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Entry #17: A New Season of Our Love Story

My dearest baby koala, Galliane Jude.

As 2023 has ended and 2024 is starting, I find myself looking back on the journey we've shared throughout 2023. Your companion has been the most important thing for me, seeping warmth and joy into my days in the tapestry of time. You have made my life better and more bearable, it's the greatest gift that you were willing to stay by my side throughout the rollercoaster of 2023. I'm not the perfect lover, but you still stayed with me nonetheless — I can't be more grateful to have someone like you, someone who understands and appreciates me for the way I am, never made me feeling like I am worthless. You make me feel Xdinary in every way (pun intended), you always make sure that I'm loved and safe with you.

We've been together for a loooong time... one year and five months. But still, my baby, the mere thought of you ignites a warm feeling within me. Like a flower in bloom, you have blossomed in the garden of my soul, filling each moment with fragrant memories. Truly the love of my life that you are, Gayiane. Life won't be the same without you, so please stay here still. Hold me as long as time allows, I will hold you too just as tight. We both know life won't run smoothly all the time, there must be challenges and misunderstanding, but I hope we will overcome them in 2024, too. We always did in 2023. 🩷

I apologize for all my wrongdoings last year. I'm sorry that I was ever immature, childish, maybe even annoying, made you upset and made you cry. I never intended to do so. As I said, I'm far from perfect but I will try my best to not repeat those mistakes again. Thank you for still accepting me for who I am. 

As we stand on the threshold of a new year while January 2nd comes to sight, I want to express my deepest gratitude for everything: the happiness we've shared, challenges we've faced, and of course the love that has flourished amidst it all. Cheers to a new season of our Love Story *plays Mother Taylor Swift*... 🥂🎶 Happy New Year and happy 17th monthsary, my love 🫶🏻 you are worth every ounce of love and good things in this world! I hope you always know that. 

Aku sayang sekali sama kamu, Gayi! 

From your forever baby duck,

Luciel Jaden.

P.S.: Remember what I put as announcement on kkt last night. Always remember that whatever you're doing, whenever, and wherever you are. 🥺

Entry #17, fin.

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Entry #11

Seasons have passed and unbelievably, July has already arrived again. I recall how I started falling for you in last year’s July and a stupid giggle automatically escapes my lips. I remember vividly that on July 24th, I felt something strange during our wild Strawberry Cake session—something banging inside my chest when I heard that you were crushing on someone I didn’t know. Jealousy, jealousy. Endless wondering and yearning. I was confused and devastated after not experiencing love for sooo long. You caught me slipping and I couldn’t stand up until we finally made our feelings clear to each other on the 29th in the same month—remaining as one of the best days in my life for sure.

But hey, another July is here again and you’re still with me. Seasons have already passed indeed, but my love for you has never changed. It’s still lingering there in my heart despite of the hard times we’ve walked through. Let’s hope the feeling stays for as long as possible there, and I hope yours never falter or leave you too despite of my imperfections and never-ending flaws (I’m sorry you have to see them very often).

Happy 11th monthsary, Smol Eyin. As I always say, and will never get bored to say, life is so much more beautiful when I have you around. ♡

Much love,

Aden. 🐥

Entry #11, fin.

[lucieljaden]

The Fairy Godlover

I was in the meadow that day when she landed in front of me.

The weather was perfect, the golden sun lit up her hair and complexion. She had white wings, so dazzling that I was sure I was blind for a moment. I knew she was not a human, but I was not confused at all. She might be my Fairy Godmother; the one I had been dreaming of, the one who would grant my wish and ease my loneliness.

“You must be my Fairy Godmother,” I assumed.

She laughed. She was so beautiful, I couldn’t stop staring at her. “No, Jaden. Do I look old? I’m Geanine, your Fairy Godlover.”

I raised my eyebrow. “I’ve never heard of Godlovers. Do you grant wishes too like Fairy Godmothers?”

“I don’t just grant wishes. I will become your lover, your other half. I will fill your empty heart with warmth and paint your soul with happiness. I will be beside you at all times and make you feel like the luckiest person in the world.” She smiled, oh, she smiled, and offered her hand. I melted and took it, letting her take me places I had never been before. Overnight we flew far, far away, and I was hypnotized. Never had I felt such a feeling, so comfortable and warm at the same time. Everything she said was true; she really made me the happiest and luckiest boy in the universe.

“Stay with me,” I begged, and she said yes.

It has been four months now and Geanine the Fairy Godlover has continued to stay beside me. Nothing has changed. My feelings remain the same, the love grows deeper, and her magic goes stronger. I can feel it in my heart and bones after I wake up and before I go to sleep. I am glad I took her hand that day, asked her to be mine and stay with me.

Well, that’s my story. I hope you will find your Fairy Godlover as soon as possible. I’ve found mine and her name is Geanine Ione. I love her and I wish the happy ever after is really ours, after all.

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I could look at her gorgeous face for a whole decade and never get tired.

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So, here comes our 3rd monthsary.

Dear Geanine Ione, my love.

Another 2nd of the month is here. Three months with you have passed like the wind, smoothly and quickly— yet so exhilirating and it makes me the happiest human alive. I will not say much because I know I am not really good at arranging such sweet words and I tend to repeat the same things over and over again; but just you know, I’ve enjoyed every moment we spent together. It’s been a lovely journey with you all along. Never have I been more grateful to have you by my side, not only as my girlfriend, but also a best friend, sister, soulmate, partner in crime, and someone whom I am comfortable to call “home”. 🖤

Happy 3rd monthsary, My Princess. Even the most endearing jewel in this world will instantly lose if it has to compete with your luminosity. You have always turned my days brighter than they usually are, and so you will hold my whole heart in the palm of your hands for as long as possible. Until then, let’s continue to stay together. I love you, I love you, I love you.

Tons and tons and tons and TONS of endless love,

Your Aden.

P.S.: This is the first Juyul manip I’ve ever made. I’ve tried my best. I hope you like it. 😔☝🏻

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We huddled near the bonfire

The light in her eyes, blazing

Too beautiful not to admire

The birds in my heart, singing

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Living feels so much better when you have Geanine Ione by your side.