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Sorry for being so MIA recently. I got sick with the flu and got into a bit of a writing slump. But! I think I am back.

I have some Colby Brock writings on que, but while I was sick I binged Wednesday and am now obsessed with Xavier Thorpe. So I will write those while Im thinking of them and will probably post them.

If you have any ideas you would like me to write please comment or message me.

Overall I follow lots of fandoms but mostly:

Sam and Colby

Seventeen (kpop)

Wednesday (Xavier)

Monsta X

NCT

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Drunk Kisses and Jealousy PT 2

A/N: The long awaited Drunk Kisses and Jealousy pt 2! Thank you for being so patient with me, work got busy and I definitely got a little stressed out with trying to make this perfect for you guys. Anyways please enjoy and I have a couple requests to get up but if you have anything for me please ask! I am having a lot of fun with this.

PT. 2

Waking up the next morning you were greeted by two things; a pounding headache and Colby’s arms wrapped around you. It’s not an uncommon thing for you and Colby to sleep in the same bed and cuddle but something felt different and you couldn’t figure out why. You laid in bed with Colby for a little while before the headache was starting to be a nuisance so you slipped yourself out of his arms and went to the bathroom to get some medicine. While you're in there, you go ahead and do your usual routine of brushing your teeth and skincare before getting some medicine ready for Colby. Setting it up on the bedside table for him when he wakes, you grab your phone to check and see if Sam or Kat ever got back to you. 

Sam is still sleeping and I am very hungover so we won’t be getting to cleaning anytime soon so whenever you guys are up you can head over.                                          Sent 9:48

Lol I didn’t think you would even be up this early. I’ll let you know when Colby wakes up.            Sent 10:01

You pad your way down the hallway towards your kitchen desperately wanting something to eat and to see if it’ll help your hangover. Thankfully your luck with hangovers is better than others and it usually makes you want to cook more than when you are sober. While you are cooking, events and parts of last night slowly start jogging into your memory, starting as the random conversations but then the memory of the kiss between you and Colby hits you. A rock drops in your stomach as your memory slowly starts to retrace itself

“You have lipstick all over your mouth.” 

“You’re always allowed to come get me no matter what.”

“The guy just wouldn't shut up and I kissed you”

The smell of burning waffles snaps you out of the weird trance and with a curse you quickly try to save it but have to start over. You try not to think too much about last night and just focus on making food for Colby and you, but you were not as focused as you thought because you didn’t even hear Colby walking up. His arms wrapped around your waist and he hid his face in your neck from behind and grumbled something which made you chuckle. 

“Good morning sleepy head,” you say, placing a quick kiss on top of his head, “did you sleep okay?”

“I slept great. I always do whenever we stay together. Thank you for the medicine by the way, I didn’t even notice you getting out of bed.” 

Your face instantly heats up and you are so grateful that Colby was buried in your neck so he didn’t see it, “It’s no problem. I woke up with a killer headache so I figured you were in the same boat. Breakfast is almost done if you're hungry.” 

You weren’t going to bring up the kiss to him. At least that was your plan. You wanted to wait it out to see if he remembered what happened or if it was just something that you’d bury. 

A few hours later, you are at the boys house cleaning up the mess from last night's party. The group decided to divide into pairs to help the process along so it was Colby and Sam and then Kat and you. The boys were in the living room while you and Kat decided to do the kitchen which was definitely the worst area in the whole house. Conversation was pretty minimal at first but once the hangovers started to go away you guys were more talkative, and from the sounds of it so were the boys. 

“How was the party for you by the way? I never asked but assuming how hungover and tired you look, it went well?” Kat asks while tossing an empty can into the trash bag you were holding. 

“It went fine. Drank way too much whiskey than I planned on doing. But you wouldn’t believe who came up and tried to start flirting with me last night.”

“Omg who? Was it an influencer?”

“Yeah! I have never seen any of his videos or stuff but I was looking him up earlier and he's way more popular than I thought.”

“No way. Who was it?”

“F/m/i. He came up super cocky and really flirty but I honestly do not remember much of what he said. I was super drunk and ready to leave.”

“That's the guy who hangs out with David Dobriks crew right? Or used too? He’s really hot please tell me you got his number or something.”

“Kat! No. Let's be real here for a second. He was probably just super drunk and just wanted an easy fuck and that would have been it. Plus he is so out of my league it’s not even funny.” you rolled your eyes while shaking your  head at her, “Plus my chances are ruined anyways. Colby came and started acting all lovey dovey and made out with me in front of him. So if he remembered me, he thinks Colby and I are a thing.” 

Not really thinking about her reaction, you had picked up a couple beer bottles and the sound of them breaking mixed with the sound of her scream. 

“He did what!”

“Kat! Why would you scream? There’s glass all over the floor now.” As you bent down to start picking up the glass you heard the boys join in the commotion. Kat was the one who responded back with saying both of you were fine before coming to crouch down next to you. 

“Why did you say that so casually? Am I missing something? When did you and Colby become a thing? Does Sam know? Why didn’t you tell me? Did he confess to you or did you confess to him? Or are you suddenly over your crush for him?” 

“Kat,” You say while putting your hands on her shoulder, “slow down and take a breath. No Colby and I are not a thing. No confessions were made. As far as I know, it was just a kiss which isn’t anything new for us.” 

“There’s no way. I thought you looked frazzled coming in here. You’ve had your deep thoughts all morning.”

“I do not have a look. Like you said, I'm just tired.”

“I don’t believe you. You’re definitely freaking out inside. Colby and you have only kissed on camera and haven’t since your crush started.” 

“Would you be quiet! The boys are literally in the next room. No more talking about it, okay? He probably doesn’t even remember it.” 

~

Of course what you two didn’t know is that Sam and Colby were having almost the same conversation. Sam had kept looking over at Colby and knew something was off with him but did not think much of it until he was not responding to Sam anymore. 

“Dude, what’s up? You've been acting strange all morning and now I'm getting worried. Did something happen at the party?”

“What no man, I'm fine. Just thinking. But to answer your question, yeah something happened. Something good I think. I'm not sure.” Colby said while running his hand through his hair before he looked at Sam, “I kissed y/n and finally said some of my feelings.” 

“Dude! That's great. How did they react? More importantly, what did they say? Are you guys going on a date or finally a thing?”

“Man slow down. No we aren’t. We were both very drunk and I avoided saying anything more after our kiss. I don’t even know if they remember, so as far as I know nothing has changed.”

Sam frowned and went to say something but Kat walked into the room so the boys turned their attention to her instead. 

“Just wanted to check in on you guys. Y/n and I finished in the kitchen and they went to pick up the backyard. Do you need help?” She asks but narrows her eyes as she looks at the both of them, “What is up with you guys?”

Colby just shook his head but Sam blurted out, “Colby and y/n kissed last night and he finally confessed about his feelings for them but he’s too anxious to see if they remember.” 

He just stood there frozen as he stared at Sam before Kat started laughing which caused him to look at her again. His heart was pounding and suddenly was not feeling the best. 

“We literally just talked about this in the kitchen. When the glass broke that was when they told me. They just told me about the kiss, nothing about a confession.” Kat said while biting her lip, “Don’t panic though. They have had a crush on you for so long, Colbs. Y/n just didn't want to tell you because they thought you didn't feel the same!” 

