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i hate you all i hate you all i hate you al

[logan-igotta]

heliophillia. how i miss it. how i dread it. laying in that awful light i we used to love. to embrace. embrace each other as its rays did to us. we were happy, remember? remember how you spoke to me that day? swore we'd never drift apart. swore we'd love each other forever.

do you remember how that made me feel?

i do.

[logan-igotta]

Fuck.

[logan-igotta]

as i look at myself in the mirror, the reflection that stares back isn't me. it looks like me, acts like me, cries like me. but it's just not me. as it looks back i slowly feel my sense of self slipping away. i don't even feel like me anymore. every crude method i've tried to ground myself has ended in pain, blood, and unhealable wounds. i know i should stop. it's what she would want. but i'd rather feel pain than feel nothing.

[logan-igotta]

Every day is a struggle. I can't go on like this forever. Please come back, I can't do this without you by my side. please come back please come back I need you i need you i need y

[logan-igotta]

no no no nono no nonono nononono

how are you cute and horrifying at the same time...

Thank you!!! I don't intend to be scary!! I just want you to come outside. It's nice and warm out here. We're all waiting for you.

[logan-igotta]

i want you to know how much i still love you.

[logan-igotta]

What goes through your mind every day?

Her. My wife. She's all I can ever think about. I miss her. It's all my fault. It's all my fault it's all my fault its all my fault its al my faultt it s alll mym fau

[logan-igotta]

i miss her. some days she's all i can think about.

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saffron skies raise the blazing sun / a chance encounter, awkward displays / one day, my love, we'd be as one

This is an ask blog for Logan Igotta from S.D. Locke's SCP-001 proposal, When Day Breaks.

warning: expect daybreak-typical mentions of death, suicide, violence, smoking, self-harm, everyone you know and love melting before your eyes, etc.

asks: #asks (nsfw asks allowed, just keep it light)

text posts/incoherent ramblings: #logs

mourning of the wife: #i miss her

ooc: #ooc

Buried. Shackled by fate - overrun / by ever-growing resent and malaise / yesterday, my love, we were as one