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Uh oh, here's another shitty one shot.

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Regulus Black, the happiest Ghost

"That's a bad colour on you" 

Sirius spun, there shouldn't be anyone in this room. He reached for his wand, startled. He was picking what to wear because he was going to see Remus today and was really trying to look his best. 

"You can't just show up out of nowhere and scare the shit out of me," Sirius said, aggravated but turning again to his wardrobe to search for a proper shirt, a better colour.

"Especially at these times, it's not safe. I could've-" He added, but stopped himself. 

"Sure, give me all you got, I'm see-through." The voice behind him chuckled, getting nearer. "Also it's the whole point of my existence, I show up whenever; scare you. It's fun." Arrogant and annoying even after death, some things just don't change. 

"Yeah, that's how you get your kicks, now." 

"It's my power, and I love using it. I can't exactly scare anyone else. Stuck with you, my dearest brother."

"You can leave now, I'm busy." Sirius was buried in his pile of clothes, getting more annoyed and finding he has absolutely nothing to wear or nothing that would fit appropriate to where he's going. Sirius normally never cared what he wore, he thought he always looked good in whatever and anyone else's opinion never mattered, but it was Remus and he needed to please and impress.

"I can help, Blacks have always had style." He was now beside him. He could feel the coldness spreading out. Sirius looked up, he saw Regulus, his little brother. He was cold, pale, transparent, but he was smiling. It wasn't the first time Sirius would see him after he died. He would always show up to Sirius. He would talk to him, keep him company when the days would just be unbearable. 

Regulus would always be beside him even during missions and duels with death eaters. Helping with lines like "Watch it.", "Lookout.", " on your left.". He'd been there when he cried over Remus. Sirius would talk his ears off but he never leaves, no matter how repetitive the conversation gets. He listens, and funnily enough to use the new information to tease the hell out of his brother in important situations. Like the last meeting of the order when he kept walking around making kissing faces at Remus just to irritate Sirius and get him to lose his focus and stare at the wrong person. Regulus's ghost was far happier and playful than when he was actually alive. Sirius thought of all the reasons why that made perfect sense. 

Regulus had no Walburga, no missions, no pressure or responsibilities, not even the dark lord could hurt him. He only existed for his brother, and that was enough. He was always in a great manner. Only got sad when Sirius would cry or finish a mission looking miserable.

Sirius had a really hard time accepting Regulus's death. He always blamed himself for it. He was the one that left him. He abandoned him to those wretched humans they call parents. He let his brother be fooled by them, he let him sink into the darkness until it swallowed him whole. Until he died, and that was always on Sirius. Maybe if he hadn't left, his brother would still be alive. Maybe they would get through this war together. Regulus would move on with his life, be happy. Instead, he got his brother as a ghost, a voice and a shape, only Sirius could see or hear.

The first time Regulus appeared in front of Sirius, he thought he had finally slipped into madness. He knew he wasn't wired up right in the head, but to actually be able to see his own dead brother, a few days after his death, was his final straw. Especially when no one else could see him, he wasn't a normal spirit. His existence broke Sirius, it was always a reminder of what he did. Sirius would crash, breakdown, cry, sob, and scream at the pale figure. He couldn't be real. It was his mind playing sick tricks on him, maybe it was his parents doing something to him. It had to be anything but the fact that Regulus was actually there. 

That was a year ago. After many sleepless nights, experiments and research, Sirius came to the realization that Regulus was a legitimate ghost, he was there for staying. He wasn't a part of Sirius's mind, and it made everything so much worse for him. His brother didn't choose afterlife, he chose to stay. When Sirius asked him, he would tell him that he wanted to be by his side, just like Sirius stayed and took all the spells and hits for him at the Grimuald place. It's torture to Sirius but he got used to it. Regulus wasn't going anywhere and Sirius was enjoying the company, maybe it's selfish but he has his brother. 

"Shut up, turtle neck." Sirius eventually responded. Starting to give up on the colourful floor he sat on; piles of shirts and trousers, spread everywhere. 

"They're cool, and you know it." 

"Sure they are, Reggie." 

"Coming from the bloke who owns half the stock of silk shirts in Britain. You buy them in every colour, it's disastrous." 

"Why are you here, again?" Sirius turned his head to face his brother, who was now crouching examining the clothes, making disapproving noises and frowning.

"Fine, I'm leaving. You're on your own. Good luck." Regulus said, getting up and going towards the end of the bedroom, walking rather slowly.

"You're just going to roam around the house then come back again because you're a lonely bitch." 

