mental health.

So, if anyone actually cares that I am leaving, then you can blame the fact that this fandom has become an entirely toxic environment for me - and by no real fault of my own.

To those that may want to contact me in the future…

I am not deleting this page, though the theme will likely be changed to an Archive theme in the near future, so people will still be able to find this post and whatnot. I would prefer you not message me on here, as I do not plan to consistently log into this account anymore; there isn’t a reason to, after all.

However, when my theme is altered, links to my other blogs will be provided on it — you can contact me there, but I do ask that you inform me where you came from (the SNK fandom) so that there aren’t any “surprises.”

This includes, but is certainly not limited to, the following: Anyone that would like my side of the story in its entirety, anyone who previously interacted with me in this fandom and would like to start something elsewhere, and any of the few friends that I have happened to make within this fandom.

I know that this post was a little longer than most, but for the sake of covering everything that I wanted to say, it needed to be. This post will be Queued to Reblog a few times, just so that everyone sees it.

Thank you to anyone that reads this to the end, and thank you to those who understand the fact that none of you have been getting the whole story - or even a truthful story, from the sounds of it.

Have a wonderful day, stay safe, and know that I only wish you all the very best in your future endeavors.

And to the individual mentioned here? Bless your cold little heart.

                                                                                    —Rayne

 My now-archived sideblogs…

virosnonpaenitet

prxtiique

elastiicxheart

crystxlliize

akillersinstinct

Little-Mx-Snk (and all sideblogs for this fandom) is being ARCHIVED.

[little-mx-snk-blog]

little-mx-snk:

Read below for details and explanations on that.

While it was my every intention to return to these blogs, it came to my attention during the time that I spent attempting to revamp them that someone was spreading lies and slander about me — most likely to try to cause me trouble upon my return. Trouble of that magnitude has no place in hobbies, especially when it is due to the fabrications of someone else’s imagination.

This individual would like you all to believe that I’m this terrible person, that I’ve wronged them to a degree that they seem content to call me “abusive” - among other repulsive accusations. To say the very least, such accusations are entirely false, fabricated from childishness and what I can only assume is the desire to look like the ‘innocent party’ in this situation.

They are not innocent here. I have never claimed either of us to be completely innocent, or said that either of us was entirely in the right, but the time to “own up” has long-since passed here. I have said my part to those who have asked, and would gladly tell others my side of the story if it were asked for, but it seems that what I have to say is not being viewed as “relevant.” So, rather than wasting my breath, I will keep this very simple: I am not, nor have I ever been, this abusive and manipulative person that they are claiming me to be. (If anyone would like to discuss this further, continue reading, as I will cover that possibility in a moment.)

This individual has also apparently decided that our issues are meant for the public eye. While I have done my best to remain mature, keep everything either in private or (when public) as vague as possible, they have not granted me the same courtesy. My name and URL/s have been tossed around flippantly, right along with the lies and slander that this person is spreading about me. I will not be doing that in this post, as I feel that such behavior is incredibly immature and unnecessary, but I am certain - due to their own lack of keeping things private - that you all know what/whom I am talking about here.

Personally, I would have liked to talk out our issues in a private chat somewhere, but I was never really given that opportunity. The last time I spoke with this individual, they acted as though everything was fine - sure, things were a little rocky between us due to our history and differences, but they certainly did not act as though there were any serious problems between us. (To those that doubt me, I could provide screenshots, but I really don’t see the point in that - the past is the past, after all.) As far as I was aware, things were ‘okay’ between the two of us. Then, out of the blue, I was deleted from their contacts on Skype - without a word of explanation beforehand. They have not contacted me since, and I have not attempted to contact them.

Since then, they have made it clear through public pages and public posts that they do not wish to speak with me, or even interact with anyone that happens to associate with me. I honestly cannot understand what caused this behavior. Yes, we had our problems - that tends to happen when two people who were previously close have a “falling out” of sorts - but it was certainly not bad enough for this kind of reaction. I have no idea what they think that they are trying to accomplish or prove here, but whatever it is, I do not have time for these games anymore.

So despite my adoration for these characters, I have come to the firm conclusion that it is for the best that I simply leave. There is no point in sticking around, pandering to this fandom and attempting to silence these absolutely disgusting rumors, when the fact of the matter is that I have nothing to prove here. 

