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N/SFW Xavier Thoughts

A bit of a switch, but not in the way you would think just looking at him. If you want to get a bit dominant over him, go ahead- he’ll play right along with every single word and love every second of it- but don’t be fooled. He can reverse the roles in an instant if he thinks it’ll be fun, and dominating you comes like a second nature to him, and in a way where it’s like he’s a starving man and you’re the only meal in sight. 

Whenever he’s in bed with you for a session, you can feel the desperation practically dripping off of him- as if simply being around you awakens something inside of him. Definitely has jumped you to pin you suddenly to the bed, breathing heavy and labored as he stares down at you, his eyes flickering over every single inch of your body. You can only guess just what he’s thinking, and that guess is probably ‘he’s thinking of all the ways to ruin me’.

And don’t get him wrong, he can be sweet and fluffy, full of care and love in the heaps of blankets and plushies that take over a good portion of his bed, especially if you’ve had a long day but still want him. He’ll nuzzle into you, placing long and drawn out kisses down the crook of your neck as he moves lower, his hands sliding under your work clothes with some obviously fake excuse to get them off of your body. 

‘If you’re going to lie down with me for a nap, you’ll need to be a lot more comfortable. Let’s take care of this, shall we?’

Regardless of the role he plays, he’s definitely big on servicing you. He’ll say it’s to help you relax if he’s being gentle, or he’ll say it’s to punish you for teasing him if he’s in the mood to control you. You won’t even notice what he’s planning to do until his hands are working across your chest, or his mouth is inches away from clasping down on one of your most sensitive parts, and boy is he fake-innocently smug about it too.

‘Oh, I’m happy that it felt good for you. I didn’t know if you would like it.’

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Before you and Xavier got together, you used to tease those clingy, syrupy sweet couples portrayed in movies and other media.

"it just seems so... Forced."

You'd never experienced that kind of passion and it seemed so far fetched it bordered on mythical; fictional, even.

Xavier would only hum in reply, either agreeing with you or not bothering to correct you; you didn't really want to know.

But once you finally became official, it all seemed to fall into place: Xavier was clingy.

Always keeping at least a hand near you, kissing your cheeks whenever your face happened to fall in his field of vision, tucking your hair behind your ear, even rubbing the tips of your nose with his.

But you never complained because Xavier had been smart about it: instead of being incredibly affectionate from the get go, he tuned it down.

Then, slowly, like a frog being boiled to death in a pot of warm water, he picked up on more habits: sleeping holding hands became sleeping cuddling, closer and closer.

It hadn't occurred to you until one night you'd had to sleep in your respective apartments instead of huddled in the same bed.

You could not fall asleep.

More than that, your heart and mind were longing for something and it was driving you absolutely crazy: what were you missing?

It was the perfect setting to fall asleep: fresh bedsheets, a slight breeze, quiet and with no other lights bothering you.

It hit you all at once when your phone pinged with a notification and you subconsciously launched yourself to your bedside table to grab it.

Disappointment spreading through your limbs when you realized it was actually a text from your phone provider instead of someone else.

Xavier.

You didn't give yourself time to rethink it and immediately called him.

"...yes?" His voice was sleepy and you'd feel so bad for waking him up if only you weren't so happy to hear him.

"Xav?"

"mmm..."

"I-I'm sorry if I startled you."

"don't worry, you're fine. Is something wrong?"

"I can't sleep." You bit your lip. "You can?"

"not like I usually would, no."

"I, ah, I miss you Xav."

You could feel him grin through your phone. "I miss you too, baby, but I'm not far from you."

Whining, you sit up in your bed. "I know! But you're not close enough."

"am I?"

"you have to be right. Next. To. Me."

"look at you, being all clingy."

"you spoiled me, and now you won't take responsibility. You're a bad boyfriend, Xav."

His chuckle melts away your embarrassment. "I don't think I'm a bad boyfriend. In fact, I'm standing right in front of my girlfriend's door and she won't even open."

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just a regular evening at The Nest [♡]

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Abyssal Blossom ▪︎ Where Hearts Live

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𓆉 lads fic recs 𓆉

[★] peach’s pick

[♡] fluff

[𖤐] smut/suggestive

[☾] angst

[𖦹] crack

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒ S 𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ

★ (UN)PROFESSIONAL. chuluoyi.

𖤐☾.

