I never understood why fans wanted their favourite characters to suffer so much... until now. Now I get it. I get it. I want him to suffer. I want him to bleed. I want him to hit rock bottom so hard he smashes right through and keeps falling. I want him to break down and cry.
I'm so tired. I get my sleep, probably not enough of it but I get my sleep never the less. I go to school and socially interact with other people. I go to Boy scout meetings every week. I listen to my friends when they need someone. I talk to my family when I need someone. I am there. So why is that so tiring. I just want to exist, to get by, to exist without questioning it. To stop being wiped on my ass by these events every day. To stop being pushed too far by my teacher saying something a little too harshly. To finally be able to cherish the existence I was given.
I'm just tired. I want to sleep all the time, even when I have woken up.
My favorite part about Hazbin Hotel is that the moment Alastor returns after 7 years gone, Vox decides to broadcast himself singing a ballad, including different sets and outfits, just to talk about how washed up Alastor is.