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I’m sorry for the unexpected hiatus, things are work have been crazy and it doesn’t allow me to be online at all at this point. I’m going on vacation this week starting Friday, so I’ll be more active from the weekend on. 

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“You’re definitely drunk if you’re flirting with me.”

Both eyebrows raised in light surprise as his blue eyes locked in with Tani’s brown ones. Still, Steve couldn’t help the small smile playing on his lips. His compliment apparently came out as a flirt attempt, even though it was a genuine compliment on the account of her appearance that evening in La Mariana, where the team gathered after successfully solving a case.

Without commenting at first, Steve took a sip of his beer and placed the bottle on the table before just lightly shifting in his seat so he could face Tani properly. “What happened to the good old-fashioned compliments?” He asked with a soft chuckle. “It’s not like I see you wear summer dresses all the time. I did mean it when I said that you look great in it!”

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“ i won’t say sorry because that just, falls flat. but if i could change it. i would. ”

It was an apology as good as any, and he’d take it. Admitting to being wrong was hard, saying sorry even harder, Steve knew that all too damn well. He himself struggled with it, unless it was to somebody from his closest ohana, most prominently Danny, though then again, even when Steve wouldn’t say it, Danny understood. In his mind, it was very simple: you go in, get the job done, and deal with the consequences. No looking back, no apologies, and even then, Steve was learning.

The way she reacted wasn’t held against her. They all reacted in different ways, some physically, some emotionally, some were sharp at words that just came out before thinking. At times, he was very much the same. Steve offered a small smile. “At least you have the intention of changing things if you had the chance. That’s more than I get to witness from most people I encounter.”

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comfort starters

WORDS:

“  i’ve got you. it’s okay.  ” “  stay the night with me?  ” “  i’m here. and i’m not going anywhere.  ” “  shh, it’s okay. i’m here now.  ” “  talk to me.  ” “  i wish i knew how to talk about it, but every time i try i just— the words won’t come out.  ” “  i’m afraid if i start crying, i just won’t stop.  ” “  i don’t wanna be alone tonight.  ” “  you don’t have to say anything.  ” “  do you want me to stay with you?  ” “  we’re okay— everything is gonna be okay.  ” “  it’s over now.  ” “  it’s okay if you need to cry. it’s just me. let it out.  ” “  i don’t wanna have to do that ever again.  ” “  i’m so fucking scared.  ” “  i won’t let you go through anything like that again.  ” “  you don’t have to deal with this alone.  ” “  i just need to feel something.  ” “  i don’t wanna talk about it. i don’t. i just need to forget.  ” “  whatever you need, i’m here.  ” “  please, just tell me what you need.  ” “  lay back down, you need to rest.  ” “  here, i made you some tea.  ”  “  drink this, it’ll help you relax.  ” “  let’s go for a walk. sitting here all cooped up will only make it worse.  ”  “  i can’t breathe. i can’t—  ” “  just breathe. breathe with me.  ” “  look at me. hey— i’m right here. you’re not alone.  ” ”  i feel so sick.  ” ”  i’m just so fucking tired.  ” “  what can i do?  ”  “  i need you.  ” “  i’ll always be here when you need me.  ” “  i was so worried— i thought i’d lose you.  ” “  i’m really worried about you.  ” “  actually i’m…i’m really not okay.  ” “  i keep telling everyone everything is fine and each time someone else asks i get closer to just. breaking.  ” “  you’re not fine. and you don’t have to pretend that you are with me.  ” “  everything hurts and i want it to stop.  ” “  i know it hurts now. but it gets better. with time. the pain gets a little less until it’s more of an ache rather than some big overwhelming lump in your throat.  ” “  just tell me it’s gonna get better.  ” “  i heard you crying— what’s wrong?  ” “  everyone keeps asking how i’m doing but— you’re the only person i really feel like i can talk to.  ” “  i can’t promise you it’ll get better. but i can promise you i’ll be here with you.  ” “  i just needed to see you.  ” “  i just need to know you’re okay.  ” “  get some rest, i’ll be here the whole time.  ” “  i’m afraid to go to sleep.  ” “  i can’t stop seeing their faces every time i close my eyes.  ” “  i sleep better in your bed.  ” “  i won’t say sorry because that just, falls flat. but if i could change it. i would.  ”   “  as long as i have you, i think i’ll be okay again.  ”

ACTIONS: 

1. for our muses to cuddle after one of them has a nightmare 2. for one muse to invite the other to get under the covers with them 3. for one muse to come to the other in the middle of the night to crawl in bed with them 4. for one muse to hold the other while they cry 5. for our muses to spend the night together after a traumatic experience 6. for one muse to help the other clean blood off of themselves  7. for our muses to take a bath together to help one or both of them relax after something traumatic  8. for one muse to show up at the other’s doorstep in tears  9. for our muses to have sex as a means of comforting each other  10. for one muse to make the other’s favorite meal to help them feel better 11. for one muse to wipe the other’s tears away 12. for one muse to gently take the other’s chin to get their point across while comforting them 13. for one muse to fall asleep on the other after breaking down 14. for one muse to carry the other to bed and stay with them  15. for one muse to confess something traumatic to the other  16. for one muse to make the other finally open up about something  17. for one muse to stay the night with the other to keep them from hurting themselves  18. for one muse to take care of the other who is drunk  19. for our muses to drink together after a shared traumatic experience 20. for one muse to confess their love for the other after experiencing something traumatic

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You’re definitely drunk if you’re flirting with me.

