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[luizastudart]

me: i’m doing great

me:

me: ok but hear me out, i wrote 700 pages about heartbreak, death, ancient magic and gays with too many feelings. added some archetypes-psychology vibe that burn from the inside out and there you have it

therapist:

me:

therapist: tell me about your family

well it's not projection if its ✨️well-written✨️

[luizastudart]

✨️it's not a breakdown, it's character development✨️

me to anyone who asks "are you okay?" these days

I mean, at least its going somewhere... right?

[luizastudart]

“I'd rather live a love that wrecks me completely

the kind I crawl out of in pieces

than spend one more day pretending half-feelings are enough.”

Page #21 straight out of Lyra's personal journal

[luizastudart]

“if you ever hide behind words, i'll just kiss the truth out of you anyway.”

- to the girl who's got broken by love, from the girl who loved her enough to bring her back

[luizastudart]

bookmark to self #1 - archetypes of passion

i’ve been writing this book for what feels like forever.

not cause it's been YEARS, but cause those scenes and pages have seen parts of me that i hate, parts that i love, parts that i had forgotten and parts that i didn't even know were there.

(these past few years? intense. let's just leave it at that)

honestly, it started off as an AU from whatever shit i've been dealing with.

a place to hide from reality, from myself, from my own feelings - you know, those you try so hard to pretend that are not real?

i didn’t mean for it to become a world, or a love story, or a war between different parts of myself.

but it did.

there are archetypes. there’s magic that reacts to emotion.

there’s chaos that hums like a living thing.

and a girl who loves and breaks people she cares about in the same intensity.

so, this is a bookmark.

for me.

in case i forget that this story exists outside my head.

and maybe… if someone stumbles across it eventually —

hi. welcome.

it’s a mess. but it’s mine.