This blog, along with its sideblogs (which I will list underneath this explanation), is being permanently archived. This means that I will no longer be interacting within the SNK fandom, IC or OOC. With everything that has been said here, with all of this childish behavior, with all of the lies that this individual has spread about me… I don’t have a place here anymore, and frankly, I do not want a place here anymore. There is literally no point in sticking around, when it is only going to cause more stress for myself, more unnecessary drama, and become a further strain on my mental health.

So, if anyone actually cares that I am leaving, then you can blame the fact that this fandom has become an entirely toxic environment for me - and by no real fault of my own.

To those that may want to contact me in the future…

I am not deleting this page, though the theme will likely be changed to an Archive theme in the near future, so people will still be able to find this post and whatnot. I would prefer you not message me on here, as I do not plan to consistently log into this account anymore; there isn’t a reason to, after all.

However, when my theme is altered, links to my other blogs will be provided on it — you can contact me there, but I do ask that you inform me where you came from (the SNK fandom) so that there aren’t any “surprises.”

This includes, but is certainly not limited to, the following: Anyone that would like my side of the story in its entirety, anyone who previously interacted with me in this fandom and would like to start something elsewhere, and any of the few friends that I have happened to make within this fandom.

I know that this post was a little longer than most, but for the sake of covering everything that I wanted to say, it needed to be. This post will be Queued to Reblog a few times, just so that everyone sees it.

Thank you to anyone that reads this to the end, and thank you to those who understand the fact that none of you have been getting the whole story - or even a truthful story, from the sounds of it.

Have a wonderful day, stay safe, and know that I only wish you all the very best in your future endeavors.

And to the individual mentioned here? Bless your cold little heart.

                                                                                    —Rayne

 My now-archived sideblogs…

virosnonpaenitet

prxtiique

elastiicxheart

crystxlliize

akillersinstinct

Little-Mx-Snk (and all sideblogs for this fandom) is being ARCHIVED.

[little-mx-snk-blog]

little-mx-snk:

Read below for details and explanations on that.

While it was my every intention to return to these blogs, it came to my attention during the time that I spent attempting to revamp them that someone was spreading lies and slander about me — most likely to try to cause me trouble upon my return. Trouble of that magnitude has no place in hobbies, especially when it is due to the fabrications of someone else’s imagination.

This individual would like you all to believe that I’m this terrible person, that I’ve wronged them to a degree that they seem content to call me “abusive” - among other repulsive accusations. To say the very least, such accusations are entirely false, fabricated from childishness and what I can only assume is the desire to look like the ‘innocent party’ in this situation.

They are not innocent here. I have never claimed either of us to be completely innocent, or said that either of us was entirely in the right, but the time to “own up” has long-since passed here. I have said my part to those who have asked, and would gladly tell others my side of the story if it were asked for, but it seems that what I have to say is not being viewed as “relevant.” So, rather than wasting my breath, I will keep this very simple: I am not, nor have I ever been, this abusive and manipulative person that they are claiming me to be. (If anyone would like to discuss this further, continue reading, as I will cover that possibility in a moment.)

This individual has also apparently decided that our issues are meant for the public eye. While I have done my best to remain mature, keep everything either in private or (when public) as vague as possible, they have not granted me the same courtesy. My name and URL/s have been tossed around flippantly, right along with the lies and slander that this person is spreading about me. I will not be doing that in this post, as I feel that such behavior is incredibly immature and unnecessary, but I am certain - due to their own lack of keeping things private - that you all know what/whom I am talking about here.

Personally, I would have liked to talk out our issues in a private chat somewhere, but I was never really given that opportunity. The last time I spoke with this individual, they acted as though everything was fine - sure, things were a little rocky between us due to our history and differences, but they certainly did not act as though there were any serious problems between us. (To those that doubt me, I could provide screenshots, but I really don’t see the point in that - the past is the past, after all.) As far as I was aware, things were ‘okay’ between the two of us. Then, out of the blue, I was deleted from their contacts on Skype - without a word of explanation beforehand. They have not contacted me since, and I have not attempted to contact them.

Since then, they have made it clear through public pages and public posts that they do not wish to speak with me, or even interact with anyone that happens to associate with me. I honestly cannot understand what caused this behavior. Yes, we had our problems - that tends to happen when two people who were previously close have a “falling out” of sorts - but it was certainly not bad enough for this kind of reaction. I have no idea what they think that they are trying to accomplish or prove here, but whatever it is, I do not have time for these games anymore.