5.2k

master and servant. man and his right hand woman. you and sylus are labeled many things, but does love exist in many labels of your relationship?

★ JEALOUSY INCARNATE. chuluoyi.

♡𖤐☾𖦹.

3.8k

part two to STRICTLY (UN)PROFESSIONAL. more than friends with benefits, definitely lovers. your relationship is one filled with banters, steamy nights, and secret strings attached... but when someone shows an interest in you, sylus won't hesitate to stake his claim for everyone to see.

★ BANE OF EXISTENCE. chuluoyi.

♡𖤐.

unk. word count

part three to STRICTLY (UN)PROFESSIONAL. you and your lover are hailed and feared, but who would have guessed that behind closed doors, both of you are just that — lovers?

★ THE MAN & HIS LADY. chuluoyi.

♡𖤐☾.

unk. word count

part four to STRICTLY (UN)PROFESSIONAL. everyone acknowledges you as his woman, but how far will he go for you when he realizes you are in danger?

★ WINNERS KEEPERS. chuluoyi.

♡𖤐☾.

unk. word count

part five to STRICTLY (UN)PROFESSIONAL. you suspect something’s off when you catch your lover with the hunter girl, so you decide to give him the cold shoulder. his way of winning you back? trapping you in a bet—if he wins this underground fight match, you’re back to being his.

★ CATCH ME IF YOU CAN. chuluoyi.

♡𖤐𖦹.

unk. word count

part six to STRICTLY (UN)PROFESSIONAL. when your husband went away without so much as a proper notice, you thought you wouldn't forgive him so easily. but he tries everything to capture your heart back: spoiling and indulging you… little do you know that he expects a reward in return.

FORGIVENESS. poisonf0rest.

𖤐.

2.4k

reader ignores sylus and refuses to moan for him, after he playfully mocks her, so he does everything to get her to make noise in bed.

★ ERROR 404. ittybittyfanblog.

♡☾𖤐.

unk. word count, 10 chaps.

self aware!sylus au

BETTER THAN THE DEVIL. syluss-littlecrow.

𖤐.

2.9k

reader finds out that sylus has horns and that they are.. sensitive.

OBSESSED. tojicide.

𖤐.

4.6k

reader’s bodyguard is just SOOO obsessed with her.

PLEASE & THANK YOU. aeyumicore.

𖤐.

7.5k

what happens when you handcuff sylus to a bed?

KITTEN. rink-eko.

♡.

unk word count

sylus calls you kitten for a reason.

REMIND ME. tojicide.

𖤐.

6.1k

sylus finds out that you’ve moved on six months after your breakup.

★ SLEEP ON HIM. blueberrisdove-sideblog.

♡𖤐.

unk. word count

cockwarming sylus while you’re sleepy.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒ Z 𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ

★ PLEASURE PRESCRIPTION. unintentionalseductress.

𖤐.

unk. word count

the hunter’s association deems that in order to keep stress levels low, hunters must participate in medical masturbation.

★ DISOBEDIENT WIVES. illou-sainte.

𖤐.

unk word count.

you tend to forget to put on your wedding ring and zayne punishes you for it.

★ EVERY ANSWER, ALWAYS. iraot.

♡.

5.2k

dr. “if my wife is an over thinker, i’ll be an over explainer..” zayne

HEARTBREAK ANNIVERSARY. mephisto-reporting.

☾.

unk word count

zayne had to cancel your anniversary dinner and it all goes downhill from there.

★ DOCTOR, DOCTOR. shouyuus.

𖤐.

3.3k

zayne participates in an antidote trial for a new underground love drug, the antidote is ineffective.

★ NOCTURNE TWILIGHT. chuluoyi.

𖤐☾.

8k

he is your husband and you are his wife. but of course you know the bitter truth—you will never be able to replace her..

DAWN’S FIRST LIGHT. chuluoyi.

♡☾.

8k

part two to NOCTURNE TWILIGHT. as dawn breaks, a new chapter begins. now husband and wife in the truest sense, both of you embark on the path of happiness together. yet, bittersweet loose ends remain still. will they eventually stay in the past for good, or cast a permanent shadow over your lives?

THE LADY WIFE. chuluoyi.

𖦹♡.

unk. word count

part three to NOCTURNE TWILIGHT. everyone knows dr. zayne is cool as a cucumber, and it's a given for him that you're known as his wife, but when a fresh-faced new resident seemingly makes a move on you... what will he do?

