lostbutimstillhere

[lostbutimstillhere]

Cheating preferences

No, just no! It's stupid how when you make a cheating preference & make it have a happy ending like would you forgive your boyfriend/girlfriend right after you catch them in bed with their ex or another women/man like right after they finish having sex or kissing some else rather than you? That's beyond nasty like what if their exes or hook up had aids or some kind of std ? I want to read at least one cheating preference where you tell him no that you don't trust him because once a cheater always a cheater I'm sorry if you don't like what I had to say but it's out there & I'm sure more than half of you agree with me but I seriously hate how all of them end up forgiving them in the end -.-

[lostbutimstillhere]

Lost for now.

I feel like an idiot trying this again. But I keep doing this hoping someone out there will reach out and show me I'm not alone. I know there's more of you out there. Confused and emotionally drained teenagers hoping that one day that god will open up those dark clouds and throw you some fucking light. Or one direction concert tickets.Either way I'm down for the cause.  I just feel lost in the middle of all thse black clothes and insecurities while sad indie songs play on my grandmas boombox. I guess its just another one of those nights where I sit in the dark contemplating my life.  If it will ever change for the better of if I'm stuck living a life of suckage.