So despite my adoration for these characters, I have come to the firm conclusion that it is for the best that I simply leave. There is no point in sticking around, pandering to this fandom and attempting to silence these absolutely disgusting rumors, when the fact of the matter is that I have nothing to prove here. 

This blog, along with its sideblogs (which I will list underneath this explanation), is being permanently archived. This means that I will no longer be interacting within the SNK fandom, IC or OOC. With everything that has been said here, with all of this childish behavior, with all of the lies that this individual has spread about me… I don’t have a place here anymore, and frankly, I do not want a place here anymore. There is literally no point in sticking around, when it is only going to cause more stress for myself, more unnecessary drama, and become a further strain on my mental health.

So, if anyone actually cares that I am leaving, then you can blame the fact that this fandom has become an entirely toxic environment for me - and by no real fault of my own.

To those that may want to contact me in the future…

I am not deleting this page, though the theme will likely be changed to an Archive theme in the near future, so people will still be able to find this post and whatnot. I would prefer you not message me on here, as I do not plan to consistently log into this account anymore; there isn’t a reason to, after all.

However, when my theme is altered, links to my other blogs will be provided on it — you can contact me there, but I do ask that you inform me where you came from (the SNK fandom) so that there aren’t any “surprises.”

This includes, but is certainly not limited to, the following: Anyone that would like my side of the story in its entirety, anyone who previously interacted with me in this fandom and would like to start something elsewhere, and any of the few friends that I have happened to make within this fandom.

I know that this post was a little longer than most, but for the sake of covering everything that I wanted to say, it needed to be. This post will be Queued to Reblog a few times, just so that everyone sees it.

Thank you to anyone that reads this to the end, and thank you to those who understand the fact that none of you have been getting the whole story - or even a truthful story, from the sounds of it.

Have a wonderful day, stay safe, and know that I only wish you all the very best in your future endeavors.

And to the individual mentioned here? Bless your cold little heart.

                                                                                    —Rayne

 My now-archived sideblogs…

virosnonpaenitet

prxtiique

elastiicxheart

crystxlliize

akillersinstinct

Little-Mx-Snk (and all sideblogs for this fandom) is being ARCHIVED.

[little-mx-snk-blog]

little-mx-snk:

Read below for details and explanations on that.

While it was my every intention to return to these blogs, it came to my attention during the time that I spent attempting to revamp them that someone was spreading lies and slander about me — most likely to try to cause me trouble upon my return. Trouble of that magnitude has no place in hobbies, especially when it is due to the fabrications of someone else’s imagination.

This individual would like you all to believe that I’m this terrible person, that I’ve wronged them to a degree that they seem content to call me “abusive” - among other repulsive accusations. To say the very least, such accusations are entirely false, fabricated from childishness and what I can only assume is the desire to look like the ‘innocent party’ in this situation.

They are not innocent here. I have never claimed either of us to be completely innocent, or said that either of us was entirely in the right, but the time to “own up” has long-since passed here. I have said my part to those who have asked, and would gladly tell others my side of the story if it were asked for, but it seems that what I have to say is not being viewed as “relevant.” So, rather than wasting my breath, I will keep this very simple: I am not, nor have I ever been, this abusive and manipulative person that they are claiming me to be. (If anyone would like to discuss this further, continue reading, as I will cover that possibility in a moment.)

This individual has also apparently decided that our issues are meant for the public eye. While I have done my best to remain mature, keep everything either in private or (when public) as vague as possible, they have not granted me the same courtesy. My name and URL/s have been tossed around flippantly, right along with the lies and slander that this person is spreading about me. I will not be doing that in this post, as I feel that such behavior is incredibly immature and unnecessary, but I am certain - due to their own lack of keeping things private - that you all know what/whom I am talking about here.

Personally, I would have liked to talk out our issues in a private chat somewhere, but I was never really given that opportunity. The last time I spoke with this individual, they acted as though everything was fine - sure, things were a little rocky between us due to our history and differences, but they certainly did not act as though there were any serious problems between us. (To those that doubt me, I could provide screenshots, but I really don’t see the point in that - the past is the past, after all.) As far as I was aware, things were ‘okay’ between the two of us. Then, out of the blue, I was deleted from their contacts on Skype - without a word of explanation beforehand. They have not contacted me since, and I have not attempted to contact them.