BODY SHOT. luvzayne.

𖤐.

5.9k

you HATE TA!zayne and he hates you.. you think.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒ R 𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ

★ INTERDIAL ZONE. poisonf0rest.

𖤐.

6.7k

the nightly rendezvous card but from rafayel’s POV.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒ C 𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ

ROTTEN TO THE CORE. latrespada.

𖤐.

6k

caleb punishes you due to his own jealousy from you being surrounded by men.

LIE. humanjarvis.

𖤐.

3.9k

caleb catches you in a lie and you suffer the consequences, immediately.

★ CUM HOME. aomiiine.

𖤐.

unk. word count

after being gone for service for almost a full year, your husband returns home.

GOOD ENOUGH. cinnamorollcrybaby.

𖤐.

unk. word count

caleb finds out you’re stringing along 4 other guys and makes it his mission to piss off xavier.

RUN AWAY. yandere-sins.

𖤐☾.

unk word count

caleb catches you trying to run away and uses his evol on you.

YOUR MAN. plutotheplum.

𖤐.

5.8k

caleb doesn’t like that your tutor is a guy.

EYES ON YOU. kutepil.

𖤐.

2k

caleb has hidden cameras all over his house so you decide to put on a show for him.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒ X 𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ

POSSESIVE. slapmeshigaraki.

𖤐.

unk. word count

xavier gets off on you being jealous.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒ MULTI/POLY 𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ

FLASHING. tbaluver.

𖦹𖤐.

unk. word count

flashing the LADS men during an argument. (separate)

COMFORTING. kirbmey.

𖤐.

unk. word count

couple, reader & sylus both want rafayel. reader x poly!crowfish.

BEST DREAMS. poisonf0rest.

𖤐.

7.5k

reader wakes up from a nightmare so rafayel comforts her while xavier sleeps next to them in bed. poly!starfish x reader.

SWEET DREAMS. sinstae.

♡𖤐.

2.7k

sylus and reader have a good time while zayne watches after a hard and long day. poly!snowcrow x reader.

★ FLAMES & SHADOWS. poisonf0rest.

𖤐.

10.6k

rafayel helps smuggle reader into the N109 zone not knowing it would lead you into sylus’ arms. while she is passed out, they both discover she has a past life with the both of them. poly!snowcrow x reader.

COOKOUT. chibichibi-mia.

𖦹♡.

unk. word count

when the lads boys get invited to the cookout. (separate)

BITING. oncasette.

♡.

unk. word count

how the lads men react to an s/o that bites them as a way of showing their love. (separate)

RAMBLINGS. alynnia.

♡ 𖤐.

unk. word count

long drabble of HCs for poly!crowfish x MC, but mainly CF.

SAY MY NAME. dadddybangtan.

𖤐.

3.3k.

xavier overhears reader & sylus together and wants to join in on the fun. starcrow x reader.

FRAT LADS. onacasette.

♡𖤐.

unk word count.

frat boy!LADS HCs

★ WHY CHOOSE. cinnamorollcrybaby.

𖦹♡𖤐.

unk. word count

poly!LADS x reader/MC series.

★ WELCOME HOME. lovegasmic.

𖤐.

unk word count

caleb is back in you life and he and zayne are back to fighting over you. poly!snowapple x reader.

ZAYNE TEACHING. deepspacenova.

♡𖤐𖦹.

unk word count

now that caleb is back and you & zayne are together, he has to learn from zayne all the things you like. poly!snowapple x reader.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒ blurbs/drabbles 𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒ visuals 𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ

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Hi! Can you please write a scene where the reader is needy and teasing, and lads men are shy and flustered?

What I’m trying to say is: a needy girlfriend and a shy boyfriend — something like that!

𝘕𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 | LADS + when you're needy and they're shy

warnings: suggestive, fluff-ish?, sub undertones for all of them because that's how I like them

.˚₊‧˗ˏˋ ─── xavier

.˚₊‧˗ˏˋ ─── zayne

.˚₊‧˗ˏˋ ─── rafayel

.˚₊‧˗ˏˋ ─── sylus

.˚₊‧˗ˏˋ ─── caleb

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In case you missed your man's call (Evermore Vows) I already collected it and give subtitles because infold why you dont give the subtitles...

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𐙚˙⋆.˚ here you have all of my posts ! ⋆˚꩜*.

