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Dear 15 y/o darkshipper who gets death threats from grown adults,

Please. PLEASE. Do NOT come out and tell people about your CSA/grooming trauma in an attempt to get people to understand you.

They will not care. They will use this new information against you, actually. The death threats will turn into "You probably liked what happened to you"... "I hope you get raped again"... and worse !

This moment will haunt you forever when you realize people online dont give a FUCKKK about victims

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Normalize blocking people out of nowhere bc they simply piss u off.

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OMG I LUV UR LAYOUT

OMG TYSM 🤑🤑🤑🤑 URS IS AWESOMESAUCE TOO

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C00lKidd Moodboard

"It's so nice seeing you Dad!"

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leaving Mormonism taught me to ALWAYS DISREGUARD anyone telling you to not inform yourself about what the opposition thinks and believes. that’s a cult tactic.

anyway I’m really mad that it took me so long to recognize “terf” block lists for being this exact thing.

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leaving Mormonism taught me to ALWAYS DISREGUARD anyone telling you to not inform yourself about what the opposition thinks and believes. that’s a cult tactic.

anyway I’m really mad that it took me so long to recognize “terf” block lists for being this exact thing.

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Two fathers in a family with terrible humour is too much for C00lkidd

(ignore my "post-forsaken" designs)

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Whatever man…..stupidletsky

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Real man

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1xjohn doing it freak style

what are they lookin at wrong answers only

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‼️ -> c00lkidd   ⦂   with related (arcade & glitch) stims

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 ᝰ  tagging . . . @deerjason

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‼️ -> c00lkidd   ⦂   with related (arcade & glitch) stims

𓏵⠀⠀ ⠀⠀˚⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ◜ 01. 02. 03. ◞ ◜ 04. 05. 06. ◞ ◜ 07. 08. 09. ◞

 ᝰ  tagging . . . @deerjason

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‼️ -> c00lkidd   ⦂   with related (arcade & glitch) stims

𓏵⠀⠀ ⠀⠀˚⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ◜ 01. 02. 03. ◞ ◜ 04. 05. 06. ◞ ◜ 07. 08. 09. ◞

 ᝰ  tagging . . . @deerjason

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me when C00lkidd

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miss rabbit has fainted

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how i would rewrite 007n7 (tw suicide):

007n7 used to be really into coding and internet culture, he was struggling with depression, jobs, money, and having a place to live as he came from a poorer background, he was eventually forced into turning to hackcraft (basically robloxian witchcraft but like Really illegal, kinda like how the system pushes poor and vulnerable people into drugs, debt, losing themselves etc etc.) as he had illegally obtained corrupted code from Banlands (i think yk where this is going)

he used that powerful code to make the c00lgui, he began to fall into a sprial of abusing it for his own gain to get by, eventually when testing c00lgui and adding more knobs and modules to it, 007n7 had begun to test c00lgui's abilities with spawning REAL living beings such as him attempting to crack the cloning ability. unfortunately 007n7 instead accidentally MADE life, creating what would be known as a hackspawn robloxian, c00lkidd.

Hackspawn robloxians are EXTREMELY ILLEGAL under robloxian government, due to the fact they could harness the powers of the original hacking application within themselves remotely without having a physical copy of the tool.

007n7 had realized he fucked up, but he couldn't undo his mistake, and what he had spawned was... just a baby... he felt immense guilt for even considering abandoning it or worse... it getting put down for just its mere existence, he knew it was wrong to keep a hackspawn in his care and that he wasn't well equipped but... it stole his heart, and for once 007n7 had felt needed in his life, a purpose.

He never really intended on having a actual name for c00lkidd as he was born from the c00lgui, it just stuck for him and he just referred to him as that from that point on.

007n7 began to raise c00lkidd under his care, trying to keep him shielded from the world as a normal robloxian despite C00lkidd's protests that he hated being normal and that he loved his own hacker lineage.

as c00lkidd grew more and more, he began to harness his own abilities, doing small things such as being able to lift objects metatelekentically, or spawning small items from a pocket inventory.

007n7 was proud of his boy but he always had a worry in the back of his mind that c00lkidd one day might put others or himself in danger with his abilities. that was until... the incident.

They were at the pizza place and c00lkidd had begun... testing himself again, unfortunately c00lkidd had accidentally caused a chain of reactions within the place and he had set the place ablaze, causing a disastrous fire, injuring employees and customers... one person died.

007n7 was in trouble... deep fucking trouble, witnesses had described how it had happen, with C00lkidd's own hacking abilities showing in such a public way it had gotten the attention of authorities. 007n7 had felt eyes on the back of his head afterwards, he felt like he was being watched and his gut feelings had told him to keep c00lkidd close to him as possible, he was now a wanted man, having a target on his back.

He knew he had to keep low and keep his son safe as his ever growing paranoia grew with each feeling he was being stalked. one night, 007n7 had put c00lkidd to bed, it used to be a innocent and painless task, but everynight he put c00lkidd to bed he had a thought burn in the back of his mind:

"What if I wake up and dont see him again?"

