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I’m still out here going up to bat for you and I don’t know why.

Why would you start caring now?

Why can’t I stop caring?

Logic was never in play when it came to you.

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Hands in my pockets - fingers crossed

Looking to uninstall bad habits and self-sabotaging tendencies this year.

Wish me luck ~

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None of them would have any chance if you just gave me one.

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Feeling unsure - but this notion isn’t novel for me.

Am I overthinking this too?

Trying

Endeavoring to evolve - to advance

Do something new

Break the pattern and stop .

wondering

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I’m scared, but I’ve been this way for so long now.

Now

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We don't talk anymore. But you cross my mind from time to time. It's nothing but reminiscant smiles and warmth. You telegraph an air that life is rocky. I cannot fix that. But I can be present. If you're on discord, Desmo#1049

I’m happy to hear I can provide you with a faint grin even with time having passed. I wonder how I managed that.

You don’t owe me anything, stranger.

I’m curious though - who might this be?

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Still figuring it out.

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did you delete your ig?

Nope but I don't update often.

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Bleed me dry but please fill me back up again.

I’ll wait and you must know this.

Take your time - have mine too.

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I don’t want to be this empty girl

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Feeling stunted and out of touch with reality -

stuck in my head living a delusional daydream.

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Has anything actually changed? Fundamentally?