𐙚˙⋆.˚ mainfive ! ꒰੭

﹙♡﹚꒰ oops! ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ first kiss ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ arf arf! ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ puppy ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. puppy gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ bouquet ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. fem!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ lap ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ mini ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. fem!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ silent ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. mute gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ short ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. short gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ painter ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. painter gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ uppies! ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. fem!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ resonance ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. half deaf gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ handmade ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ eepy ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ pamper ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. fem!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ shut down ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ tall ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. tall gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

𐙚˙⋆.˚ caleb ! ꒰੭

﹙♡﹚꒰ home ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ yearning ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ spiderman ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ intense ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ nsfw ᵎᵎ

𐙚˙⋆.˚ rafayel ! ꒰੭

﹙♡﹚꒰ whispers ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ muse ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ nsfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ pearls ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ inspiration ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ nsfw ᵎᵎ

𐙚˙⋆.˚ sylus ! ꒰੭

﹙♡﹚꒰ sleep ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ nsfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ playtime ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ break ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ stress ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ goodbye ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

𐙚˙⋆.˚ xavier ! ꒰੭

﹙♡﹚꒰ azure ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ outburst ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ slow ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ hairdryer ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ melody ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

𐙚˙⋆.˚ zayne ! ꒰੭

﹙♡﹚꒰ warmth ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ dinner ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ kittens ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ scrubs ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ nsfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ abroad ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ selfish ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ sprout ꒱ ⋆˚���*. fem!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ purpose ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ turns ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ gifts ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ surgery ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ away ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ contest ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ vulnerable ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ away ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ tease ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ rest ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ carrots ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ chivalry ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. fem!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ act 143 ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

﹙♡﹚꒰ fever ꒱ ⋆˚꩜*. gn!reader ♡ sfw ᵎᵎ

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plot: when you're about to argue but you're so pretty that his brain short circuits (all lads men)

rafayel:

when your phone rang early this morning while you were on your morning jog with a panicked rafayel on the line, you knew what he was calling about. yesterday while you were visiting rafyel’s studio, you found it in disarray. paint, brushes and a variety of different papers littered any and all surfaces. you usually asked rafayel when you throw away scraps in his studio, but this time the clutter was driving you mad that you just threw away anything in sight that looked like garbage.

“hey– sorry to call you so early in the morning. did you or thomas clean my studio yesterday? there was this sketch somewhere around here with a bunch of colors and scribbles for my exhibits that’s coming up and now I can’t find it–” busted. you heard the ruffling of papers through the phone as he frantically searched for it. the guilt washed over you as you tried to formulate what to say. 

“i– i’m actually pretty close by. let me come over and help you find it.” he sighed in relief as felt like his drawing was saved. 

“thanks, i’ll see you soon.” it was your turn to sigh as you continued your jog (now sprint) over to rafayel’s studio. you might as well use this time to try and figure out ways for him to forgive you. 

you stood in front of the gate for a moment, chewing your thumb out of nervous habit before pushing through. you knew rafayel wouldn’t be mad at you, but just the fact you set back his work upset you. 

upon entering, rafayel’s back was to you. one hand was in his hair, the other on his hip as if he was trying to retrace all his steps. but before your brain could even register, you just blurted out the truth. 

“raf, i threw away the sketch– i’m so sorry! i was in here yesterday and the clutter was driving me insane! i couldn’t even get through here so i just grabbed things that looked like garbage and threw it away–” you had your eyes squeezed tight, not even wanting to see the potentially frustrated expression he was wearing. but when no response came, you peaked through your right eye to see that he was only blushing behind his own hand. 

it didn’t register that you were wearing your workout clothes– a matching set that hugged your body, well everywhere. the top you had on was a fitted cropped quarter zip jacket and unbeknownst to you on your sprint over, it had unzipped all the way– your cleavage on full display. though your hair was tucked under a cap, the way it clung to your face and chest from  your sweat didn’t go unnoticed by rafayel. 

you couldn’t help but bite back a smile as you saw the tips of his ears go red. you decided you were going to use this to your advantage. inching closer to him, you clasped your hands behind your back which only pushed your chest out further. he weakly held up his forearm as he looked away trying to get ahold of any working brain cells, but he showed no resistance once your chest made contact. you rested your chin on top of his arm, looking up innocently at him. 

