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Not using this on here but on discord! Thank you!!

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I apologize for the person I will become if Scar doesn’t move forward (Love you Techno tho<3)

ROUND FOUR:

GOODTIMESWITHSCAR (1)

nominated from Hermitcraft, Last Life, Create Mod Server, Third Life, Double Life, Among Us, The Crafting Dead, MCC

vs

TECHNOBLADE (16)

nominated from DSMP, SMPEarth, Cyberknife, 100 Mcyt VS Natural Disasters, Minecraft Mondays, Sir Billiam, Potato Wars, Hypixel Mayor, Sky Block, TFTSMP, MCC

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SCITTIES FOR THE WIN 💪

ROUND FOUR:

GOODTIMESWITHSCAR (1)

nominated from Hermitcraft, Last Life, Create Mod Server, Third Life, Double Life, Among Us, The Crafting Dead, MCC

vs

TECHNOBLADE (16)

nominated from DSMP, SMPEarth, Cyberknife, 100 Mcyt VS Natural Disasters, Minecraft Mondays, Sir Billiam, Potato Wars, Hypixel Mayor, Sky Block, TFTSMP, MCC

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I look deep into the eyes of bsd enthusiasts and think

We’re all autistic aren’t we

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No thoughts, Head empty

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“I finally have a heart of my own, Traveller!”

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anybody else noticing some lag?

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Tim: There are many paths to the same place, just trust the process.

Toby: Just so you know, you sound like a fortune cookie.

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hc thinking about Chuuya being a naturally fearless kid; his mom would ask him what he’s playing with in the garden and he just pulls out this whole snake and she’s like PUT THAT BACK??

he asks her if he can keep the “small animal” he found as a pet and she thinks it’s a stray dog or cat but nooo it’s a fucking baby bear he somehow managed to bring home from the wild and she’s like sweetheart you know i love you but absolutely not 

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Hey everyone have some Boatem immortal au lore of when they first met :]

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how do you tumblr? anyways have some vilbur

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Desert Duo wip!

I’ll try to get this done by the end of today or tomorrow lol

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CUTIES 🥹

Winter boatem + boatem movie night

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SOBBING ABSOLUTELY SOBBING

Do you ever think about how Grian never physically hurt Scar on purpose? Not in the petty way Scar would with powdered snow or cacti, no, he'd just say stuff like "oh he'll live" when taking big chunks of damage because he'd never allow the two of them to die on his watch. But that didn't matter. Not when he'd hurt him emotionally. How was he supposed to know he'd care when he can't tell if he takes anything seriously? He can't even tell how he feels about them being soulmates, tied together again. Even when Grian found out Scar was his soulmate, and made it clear he didn't want it to be him, he still followed him around. Still looked after him. Maybe it wasn't just in worry of their own lives, but as natural instinct. He could've just renounced the bond and lived without him. But when he made his base he made it with him and Scar in mind, and he knew in his heart he'd have to tell him. But then he does, and Scar asks "Do we have to base together?"

I mean. Grian probably didn't even think about the fact that he wouldn't want to. "It would be nice to look out for you" (Like before). It would be nice to live together.

But Scar wants his petting zoo, and he isn't too interested in survival or whatever Grian wants him to do. Grian takes it out on his jellie pandas who he's convinced are useless. It's not like Pizza in desert. Not like he cared for Pizza in the first place but he did eventually. He just has to warm up to them, Scar's convinced. He calls it a couple's retreat and maybe a part of him hopes it'll help Grian warm up to them, and maybe eveb rekindle their own relationship in the process. He still cares, deep inside. But Grian's no longer obligated to do what Scar wants. Maybe that's what Scar realizes. Maybe everything in the desert was out of obligation. Even as soulmates, Grian was never his. And he sees that through BigB. Which is fine. He'll bake them cookies. Grian can have BigB. It's not like Scar's a stranger to being alone anyways.

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TW, 3rd LIFE SPOILERS, DEATH, SUICIDE.

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Bdubs was dead, his blood slowly mixing into the pond that they all were stood in. Grian stepped forward, sword swinging in venomous rage and anguish.

“Traitor! Traitor Scar!” Grian sneered as he kept blindly swinging at Scar, the taller of the two stepped back and smiled despite being nicked and sliced. Grian paused as realization poured over him like ice water.

They were the only ones left in the arena.

Grian’s grip on his sword losses and Scar kneeled before him, hand placed over his heart as he stared straight up at the Avian.

“Wait no-“

“For everything you did to keep me alive this long you may slay me and take the enchanter.” Scar urged, always smiling, always happy to give himself to other people.

It made Grian nauseous, the avian swooped down to Kneel in front of the other and grasped Scar’s shoulders. “No, I literally cant’t!” He gasped.

“I can’t! I can’t! I can’t!”

They weren’t soft touches and happy feelings anymore. Nor were they monopoly mountain. they were Grian and Scar, and Grian and Scar were rough, destructive forces that push and molded each other into shape and in the same breath break each other apart.

Scar pulled Grian to his feet, ignoring the constant chirps their communicators made as ghosts cheered for them to kill each other.

“Okay so what do you want to do? Do you want to fix our sand castle?” Scar joked and Grian rolled his eyes.

“We can just say we won together, right?”

They both chuckled at this, only one of them is leaving this arena alive. They knew that but if playing pretend is what it takes for both of them not to break from the heaviness of it all, then so be it.

—

As the communicators filled with the cheers of their deceased friends. Grian turn to face Scar, hands ready to end his partner’s life.

Scar knew he was not going to live past this moment. Not because he would loose, well it was partially that, but mainly because he couldn’t hurt Grian. Despite it all, he was still clutching onto the memories of their dusty sand home that Grian had adorned, of Pizza, of hot afternoons and freezing nights.

Of lavender and Poppies.

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Scar gave a bloodied grin as laugher left his lips and tears drowned his sorrow, he wasn’t fighting back, not fully anyway. Always punching to the side of Grian, particularly faking disorientation just so that he didn’t have to full on hurt the other. It didn’t take long before Scar felt his life drain from his body. And all it took was for one finally punch to the template for him to see red.

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Grian held Scar’s lifeless body close. Guilt, regret, remorse, all of it ate at him. Grian stared down at Scar, tears dripping down his cheeks and swirling with Scar’s battered being.

Eventually the avian got up and walked toward the edge, taking one final look at ruined memories, this time it was Grian who smiled, “I’m sorry scar.” He whispered, hoping the other could hear him.

He didn’t fly like an avian should, instead he fell. In that last moment of consciousness he pulled one one thing to grasp into.

faded lavenders and decaying poppies.

Two promises were made that day. Scar vowed never to intentionally kill Grian and Grian vowed never to be partnered with Scar again.

Only one of those promises could be kept.

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GEEZ LEEZ IM DONE WOO

Okay so this was just me writing the final of 3rd life episode into corny angst LOL. If you enjoyed lemme know!