Chaos erupted between Sam and Kat as they started freaking out from excitement since they have been waiting for you two to become a thing for years now. Colby on the other hand, was freaking the fuck out. Why? He didn’t know. Kat literally said you have a crush on him. Excitement was definitely pulsing through him. Why wouldn’t it? His crush likes him back but at the same time anxiety was fighting that. What if you were lying? Or what would he do if he finally got to take you on a date and you changed your man. There were too many factors at play here. 

Colby was brought out of his spiral by Sam and Kat standing in front of him trying to get his attention. He felt his cheeks heat up but Kat just smiled at him. 

“This is going to be great.” 

“If you really want to get your feelings out man, Kat and I got an idea.” 

Colby took a second and breathed in before saying, “Let’s do this.”

~

You were finally on the last couple of cans in the backyard and you could not help but curse everyone who came last night. Everything in your body seemed to ache at this point but you were on the last can finally, which unfortunately was under one of the tables set up by the pool. Which is why you were on your hands and knees grabbing it so you could finally go back inside. 

“Y/n!” 

Your head banged into the table above you and you let out a groan, “Kat, we really need to talk about your yelling problem. My head can not handle any more of this.” Rubbing your head, you stand up and glare at Kat, “Why are we screaming this time?”

Kat just laughs and grabs your hands pulling you towards the house, “Sam and I are going to run and get pizzas for all of us since we pretty much got everything picked up. Colby wanted me to come get you, he wanted to talk to you. He’s up in his room.” 

Nerves instantly shoot your way to your stomach and your body tenses up, “What did you tell him Kat?”

“Nothing! He just wants to talk. Now go,” She says once you reach the bottom of the stairs and goes straight to Sam at the door who yells a “good luck” before they bolt out the door. 

Rolling your eyes, you make your way up to Colby’s room. Walking down the hall you turn towards his room and watch Colby pace back and forth, “If you keep pacing back and forth like that you're gonna have a trench in your floor.”

Colby stops in his tracks and looks right at you with a smile, “I thought it would spruce it up a little bit” 

You giggle and sit on his bed, “I think the trench would clash with your theme here, plus it's very last year. If we are redesigning your room I think it needs more black.” 

“Very funny. Did you hit your head? It looks like there's a bump forming.” He walks up to you and gently lifts your head to look at it and your heart starts pumping. 

 

“Kat has a new thing for screaming. I was getting a can from under the table outside and she snuck up on me so I bumped my head into it when I jumped.” 

He lets out a light hum before placing a gentle kiss on your head before he pulls away and you see the frown on his face. He sits next to you and the room suddenly gets quiet which makes your anxiety build. 

“So”

“I was gonna ask”

You both chuckle and you motion for him to speak instead of you. Curious about what he was going to say. It took a second before he started speaking but once he did you knew where this conversation was going. 

“Um so Kat told me something earlier and she and Sam thought I should talk to you. And I am so sorry that I’m nervous so bear with me. I guess I am going to start with this but do you remember anything from last night?”

“Oh I knew this was coming. I remember that we kissed and before you freak out I know it was our first kiss not in front of a camera. I I I wasn’t going to say anything to anyone but Kat got it out of me so I really am sorry for that. I didn’t want this to be weird and I really hope it doesn’t ruin our friendship because I don’t want to lose you. If anything I was just going to forget,” 

“I don't want you to forget,” He quickly gets out, stopping you from your tangent, “Sorry I didn't mean to cut you off. Kat said you didn’t remember much just that we kissed but uh do you remember anything I said afterwards?”

Thinking for a second you shake your head, “No I’m sorry. I’ve been trying to remember. I remember liking the kiss, and of course wiping the lipstick I accidentally got on you off,” you say quickly trying to jump past the liking the kiss part. 

He chuckles but nods. “Well I said something and I can’t stop thinking about it and I have to get this out before I explode,” He pauses for a second before starting again. “Sorry that was dramatic but it's true. Okay here it goes. I like you Y/n. I like you a lot and it drives me crazy. I know we have been friends for so long and I think that's why I kept my feelings for you from you I guess. If you hate me now I understand or don’t want to be by me that's okay. I just can’t keep it to myself anymore.”

“Colby,”

“Yeah,” He whispers and looks at you.

“I like you too. Like a lot. I have for a while now as well,” You say while you look at your lap, “Kat has known for a while which I think means Sam knew but like you I didn’t want to ruin what we have going for us now.” 

He nods and you still feel him looking at you so you glance up at him, meeting his gorgeous blue eyes. Smiling you quietly as “what?” which causes him to chuckle lightly. 

“You’re just very cute. Would it be okay if I kiss you?”

All you do is nod and lean towards him connecting your lips together. He gently puts a hand on your hip and the other on the side of your face pulling you closer. It wasn’t very long but it still made your heart pound and from the look on Colby’s face he is probably going through the same feelings. 

“It may be a little quick and I know we haven't had our first date yet but I think we are past that stage. Will you be my girlfriend?”

You smile and kiss his cheek, “Of course I will. Since we are skipping the whole first date thing does that mean I can get another kiss?”

He laughs and nods his head. Putting his hand on your thigh he pulls you onto his lap and kisses you deeper this time. Colby bites your bottom lip gently asking for permission which you give him without a second thought. Your tongues brush together causing him to let out a low groan and pull you impossibly closer to him. You pull back from him to catch your breath and he takes that as an opportunity to slowly kiss down your neck. Giving special attention to the spot on your neck he knew was ticklish, you gently push him away and laugh. 

Joining in on your laughing, he connects your lips again. Before it can get intense again, you hear Kat and Sam yelling that they were back with food which causes you to moan. 

“There she goes screaming again,” you say, which causes Colby to laugh loudly. 

“Come on, let's go eat.” He says while grabbing your hand and leading you downstairs. 

As soon as the two of you walked downstairs holding hands and joking around with each other, Sam and Kat started cheering. 

“Please tell us that you two are together now. We’ve been driving around for an extra thirty minutes hoping you guys would figure it out.” 

The both of you look at each other and you hide your face in Colby’s neck while he looks at the other pair and nods. 

“Yes we are.”

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Thank you guys so much for all of the support! I’ve been having lots of fun and definitely have some more stuff coming your guys way. I have to work today so I may not got one up tonight but I’ll try to get one up soon!

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Promises

Summary: While Colby and Sam are out on one of their trips you, Colby's best friend/crush, get cheated on and end the relationship to the guy you were seeing but you don’t tell him. He doesn’t find out till he comes back and Kat lets it slip. 

Colby and Sam both let out a sigh of relief when they both walked through the front door of their house and could finally relax before their next trip. Colby was especially excited to see you. This has been the longest stretch of time of not seeing you and you weren’t super responsive on texting him back. He texted you almost every day and he got responses here and there but nothing consistent. Colby planned on going to see you once he got unpacked and showered and he really hoped you weren’t with the guy you’d been seeing. 

After a while, Colby walked downstairs looking at his phone trying to see if you would respond to him but he couldn’t get anything. He was definitely starting to worry because you never left him in the dark. Ever. He heard Kat and Sam in the kitchen so he walked over,

“Have you guys heard from Y/n recently? I’ve been texting them non-stop and I haven’t gotten a response in two days” 

“That’s weird. They texted me asking how the trip was going a few days ago but that was it really.”

Both boys looked at Kat, but she wouldn’t look at them and looked like she was trying to busy herself. 