“i’m sorry raf.. could you forgive me? i’ll clear my schedule and help you come up with another draft…” you spoke just above a whisper, afraid he’ll explode if you spoke any louder. a long (shakey) sigh escaped his lips along with what you interpreted as “you’ll be the death of me i swear…”

he fully turned toward you, one hand on your shoulder as the other one zipped your jacket all the way up to your neck. he cleared his throat as he cupped your cheeks together, swiftly kissing your pursed lips. 

“you better keep your promise, cutie! we have a lot of work to do.”

zayne:

you did one last swipe of lipstick as you checked yourself in the mirror. you and zayne were going to an event hosted by akso, but zayne made it clear that there was a stritch one hour limit to say your pleasantries and then go home. sometimes these gatherings were entertaining but oftentimes they were grueling to sit through, even for zayne. 

you stood up from your vanity, turning your body from side to side making sure that your dress was sitting in all the right places. gold embellishments hung from your ears and neck bringing the look all together. but in the midst of your review, you heard a series of ruffling and mumbling coming from the kitchen followed by your name. you reached over to open the door and called out to him.

“what was that, love?” 

“did you eat the fruit tart in the fridge?” you froze in your spot. you totally forgot that tart was his and you had it with your lunch this afternoon. you zoomed out to the kitchen to see zayne looking into an empty pastry box and a dejected expression like you took candy from a baby. 

“zayne– i’m so sorry i forgot that you said you wanted it and– .. i ate it” he slowly shifted his gaze from the empty box to you across the counter. your eyebrows were downturned and there was a big frown on your face. zayne always looked forward to having a sweet treat before these events, it was his reward for mustering up the courage to go. you should’ve known to save it for him, but your hunger got the best of you.

you rounded the corner of the counter, taking his hands in yours. your eyes on the verge of tears, as you continued on apologizing but all zayne could hear was blah blah blah proper name, place name, backstory stuff– your perfume, citrusy and sweet, enveloped him like a trap. with your eyelids sparkly, your lips all plumped and your hair pulled back to expose your shoulders, he couldn’t even comprehend your apology.

“okay, zayne?” he blinked once, only now registering that you’ve been talking to him the whole time. the blush immediately grazed his cheeks and ears as he looked away from you. 

“it’s okay.. i forgive you.” he pulled you in by the waist, burying his face into the crook of your neck and taking a deep breath, letting the notes of your perfume be his treat until he was able to get one later. your fingers reached up to scratch the nape of his neck as you turned to kiss his cheek, not even noticing. 

“i’ll buy you whatever you want from the bakery tomorrow, i promise”

caleb:

“you did what?!” you screeched to gideon over the phone. 

“look, i didn’t have a choice okay? caleb can be very persuasive with that evol of his. i’m sorry but i didn’t want to lose my fingers” a big sigh left your lips as you ran your fingers through your hair. you had been taking some secretive pilot lessons with gideon to try and impress caleb on your next flight lesson, but you bit off a little more than you could chew and ended up with a big bruise on your abdomen. 

“no, i get it. it was only a matter of time before he found out anyway. thanks though for holding out as long as you did.” you lifted up caleb’s shirt to take a look at your little accident. it was about the size of a grapefruit with hues of yellow, purple and blue painting your skin. 

“no, me and my fingers thank you for being understanding. but you know the drill kid, ice and heat every 15 minutes.” 

“yeah, yeah, yeah. you sound like–” before you could even say his name, you heard the clattering of the locks. 

“gotta go, the colonel is in.” you quickly hung up the phone, looking around the bathroom for places to hide and decided the closet was your best option. you pulled the door shut, trying to close it as silently as possible upon hearing his footsteps approaching. 

“pipsqueak.” not a question of where you were, but a known fact. you didn’t answer, choosing to ride this out for as long as you can. 

“you can’t hide from me. you left your phone on the counter and the hallway smells like your shampoo.” damn his obsessive nature (and your stupidity thinking you could ever hide from him in his own place). 

you held your breath as your eyes snapped to the handle. he was right in front of the door. there was a pause and.. nothing. his footsteps slowly faded to where the shower was, swiftly pulling the curtain back to expose an empty tub.

“come out, come out pips. i won’t be mad, i just want to see.” liar. you got the smallest scratch on your face from a mission and he wouldn’t let you hear the end of it for weeks. 

there was no use in hiding anymore. you turned the handle, but didn’t open it all the way. he reached his fingers through the gap and opened the door to find you looking like a dog with its tail between its legs– looking down at the ground, arms guarding your mid section. caleb cautiously took you by your hands and pulled you out of the closet. 

