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@wrngtrn Totally just noticed your reply to my post from a couple months ago. . Absolutely made my night, thank you!  I think of you (and @jugendohnegott) an absurd amount of the time. Much love, and many a thought x 

Edit: I’ve been on another account mostly and realized I wasn’t following you even though I’m pretty sure I was ? Also your posts don’t show up so I must be blocked ahhhh sorry !

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The other day I turned twenty-nine, which in cat years means I should be dead. 

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William Adolphe Bouguereau’ GIF

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Night traveler uses mailbox to help him read the street signs on a foggy night, Broadway & Jefferson, Los Angeles, February 4, 1953

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Started using tumblr regularly back in, . . I feel like it was 2012, maybe, masquerading as a fictional extension of myself;;

What is it, now, six years later . . aside from using a pseudonym, here I am. Got absolutely nothing, know nobody, this whole place is a giant void. With some exceptions, you know who you are 

Other than that;; another year older and just as lost as ever. 

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I’m still trying to figure out how colouring works

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I really don’t know what to do anymore

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I love eyes! Just couldn’t resist doing this #eyememe thing ;-P #eyes #eyespy #windowtothesoul #illustration #colouredpencil #alienation

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Arctic Monkeys in Düsseldorf 26.6.18 By Sam @bullet-in-a-bible

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Have bone edema and degeneration in my tendons by the ball of my foot, left side. Resulting from overuse due to torn tendon in right Achilles est 2016. No jokes. No life lessons or insight. Can barely walk some days. Keep working two jobs. Still have no money. All this resulting from a workplace injury I didn’t report. Owe a ridiculous deductible. Not how I saw my twenties going. Not complaining or looking for sympathy or anything. Just really tired. Really, really tired.

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When I was in college, we had to pitch an idea for a tv show. This included making a concept, episode treatments, character descriptions, and so on and so forth in a presentation booklet. 

We’re in the process of doing a mass cleaning in my house and I just came across this. It was one of the working covers for the booklet. Haven’t come across the book itself yet but looking at this I still think it was something of a good idea lmfao. Art isn’t perfect but the idea was, of course, to keep things simple since. . it was for an animated series. 

Anyway, it was about this guy named Matt Gold, who was the manager of this discount store he inherited from his father. I think he was going to business school or something prior to his dads passing, I can’t remember all the information but he was thrown into it at the last minute and is, essentially, a total amateur to retail work in general. Pretty basic tv stuff except everyone of his employees is some kind of creature or demon or whatever and the only two “human” customers are a guy that buys 20 bottles of rubbing alcohol per day and a woman that has no idea what it is she wants and gets angry when nobody can help her. 

This show was based, about 75%, on a true story. Right down to the demon part. 

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Have reached a high point in fashion. Have already been made fun of once. Love it. ❤️