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Okay I'm geniuly curious. Why are you like this? I assume that you are aware that your content is very questionable and gross/weird and a lot of people will come after you eventually. So why? And if those are some form of intrusive thoughts or something maybe seek help or keep them to yourself

this is actually a really good question!

i am aware my content is breaking boundaries and am more than aware some of what i write is morally reprehensible definitely. I believe i see it as more okay as i see it as disconnected from him despite it not really being that way. Maybe i see him as more of a character than a person? His relationships something to entertain me rather than an actual human connection? I'm not sure. Writing this is making me think about the consequences of what I'm writing and how it could effect him but again that disconnect stops me from lingering on it too definitively. It could be that my hyper fixation on him has stayed with me for so long that i stopped caring about boundaries a long time ago and decided to act on it.

Many who are in and lurking in this subcategory of tubbo fans tend to be autistic or neurodivergent themselves, which could play into why I'm unable to turn away from this category of "content" as you put it .

CNC, Bondage, ect. Maybe i got into the wrong media things as a kid and i ended up here who knows but im here. Ive dealt with intrusive thoughts, this is more obsession. I wanna see the hurt and the happy, everything he is and has to offer. I wanna see him prosper, i wanna see him bleeding. this hyper fixation is hard to ignore. Help or not, not sure this goes away unless i try? Or maybe its just how i truly feel? Again, im not very good with emotions so cant be too definitive. Maybe ill change my mind on this entirely and give up this freaky content, but i cant now. Not my compulsion.

Projection maybe? This feels like a dissection of myself lol but I'm going to be real with you, I'm not entirely sure why I'm okay with this? If it happened to me, fans screaming their wants and needs about what they'd do to me if they saw me, could have me, might make me uncomfortable? Cant be too sure honestly. To me this content is fiction, not real, never will be. Hopefully never will be as some of what ive written is graphic and I'd never genuinely wish that upon him. I cant speak for others and with my content you could say I'm enabling them? Again,. dissection of the self here lmao but i enjoyed this question. Hopefully i hear from you again anon!

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This might seem random but why do I feel like Tvbbo’s the type of guy to run so hard he ends up accidentally kicking himself right in his perfect ass?

this is rly funny. he does seem like the type to skedaddle

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Who cares if gingers gf is fake or not, it’s not related to tubbo so idc. Also gingers long gone from Tubbo’s mind if it’s been what like 6 months since we heard any mention of him? It’s probably someone with nothing better in their life trying to stir up drama like always. You’d be right it is hard to believe

no, at bare minimum they've played league together recently. league game tracking is public info. still doesn't mean they're secretly dating even if the gf is fake but i've seen people making some pretty crazy claims.

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have you heard anything about the “proof” of ginger’s gf being fake? i find it hard to believe that the rumor was there for months and someone just now found undeniable proof

Who cares if gingers gf is fake or not, it’s not related to tubbo so idc. Also gingers long gone from Tubbo’s mind if it’s been what like 6 months since we heard any mention of him? It’s probably someone with nothing better in their life trying to stir up drama like always. You’d be right it is hard to believe

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I think they’ll end up dating people in their respective countries rather than eachother. They just aren’t in the same place mentally or physically. Neither are ready for a relationship of this manner because believe it or not, long distance relationships are hard! And Tubbo’s already had one fail (Ranboo) and I don’t think he’s looking for that type of love anymore.

Also I doubt after ranboo he'd date another streamer 😭 he knows now how bad it would be trying to avoid him

Yeah

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2hrs in Tobys stream today, right after talking to Coy he plays What Lana Says by ProleteR

And then tells krow that his "best friend" hates him (about Coy)

🙄

I didn’t know what emotion I was supposed to feel during that bit

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32:45 Toby: I don't do butt stuff it scares me, that where the poo comes form

😭

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U should write a fic about him in the maid dress, maybe like x reader too

Interesting concept but I’m a slow writer as it is, too much I want to do

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omg bill actually looks so cute and girly with a dress

I didn’t catch that part in the stream and frankly I’m too lazy to search for it 💀

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ughh every time i see coy talking about being single and wanting to be with someone it just pisses me off so much like fr why won't tubbo just wife up this boy already he's literally PERFECT

Sorry for the rant in advance 😭

Yeah it’s a bit funny how they both complain about being single and desperate but I respect the reasons why they are adverse to getting together. They flirt and hang off eachother like ivy to the point people who haven’t kept up with Tubbo think Him and Coy are dating.

It’s the distance that’s such a problem. Tubbo hates living in America and Coy has too much he loves back in his state to truly contemplate moving.

I think they’ll end up dating people in their respective countries rather than eachother. They just aren’t in the same place mentally or physically. Neither are ready for a relationship of this manner because believe it or not, long distance relationships are hard! And Tubbo’s already had one fail (Ranboo) and I don’t think he’s looking for that type of love anymore.

He’s also self destructive when it comes to those matters. like he’s cute and endearing? He could definitely find someone to date him but he’s ghosted most of his could be suitors and is just overall ass at love whenever he talks about it💀

It’s a shock Piso gets him as well as he does and puts up with Tubbo’s insecurities about it (lmao they both have their insecurities about eachother idek where to start)

Yeah but they just aren’t at the same place in their lives. Too much they have back in their country, too young to uproot their life. Relationship too fragile for that. Even if they don’t date, I still think the love they have will linger there platonically or romantically and I think that’s better than them rushing it.

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Leaktwt4eva posted the picture btw

Thx

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The picture everyone's freaking out about is literally nothing 😭 it's a very pixelated low quality picture on tubbos phone of a white person with brown hair that people are convinced is tubbo and coy kissing as his lockscreen but it's literally impossible to make anything out of that image plus there's also no evidence it's his screensaver lol

Yeah I would also assume that his friends would know way before us about them if that was his screensaver. He has them use his phone to pay or msg ppl so they’d see it and I doubt Tubbo would want that. Also I mean bill wouldn’t have made that comment about Coy and tubbo acting gay on screen if he knew

Still wanna see it for myself. Could just be a pick of them at the bar or sm

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Anon means Tobys home screen on phone, it's been making rounds people think it's coy and toby kissing and it's just a blurry mess

If anyone has the vid they saw it in or the pic itself dm me here or on Twitter!!!!!! Illl scour the vod to make sure as well

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can you see tubbo and coy on that photo too or am i crazy

? What photo?

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Could you maybe write tubbo and jonnaay 👀

can you actually not please 😭 /j but I'm judging your taste rn anon 😂

😭

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Could you maybe write tubbo and jonnaay 👀

i do not know enough about jonnay to make a fic with them but i could possible after i binge some of his content. Im a slow writer though so the wait will be long

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"It’s cute but they’d had other clips I’m more enamored with"

share your thoughts and clips pls

there are some clips from other accs but they are mostly priv, if enough people wanted, i could compile clips myself and make a master thread. It would be a continuous project though and it wouldn't come out until and after midterms and after I was done with my current fic (which I also lowkey forgot about but have renewed interest in thanks to Gm4c (aka BigMac in my head) posting more often and MAID TUBBOOOOOo

ill also run this poll on twt.