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this blog is now archived! i will be dropping some threads, but keeping all ships! please continue to follow me for more sub-par writing and self deprecation!! :p

[lizakcshy]

this blog is now archived! i will be dropping some threads, but keeping all ships! please continue to follow me for more sub-par writing and self deprecation!! :p

[lizakcshy]

this blog is now archived! i will be dropping some threads, but keeping all ships! please continue to follow me for more sub-par writing and self deprecation!! :p

[lizakcshy]

this blog is now archived! i will be dropping some threads, but keeping all ships! please continue to follow me for more sub-par writing and self deprecation!! :p

[lizakcshy]

someone rec me a single muse page pls

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i might be late but the vOCALS JUMPED OUT

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someone rec me a single muse page pls

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y’all this new blog,,,,,,,,is hot

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hi, it be my birthday (:

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lmao i hate how i literally told myself that i was going to actually sit down and write something (for once), and ended up getting sad, taking a nap, and watching grey’s with my mom while browsing the internet for wigs,,,,,,,,,,,

i deadass blew off going out with friends tonight and rehearsal after class just so i could get some shit done on this blog, but, like always, i ended up sitting on my ass and not doing anything productive. i just really want to apologize to my writing partners for being so flaky and unpredictable with replies and plotting and all of that type of stuff. i just haven’t been in the best of places recently and the thought of coming on this blog just to see how many replies and starters are sitting in my drafts, makes me not want to write anymore. 

i think i’ll probably move blogs (again) and really try and stay on a schedule so i don’t overwhelm myself too much. i don’t know why this got really long and deep (lol), but i just want to say a huge, huge thank you to my writing partners & mutuals who haven’t totally given up on me!! i’ll be back in full force soon, i promise!!

-- sam ♡

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all i want to do is play chungha in a rpg,,,,,,is that too much to ask????????????/

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y’all i’m sorry, but i absolutely despise j*pping.....

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🎰

send 🎰 for me to put our muses into a random list generator then post the first five as potential ships !

1. saint & jisoo .2. taehyun & jiwon .3. namjoon & dave .4. maddox & hanbin .5. haneul & byulyi . 

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send 🎰 for me to put our muses into a random list generator then post the first five as potential ships !

1. haejin & taeho .2. taehyun & yeongsu .3. lucas & minhyuk . 4. sean & yejun . 5. alex & jinyoung . 

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Send 🎰 for me to put our muses into a random list generator then post the first five as potential ships!

For single muse blogs only my muses will be randomized!

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‌˗ˏˋ ♡ ◟ * dongha. ˎˊ˗

          dongha smiles, he has to force the sadness in his mind  -  there’s   no way   either of them can help any of this.  the spirit knows that haejin isn’t supposed to be here for too long  - can’t just stay here forever.  haejin has a   life   and people that love him,  and dongha feels selfish and horrible for even being sad about all of this … things sometimes feel   so real   here,  especially if he’s happy.  though there’s always an emptiness  -  signifying the lack of a heart … of anything.  he gasps as the other boy squeezes his hand,  the   warmth   from him slowly receding and becoming nothing.  wait for me.  i’ll always be here.  he has to go now,  dongha. 

          the little spirit nods again,  smile sweet,  his voice is warm  -  sending the boy on his way.       “  i will.  “

             haejin suddenly disappears before his eyes. dongha falls   forward,  catching himself against the sofa.  he has to wait a moment as he lays there blinking,  letting the world around him grow back into   darkness,  the light of another’s presence dimming until he’s the only dull glow.  it’s like he was in his   own dream,  like he was alive again and able to feel happiness for the first time in   forever. he hopes he will see haejin again,  but also hopes that he lives a good life  -  with no regrets.  he can’t just keep coming back to dongha,  that can’t be a good thing.  people don’t really belong   here  -  even if it is in their dreams.  after a while,  dongha sits back up against the seat,  his head tilting back  -  and there’s a little sad sigh.

                    “  bye …   “

       haejin hadn’t expected to wake up in a pool of his own sweat, breathing erratic and uneven as his eyes darted around the room. he was no longer cuddled up next to the spirit, but instead by his lonesome -- like usual. 

      the next month and half was long and excruciatingly boring for the young actor. at first, he spent his evenings basically praying that he’d be able to meet up with the little spirit once again, but he never came. haejin hadn’t realized how hard going without the spirit’s presence was affecting him. eventually, he ended up staying out all night and getting drunk with some of his colleagues to try and distract himself from the emptiness in his heart. 

      he’d almost given up hope that their time shared together was just going to become a distant dream of his. he wasn’t expecting, though, to finally be reunited with dongha after not being able to see one another for what felt like forever. 

      he awoke in the familiar room he had met the young spirit before, a soft smile spreading across his lips as he laid eyes on the boy’s figure. “hey there, little spirit.”