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Since I let go of some choices I made for my life, I have been feeling the difference, the truth is that in many moments I miss it, and in others I think if I really deserve to come back, I feel ashamed for several reasons, however, I am finally feeling happy and seeing myself for the first time in a long time.

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I didn't think it would hurt so much, like a stab right in the chest, where I can't believe the words I read without feeling horrible. Wow, going through this again makes me wonder what I'm still doing here. Because they always prefer something or something from someone who is better than me.

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Who are you? As I try to find out who it is, the more I feel lost. It feels like a race, with several stops and lots of changes. and I know that you are not the last in the world.

Tomorrow is coming and I still don't know your name, or is it just a lie too?

( Parts)

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Today may be difficult, but if you don't persist in feeling better, there may be no tomorrow.

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Você prometeu que esse ano seria seu ano, NÃO SE DISTRAIA!

-Margila Lima

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AVA:Did it hurt? Ryuk:Of course it hurt Looking into someone's eyes and seeing that nothing has changed and knowing that it's time to leave will always hurt.

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Happy Women's Day to all of you, regardless of race, ethnicity, language, in the eyes of many men, each woman has her own value, and it is because of this that the world can be a better place. You are the key, and continued to be. I only ask that you continue to be the incredible beings that each person can be from each part of the world.

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Ryuk: Have you seen the girl at reception? Ava: What does she have? Ryuk: When I looked at her, I thought I saw her smiling. (Ryuk laughed at the thought) Ava: I also saw her smile. (Ava said with a little jealousy) Ryuk: She is beautiful (He said walking to the inn's pool) Ava: My god, is Ryuk praising someone other than himself? After a few moments passed, Ryuk tried to decipher some lost looks, other smiles that were seen. But in the moments when she was supposed to give some signal, she became serious. Did I interpret it wrong?

What do you guys think?

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In these 5 days that I was away, I finally found my way, now, I will walk towards it and be happy

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I'm trying to maintain myself, but every day it becomes more difficult to be with someone so different from me, but still, I continue because I love her

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I haven't been feeling good about myself, it's been a while, I'm running against an image of myself that I've imposed on myself. And no matter how much I run, it seems that the reflection in the mirror doesn't change, what do you do when you've already done the impossible to get better? I try not to give up day in and day out, I can't give that taste to the one who doubts me, I can't abandon the hand that holds me up and just end all the hard work. It's hard to stay excited these days, it's hard to keep loving...

It's hard to keep loving in these times, and most importantly, it's harder to trust yourself when everything around you says otherwise. But what I've learned from hard truths is that the more others are strengthened, the less of us we'll have as a legacy. The legacy persists in the smallest details, those that are carved in the sweat of an intense summer, or in a day of toil to support your family, every measly fraction of your story is too important to give up.

Keep swimming never made so much sense in my childhood, but today I know why optimism is a fundamental tool, because it keeps you alive, when everything dies.

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Ryuk:It's been a while since I've been feeling very well. Ava: Let me guess, is her name RJ? (Ava burst out laughing) Ryuk:Very funny you, did you know that? But it's past, at least I want it to be. Ava: The problem is that the past is a part of our present when we don't put an end to it. Ryuk: What do you mean by that Ava? Ava: That you're in limbo, and you think you're trying to get out, but you're actually sinking into the slime, alone and in pain. And yet he continues to support his state, because he does not have the courage to see that the best thing to do is to let go. Ryuk: I'm not so weak that I don't realize what I'm doing myself. Ava: You are not weak, your heart is.

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RJ

In the moments when my mind is free and my heart is carefree, that's when everything happens, when the chest hurts, the mind remembers and the sadness begins. How can we be so sensitive? In a timeframe that has already been so long for emotional recovery. I still love you even when I should hate you I'm still waiting for you when I should forget you, I still think of you when I shouldn't even remember you exist, I still care about loving her even when she doesn't deserve a fraction.

I still, I still, But Never Self is far from happening.

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Ryuk: Today is my birthday. (He said as he walked to the beach with his friends to drink all night)

Juliendro: What do you want as a gift?

Ryuk: I wanted someone to surprise me. (Said taking a sip of beer)

Suddenly the cell phone beeps in your pocket, it's PerledeSba.

It was a drawing of mine, from a photo I had on my instagram profile, and on it was written: Of your princess. Happy birthday.

I never thought I'd love something so much that I couldn't even touch it.

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"Some completely lose their minds and become souls, insane. Some lose their soul altogether and become minds, intellectuals. some lose both and become accepted."