"You're a lonely bitch, Sirius." The Spirit responded, monotonously.

"We're both lonely, now can you please come and help, and stop being a pain in the ass, Reg." His brother just smirked at him. He knew what was coming. So he added and beat him to it. "Do not say the joke you're thinking about."

"Oh, you mean the joke about the pain in the ass? Yeah, you just stole it." Regulus was now beside him again, grinning. "Sure, I'll help. You wouldn't really want to miss tonight's pain in the ass, would you? Big bro." His grin got wider. Sirius could only facepalm as his brother was now laughing and doubling over on the floor with laughter at his very lame joke. 

"I'm losing my mind here, in a crisis, and you're laughing," Sirius growled. He wanted to grab Regulus, smack him. His hand would just go through him, it makes him sad. 

"So, the usual. Except, I'm the one laughing this time." Regulus said, finding his composure again. 

"I'll just cancel with moony, and miss out on the opportunity to see him for the next three months," Sirius mumbled, getting up, shoulders slouched. He felt like crying.

"Or, you could wear those and have the greatest evening for the next three months." He turned around and saw Regulus trying to pick a shirt and a pair of trousers out of the pile, he failed obviously and ended up pointing at them while looking at Sirius. He walked back and picked up what his brother chose. 

They were dark Jeans, a white shirt and a black leather jacket, except that it's not the one he normally wears. It's much more modest, without all the chains, pockets and excessive accessories. "Simple, yet charming," Regulus commented as Sirius was examining the clothes. 

"Thank you, you're a lifesaver." Sirius looked up to meet his brother's eyes. It's insane how they're just more alive now than ever before. "Aren't I always?" Regulus beamed back at him.

"Yeah, I'd hug you." Sirius smiled, looking down at his clothes. "Don't worry, I hug me every day." Regulus was wrapping his arms around himself, "Like that, self-love.  It does wonders. You should try it." 

"One day, Reg. One day, I just might. I'll go change now." Sirius said, smiling sadly. 

"I have all the time in the world," Regulus spoke confidently, hands on his waist. "By the way, you really needn't stress that much about what you wear. I don't think Remus gives a shit, Sirius." Sirius cracked up, hummed in response and turned around for the second time to leave the bedroom. "and I mean it in every good way, brother." Regulus shouted from inside the bedroom as Sirius was shutting the bathroom door.

It's funny how things turned out with Sirius, he grew up in a hell house, with abusive parents. Ran away to his new family, the Potters. Left his actual brother in the hands of Voldemort. Fell in love with his male, half-blood, werewolf best friend. How he's currently fighting in a war against his former family, against everything he was raised to believe in. How he has his brother with him at any given time, comforting him when neither James nor Remus could be there. It's funny how everything in Sirius's life seems shit yet the best it could ever get at the same time. He didn't want it to end.

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The Au I was talking about. I tried not to make it sad. Probably failed. Idk. Anyways, if you like it. Tell me. Maybe I can think of part two. I'm a Regulus stan, I have so much Regulus content and would write essays and essays about him. :)))))).

His relationship with Sirius is just so precious. :')

This is not in anyway edited sorry for the mistakes.

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all too well + the doctor and rose tyler

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So one thing I'm going to say that I think is really important is that people can think some of Taylor Swift's songs are queer, and have queer meaning and subtext, without thinking Taylor herself is queer.

There are some Taylor Swift songs, such as betty and ivy, that can be interpreted by LGBTQ+ people as queer. Even cishet people can sometimes still find the queer meaning in some of Taylor's lyrics, but for queer people in particular, we look at the world in a very different way to cishet people.

It changes the way we interpret things, and this extends to songs. Therefore, many queer people will listen to Taylor's music, and find themselves represented by it, as they think of their own queer lives.

An example of this is the song Love Story. Love Story is about a forbidden romance that parents don't approve of. While most cishet people would not think twice about this, many queer people find the double meaning in that because it might reflect their own experiences with a forbidden romance.

However, there is a difference between finding representation in songs, and analysing lyrics to find the meaning behind them, and thinking that an actual person is queer.

We are not entitled to know anyone's sexuality, and this includes celebrities. It is also not okay to put pressure on somebody to come out, regardless of what evidence you think you have that they are of a particular orientation. Taylor Swift might be queer, she might not be, but this doesn't take away from the queer meanings some of her songs could have.