Since then, they have made it clear through public pages and public posts that they do not wish to speak with me, or even interact with anyone that happens to associate with me. I honestly cannot understand what caused this behavior. Yes, we had our problems - that tends to happen when two people who were previously close have a “falling out” of sorts - but it was certainly not bad enough for this kind of reaction. I have no idea what they think that they are trying to accomplish or prove here, but whatever it is, I do not have time for these games anymore.

So despite my adoration for these characters, I have come to the firm conclusion that it is for the best that I simply leave. There is no point in sticking around, pandering to this fandom and attempting to silence these absolutely disgusting rumors, when the fact of the matter is that I have nothing to prove here. 

This blog, along with its sideblogs (which I will list underneath this explanation), is being permanently archived. This means that I will no longer be interacting within the SNK fandom, IC or OOC. With everything that has been said here, with all of this childish behavior, with all of the lies that this individual has spread about me… I don’t have a place here anymore, and frankly, I do not want a place here anymore. There is literally no point in sticking around, when it is only going to cause more stress for myself, more unnecessary drama, and become a further strain on my mental health.

So, if anyone actually cares that I am leaving, then you can blame the fact that this fandom has become an entirely toxic environment for me - and by no real fault of my own.

To those that may want to contact me in the future…

I am not deleting this page, though the theme will likely be changed to an Archive theme in the near future, so people will still be able to find this post and whatnot. I would prefer you not message me on here, as I do not plan to consistently log into this account anymore; there isn’t a reason to, after all.

However, when my theme is altered, links to my other blogs will be provided on it — you can contact me there, but I do ask that you inform me where you came from (the SNK fandom) so that there aren’t any “surprises.”

This includes, but is certainly not limited to, the following: Anyone that would like my side of the story in its entirety, anyone who previously interacted with me in this fandom and would like to start something elsewhere, and any of the few friends that I have happened to make within this fandom.

I know that this post was a little longer than most, but for the sake of covering everything that I wanted to say, it needed to be. This post will be Queued to Reblog a few times, just so that everyone sees it.

Thank you to anyone that reads this to the end, and thank you to those who understand the fact that none of you have been getting the whole story - or even a truthful story, from the sounds of it.

Have a wonderful day, stay safe, and know that I only wish you all the very best in your future endeavors.

And to the individual mentioned here? Bless your cold little heart.

                                                                                    —Rayne

 My now-archived sideblogs…

virosnonpaenitet

prxtiique

elastiicxheart

crystxlliize

akillersinstinct

Little-Mx-Snk (and all sideblogs for this fandom) is being ARCHIVED.

[little-mx-snk-blog]

little-mx-snk:

Read below for details and explanations on that.

While it was my every intention to return to these blogs, it came to my attention during the time that I spent attempting to revamp them that someone was spreading lies and slander about me — most likely to try to cause me trouble upon my return. Trouble of that magnitude has no place in hobbies, especially when it is due to the fabrications of someone else’s imagination.

This individual would like you all to believe that I’m this terrible person, that I’ve wronged them to a degree that they seem content to call me “abusive” - among other repulsive accusations. To say the very least, such accusations are entirely false, fabricated from childishness and what I can only assume is the desire to look like the ‘innocent party’ in this situation.

They are not innocent here. I have never claimed either of us to be completely innocent, or said that either of us was entirely in the right, but the time to “own up” has long-since passed here. I have said my part to those who have asked, and would gladly tell others my side of the story if it were asked for, but it seems that what I have to say is not being viewed as “relevant.” So, rather than wasting my breath, I will keep this very simple: I am not, nor have I ever been, this abusive and manipulative person that they are claiming me to be. (If anyone would like to discuss this further, continue reading, as I will cover that possibility in a moment.)

This individual has also apparently decided that our issues are meant for the public eye. While I have done my best to remain mature, keep everything either in private or (when public) as vague as possible, they have not granted me the same courtesy. My name and URL/s have been tossed around flippantly, right along with the lies and slander that this person is spreading about me. I will not be doing that in this post, as I feel that such behavior is incredibly immature and unnecessary, but I am certain - due to their own lack of keeping things private - that you all know what/whom I am talking about here.