“Kat? What's wrong?”

“Nothing.”

“Have you heard from them? Are they okay?”

Before she could respond Colby’s phone dinged and he instantly reacted hoping it was you but frowned when it was one of his friends asking if he heard the news. He anxiously waited for a response and when it popped on his screen his heart started pounding. 

Y/n and what’s his face broke up three weeks ago. I just saw him on Melrose and talked to him before I realized he was with another chick. Is she okay?

“Dude! Colby come on, what is it? Did they respond?”

“They broke up,” he whispered and before either of them could ask again he looked at Kat, “They broke up three weeks ago and you didn’t let either of us know?”

He was hurt but Kat looked just as hurt, maybe even more, “I’m so sorry. Y/n didn’t want to worry you guys while you were filming, they wanted you to enjoy your trip.”

“And you listened?” He asks, raising his voice. 

“Colby” Sam warned before looking at Kat, “What happened? Why did they split?”

“It was at my party that I put on. Y/n wasn’t planning on coming since she had a really hard day at work but he came and was here. We didn’t think they were going to show until they did and it was going great but he wasn’t around so we went to look and,” She stopped and looked at Colby. 

“What? What happened?”

“We found him cheating on her with another random girl that none of us knew,” Kat whispered and Colby’s blood began to boil but before he could say anything she continued. “I’ve never seen Y/n so upset but they didn’t cry it was just a fit of anger and there was screaming and they started fighting each other. Then all I remember was Y/n punching a mirror and there was blood but they didn’t let anyone help them. They just said it was done and walked out. The girls and I have tried to check in and they respond but they don’t want to see anyone and just want to be left alone.” 

Colby just stood there and let the new info sink in before he grabbed his keys and started walking to the door. Sam and Kat called out to him and he was going to ignore them but decided to not stop and just headed straight for his car. 

You honestly did not know what day it was, if it was day or night and you definitely didn’t know when you last ate. Everything just felt numb. Your hand pulsed from where you punched the mirror but you were too tired to get up from bed to take meds for the pain. You really just wanted to sleep just so your brain would stop. 

Finally having dozed off at some point, you woke to your front door shutting and somebody calling your name. You didn’t think you responded but the next thing you knew Colby was there and he was hugging you. 

“Colby? When the heck did you get back?” It took a minute but you wrap your arms around him and just take in the scent of his cologne. Then out of nowhere the tears started and he held you tighter. 

“Oh bubs I am so sorry I wasn’t here. You should have told me and I would have been here in a second.” He whispers while situating yourselves to where he was below you and you were sitting in his lap. 

“I didn’t want to ruin your trip. You and Sam looked so happy and I didn’t want to bog you down Colbs.” You whisper while rubbing your eyes to push the tears away. Accidentally rubbing your bad hand wrong and flinching from the pain. 

He cups it gently while letting out a slow hiss from his lip before gently kissing it, “I don’t care how happy I look Y/n. If you are hurting then so am I. I hate when you aren’t my smiley little sunshine. Especially now I haven’t gotten to see one of my favorite things in the whole world.” 

Letting out a pained chuckle you look at your lap, “I don’t think little sunshine is anywhere near right now Colbs. I thought I finally found a good one and and and,” you felt the tears coming but you try to hold them off but you fail. He just holds you, giving you all the time even though his heart was shattering. “I just thought I finally found someone that would let me get over my feelings for you but also was my chance of finally being done with it all.” 

You flinch when your mouth just lets it all out before your brain could catch up. Colby doesn’t respond for a minute or so before he whispers, “I like you too you know. I have for so long and it may not be the right thing to say right now but I am so glad you dumped that fucking loser. I never liked him.” 

A laugh randomly erupts from you and you hide your face in Colby’s neck, but he's laughing right with you. “There it is,” he whispers and places a kiss on your forehead, “how about we go get you cleaned up and in the shower and I’ll tidy up around here? Does that sound okay?”

“Yeah that sounds great. It’s been a couple days since I’ve actually felt human.” You say even though your face is still hidden in his neck. 

“I can tell.”

“Rude!” 

“I’m just being honest bubs. Now come on to the bathroom.” 

Thinking he was going to let you walk, you move to go but his arms just tighten around you and he carries you to your bathroom, setting you on the counter. He gets the shower started for you while you start brushing your teeth and definitely avoiding looking at yourself in the mirror. Colby helps you off the counter and helps unwrap your hand before kissing your forehead again and leaving to grab you some new clothes. Taking it as your chance to undress, you get in the shower. 

Feeling like a whole new person, you dress in the clothes that Colby left for you on the counter which was one of his hoodies and a pair of shorts. You walk out of the bathroom to find your bed covered in your spare set of bedding, your curtains opened and the Nevada sunshine shining through, and you hear Colby in the kitchen rustling around with something. Turning the corner, you smile as you watch Colby plate food he more than likely ordered. Your stomach rumbled and he quickly turned to look at you and smiled. 

“She’s alive. I ordered some food from the place on the corner that you love and I got the couch ready for cuddles and movies. Figured I’d give your bed a break from you.” 

You chuckle before going to grab your plate but Colby stops you and pushes you towards the living room with him following behind. Before you guys eat, Colby insisted on wrapping your hand again which you got lectured about but he was still super gentle with you. 

The rest of the night was full of laughs and jokes and after a while you and Colby were bundled up in your bed just enjoying each other's presence when Colby takes a deep breath. 

“I wasn’t kidding earlier when I said I also liked you, you know? I don’t want to rush it but whenever you’re ready I would like to take you on a date. If that's okay of course. If you don’t want to, you don’t have to say yes.”

“Colby?

“Yeah?”

“Shut up, I will definitely go on a date with you. Just give me a little bit and I promise you’ll get the best date of your life.”

He laughs and kisses your head again, “Okay but you have to promise me that you won’t keep anything else major from me. Especially if punching mirrors is going to be a new thing.”

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Drunk Kisses and Jealousy

Authors Note: Hey guys so this is another long one with Colby but I couldn't stop thinking about it all day so I just sat down and wrote. I think I may write part two so if you're interested let me know! Otherwise please enjoy another long one from me.

Summary: You and the group have been friends for years and there may be feelings between you and Colby but you haven't really acted on them. Until tonight that is, Colby can’t help but let the jealousy take over when Nate and other guys can’t seem to leave you alone. 

You were just getting into your car after your long shift when you realized how many texts you got from your friends. Most of it was the group chat talking about the party that Sam and Colby were throwing tonight and the rest from Colby or Kat. You click Colby’s first to see what he said which was the normal checking on you throughout the day and one he sent five minutes ago. 

Hey gorgeous are you off? Wanted to check and see if you were still up to coming, if not I will sneak away and we can watch movies, get food and maybe cuddle at yours if you don’t feel up for it. 

You couldn’t help but smile as you text your response Lol hey handsome I just got in my car and headed to my place now to get ready. As great as that sounds I already promised Sam I was bringing alcohol and Kat would kill me if I skipped again so it looks like we are getting drunk tonight. 

Shaking your head at your response to him you quickly go to Kat’s to tell her you were headed home so she could come and get ready with you for the party. Which got you a smiley face sent back and Colby’s text popped on top of your screen which you clicked. 

Nah she would have to get through me before I would even let her touch you. Don’t force yourself bubs if you aren’t up to it. 

