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y’all y’all y’all Y’ALL i weighted myself today and i’m out of 60s for the first time in year!!!

because of me arriving quite late and drinking lots of water while i drove there(whew it’s like +33C here) it might be not that accurate but my scale said that i’m 59.5kg now! i cant believe that i’ve lost half of the weight i planned to lose already but one part of me wants for me to say bye to anything that left wayyy faster because it’s almost back to school season and i want to look cute yknow

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can you please wish me some good luck???🥺 i know it’s random but out of all days when i could’ve had a sudden urge to binge i’m having one exactly one day before going back to my parents’ where i can finally weight myself after 2 weeks

i really hope that i’m out of 60s because i’ve eaten like a mouse and fasted for DAYS but still

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school thinspo

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hello

i’m not dead yet which is surprising but i think i’m doing quite alright

also idk if this is something that might be interesting but i started to see a bigger thigh gap and feel like my ‘skinny pants’ which i bought a year ago started to slip down from my butt and waist:)))

i am doing an intermittent fasting every day for not less than 18 hours but this depends on the day which you’ll see in my weekly intake/fasting posts that i’m going to do instead of daily ones

have no idea what my weight and measurements look like because i’m spending every minute with my new flatmates but i have a good feeling hehe

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yea nvm the last post because i almost threw up in the bathroom 10 mins after and now my stomach is acting like i ate a whole pack of lax

this shit won’t leave me🙂

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u know what. i think i’ll try to eat as a normal human being for as long as i’m meeting my old friends and hanging out with them for the first time this year

and because i have no idea when this will settle down i won’t be counting any calories BUT i’ll be fasting for all this time when i’m alone

i know that this is probably not the best idea but i don’t want to lose any progress(i’m not even talking about losing even more weight i just don’t want to gain any) AND I’M NOT LETTING THIS ED MAKE ME SUFFER EVEN MORE

(and now i’m going to go get some sushi with my friends because i deserve to be happy and to eat after a 45 hour fast)

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You’re going to lose 20lbs this August

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[lowcalanger]

things to remember:

you don’t need to starve yourself to lose weight - this can help at the beginning but you would want to slap your old self when you’ll be stuck in your weight for more than a week

it’s perfectly okay if you eat 3 small meals a day or a big one once a day - just don’t forget to journal your intake

there’s no need in daily exercising especially when you don’t want to - just go for a walk and let your muscles rest

a perfect diet doesn’t exist - use ones that you can find online to create a custom one that will suit your schedule and lifestyle

more. water. - i know that it might be hard at first but once you’ll get used to it your cravings are going to show up way less plus CLEAR SKIN HELLO???

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almost 27 hours into my fast(yea it’s the 36-hour one again and it’s not even to punish myself) and OH GOD it was way easier when i was at my parents’

my roommate wanted to order some fast food but couldn’t and i even told her that i would like to go for a walk to the nearest restaurant with her but thank god she decided to have another snack while i was sipping some water watching her eat sugar-filled cereal for the second time in 4 damn hours

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idk if there’s a point in me posting a food log because i’m torn between not being statisfied with my calorie intake and understanding that i was working my ass off for two days plus my periods are here:/// i ate around 800 cals but my mind is playing with me and making me feel like this ed is not real EVEN THOUGH i fully realize that there’s no way i can live off rice cakes and coffee

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food log, 28th of july

everything and anything:

2 beers

some pizza

Total: around 1050 cal

hi girlies/boysies/non-binary persons i’m drunk as fuck because i’m finally free from my parents and now i’m an independent human being that will not eat shit for most of the time because i don’t want spend money on that🤩 and yes 2 beers are okay for me to get wasted because i haven’t eaten for 23 hours and this day was stressful yet revarding as fuck.

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chinese tiktok is DEFINETELY a place to go when you’re losing your motivation

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BOTH OF MY NEW FLATMATES AGREED THAT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO GET A SCALE FUCK YEAHHHH

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food log, 27th of july

dinner(445 cal):

buckwheat porridge

steamed chicken

snack(173 cal):

a cereal bar

Total: 618 cal

i honestly don’t understand myself like??? when i need to fast i start struggling after a few hours and when i do it for fun it goes up to 25,5 hours before i feel the need to eat. anyways, i’m exhausted as shit from the whole day of packing up and trying to stay sane while thinking of every possible way tomorrow can go wrong, so i probably should go sleep.