If you hate on a queer person for saying that they personally think a Taylor Swift song is gay, then you're probably homophobic. Just because you view it in a different way, doesn't mean you're right. People should be allowed to change narratives slightly to make themselves more comfortable, provided it's not harming anyone else.

I'm not criticising anyone who thinks Taylor is queer, I completely understand wanting that positive representation in your life, and it's fine as long as it's not negatively impacting Taylor or her life!

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it's true.

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Nonbinary Aled Last Headcanons

So I saw this and it immediately made me want to write some headcanons, so here you are:

He start to use he/they pronouns initially, only telling Frances and Daniel

Of course both of them accept them with no hesitation

Aled realises they have a preference for they/them

They was a little bit concerned Daniel would break up with them over this, but Daniel quickly reassures them that this would never happen and Aled believes him

Frances and Daniel join together to get them a nonbinary badge, a subtle one with planets on

They have tears in their eyes when Frances and Daniel give it to them

Eventually they get to the point where they don't actively keep it a secret

They wear the badge more proudly, in more public places, as well as a badge (again, bought by Frances and Daniel) which had their pronouns on

Aled and Frances also wrote a character into the show that was nonbinary and uses they/them pronouns

Tumblr went crazy

Aled confirmed the theories that they were nonbinary not long after this

While there was some hate, the overwhelming response was positive

They received an unthinkable number of heartfelt comments, asks and messages from people, particularly young nonbinary teens thanking them for everything, telling them the difference that Aled's coming out had had on their lives

Aled read through them with Daniel and Frances and they were properly crying

They try to respond to all of them

They go to pride with Frances, Carys, Daniel and Raine the following year

Frances buys them a nonbinary flag and Daniel buys them a demisexual flag

Both are permanently attached to their wall

In conclusion, Aled is nonbinary and uses they/them pronouns.

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I MADE A WHOLE TABLE FULL OF PEOPLE HATE JAKE GYLLENHAAL

OH MY GOD IN MY ENGLISH CLASS WE GOT TO ANALYSE ALL TOO WELL (TEN MINUTE VERSION)(TAYLOR'S VERSION)(FROM THE VAULT)

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I GOT TO SHARE ALL OF MY TAYLOR SWIFT KNOWLEDGE WITH PEOPLE WHO 100% DID NOT GIVE A FUCK

OH MY GOD IN MY ENGLISH CLASS WE GOT TO ANALYSE ALL TOO WELL (TEN MINUTE VERSION)(TAYLOR'S VERSION)(FROM THE VAULT)

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OH MY GOD IN MY ENGLISH CLASS WE GOT TO ANALYSE ALL TOO WELL (TEN MINUTE VERSION)(TAYLOR'S VERSION)(FROM THE VAULT)

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I just finished Radio Silence by Alice Oseman and it was so incredible. I absolutely adored it and I would recommend it to everyone!

I've already read both Loveless and I Was Born For This, so I expected great things, but it actually exceeded my expectations!

The representation in it was brilliant, there was a demisexual main character (and the word demisexual is explicitly used), a bisexual main character who is part Ethiopian and a gay side character.

I would definitely recommend it, so go read Radio Silence by Alice Oseman!

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One of the most heartbreaking lines in All Too Well (10 Minute Version) in my opinion is ‘soldier returning half her weight’

I find this so heartbreaking because it depicts the physical impact the breakup had on Taylor. It wasn’t just psychological and emotional damage, but the situation had an impact on her health.

Also, describing herself as a ‘soldier’ implies that she went through a battle. It’s hard to know whether the battle was getting through the breakup, or the relationship as a whole, but there is definitely a message being conveyed here.

I do think that this line is a little overlooked, but I think it’s an incredible piece of writing by our Queen, Taylor Swift.

(also fuck you jake gyllenhaal)

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harold, they’re lesbians

people are gay, steven 

i’m a lesbian, carl 

don’t be a transphobe, chad 

we support the gays, david 

i’m not jealous, flavio. i’m gay

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Eddie Diaz and his inability to hide his heart eyes for Buck at work

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Henry: Can’t you just admit that you made a mistake?

Alex, stirring his coffee: I prefer it with salt.

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Will: What are you doing? Is that the Bible??

Nico: *going through the Bible writing down all the sins* Bucket list ideas

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Alex: Go big or go home.

Henry: For once in your life, I’m begging you, please go home!

Alex, whispering: I’m going big.

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the phrase “curiosity killed the cat” is actually not the full phrase it actually is “curiosity killed the cat but satisfaction brought it back” so don’t let anyone tell you not to be a curious little baby okay go and be interested in the world uwu