“let me see it.” he gently requested. you huffed as you carefully lifted up the shirt to reveal the bruise. he let out a distressed noise, quickly ridding himself of his gloves before his bare fingers grazed your skin. 

“i’m fine caleb, it’s not even that bad–”

“not that bad?!” he exploded like a volcano that was waiting to erupt. 

“pips, you have a bruise the size of a meteor on your stomach and it’s darkening by the second! what did you even do?” he took the shirt between his fingers, pulling it up even higher to inspect for any more damage. it was then that he realized that you were only in your bra and underwear with just his long sleeve to cover up. he took his moment to take you all in as he effortlessly towered over you. 

hair wet, smelling like apples, in a matching set, in his clothes.. brain go brrrrr….

he didn’t know if it was his chip kicking in or his brain malfunctioning, but thank god you were looking away from him. he felt the blush spread throughout his face, every inkling of scolding you fading by the second

he cleared his throat, gently letting his shirt fall back into place as he gingerly wrapped his hands behind your back, pulling you close. burying his face in the hair, he let the scent of you calm him down. he just hated seeing you hurt, especially if there was a mark or bruise to show for it.

“i’m sorry. i was only trying to impress you for our next flying lesson and then the weather suddenly changed and then the throttle did a thing–and i got launched into the control panel and..” you admitted embarrassingly. he laughed as he pulled away, taking your cheeks into his hands.  

“okay, okay. just next time please be careful. we don’t want you getting a bionic arm or anything–”

“CALEB!”

xavier:

exhaustion was oozing off xavier the moment he stepped into your apartment. his footsteps were dragging, shoulders hunched over, with a severe lack of motivation to keep his eyes open.  it was a series of: lack of sleep, fighting off more wanders than he could even count and then doing that over and over again for the past week. his back and body hurt and all he wanted to do was lay down and sleep for a week undisturbed. 

he ridded himself of his uniform, begrudgingly forced himself to shower, dried off his hair and plopped so hard on the bed it skirted and hit the wall. as soon as his head hit the pillow, he was already in his rem cycle, letting sleep take him for however long sleep would have him. 

though he was a valiant hunter, he knew that your place was safe. so if he felt a bump or a shift in the bed, he knew it was only you. though he wasn’t expecting you so soon. even with his eyes closed counting sheep, he was able to feel you crawl over his body. your hair tickled his collar bones as you leaned down to shower him in kisses. from his neck, cheeks, forehead, with a final blow to the lips, he didn’t budge. he wanted sleep and so he was going to have it (even if it meant hearing from you later) but you didn’t relent. 

you continued to lay kisses all over him, knowing that he’s done this to you before when you wanted to sleep but he wanted you to get up. you wanted his attention and much like xavier, you were going to have it. you held his face in your hands, laying loud kiss after loud kiss, trying to pull him out of dreamland but to no avail. you huffed as you sat your tush on his stomach. you moved his face from side to side before resorting to squishing his cheeks together. 

there was a slight twitch in his eyebrows signifying to you that he was slowly waking up, which resulted in you poking and prodding his face. after several minutes of working like a cat clocked in at the biscuit making factory, he let out one final groan before his eyes barely opened. 

“there he is.” you said sweetly. he huffed, turning to the side while covering his face to try and avoid your advances. 

“no he is not…” you took that as a challenge, now wrestling with him to lay on his back. when xavier was asleep, he was like a log. with much resistance, he flopped on his back while you pinned his wrists above his head. he peeled his eyes open, ready to let you have it only to find you with your hair all disheveled, the top buttons of your pajama shirt all undone and askew with the faintest wash of pink over your cheeks. 

“i just wanted some kisses and snuggles…” you admitted as you let go of his wrists. a sigh of defeat left his lips.

“well if you say it like that, of course i can’t be mad at you.” a giggle left your lips as he wrapped his arms and legs around you. it was his turn to shower you in kisses which you happily received. when the shower was over, you laid ontop of him with your face buried in his neck. 

“i’m sorry i disturbed your sleep.. you can go back now. i promise i won’t wake you until tomorrow.” he nuzzled his cheek into your head, already mumbling a bunch of nothings into your ear.