Don’t worry about me, Colbs. If anything after the day I had, I need whiskey in my system to forget and relax lol. I’m driving home though I’ll text you when Kat and I are headed to you guys. 

Kat was in your room talking to you while also getting an outfit sorted out for you as you were showering. Mostly just random stuff and her interjecting every so often with “do you even own a pair of heels?” or you respond with “just let me wear leggings or sweats please.” Which normally you just got a laugh out of her and not a normal response. Finally getting through drying and amping up your curls you were able to start your base makeup before you would let Kat take over and finish. You were decent with makeup but Kat was ten times better than you so you let her do yours most nights. 

So with that you walked out into your room in your towel to see what Kat chose for you to wear. She smiled at you as she finished adjusting her outfit before turning to you. 

“What do you think?” She asked with a little twirl. 

“You look hot dude. Sam is not going to be able to take his hands off of you. Promise me now that you guys won’t give the whole party a show again. Last time I had to hide from second hand embarrassment of it all.”

“Haha, very funny. If anything I’m going to be the one hiding from having to watch all the boys drool over you showing off your rockin 'body with the outfit I chose.”

She held up the main outfit which was a really cute black savagexfenty lace bodysuit that was sent to you as PR and a simple black mini skirt with fishnets and your favorite pair of converse. You smile and nod complimenting her on her choice and decide to get dressed before she does your make up. As you guys finish getting ready, you decide to pregame a little bit from some of the alcohol you were bringing before you headed to the boys house. Not forgetting to send your text to Colby like you promised. 

When you pull up the house is already packed and music blaring that makes some nerves shoot down to your stomach as you guys walk in. Sam greets you guys at the door with an excited shot and compliments the both of you on how you look before he helps lug the alcohol to the kitchen to restock. While setting up Sam keeps glancing at you before looking away when you catch him watching. 

“Alright Sam, what’s up? Why do you keep looking at me?”

“Just checking on you. Colby said you had a rough day and may not want to be here.”

“I’m fine Sam. Just a long day. I just want to party with my friends and relax while enjoying my next few days off,”

“Okay okay okay. I just wanted to make sure. You do look really good though. Colby’s gonna freak.” 

You didn’t really think much on the last part since Colby was normally pretty protective of you but you still thank him and say Kat dressed you. After you and Kat make yourself drinks, you make a new one for Colby just in case, Sam leads you to the rest of the group in the backyard. Everyone is hanging out by the pool in a circle and you spot Colby first whose back is turned towards you and then Nate who spots you instantly and smiles. 

“Y/N!” He yells excitedly and you quickly pass your drinks off to Sam who chuckles before you get tackled into a hug by Nate, “I didn’t think you were coming tonight! You didn’t say anything in the group chat all day.”

“Haha, I know I know I’m the worst responder in the whole world but I have a good excuse this time. I was at work all day so I was too tired to respond when I got off.” You say with a laugh before you realize that you and him were still hugging and pull away, “It’s good to see you though!” 

“It’s good to see you too,” He says and looks right at your lips, “You're actually wearing lipstick! Where's the y/n that I know and where did you put them?” 

You both laugh and you punch his arm, “How many drinks have you had? You're pulling out mr funny guy tonight.” 

Before Nate could respond, you feel another pair of arms wrapping around you and Colby’s cologne surrounding you. You look up but realize Colby is glaring at Nate who doesn’t notice and is already back in the group. Smiling you press a quick kiss to his cheek to get his attention on you 

“Hi, I didn’t know if you needed a drink or not so I made you one.” You say as you reach out and grab the drinks that Sam left on one of the ledges and hand Colby one. 

Which causes him to smile, “Thank you I definitely needed one. What did you get us to start with?”

“Jack Daniels as usual. I brought Jameson as well which I figured we’d get to later probably.” 

“Perfect. Nate is right though by the way. You look amazing. I like the top and rings.” 

You smile and look down to hopefully hide your blush but before you could respond Corey yells out to Colby to stop hogging you and let everyone else get a turn. Which makes Colby blush this time and you both go and join the group. 

You're definitely drunk at this point and so is the rest of the group who has dispersed throughout the house now. Colby is off catching up with some other influencers and you are with Nate on the make shift dance floor just having fun dancing and catching up. 

“How long are you in LA for?” 

“I’ll be here for a week I think before I fly home! Then I’m meeting the guys in Virginia to film a couple of videos with them.”

“Looks like you’ll be stuck with me some more then. Sam invited me to go as well and do some other places with them.” 

“I wouldn’t say I would be stuck with you honestly, it just means I won’t have to be a third wheel and I can protect you from the ghosts.” 

“I think I’d be there to protect you!” You both laugh and keep joking before you feel like you're being watched so you start looking around to see why. Which is when you catch Colby with a girl that he’s not paying attention to while she's talking his ear off, “Who's that girl Colby’s talking to?”

“Some girl that's been going after him for a while now. I think she's another youtuber!”

“Weird. She’s really pretty! He hasn’t hooked up with her yet?”

“Nah! Sam was saying something earlier about how Colby is crushing hard on someone right now so he hasn’t really been doing the random hook up thing recently”

“Oh really? Do you know who?” You ask even though you don’t honestly want to know the answer to. You're not too surprised he hasn’t told you since he normally does not involve you in that part of his life but there's a weird feeling growing in your stomach.

“No I don’t. I thought he would have told you!” Nate says but he won’t meet your eye which raises your suspicion even more. You don’t get the opportunity to ask more when another random girl comes up and asks if she can have a turn dancing with Nate. Which you say yes to and tell Nate you're going to get another drink and go outside for a bit. 

Colby was trying his hardest to pay the girl in front of him an ounce of kindness by listening to her, but he was getting bored and wanted to get back to you. She was going on about something that she was doing with her channel and maybe trying to do a collab with him and Sam which he knew would never happen. As she kept going with her idea, he glanced back at the dance floor to see if you and Nate were still grinding on each other or not. The idea made his blood boil. He was still a little pissed at Nate from hugging you early and just being touchy all night when Nate knew about his crush on you. Colby had let it slide since you looked to be enjoying yourself but not without glaring at Nate whenever you weren’t looking. 

He did a double take though when he noticed the girl Nate was making out with instead of dancing wasn’t you and he panicked. He looked around trying to find you but he knew pretty quickly you weren’t over there anymore. Excusing himself, he went to Sam and Kat asking if they saw you recently but they both said no. Which started his hunt for you. Once he couldn’t find you in the house, he figured you were outside in your usual spot where you normally went when you needed a break from the crowd. He made drinks for the both of you before heading to the backyard where he found you instantly. 

He instantly frowned when he saw you were playing with one of your rings, which he knew was one of your anxious ticks. Causing him to look and see a random male influencer that Colby couldn’t remember the name of right now talking to you. The burning sensation that's been bothering him all night came back and Colby headed straight for you.

This guy was not getting the hint that you wanted to be left alone and you were starting to get anxious. He had kept trying to reach for your arm to draw you to him but you thankfully were able to keep your distance. He also wouldn’t shut up about himself and what he did with his influencing career. Your eyes start to wonder to see who you could maybe get to help when a pair of arms wrapped around you from behind. 

“There you are, I was wondering where you ran off to.” 

Colby. You thanked God in your head very quickly before responding, “Hey sorry, me and f/m/i were just talking about what he does for a living.” 

