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not to be dramatic but my whole soul hurts

[lovinggwendodie]

An un-contextualized life update:

I created this profile to learn how I define myself outside of crisis and where I want to go in life and who I want to be, but I guess that’s one way to learn that life never really stops throwing curve balls at you. Like, ever. I’ve lost so much this year and a half and yet I’ve also gained so much. If I went back and talked to myself in the beginning of 2020, I would have never, ever expected me to be where I am now. Which is absolutely wild. Nothing ever stays the same, which is very much a good thing in many contexts, but it the thing is, that they’re not mutually exclusive. How can you carry such deep, deep grief while also celebrating so many successes in other aspects of life?