He wasn’t drunk, or at least he liked to think he wasn’t. Usually it took much more beer for Steve to get drunk, and he wouldn’t necessarily do it to talk to a woman, even less so to flirt with her. 

The thing was, he was intrigued and impressed, like he hadn’t been in a long time, not since Lynn took their date turned dangerous adventure on that island as lightly as she did. Much to his surprise, Juliet managed to do just that moments after they had met at that hotel and solved the case together, or well, at least part of it. The other part he spent in the custody of the CIA, in the end being too exhausted to even join them in the celebration the had going at La Mariana after they saved all the CIs as well as Junior.

Still, Steve did catch up with Magnum and Co., and it landed him where he was now, next to Juliet, a bottle of beer in hand as he blurted out probably the sloppiest of all pick up lines he could come up with, though then again, despite not being as smooth as he used to be, he figured he had nothing to lose, other than maybe a bit of his dignity and pride. He’d been through worse though, so even if, he’d manage.

“What if I told you that I’m not drunk and was, you know... actually flirting with you?”

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Meeting his niece Joan and having to take care of her while Mary ran the errands she had to run instilled the wish in Steve to settle down and have a family of his own. Steve loves children, knows how to interact with them and does an amazing job at it, and has the habit of mentally adopting kids in need and helping them, Nahele being a prime example of that. Joan, however, isn’t the only reason why he wants to settle down and have children of his own. The fact that he is practically co-parenting Grace and Charlie adds to the wish of having children of his own, though the biggest part in that desire plays the fact that it would grant him peace and serenity. Settling down and having children would mean that Steve could retire from Five-0 and focus on the most important job he would ever have: being a dad. 

Steve, however, does have doubts on whether or not he would be a good dad, especially considering his lack of interaction and estrangement towards John, who, after Doris ‘died’, sent him and Mary to aunt Deb on the mainland. He wants to be the best dad he could ever be to his children and give them the happy and carefree childhood he didn’t have.

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It’s not the same without you.

That’s a sad thought if that’s true.

I’m going to get sick.

He must be insecure about something.  I don’t know what.

He’s a sadist.

And you are into that, are you ?

Why do you let him do it, then ?

It was my idea.

Well, go on and try if you want.  I’m interested.

It’s going to make you feel very awkward.

It’s about the dynamic, more than what actually happens.

I mean, I don’t enjoy it.  But then, you’re not really submitting to someone if you only submit to things you enjoy.

Have you always had these ideas ?

Maybe I want to be treated badly.  I don’t know.

Sometimes I think I deserve bad things because I’m a bad person

If you want to hear the simplest explanation, I’ll tell you.

I didn’t need to play any games with you.  It was real.

I would have done anything you wanted me to.

I wouldn’t.  Maybe I am kind of unfashionable in that way.

I hope we can always take each other’s side.  It’s very comforting to me.

Something kind of weird happened to me in the summer.  Can I tell you about it ?

Yes, you feel sorry for me, I’m listening.

Do you think you’re smarter than me ?

You should hear what people in town say about you.

I’m worried the real world would come as a bit of a shock to you.

You think you are special, do you ?

Do you want to have a shower or something and you can stay here ?

I’m really drunk, by the way.  Sorry.

You’re definitely drunk if you’re flirting with me.

Maybe I’ll just go back out and get punched in the face again.  It wasn’t that bad.

Yeah, I’m sure they just never thought of that.

Fuck me.  I’m so drunk.  I’m sorry, I feel like I’m hallucinating.

You’re the kind of person, people either love you or hate you.

No, I’m immune to you, in a way.

You’re in a good mood.  Must have been a good party.

Unlike you to take an interest in my feelings.  I kind of thought that stuff was off-limits for us, I have to say.

Because you are such a good friend, is it ?

Fuck off.

I don’t want to talk to you. Just leave.

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an independent, selective and mutuals only roleplay blog for Steve McGarrett of Hawaii Five-0

Hello there and welcome! This will act as a small temporary pinned post for the blog until I get things sorted out during the day. 

I go by Kayla or Kay, and I love Steve as a character with all my heart and soul, so I decided to give him a shot on tumblr after being gone from the RPC for a while now. This blog will be primarily based on canon and influenced by headcanons, and I’m here to write long, detailed threads that enhance the dynamic already seen in the show. I apologize for the lack of proper theme and the about page. I will set both up as fast as possible ( read: within the next 2 days ). I really hope to get to know all of you and interact with all of you very soon!

RULES ( forgot to add there that I'm also super chill with duplicates and love interacting with them! )