“Oh sick. Thanks man for keeping my girl company while I made my rounds thanking people for coming.” He sticks his hand out to the other male with a smirk on his face, “I don’t think we’ve met. I’m Colby.”

It took a lot for you to not laugh at the influencers face and honestly just Colby and his bad acting, but you kept it together. You grab one of the drinks Colby had and start drinking and honestly you zoned out not listening to the boys talk. Until you heard the random influencer say “prove it” and the next thing you know Colby’s mouth is on yours. 

Not expecting it you hesitate for a moment before you kiss Colby back and pull him closer by placing your hand on his neck. You’re not even sure when the other guy walks away because your focus is on Colby and the fact that you guys are kissing. It’s not the first time but every time before this has been for a prank or a truth or dare with the boys and never outside of the video space. You don’t want it to end though and you don’t think Colby does either. 

He slowly brushes his tongue against your lip before you let him in and your tongues start to brush against each other. A low groan escapes from Colby and he slowly pulls away before kissing you slowly one more time before you guys pull apart. It takes you a second before you compose yourself and open your eyes to be met with the gorgeous blues of Colby. 

“Sorry. I am so sorry. I let my jealously get ahead of me and being drunk definitely didnt help but I  didn’t want our first kiss to be like that. I had this whole plan in my head but that guy just wouldn’t shut up and I kissed you. I am so fucking stupid,” Colby rambles and you can see the panic forming behind his eyes before he looks down. 

“Colbs, hey look at me.” You say gently, grabbing his face and having him look at you, “You’re okay. If anything, thank you because that guy was making my anxiety grow worse and I was trying to find a scapegoat anyway. So thank you.” 

He looks at you for a second before saying, “Why was your anxiety already bad? I told you to come find me if you were getting to that point.”

“I didn’t want to bother you,” you whisper, “You were talking to the really pretty influencer girl and Nate said you haven’t hooked up with anyone recently so I didn’t want to stop you. Plus he mentioned something about you having a crush so it kept getting worse, so I came out here to get air. Then the guy cornered me before I could calm down.” 

“Okay for one, he shouldn’t have told you any of that. And two you are always allowed to come get me no matter what.” He says while rubbing your hip, “I am also very drunk right now and I think you are too so I’m not going to say what I want, but just know my crush is no worry to you okay?” 

Your brain was honestly working in overdrive with the alcohol and adrenaline pumping through you so you just nod accepting it. Looking at Colby you let out a small laugh which caused him to smile. “You have lipstick all over your mouth,” 

You get a majority of it off which he thanks you for before he asks if you're ready to leave. Nodding you both decide to walk to your place, which probably wasn’t the smartest but you and Colby drunk work as a great team, and you make it safely. Both of you shower separately, you set some of Colby’s spare clothes he keeps here on the counter as you climb into bed and wait for him. You send Kat and Sam a quick text saying you and Colby left and came to your place, and let them know you’d be back in the morning to help clean up. Not long after Colby comes and gets in bed with you and not long after you both drift into sleep. 

Neither of you forgetting about the kiss and that you would have to have a better not drunk conversation in the morning…. 

A/N I definitely think there is going to be a part two so look out for that! But I hope you guys enjoyed :)

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Coming Back

Hey guys,

So its been a while since I posted and if any of my followers are still here I am going to be posting more. I finally have had the motivation to start writing again thankfully. SO if you have any requests or ideas for me feel free to leave any. I have a bunch of ideas in my head and right now Im back in my Colby Brock crush phase so you may see me posting about him a lot but Ill try to do others. Thank you!!

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Not So Secret Feelings

You have been friends with the Sam and Colby crew for a while now which is great except for the feelings towards a certain dark-haired boy that you can’t shake so Corey and Jake help you guys confess to eachother…. 

It was another slow morning in the house since no one really had any plans until later in the day which is rare nowadays with everyone's busy schedules. Like usual though you were not able to take the opportunity to sleep in like the rest of your roommates, so you were sitting in the living room editing your new video and enjoying the quiet while you could. Finally being able to focus and not feeling tired you were able to knock out a majority of it before you felt the couch sink next to you and have a kiss placed on top of your head. 

Looking to your left, Colby had a smile on his face as he was watching the video play on your screen “This was probably one of my favorites we’ve done for your channel. Also good morning gorgeous I didn't think anyone else would be up yet.”

“Good morning Colbs. I've been up for a while and my brain wouldn’t let me sleep anymore so I figured I would try to get this edited before we go meet up with Corey and Jake.” You say before you quickly stop the video so you could cut out the part where you stuttered. 

“Woah hey why are you deleting it you should keep it,”

“Absolutely not,” you say while letting out a laugh, “I hate it when I stutter, especially this bad. Plus I don’t want to see any comments about it”

“Well I like it and who cares what they think it shows them your human,”

Shaking your head you mumble about not needing the mix of comments about your stutter and the body or outfit comments that would definitely be in the comment section of this video. Quickly deleting the clip and saving it before Colby could do anything, you miss him looking at you and the sad look on his face. But you both continue to bicker about it as you continue to edit. 

The video was just a you and Colby collab which definitely aren’t rare for either of your channels but it was one you were nervous to post. It was one where you bought each other's outfits and revealed them to each other with a try on portion at the end. You both had a blast being able to hang out and film a light hearted video but these ones tended to get more comments leading into the fans thinking you were secretly dating. Which isn't the case. You guys are just best friends that have very flirty and joking personalities which you've tried to make very clear to the fans.  

You and him are in the middle of one of your bouts when Sam walks in laughing at you two,

“It’s nine in the morning and you two are already going at it? Just kiss already.” 

“Very funny Sam. Why don't you kiss Colby instead?” you say with a laugh which caused the boys to join in as well. Shutting your laptop you stand and start walking towards the stairs, “I'm going to go get ready. Remember we have to meet Jake and Corey for lunch at noon!”

You don't remember when your feelings started for Colby but they have been around for a while and as hard as you try to you can't get rid of them. Ever since Kat introduced you to the group, you and Colby definitely hit it off right away and you were connected at the hip right away which is why after a while you think you started developing your crush. No one in the group knows except for Kat and Corey who picked up a couple months back and have kept it secret for you since. It still hasn't stopped them from encouraging you to admit your feelings for Colby. Which you haven't done obviously. You don't want to jeopardize what you have with him over the silly butterflies you get when you look at him. 

What you don’t know is that Colby feels the exact same way about you and just hasn’t built up the guts to confess to you. The only people that know about his feelings towards you are Sam and Jake and just recently Corey. He found out thanks to Jake at a party a few weeks ago making a jab at Colby if he doesn’t make a move on Y/N he was which of course made Corey freak out. 

“What's got you so down already this morning man?” Sam asks while tossing a pillow at a zoned out Colby. 

“Nothing dude, just thinking. Y/N was editing the video we filmed the other day where we picked each other's outfits and she was so down on herself about her stutter but there's something more that's bugging her. So I'm just figuring out what.”

Sam just shook his head and looked at his friend, “When are you going to ask them out man? It's been what? Almost three years now?”

“Yeah something like that. I just don't want to ruin what we have. No offense but they just get me and it's never been awkward between us. If we started dating and it didn't work out I would be losing a best friend.”

“Except you would work out dude. You guys are literally a match made in heaven.”

“You're hilarious dude, it's never that easy. I'm going to go get ready.”