“i love you too, honey.” 

sylus:

“i said no.” sylus was being unreasonable. all you wanted to do was join him on an ‘auction’ to help him out. he had been stressed about it all week– skipped meals, jaw clenched in his (lack of) sleep, dark bags under his eyes– you haven’t seen him this stressed in a while. 

“why not? you know that it would be easier with me there and i want to go, so why no–” he held up his hand to you, too focused on the papers in front of him to even look you in the eye. 

“my decision is final. it’s too dangerous, i wouldn’t even go if it wasn’t a necessity.” you knew that he was only looking out for your safety, but that didn’t mean it didn’t hurt any less. if he wasn’t going to willingly take you, guess it was time to take matters into your own hands. you didn’t utter another word, choosing to leave his office in silent rage. 

once he knew you were out of sight, he heaved a deep sigh. he could feel the pounding headache coming on. removing his glasses, he leaned back onto his chair while squeezing the bridge of his nose. he was already trying to think of ways to make it up to you, though this one would be tough. 

—

it was a few quiet days in the N109 zone. you decided to keep your interactions with sylus to a minimum, only greeting him the times he came to bed or when he came to dinner. he chose to respect that distance, trying to make the most out of the times you did give him the time of day. he couldn’t wait to get this mission over and done with. 

then came the day of his departure. you weren’t petty enough to not send him off, especially on dangerous missions such as this one. the last thing that you always handed off was his leather jacket. you had done it the first few missions he went on, and from there it kinda stuck. send offs never felt right without it. as he loaded the last suitcase, you stood behind him with his coat. 

he leaned in and gave your forehead a kiss. 

“i’ll be back soon, kitten.” he mumbled the words into your temple. you offered him a soft smile before holding up his jacket. he swiftly dropped his arms into the sleeves, pulling it over his shoulders, now counting down the minutes until he could be back. 

“i love you, get back safe.” you waved off him and the twins as you watched the car went off into the distance.

“you won’t have to wait long, dear.” 

—

shit. 

this was bad. 

sylus knew it was going to be, but he hoped just a little that it wouldn’t be. removed the hand from his abdomen to check if the bleeding had stopped, but surely enough his hand was covered in his crimson red blood. he leaned against a wall, knowing that the twins wouldn’t be here another 30 minutes. he knew his regenerative powers could kick in soon, but he was sorely outnumbered. he heard footsteps behind him and what sounded like a “he’s in here!” and just as he was about to set his guns ablaze, he heard a few shots coming from that same hallway. he squinted his eyes as he concentrated on the commotion.

‘one… two…..three.. four down. who?? they’re not supposed to be there for ano–’ the door swung open and upon instinct, sylus swiftly held up his gun to the intruder ready to shoot. he never hesitated in his life, but something was telling him to do otherwise. his fierce eyes met your intense ones in the same position. you both retracted your weapons before sylus pulled you through the doorway, crashing your back against his chest.

“how many are left?” he leaned down and whispered. 

“ten. five in the front and five in the back. the twins should be able to handle them. i took out all the ones in here for now.” for a second he breathed out a sigh of relief, leaning against you. sylus would’ve made it out, but certainly not in the best of conditions. 

“why are you here?” 

“i think the words you’re looking for are ‘thank you’” he rolled his eyes, turning you around to take you in. stunning, as always. your hair was a bit disheveled, straps fallen down to your shoulders and your dress was torn around the edges, but in this moonlight he was utterly captivated by you. all his anger and many of the words that he had for you suddenly flew out the window. he tugged your straps gently back up to your shoulders before giving you a kiss. 

“i’ll deal with you when we get back.” you basked in his presence for mere seconds before smelling the copper in the air. you stepped back to examine him before your eyes landed on his hand. he showed no resistance showing you his wound, knowing that you were right and he was caught. a heavy sigh left your lips. you knew he would be back to himself in no time, but it reminded you that he wasn’t all that invisible. 

“still think you don’t need me?” sylus chuckled as his face made its way into the crook of your neck, arms snaking around your waist. he took in one long inhale. 

