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Aug. 09

I didn't list it I'm so if don't list my calories I assuming I ate 2500. I used to calories count by adding up a weekly count. It was easier to spread out calories. I think I'll do that on Saturday.

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Aug. 09

I didn't list it I'm so if don't list my calories I assuming I ate 2500. I used to calories count by adding up a weekly count. It was easier to spread out calories. I think I'll do that on Saturday.

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I really wish I didn't exist sometimes

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08/07/022

Half Pancake(with Butterworth syrup), 2 eggs, 2 Turkey bacon⁰

Cup of noodles

Baroque Lay's chips

Pecan swirl

McDonald's Med fries (half)

Mcdonald's Crispy Chicken patty(half)

Mcdonalds Honey mustard

Total Cals: 1652 Cals over: 152

Notes for tomorrow.

I need to cut the side snacking definitely. When I'm watching my cousins I feel like I can just snack on their stuff. It's bad habit that I need to kick. I should probably start vbring workout clothes and take the to the park and play with them to burn extra calories. I need to make sure I'm moving my body at all times and that seems like the most natural thing to do.

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back to the basics

I’ve been binging and have just been going thru a lot rn emotionally. I gain some of my weight back and i feel like a complete failure and a quitter. I'm gonna have to start logging in my food everyday or take pics of my fitness pal. 

And the weirdest part is that i meet somebody, we have been in contact talking for a month straight and it seems to be heading for something more but I'm scared that if he wants to be “together” I wont be pretty enough and I’ll be so disconnected and disappointed in my body that he will not be interested. 

my body image is a lot of the reason that I come off cold or disinterest with my flings once I know that they want something more. The guy I talking to compliments me everyday and I a difficult time accepting it and today, I sent him photos of myself and i was so terrified he would tell me I looked bad and that He would try to give me a backhand compliment but he told I was beautiful and that I had a beautiful body. That shit threw me for a loop cuz I really didn’t know how to response back. I so jealous of my friends who can connect with someone on a deeper level without fear. i see the bulge of back and cringe so hard. I'm gonna get back on my shit i might do weekly weigh- ins to give me self accountability. 

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Always be careful Daunting has tried to message me to.

Take a look at this boo-boo the fool head ass 😂😂

Block this fucker if you come across him

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It's a sad and dark thing to want to feel your own demise. To ruin yourself just to see who actually likes you.

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Cheek skin is free cals. UwU

Random ED Question

Cheek/Lip Biters:

How many cals are in s k i n?? 0w0

And would you consider that non-vegan?

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With no vacation or benefits😔

Being mentally ill is a full time job

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My mom pisses me off sooooooooooooooo MUCHHHHHHH. THAT BITCH IS JUST AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Some poc thinspo because I don't see it enough

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Just for anyone still thinking the civil rights movement was “SO long ago!”

Fred Hampton would be 51 this year if police hadn’t executed him at age 21.

Ruby Bridges is 65.

MLK would be 91 (he was assassinated at 39).

Malcom X would be 95 (he was assassinated at 39).

Claudette Colvin (the first Black woman known to refuse to give up her seat AT 15) is only 80.

Mary Louise Smith is 83.

Fred Gray is 89.

EMMETT TILL WOULD BE 79 (he was murdered at age 14 because of a white woman’s lie).

Ask yourself how old your grandparents are. Hell, how old your PARENTS are. How old are the people in most government seats right now?

Miss me with that bullshit of “It’S sO lOnG aGo. Things are better now.” These people and so many more who aren’t able to be here would be distraught at what is STILL fucking happening today. To say things like that is just willfully turning your head away from the injustices that we see today! That’s the that on that.

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This has me in a choke hold

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“you’re so protective and secretive with your phone!!”

ya well getting notifications from dirty-anorexic-slut-im-gunna-kill-myself-if-i-dont-reach-80-lbs-in-a-month isn’t a good look on me babe xx😘

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Seriously, It disgusting how much evil is in this world. I can't imagine sending my kids to school and them not coming home every again

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