Ironically enough you actually decide to wear the shirt Colby bought for you in your video but work it more into your style. It was a cropped tight fitted red shirt that you decided to wear with your favorite black cargo pants, a necklace Colby got you guys for christmas last year and your favorite converse. With some extra accessories thrown into the outfit you made your way downstairs. 

Kat and Colby are at the bottom talking about how Sam always took the longest out of everyone to get ready, but Colby stops when he sees you and smiles, “you're wearing the shirt I bought you!”

“Of course I am. I told you I liked it. I just didn't feel like me.” You say as he grabs you and pulls you into a hug. 

“I thought you looked great but I definitely like your outfit more.” He says while he glances down and notices the necklace you have on. 

“You two are adorable please tell me you didn't plan on wearing the same necklace today?” Kat asks while she gives you a quick hug and you mumble about how it wasn't planned. 

Kat definitely always tries to get some rise out of you whenever Colbys is around, probably to try and get you to slip about your feelings for him. Thankfully you haven’t. Yet. The games continue throughout your lunch with Jake and Corey and like most social situations you and Colby tend to mostly talk to each other rather than with the group. Which caused you to miss them discussing the plan on getting one of you to confess to the other. 

The plan happens a few weeks later when all of you are hanging out at the house having your usual pizza night and watching movies. You and Colby are sharing the big bean bag chair cuddling with a blanket while everyone else has their spot on the couch. Corey and you had kept making eye contact throughout the night where he would be making kissy faces at you and Colby and other silly faces which you responded with eye rolls and hiding your face in Colby’s neck. 

At some point Sam needed to go to the bathroom so everyone was either on their phones or talking to one another. Colby and you were looking at his phone and you made a joke about him liking a random Instagram photo about you two dating which then in turn led to you being tickled. 

“Colby please! I can’t breathe. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” you gasp out in between laughs which makes him smile. 

“That's what you get for making fun of —--,” 

He didn't get to finish his sentence because of Jake and Corey both standing up and the later exclaiming, “I can’t deal with this anymore. You two need to confess your feelings for each other.”

Corey picks you up and throws you on his shoulder while Jake takes Colby’s arm and takes you guys to Colby’s room. 

He sets you on the ground before putting his hands on your shoulders and shakes you a little bit, “You two do not get to leave until Colby knows that you are madly in love with him,” before he turns to Colby and points at him “and until y/n knows that you have loved them ever since we met them. Do I make myself clear?”

You two just stand there limply staring at the two while Jake continues, “He and I will be outside to make sure but also know that we have three cameras hidden which we will be checking. So no trying to lie or scheme to get out of this. This has gone on long enough and we want you both to be happy. Now go.”

They both turn and walk out of the room shutting the door behind them, leaving you and Colby standing there not knowing what to do. You were the first one to break, not doing well with the silence and nerves building inside you. 

“I am s-s-s-so sorry. I didn’t know they were going to do this and now it’s gonna be awkward. I get it if you don't feel anything for me. I really do. My feelings just kinda happened and came out of nowhere. I was just going to let them die out b-b-b-but they never did. I-I-I wasn’t going to do anything or tell anyone but then Kat and C-C-Corey found out and they have been trying to get me to do it since. Now it's awkward. B-b-but I can promise you I am okay with staying frie-,”

Your rambling gets cut off by Colby placing his lips on yours and him lightly cupping your face. Definitely hesitant to fully do it to try not to scare you but your eyes flutter shut and kiss back. He slowly wraps his hand around my hips as I cup his neck to get us even closer than before while he deepens the kiss by gently biting your lip and slipping his tongue inside to brush with yours. You're not sure who pulls away first but you are both smiling as you catch your breath. 

“You are so cute when you stutter,” He whispers while he rubs your cheek and watches you bite your lip. 

“If my stuttering gets you to kiss me like that every time then I suddenly love when I do that,” you chuckle before finally looking at him with a smile. 

You both laugh before he looks at your lips one more time before kissing you again. He keeps it soft before pulling away too soon, “I know we just skipped a step or two but is now a good time to ask you if you will  go on a date with me?”

Laughing, you nod your head yes before you pull him into another kiss. 

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people who read while listening to music are very talented and are probably going to hell 

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Imagine BTS: The First Night in Your Shared Apartment (Maknae Line)

Summary: You and your boyfriend have made the choice too move in together and this is their reaction to your first night. *maknae addition*

A/N:  I hope you guys enjoy and I want to say thanks for all the support on the hyung version of this imagine. I didn’t think it would get that much notes so fast but thank you! I’ll have a new one up soon.

Jimin: 

Jimin and you were actually excited that you two were finally moving in together. You both loved the apartment you ended up choosing and the entire day was just smiles and hug from one another. As you and Jimin were unpacking boxes labeled ‘living room’ he couldn’t help but stop and admire you in your leggings and hoodie (which was his by the way). With a smile on his face, he grabbed one of the pillows that was on the couch and threw it at you.

“What was the for?!” 

“To get your attention and to tell you that I’m excited to be living with you jagiya”

With a blush on both of your cheeks, you both giggle

“I’m excited to be living with you too Jiminie.”

Why is he so cute

Taehyung:

Tae definitely had no doubt or bad thoughts about moving in with you, just pure joy and excitement about getting to wake up with you every day and also ending his day with you. He had just finished constructing the bed frame to the new bed you guys bought and placed the mattress on it before looking at you organizing the closet. Tae couldn’t stop himself from walking over and wrapping his arms around your waist to pull you closer. 

“The bed is put together jagi, come check it out”

Smiling you couldn't help but hum an acknowledgement before going back to organizing your clothes “After this babe, I’m almost done”

And of course being the puppy he is, he picks you up and carries you to the bed causing you to yelp. “Tae no, come on”

“Break time jagi” He slyly throws you on the bed before climbing on top of you and starts to tickle you, only for him to further place a soft kiss on your lips (Which isn’t exactly a chaste kiss) before pulling away.

“I love you jagi, and cant believe I finally get to live with you”

(He’s definitely not my bias. pft I have no idea what you’re talking about)

Jungkook:

This poor boy. Jungkook would definitely be the most nervous out of the group but is still happy that you guys are moving in together. After having a majority of the boxes unpacked his nervousness went away and excited Kookie was out (especially when all of his video games/systems were unpacked). It was later in the night after you guys had stopped unpacking for the day and he was in the kitchen trying to find a snack when he heard you walking up behind him before back hugging him. 