“... you changed your perfume.. that’s why i couldn’t tell you were here.” you laughed breathlessly into ear, but not before you heard more footsteps coming in from the hallway. you both tensed, trying to remain as silent as possible. he tapped two of his fingers on your left side signalling that’s where he was headed. but before you could move, he noticed a shadow coming from the window. he pulled you down, letting off a few rounds towards the window. it was seconds before all hell broke loose once again. 

luckily you both were able to fend off the second wave until the twins got there. when it was all said and done, you two were able to make it out with a few bumps and bruises, you’ve definitely done worse. the car ride back was silent as you were taping up sylus’ arm. you knew he was angry at you, now having to be in pain because you didn’t listen to him.

“i don’t regret coming.” he wiped off some dried blood from your cheek, now his turn to tape up your wounds. 

“i know you don’t.” the conversation settled back into a comfortable silence. he started by dabbing some ointment on your scratches.

“... and thank you.. for saving my ass back there.” 

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“Hmph, this one transfers too.”

You got new lipsticks, meaning you needed to wear test them as soon as possible. Your guinea pigs? Your two, loving, patient, towering boyfriends of course.

Your lips were rather sensitive at this point, so many kisses, so many makeup wipes, so many new formulas smeared across your mouth. “That’s okay, try the next one.”

Zayne and Sylus sat before you, lounging on your shared bed in Linkon with numerous kiss marks on their lips, cheeks, foreheads, noses, necks, collarbones…

They couldn’t complain, no they wouldn’t dare. Getting showered in your never ending kisses? That would be like begging for water after days wandering in the desert and then declining it because it’s room temperature.

“I’m running out of room.” You settle back on your knees, hands rummaging through the shades you haven’t tried yet while also eyeing both men up and down.

“By all means, kitten, I can take off my shirt.” Zayne’s fingers stop their typing, he had been multitasking this entire kissing endeavor. “That’s a great idea, Sy! Take your shirt off.” A dopey grin stretched your kiss-swollen lips, and a second later Zayne’s laptop is snapping shut.

“Zayne, Sylus is more than enough canvas.” You’re teasing him, of course, watching his hazel eyes snap towards you. “That’s complete nonsense, you need more blank canvas for your art work.” Sylus’ hearty chuckle sounds beside him, his silk button up hitting the floor.

“Someone is sounding jealous, Doctor Zayne.” He’s settling back against the headboard, eyeing you slowly as you applied the next lipstick. “More canvas for me, thanks for being so considerate Zaynie.”

And the man could only shrug his tee shirt up and over his head, ears a burning crimson. “I think that shade would look good on Zayne’s chest, don’t you think, kitten?”

Suddenly, Zayne felt as if he walked right into a trap.

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*Sylus talking about you to a someone* Sylus: She's... she's like a candle Person: Aww because she's warm? Sylus: Kind of. She lights up the room, she melts my heart... Person: awwww- Sylus: and if I leave her unattended for too long she will burn down my home and cause irrevocable damage. Person: .... Sylus: She's magnificent.

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Im a little late posting this considering this text was sent out like a week ago or sm but this post is half dedicated to the people in the ask box who were asking for Mephisto taped to a roomba lmao i havent figured out how to incorporate that idea into something i wanna post just yet

I also need you guys to know that luke and kieran were supposed to be in this but when i removed their sketch layer, i realized it was WAY funnier without them there

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✶Masterlist - Requests are OPEN! ✶

✶ Requests are open! I take any style (one shots, headcanons etc.) as long as they adhere to the below requirements. Minors DNI.

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✦ ✧ Love and Deepspace:

LaDS Guys with an M/C that's never been kissed. (sfw)

LaDS Guys at Christmas (sfw)

'Wrong number!' (nsfw)

‘I want a baby!’ (sfw)

LaDS Guys and wedding vows (sfw)

immobilized . (sfw) (fluff, mild angst) (sylus)

size up! (nsfw) (smut) (sylus)

harrier 700 (nsfw) (sylus)

failed journey into night (nsfw) (TW: mentions of suicide) (sylus)

starlight symphony (sfw) (fluff) (xavier)

sunlit seascape (sfw) (fluff) (rafayel)

snowy station (sfw) (angst) (zayne)

cabin fever ! (nsfw) (smut) (zayne)

✶ i write pretty much everything! i love writing and so will do my best with your request :)

✶ Anything else I deem inappropriate. I reserve the right to refuse any requests I am uncomfortable with. If any of this is requested, you will be blocked.

✶ I write for:

love & deepspace

hogwarts legacy

dragon age: inquisition

acotar (occasionally + rarely)

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MC cupping their faces ♡

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infold when I catch you… when I catch you infold…