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Data Leak

Hi, my darlings! I found out this account was recently in a data leak and have since changed my password. I am about to scan my account for unusual activity and delete any if there is. If you guys see anything odd or unusual from me in the coming days please know that it is a hacker. Thank you and I love you all!!

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Criminal that we didn't have a Supernatural vintage car show episode, come on now

Dean can infiltrate no problem bc he genuinely knows everything about cars and gets super into discussing fixes, gets wildly side-tracked, while Sam goes off to interrogate a bunch of car-enthusiast hot milfs

Dean is glued at the hip to Cas and Cas always stands awkwardly at the Impala, doesn't know anything about cars, so everyone just assumes Cas is the boyfriend who showed up for support? And the hot young ladies in shorts and boots befriend him bc he's apparently one of the hot girlfriends? And so he gets insight into their lives and solves the case, leading them final-girl style through the monster showdown in a garage full of heavy machinery and angry ghosts

Dean watches him emerge from the garage, shotgun in hand, shirt torn and covered in grease, and he bluescreens so hard he just runs past the flock of bombshells in shorts and tank tops (also covered in grease) to clutch Cas to check him for injuries

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Hamilton was also my first musical!! Both to watch and to see live!!

my most recent live performance was Little Shop of Horrors and it was AMAZING!!!

Hi, my darling!! How are you? I know we’re brand new moots, so I wanted to offer one little thing we share: I also love musicals! It’s literally all I listen to (and belt) when I’m driving. Some of my favs are Hamilton, Heathers, Little Shop of Horrors, Waitress, and Beetlejuice!!

Helloo!! im actually convinced we might be the same person because these are all my favs as well!! Hamilton actually was like the first musical i ever watched!

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Looking for Moots!!

Hi, my darlings!

I’m looking for some moots since, in making a new account, I lost the vast majority of my old ones! I’m in a variety of fandoms (which I’ll list some of below) and am really into writing fanfiction and making image collages!

What I’m looking for in moots is really just someone to talk to via blogs and interact with one another’s posts to offer encouragement, support, and advice/ideas! Sometimes I’m not able to come up with more ideas for fics, and like to ask the community!!

Some of my fandoms are: Supernatural, House MD, YOU, Bridgerton, Outer Banks, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, and so many more!!

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genuinely what was mary’s reaction to cas and dean hugging supposed to convey because all i got was “that’s legal now?”

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I cannot believe Cas can canonically feel Dean's longing. It's insane that they did that. What do I do with this? What does Cas make of it? Because we know that Dean's longing aint nothing to scoff at. He longs sooooo much. What does Cas think of all that? Goddamn. Insane show for insane people.

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Sneak peek to my upcoming fic!!

TW: mentions of death, abuse, loss, sex (not delved into simply mentioned), analysis of Dean Winchester’s love life and childhood.

A/N: Please enjoy, and if you have any ideas regarding where to go with this fic— please leave them in my ask box!! I’m planning on turning it into a Destiel fic, but not set on anything yet!

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The life of a hunter was simple, was it not? Kill or be killed, face pain or bury it, and save those who needed it. It was pretty cut and dry in the thick-skulled mind of the elder Winchester. Not that he had ever seen the other side of things, not like Sam had. He had never learned the gentle side of love— that there was more to intimacy than sex and that there was more to love than loss. At first, it was John who kept those lessons hidden away from Dean— and then, in taking over the title of head of the Winchester family, he forbade himself from those lessons. To know gentleness was to know vulnerability and, in hunting, to know vulnerability was to know death. He made sure that wall was never quite broken— no matter how crumbled it got under the pressure of those who tried. 

His first lesson in the loss that love is was the day of his mother’s death. “The angels are watching over you,” she had said— the gentle words whispered as a lie she didn’t quite understand. 

The second time was raising Sammy. If anything went wrong, it was Dean who received the burden of his father’s scrutiny. This was a loss and burden Dean learned to carry through his life. The loss of his childhood weighed less on his heart than even the idea of fully losing his little brother. His self worth had been Sammy’s existence, and to lose him would be to lose himself— even if raising him had already taken parts of him. 

Had it not been for the hell hounds, he would have learned true, romantic, love from Jo. Not that it would’ve been gentle love— she was just as fucked as he was. But it would’ve been love nonetheless. That was the third time that he was taught— or rather had it hand-engraved into his brain matter— to acknowledge love as a loss he couldn’t afford. 

Jo was the first and last romantic love Dean Winchester had allowed himself to indulge in. After that, every woman was a night and nothing more. 

Years later, there was Lisa. He loved her, but what he learned from Jo that to love a woman past mere physicality in ways he couldn’t describe was to kill not only the love but also that woman. To be loved was to be killed. So, he let her go. 

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Oops!! Forgot to tag the two people I still have as moots after making this acc and we’re on my tag list: @chxrrywines @ryvkkr

Also, lmk if you wanna join the tag list!!

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guys pls I’m still begging for fic ideas!!!

I need to write I feel it in my bones

sorry I haven’t been active guys 😔😔 life has been lifeing

I also just got glutened 😭😭

Anywho I kinda wanna try and write a fanfic again so Plsplspls send ideas my way

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I’m doing well!! Started a great new job! How are you?

AND THANKNYOUUUU DARLING

Hi my darling!! I just wanted to let you know that I changed my used <//3

OH, HELLO!! HOW ARE YOU? COOL USER

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sorry I haven’t been active guys 😔😔 life has been lifeing

I also just got glutened 😭😭

Anywho I kinda wanna try and write a fanfic again so Plsplspls send ideas my way

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do you think eric kripke woke up yesterday morning to one million people tweeting the words ‘full penetration’ at him and just went *deep sigh* misha

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it’s perfectly fine, I totally get it! You took like 2 days after I went MIA for months lol— I promise I understand not having time.

I’m so super happy to be back and be able to talk to you again as well!! I missed you dearly. I hope you tmrw able to get a break to just relax soon!!

hi!! It’s me again, lovely, sorry I’ve been gone! I kinda deleted my account when I got really stressed at college.

how are you darling?

Hi, hi! Oh my gosh, I feel so bad for not replying to this sooner :( I've been so busy and just haven't had the chance to check my inbox—but I'm here now!

I’m so, so happy that you and Blondie are back! Hope you’re managing okay with college and everything—school really is the worst, I swear. But anyway, I’m just glad to have you back and to be able to talk to you again! ₍^ >ヮ<^₎ .ᐟ.ᐟ

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i miss HIM

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I’m doing pretty well! Definitely touching it out through the amount of work I have.

I missed you too!! I’m so sorry I didn’t make an announcement or something and tagged people so that people understood what was going on.

Hi, my darling! After a long break, I am back! I missed you dearly. How are you?

LOVELY HI HI HI OMG I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!

i had my break from tumblr and came back and searched for your account and was so confused why i couldn’t find it SO IM SO HAPPY YOURE BACK SWEETHEART <333

i’m good!! how are you honey??? missed you tons omg!! <3