“We actually did it Guk, we moved in together”

*Cue bashful maknae*  “That we jagiya and I couldn’t be a happier to finally be living with my girlfriend”

Turning around to hug you the right way, you smile into his neck “I have a perfect idea of how to spend the rest of our first night in our apartment”

“What’s that jagi”

“For me to beat you at a round of Overwatch”

“Game on”

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you know what really hit me about thanks is that ,,, the instrumental really perfectly describes seventeen. they literally started from nothing. cheol was in the company when tempest was supposed to be a thing and jihoon just wanted to make music. hansol was the kid who was always different and he stopped school because he wanted to create instead of just being someone. seungkwan is a small town boy with big dreams. above all, soonyoung just wanted to dance. minghao was the kid who barely spoke korean when he started training. junhui was the kid with the set future, the one who was in one of china’s top schools and played piano and was excellent in every field he was in. wonwoo was quiet and silent and yet he did so much for the people he really cared about. mingyu was the pretty boy who everyone often thought wouldn’t amount to anything. seokmin was the main vocal who always got sidelined, the kid who just wanted to sing. jisoo moved from america and the only thing he had that reminded him of his life in america was probably the guitar he had, and he just wanted to sing. jeonghan was the picture perfect kid who dreamed with his eyes open and treasured his music above anything else and anyone else. chan was so damn young when he started training and he gave all the things normal kids have, like friends and free time, because he had a vision and a dream and he knew exactly where he wanted to be. the thirteen of them were always dreamers. they dreamed, they hoped, and most importantly, they followed through.

so think of seventeen who started from nothing. from the green practice room and the swinging guitar and the emo haircuts. from the constant delays and named t-shirts. from the pod-casts and lives. from 17 project. so think of the thirteen of them. seungcheol, the leader, doe eyed and always ready to help. jeonghan, the sharp-eyed, witty hyung who always knew what to say. jisoo, warm, smiling, careful, reserved (and once upon a time, homesick before he became) settled. junhui, music at his fingertips and love in his voice and a million untold stories in his eyes. soonyoung, who tells his stories with the way he closes his eyes when he dances, who tells his stories with his body and all of him. wonwoo, misunderstood, heart warm, every heartbeat dedicated to running and running behind who he wanted to be as a child. jihoon, music in the way he spoke, music in him when he did anything, who breathed music and thought about music all the time, who loved and treasured seventeen above everything else. minghao, going from struggling in korean to openly speaking what he wanted to, who is so shy and yet so much more, who smiles at everyone, who makes us smile. mingyu, tall, clumsy, handsome, but above all, who broke down all the barriers that stood between him and his dream, who bypassed all the criticism to become a role model for so many of us. seokmin, sunshine in his eyes, sunshine in his smile, sunshine in his voice, who always looked at us with so much fondness and love whenever he could, who always expressed himself so beautifully with his words. seungkwan, who never wants us to have a bad day, who always tells us to look after ourselves and loves us so wholeheartedly and fully and makes us laugh even if we don’t want to. hansol, the kid who grew up so much from his experiences, who is so quiet and so reserved and yet so wild and uncontrolled and so relatable, who writes music and just wanted to create. chan, who danced and danced as a kid, chan who probably never had a significant other, chan who’s first love was his music, chan who grew up so well, chan who loves and respects his twelve brothers so much. 

and now think of where they are.

the thanks they speak of in this song is heartfelt because it’s the most unrestrained kind of thanks. it’s the wild, desperate kind of thank you. it speaks so much and so little at the same time. thank you for staying, thank you for being here, thank you for listening, thank you for believing, thank you for always trusting us, thank you for yesterday and the day before and the very first day and tomorrow and the day after and the very last day. that’s what i hear when i shut my eyes and listen to the song. it’s a thank you that’s filled with so much that it echoes in the bass and the percussion and the vocals.

so seventeen:

thank you. for everything. for the good times and the bad times. for the first time you won a music show and seungkwan started crying and couldn’t sing and the unit leaders started crying and junhui wiped jihoon’s tears. for the time you won artist of the year at the asian artists awards and you all were so pleased. for the time you saw your parents after a long time at 17 project and all of you were willing to show us how much you missed them. for one fine day and the chili paste prank and the chicken fight (and jeonghan’s hair in one fine day in japan) and the happiness you shared. for strength-coups and yoon-cheonsa. for soonyoung and seokmin’s comeback song. for bang-chan. for jeon wonwoo the bag of luck. for mingyu-sunbaenim. for “it’s gonna be lit, like these candles” and “if you don’t know who we are, please check us out”. for american line. for jisoo’s n-line poems. for minghao’s “if there is light in this world i hope it shines on you.” for my i. for highlight. for the performance unit. for the vocal unit. for the hip hop unit. for 13 + 3 + 1 = 17. for giving us so much to be happy for when some of us don’t have a reason to even be remotely happy sometimes.

thank you for just being you.

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lol i have something to say and if you guys get butthurt please unfollow :)

okay… no offense but some of you ARMYs out there are honestly so rude and delusional sometimes. like i’m not even kidding, you guys are always there trying to bash other groups and other fans of those groups to justify that you believe that bts is the best group out there and honestly you guys are the reason why we are always looked down upon and you guys are really being extremely toxic. what ever happened to being nice and supporting other groups? many of those groups you mindlessly hate on are most likely friends with bts and you choose to be assholes by trying to bring them and their fans down? do you know how bad that looks on the fandom as a whole? why do you think it’s okay to even do that like i don’t understand that logic at all. i’ve seen a lot of rude comments about monsta x recently and how they have no chance at winning anything during their comeback because they so happen to have their comeback at around the same time as bts and like really? are you really being that low and delusional to say stuff like they’re never going to stand a chance alongside bts? like you never know and they aren’t even promoting for as long as monsta x will most likely be promoting so they have a chance. and another thing, when you guys are commenting in the comments of different artists and saying shit like bts are so much better than _____ or whatever. and again pertaining back to monsta x; one of their dance practices where they happen to have a move similar to something bts had in dope. and there’s someone in the comments saying that they copied bts. well newsflash, they didn’t exactly invent that move. they don’t have any copyright on that move. so just because they are similar doesn’t mean they copied bts. why so much unnecessary drama honestly? how does that benefit the fandom or bts? i’ve seen so many bts blogs talk about how antis should focus on their faves but then there are so many people in this fandom that are doing the exact same thing. a bit contradictory don’t you think? this is really meaningless and childish and from only being in the fandom for just over a year i’ve seen that so many fans being actual assholes to other fans and groups for no reason. and then aside from groups, i can’t believe i’m saying this that should be already known by now but some of you guys are even being rude as fuck to the members. like asking ‘where’s *insert other member here*?’ when another member is doing a broadcast. like are you kidding me? they’re doing that broadcast for us as fans and all you can think of is your fave? that’s really rude. also making fun of their english sometimes. ‘i hate snakeu’? really. it may not be out of malicious intent but it’s still racist to do that. they are speaking a language that they don’t fully know and they aren’t going to pronounce it the same way that we do because they are going off of what they know. as much as i love bts the majority of the time i don’t like being associated with this fandom because of how toxic it is the majority of the time. 

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Imagine BTS: The First Night in Your Shared Apartment (Hyung Line)

Summary: You and your boyfriend have made the decision to move in together and this is basically their reactions to the first night with you. 

A/N: I know this is terrible and utter trash but OH WELL. I plant to do Maknae Line as well but idk yet

Jin:

Jin would be overjoyed that you two were finally moving in together at the studio apartment you guys had found. While it may be a little sad for Jin and the boys to not be around each other as much, Jin couldn’t help feeling how he did now. He was excited to get to wake up to you every morning and come home to you as well every day. Feeling your arms wrapping around his waist he couldn’t help but smile

“So we live together, that’s a thing”

Cue windshield wiper laugh and an earned kiss on the lips from Jin

“That we do Jagiya and I couldn’t be a happier”

Suga:

So, living together was going to something foreign to both you and him, but he couldn’t stop his gummy smile from happening when he watched you open another box. Your hair was coming out of your bun and framing your face that he couldn’t believe how beautiful you looked at that moment. He couldn’t help but stand and walk over to you before grabbing your hand and dragging you to the couch. 