Personally, I would have liked to talk out our issues in a private chat somewhere, but I was never really given that opportunity. The last time I spoke with this individual, they acted as though everything was fine - sure, things were a little rocky between us due to our history and differences, but they certainly did not act as though there were any serious problems between us. (To those that doubt me, I could provide screenshots, but I really don’t see the point in that - the past is the past, after all.) As far as I was aware, things were ‘okay’ between the two of us. Then, out of the blue, I was deleted from their contacts on Skype - without a word of explanation beforehand. They have not contacted me since, and I have not attempted to contact them.

Since then, they have made it clear through public pages and public posts that they do not wish to speak with me, or even interact with anyone that happens to associate with me. I honestly cannot understand what caused this behavior. Yes, we had our problems - that tends to happen when two people who were previously close have a “falling out” of sorts - but it was certainly not bad enough for this kind of reaction. I have no idea what they think that they are trying to accomplish or prove here, but whatever it is, I do not have time for these games anymore.

So despite my adoration for these characters, I have come to the firm conclusion that it is for the best that I simply leave. There is no point in sticking around, pandering to this fandom and attempting to silence these absolutely disgusting rumors, when the fact of the matter is that I have nothing to prove here. 

This blog, along with its sideblogs (which I will list underneath this explanation), is being permanently archived. This means that I will no longer be interacting within the SNK fandom, IC or OOC. With everything that has been said here, with all of this childish behavior, with all of the lies that this individual has spread about me… I don’t have a place here anymore, and frankly, I do not want a place here anymore. There is literally no point in sticking around, when it is only going to cause more stress for myself, more unnecessary drama, and become a further strain on my mental health.

So, if anyone actually cares that I am leaving, then you can blame the fact that this fandom has become an entirely toxic environment for me - and by no real fault of my own.

To those that may want to contact me in the future…

I am not deleting this page, though the theme will likely be changed to an Archive theme in the near future, so people will still be able to find this post and whatnot. I would prefer you not message me on here, as I do not plan to consistently log into this account anymore; there isn’t a reason to, after all.

However, when my theme is altered, links to my other blogs will be provided on it — you can contact me there, but I do ask that you inform me where you came from (the SNK fandom) so that there aren’t any “surprises.”

This includes, but is certainly not limited to, the following: Anyone that would like my side of the story in its entirety, anyone who previously interacted with me in this fandom and would like to start something elsewhere, and any of the few friends that I have happened to make within this fandom.

I know that this post was a little longer than most, but for the sake of covering everything that I wanted to say, it needed to be. This post will be Queued to Reblog a few times, just so that everyone sees it.

Thank you to anyone that reads this to the end, and thank you to those who understand the fact that none of you have been getting the whole story - or even a truthful story, from the sounds of it.

Have a wonderful day, stay safe, and know that I only wish you all the very best in your future endeavors.

And to the individual mentioned here? Bless your cold little heart.

                                                                                    —Rayne

 My now-archived sideblogs…

virosnonpaenitet

prxtiique

elastiicxheart

crystxlliize

akillersinstinct

Little-Mx-Snk (and all sideblogs for this fandom) is being ARCHIVED.

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Little-Mx-Snk (and all sideblogs for this fandom) is being ARCHIVED.

Read below for details and explanations on that.

While it was my every intention to return to these blogs, it came to my attention during the time that I spent attempting to revamp them that someone was spreading lies and slander about me — most likely to try to cause me trouble upon my return. Trouble of that magnitude has no place in hobbies, especially when it is due to the fabrications of someone else's imagination.

This individual would like you all to believe that I’m this terrible person, that I’ve wronged them to a degree that they seem content to call me “abusive” - among other repulsive accusations. To say the very least, such accusations are entirely false, fabricated from childishness and what I can only assume is the desire to look like the ‘innocent party’ in this situation.

They are not innocent here. I have never claimed either of us to be completely innocent, or said that either of us was entirely in the right, but the time to “own up” has long-since passed here. I have said my part to those who have asked, and would gladly tell others my side of the story if it were asked for, but it seems that what I have to say is not being viewed as “relevant.” So, rather than wasting my breath, I will keep this very simple: I am not, nor have I ever been, this abusive and manipulative person that they are claiming me to be. (If anyone would like to discuss this further, continue reading, as I will cover that possibility in a moment.)

This individual has also apparently decided that our issues are meant for the public eye. While I have done my best to remain mature, keep everything either in private or (when public) as vague as possible, they have not granted me the same courtesy. My name and URL/s have been tossed around flippantly, right along with the lies and slander that this person is spreading about me. I will not be doing that in this post, as I feel that such behavior is incredibly immature and unnecessary, but I am certain - due to their own lack of keeping things private - that you all know what/whom I am talking about here.

