I hate when old friends, old relationships, exes, failed relationships try to reach out and try to get forgiveness or want to project onto to me bc they got cut off.
Sometimes it is hard being a pretty girl bc the constant meanness and or people simply trying to use you is very draining; for example every time I meet a guy I like it never ends well lol literally we are cool and romantic to each other and then next minute they end up “joking” about things I dislike or I feel is disrespectful, trying to use me for sex, ghosting me, or simply them out of the blue being very mean to me as a way to “humble” me 😞. Don’t get me started about the girls… trust me I love women with all my heart and support women ❤️ but the constant jealousy, envy, backstabbing, etc I don’t know who or what to trust anymore. I came to the conclusion that being alone, keeping things to myself, and loving myself is the only way I have to live a sane life. Peace Out 4 Now
(Edit) I also want to mention how on both genders whenever I confide with someone, my business is always is thrown back into my face as a “joke” or my business is told to other people
Why is that every time I get involved with someone (a male in particular) they always are either committed, still worrying about an ex, or it’s just another girl in the picture almost like a 3rd party situation. Let’s say that I’m in a relationship with them it’s always another girl involved 🥲 like wtf