“Yoongi what are you doing we still have to unpack”

”We’ve been unpacking all day, I think it’s time for a break jagi”

Before getting anything else out, Yoongi’s lips are on yours and you both end your night in your apartment cuddled up on the couch.

Jhope:

Okay this boy is a ball of energy, we all know this, so you two moving in together would make Hoseok 1000 times more energetic. He would be bouncing around and telling anyone and anything about how you two were moving in together. Claiming it would be a sleep over ever night and you two would have so much fun together. Having music playing on one of your guys phone while unpacking it wouldn’t take long till Hobi’s energy got to him, leading him to start dancing around in the semi-empty space causing you to smile.

“Come on Jagiya dance with me”

“We still have a lot to unpack Hoseok”

“Which only calls for a dance break”

Giving you his signature smile he grabs your hands and begins dancing with you around your apartment.

Namjoon:

I feel like Namjoon would be a mix between Jin and Yoongi. Living together would be something foreign to you both but Namjoon couldn’t help but be overjoyed that he finally got to wake up/come home to you every day. Having a smile on his face, he couldn’t help but watch you ponder over how to rearrange your guys new bookshelves which caused him to not hear you at first.

“Joonie!”

“Hmm sorry babygirl I was daydreaming”

“I can see that babe, but I asked if we should combine both of our books or keep them separated and if we need to do it by size or alphabetical”

“Combine all of them and alphabetically”

Watching you nod your head cutely he couldn’t help but walk over and place a sweet kiss on your lips before sitting down and begin helping you sort your books alphabetically.

Side Note: Gifs are not mine and all credit goes to the beautiful soul who made them

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Falling For You

Description: How can something so simple as a in the wall coffee shop bring two people so close together.

Joshua Hong X Reader

Warnings: Fluff. This is just pure fluff.

A/N: So the new Seventeen comeback  has officially wrecked me and I cant get it out of my head especially Falling For U. So without further wait, here is a drabble with none other than Joshua Hong a freaking bias wreaker. Also probably wayyyyyy to long but oh well.

(Gif is not mine. Credit to the owner.)

Joshua’s POV:

He remembers the first time he ever saw you in the small coffee shop. Joshua and Jeonghan had been out walking the streets of Seoul, when the stumbled upon it and not having anything better to do they went in. He didn’t notice you right away, no he noticed when he turned away from the cashier to find a table to sit at when he saw you sitting by yourself at a table by the window. You had your hair up in a messy bun with your earphones in nose deep in a book completely unaware of the world around you. Josh couldn’t help but stare because all he could think was how beautiful you looked, that is until Jeonghan knocks him out of his thoughts bringing him back to reality.

Y/N POV:

You didn’t notice Joshua until he had frequented your safe-haven a couple more times. On this specific day he had gotten there before you and was working on some lyrics for a song at one of the bigger tables. You couldn’t help but notice how handsome he was but wrangled yourself in from staring too much before going and ordering your usual and returning to your table. That’s when you realized you had a clear view of the handsome boy and could slyly look at him over the top of your book. Fast forward a couple of weeks to where you were yet again by your spot in the window reading your book and listening to your music drowning out the chitter chatter of the other residents inside the coffee shop.

The shop has been giving the much deserved business that it needed and today just happened to be one of the busier days. Lost in the fictional world of your book you didn’t notice the brown haired boy approaching you until he tapped on your shoulder. Pulling your headphones out you shyly smile at him and receive a warm smile back.

“Sorry to bother your reading. I know how annoying it must be, but I was wondering if I could sit here with you since there isn’t any open?”

“Sure go ahead”

You smile at him warming and situating the book to give him some table space while also trying to hone in the blush that is threatening to take over your cheeks. You try not to watch him take off his jacket and place it on the back of the chair and situate himself by indulging yourself back into your book.

“I’m Joshua by the way”

Looking up from your book you couldn’t help but smile shyly and take him hand.

“I’m y/n. Its nice to meet you”

“It’s nice to finally have a name to place a pretty face. Wait no I meant to say its nice to meet you too”

“It’s okay. I’m quite fond of finally knowing your name as well”

From that day on it was a common occurrence that you two would sit at that table together talking about certain things and laughing about something that the other one was saying. It also didn’t take long for you to realize that you were falling for Joshua Hong but undenounced to you he was falling for you as well.

(Cut to a couple weeks later)

As you and Joshua were sitting at your guys table in the comfortable silence you guys have found with you reading another book and him attempting to write lyrics, you glance up to grab your coffee only to see him staring at you causing you to blush lightly before saying something.

“Hey, everything okay? There’s nothing on my face is there?”

“Yeah everything's good. And no there isn’t anything on your face. Just thinking about asking you something”

“Ask away. I probably have an answer”

That made Joshua smile and he couldn’t help but gain a surge of confidence just by seeing your smile he has come to love and grabbed your hand in his.

“Feel free to say no, but I was wondering if you would like to go on a date with me sometime. I understand if you don’t I probably shouldn’t have as...”

“ I would love to Josh. I was hoping you would ask since I’ve slowly been falling for you, Joshua Hon.”

With a huge smile on his face, “ I have been falling for you y/n y/l/n since the first day I laid my eyes on you.”

A/n: I know this probably sucks and is super long, but I had to write it since it’s been stuck in my head since listened to the song.

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honestly one of my favourite taehyung moments is when he got lost in a foreign country and everybody else was freaking out but he just blew dandelions and had a nice time 

i love this dork

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Stiles Approved

Pairing: Stiles X Reader

Author Note: I was going to post a Scott imagine I’ve been working on, but I was scrolling through Tumblr this gif showed up in my feed and couldn’t help write this drabble. I also brought in some prompt ideas I’ve been working on and couldn’t help but add them in.

Disclaimer: I do not own this gif and give full credit to the gif maker.

Warnings: None. Just fluff.

Y/N POV

You slipped the velvety black dress up your body and zipped up the back before staring at yourself in the mirror that was in the dressing room. Running your hands down your front, you couldn’t help but frown at your reflection and send light curses to Lydia. It was her fault you were here shopping for a dress since it was her party she was throwing. You weren’t planning on going, but with Lydia bugging about it 24/7 and your boyfriend, Stiles, joining in you finally cracked.

“Baby, are you going to come out?” His voice breaking you out of your trance.

“I don’t know if this is the one Sti, might as well save us both of time and find another one,” you say with another sigh and a small spin to see the full dress on you.

“Y/N, come out please. I know what you’re letting those self-deprecating thoughts in and you shouldn’t be. I’m sure you look great, so can you please come out here and confirm that thought for me.”

Letting out a sigh, you push the door handle down and walk out into the sitting area watching Stiles reaction. Glancing at his face, you couldn’t help the small smile that formed as Stiles shook his head slowly and stared at you.

“I look that bad huh?” You say with a raised eyebrow while you turn towards the mirror on the wall.

“No, you look great baby. This is definitely the dress you need to get.” He whispers while he wraps his arms around your waist and pulling you towards him.

“So, it’s Stiles Approved?” You whisper placing your hands on top of his.

“Most definitely,” Placing a small kiss on your neck and smiling at you in the mirror, “1000% Stiles approved.”

Letting out a small laugh, you pull yourself out of his arms and make your way back into the dressing room to change back into your normal jeans and t-shirt. The party wasn’t going to be as bad as you first thought.