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lukasthe · 4 years ago

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I was sad and I had this sitting in my notes app. I was trying to write smut but than feels happened. I hope you enjoy. This is my first attempt at writing so go easy on me.

Asra x non-binary mc

The sun was just waking up to turn the sky into a fragile orange and yellow as it rised in the horizon. Asra and I were settled in the small kitchenette that was in the small hut in the middle of a desert wasteland he had started to make rice pudding while i made sure the seasonings and everything was nicely grinded up for him to use. The sunlight leaking in through the windows made Asra look more beautiful than before, making his skin look soft to the touch and of course, it always was. You soon started to move closer to him before carefully hugging him from behind and leaving light soft kisses on his neck carefully. Asra noticed and spoke softly while placing his hands on yours.

"do you have a need for being so sweet at this hour?"

You could hear him smiling while he spoke in a soft tone. You slowly nod your head while resting on his back, pulling him into you more wishing to be closer, wishing for your bodies to touch to feel his skin against your own, feeling his soft finger tips touch your skin as delicately as he always did. Asra always knew what you wanted, like some mind reader, he didnt need words just touch and little movements to fulfill your wishes. Asra slowly turned around after unhooking your arms from his waist and moving one arm to wrap aeound your waist to pull you in tightly while letting go of your other to lift up your head by your chin. He smiled down at you with soft eyes before kissing you softly and longingly almost begging for more, wishing we didnt need to breath. You slowly pulled away to breath, your breath harsh under his. Until you look behind him to see the food over boiling.

"Ah! The rice pudding!" You quickly move from his arms to move the rice pudding but in the process you accidentally burn your fingers. Luckily it didnt over boil but your fingers sting. Asra carefully grabs your hand and carefully heals the burn with his magic, not even a minute after he presses the back of your hand to his mouth with his eyes closed leaving a light kiss to let you know he cares. You can feel your face getting warm at the gesture and as he is slowly opening his eyes to look at you he chuckles softly. "What's so funny pretty boy?" he looks at you smiling pulling you into him close, "just the fact you're adorable~" Asra presses his soft lips against your cheek before slowly moving down to your neck leaving light hickeys and kisses.

You fuss and whine, you try to run your fingers through his hair before he catches your wrist quickly. He moves to look you in the eyes with a smug yet lustful smile studying your flushed face thinking about his next move. Soon you are moved to the bed, everything was slow till you got to the bed with him. Asra was quick to remove his shirt before yours, if your lips ever parted it was to take a breath and remove something but that didnt take long. Soon he pulled away to look at your body up and down using his hands to go over all the curves, scares, and details he could find always complimenting how beautiful they make you look.

He carefully started a trail of kisses starting at yours lips down your torso to your thighs. He slowly removed your pants kissing the inside of your thighs leaving small love bites. He came back up looking at the sadness in your eyes, leaning over you he kissed your lips to bring you back to him. He started to pet your hair softly before speaking in a sorrowful tone, "what has my darling so occupied?" he asks leaving a soft warm kiss on your forehead before laying next to you and holding you as you sorted through your vocabulary carefully. Leaning into him holding on to him tightly but enough you were both comfortable.

You spoke softly holding back small tears, "things haven't been easy. I cant eat or sleep well. My mind has so many unspoken thoughts after cleaning out something that i start to wonder if I'm worth anything. That if maybe all im doing is really just for attention and not even a cry for help." You could tell he was speechless but understood and pulled you in close to whisper softly in your ear, "I'm sorry to hear that MC, i wish there was more i could do for you.."

The two of you layed in silence for the day, in eachother's embrace making the the other was okay every now and than. Asra soon pulled your face to his after aome thought, "I love you very much darling and i am willing to help in whatever way i can. Its okay to even ask me to stay inside with you for the day, i knew something was up but i didnt think it was this bad," he took a deep breath pressing his lips to my temple carefully like i was easy to break, "i wont ignore it anymore. I promise to stay and keep you in my arms for as long as possible. I absolutely mean it."

I feel myself smile a bit but unable to cry. I didnt wanna cry anyways, i just wanted to sit in the sheets warm with our bodies close. With Asra. I sigh and kiss him sweetly before snuggling as close as i can to him.

"Thank you Asra." you whisper before slowly drifting off. Finally giving into the rest so very needed.

#the arcana #asra alnazar #Was smut but than became a comfort story:(#Feedback would be appreciated #this is a cry for help #Yes i know there is poor spelling and grammer.

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