Personally, I would have liked to talk out our issues in a private chat somewhere, but I was never really given that opportunity. The last time I spoke with this individual, they acted as though everything was fine - sure, things were a little rocky between us due to our history and differences, but they certainly did not act as though there were any serious problems between us. (To those that doubt me, I could provide screenshots, but I really don’t see the point in that - the past is the past, after all.) As far as I was aware, things were ‘okay’ between the two of us. Then, out of the blue, I was deleted from their contacts on Skype - without a word of explanation beforehand. They have not contacted me since, and I have not attempted to contact them.

Since then, they have made it clear through public pages and public posts that they do not wish to speak with me, or even interact with anyone that happens to associate with me. I honestly cannot understand what caused this behavior. Yes, we had our problems - that tends to happen when two people who were previously close have a “falling out” of sorts - but it was certainly not bad enough for this kind of reaction. I have no idea what they think that they are trying to accomplish or prove here, but whatever it is, I do not have time for these games anymore.

So despite my adoration for these characters, I have come to the firm conclusion that it is for the best that I simply leave. There is no point in sticking around, pandering to this fandom and attempting to silence these absolutely disgusting rumors, when the fact of the matter is that I have nothing to prove here. 

This blog, along with its sideblogs (which I will list underneath this explanation), is being permanently archived. This means that I will no longer be interacting within the SNK fandom, IC or OOC. With everything that has been said here, with all of this childish behavior, with all of the lies that this individual has spread about me... I don’t have a place here anymore, and frankly, I do not want a place here anymore. There is literally no point in sticking around, when it is only going to cause more stress for myself, more unnecessary drama, and become a further strain on my mental health.

So, if anyone actually cares that I am leaving, then you can blame the fact that this fandom has become an entirely toxic environment for me - and by no real fault of my own.

To those that may want to contact me in the future...

I am not deleting this page, though the theme will likely be changed to an Archive theme in the near future, so people will still be able to find this post and whatnot. I would prefer you not message me on here, as I do not plan to consistently log into this account anymore; there isn’t a reason to, after all.

However, when my theme is altered, links to my other blogs will be provided on it — you can contact me there, but I do ask that you inform me where you came from (the SNK fandom) so that there aren’t any “surprises.”

This includes, but is certainly not limited to, the following: Anyone that would like my side of the story in its entirety, anyone who previously interacted with me in this fandom and would like to start something elsewhere, and any of the few friends that I have happened to make within this fandom.

I know that this post was a little longer than most, but for the sake of covering everything that I wanted to say, it needed to be. This post will be Queued to Reblog a few times, just so that everyone sees it.

Thank you to anyone that reads this to the end, and thank you to those who understand the fact that none of you have been getting the whole story - or even a truthful story, from the sounds of it.

Have a wonderful day, stay safe, and know that I only wish you all the very best in your future endeavors.

And to the individual mentioned here? Bless your cold little heart.

                                                                                    —Rayne

 My now-archived sideblogs...

virosnonpaenitet

prxtiique

elastiicxheart

crystxlliize

akillersinstinct

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outlcwradio:

burnbooking:

roleplayers are people, not just accounts.

this is something that i’ve been meaning to talk about for a while now. it’s begun to weigh heavily in the community that i write in as well as those of others. it’s the idea that we should take pride in callout culture and completely obliterating accounts. that a callout post needs to be written for any and all transgressions, that one half of a story is gospel, and that roleplayers can be judged as problematic by association.

let’s start with face-saving apologies. the type of apology that a roleplayer will half-assedly give just to have a receipt of one. to appease those they hurt when the harm was intentional and in no way plan on improving themselves as a person. the kind of apology that is issued so they will sympathized with rather than ridiculed. these apologies are absolute bullshit. if you’re going to vague or be a bully or act out, own your behavior. i’m aware this sounds hypocritical coming from a burn book but what happens on the dash is a lot different than sending something to us. when posting on the dash your content is broadcasted to a direct audience. the same community. here, it gets thrown into an aggregate void and spat back out. don’t vague or talk behind someone’s back and believe that it won’t get around to them.

it shouldn’t be a goal to attack someone over petty shit. don’t criticize people for liking or not liking something that isn’t heavily problematic. you can dislike the vampire diaries but write with a stefan salvatore. you can hate damon salvatore as a character and still like the vampire diaries. what doesn’t need to happen is posting harmless opinions on your own blog and then being attacked for them. if someone is so hurt over another rper disliking their fandom then maybe roleplay isn’t for that person. stop being so fucking petty.

to attempt to destroy a persons reputation over hurt feelings is a stupid, selfish thing to do. keep your friend circle bullshit in your friend circle. nobody needs to be put on blast or shunned for actions that were not purposely or outright abusive or otherwise disturbing. you cannot claim to be looking out for your own mental health by seeking to turn people against another roleplayer who may have hurt your feelings. not only is it immature, it puts the other person’s mental health at risk and while some people on this website believe that the world revolves around them, i can assure you that it does not. nobody in this blue hellscape is judge or jury.

finally, it saddens me as well as the other mods to hear constantly from people who have been turned on by their friends and partners and are now having panic attacks because they’re afraid that they’re being slandered in private; that i, as well as many of my close friends, have become too paranoid to interact with certain people after negative experiences with roleplayers similar to them; that we’re still having to hear that people are being called “abusive” and “manipulative” and “toxic” for hurting another roleplayer’s feelings accidentally or handling a situation badly and then having such critical language thrown on their name.

behind every roleplay account is a person with a life and family and friends and feelings. they’re not merely account names to drag through the mud. think before you wild out or gossip or act like an asshole. it’s not all that difficult to have some god damn tact everyone once in a while.

//I legit feel like people on the internet don’t actually see other people as ‘real people’. I was bullied a lot when I first started roleplaying on social media (when I did it in forums it was a lot less of a thing). I was homeschooled for my entire life and this was my only connection to the outside world. I used to be a stupid kid online and I did fight over petty shit. That was before almost every person in the world was on the internet. I don’t have an issue with trolling or shitposting, but you attacking someone’s character and making callout posts to get them bullied out of a fandom is a bad thing to do. 

  EVERYONE makes mistakes. The people you meet online ARE people. They fuck up. They can be ignorant or different from you. Just because you disagree with someone ( especially on fandom/rp shit like ships/problematic favs, content they roleplay) is not a freaking excuse to bully someone. 

  By this callout culture and attempt to ‘protect’ people from shitty people (or people you DECIDE are shitty people), you are legitimately becoming a bully. I’ve had people make callout posts on my behalf when I didn’t fucking ask them to. When my friend and I had already discussed the drama privately and resolved it. But that didn’t stop people from sending them hate using ME as an excuse despite what I actually said. 

You are not a hero for destroying a rper’s reputation. You are not helping the community. You are petty and immature. You are an actual bully. 

  And I challenge everyone to look at callout posts and apply critical thinking and skepticism. 

  Just because someone disagrees with you or hurts your feelings doesn’t mean you have a right to enact mob justice on them. Be the bigger person. You are hurting a real person by doing that and two wrongs do NOT equal a right. 

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Attack on Twitter: The Levi Collection (x)

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Having a hard time today!? HERE! HAVE SOME OPTIMISTIC LEVI! I’m really tired, first day at my seasonal job, so I thought that this could help, and if you are feeling down, just listen to what the corporal has to say, ‘cause I mean it. OuO have a good day everybody!

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“First time I got kicked in the face by Levi, I was like, ‘Oh no.’ But then I was like, ‘This is a story.’”

Eren Jaeger

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Hello there, long time no see. Except in my revenge fantasies, where I see you on an hourly basis.

Eren Jaeger (to the Titan Trio)

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Armin: Look, I think it’s only fair to warn you that I’m practiced in the ancient art… of Origami!

Bertholdt: Paper folding?

Armin: Oh… I was hoping you wouldn’t know what that was.

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Eren: When I see my friends from the 104th again, I’m definitely going to give Mikasa a nice, friendly hug.

Hange: Awww–

Eren: Whereas I will offer Armin a tender bro embrace, and shove Jean down a flight of friendship stairs.

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I don’t want it to attributed to a loss of control on my part. When I throw you out the window, I want there to be no doubt the act was deliberate.

Hange Zoë

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Hange: We're friends. I was building up to call you "Win" one of these days.

Erwin: That will never happen. In fact, you've lost your "Erwin" privileges. From now on, you can call me "Commander" or "Hey you".

Hange: C'mon, Erwin.

Erwin:

Hange: C'mon, hey you.