007n7 tried to shake off such worrying thoughts, his meds weren't even helping at all to ease his anxiety and paranoia as he felt like just leaving c00lkidd for a moment would spell disaster.

And it would.

after the night had passed, 007n7 woke up to a horrific sight.

c00lkidd was missing.

He looked everywhere in the house for c00lkidd, even outside and asked other people if they had seen his son, only leaving the worried father empty handed with nothing. 007n7 would feverishly look for days on end, hanging up missing posters and continously asking the community again and again.

his mental state began deteriorating, as well as his body, his depression pulling him back in again after its long slumber, c00lkidd being the only one to keep it at bay but now that he was gone, 007n7 had nobody to help him... not even family as he was disconnected and estranged from them (except for his cousin who was getting worried for him atp).

007n7 would skip meals just to look for c00lkidd, he would stay up for days on end just to search for him, it would get so bad that 007n7 dissociated, barely being in touch with reality. a once ray of sunshine was snatched from him, 007n7 had suspected c00lkidd was kidnapped as he had no doubt in his mind the government seized his son because of the incident.

007n7 was nearing his breaking point, once a caring and polite person now turned into vengeful and angered man, despite his weakened state he would begin using c00lgui again to satisfy his rage, something he personally swore to himself to never use again so he wouldn't influence c00lkidd as a hacker.

He started attacking places of law and news reporting with c00lgui, vandalizing them and occasionally getting authorities and innocent people injured (causing the team c00lkidd movement) . 007n7 was then arrested and then charged with his crimes, being put on house arrest, he would be monitored and could no longer continue with his wrathful pace, the community affected by him pleased by the news.

007n7 was at his end, even after turning to violence hoping it would atleast give him the answers he was withheld from, he had no choice left and returned back to his home. it was dead silent in his own home, 007n7 was by now used to being met with nothing by silence at this point as C00lkidd's beaming face and excited voice was painfully absent, this night was different.

007n7 could feel his own body cave in on him, even after being medicallly evaluated he still felt like he was about to pass out at any second. 007n7's mind began to scream clearly while simultaneously being conflicted with clouded thoughts, but he had one thing in mind, he had given up, he had exhausted himself and he was out of options, he figured that c00lkidd was probably already murdered by the same people who swore to protect robloxia, his grief swallowing him onto a pit of despair.

He decided he was going to kill himself and meet c00lkidd in the afterlife, making one last request to c00lgui it had spawned a gun in his hands, he had it implemented for safe keeping incase he needed to protect himself and C00lkidd if a intruder came in but this time... he was going to use it on himself, and there was nobody to protect him from himself.

007n7 had always held a picture of c00lkidd in his pocket from the missing posters he put up, looking at his sons face one last time, his throat clamped up and tears beading out of his eyes before finally pulling the trigger.

now he's ended up here in this purgatory with familar faces... forsakened.

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007n7 and c00lkidd headcanons!

(not ship. go swallow rocks!)

Pre-Forsaken

c00lkidd’s skin condition manifests in him having dry and itchy patches of skin

007n7 bought drakobloxer themed bandaids for c00lkidd’s scratches—he never figured out a long-lasting solution to the itching

007n7 had to constantly pester the school to let c00lkidd enroll because of his past as a hacker

Because he enrolled late, c00lkidd is older than his classmates (ex: should be in 2nd grade, is in 1st grade)

c00lkidd hates freeze tag. The first time someone froze when he tagged them, it frustrated him because “that’s not how you’re supposed to play!”

007n7 was too big to play hide and seek around their tiny apartment, so he would hide his burger hat for c00lkidd to find instead

Unfortunately, because of his many jobs 007n7 had to leave c00lkidd alone at home sometimes. His solution was to use a clone in his place

c00lkidd learned to use the c00lGUI by watching his dad use it for simple tasks (like teleporting to work)

By copying an exact command 007n7 used, c00lkidd showed up at one of 007n7’s jobs while he was on the clock (c00lkidd was supposed to be in school)

The first and only time 007n7 ever shouted at c00lkidd was when he blew up the pizza place

c00lkidd was never officially registered and his birth certificate was forged

All of the missing posters for c00lkidd were made by 007n7 himself, the police or admins were never involved

During Forsaken

007n7 was not the first one to mention that he had a son—it was Elliot

Coincidentally, 007n7 was the last to find out that c00lkidd was a killer during the first round with him. He was also the first to die

When survivors look directly at c00lkidd, the slogan “Team c00lkidd join today!” plays as an annoying voice in their head

As a killer, c00lkidd is 1.5 times his father’s height, and when hugging him he will lift 007n7 in the air

007n7 and c00lkidd cannot use the c00lGUI at the same time—active commands like clones don’t count when the GUI isn’t pulled up

c00lkidd has tried to drag one of 007n7’s clones back with him to the killers’ lair. This failed

007n7 has taken a hit from Chance’s gun for c00lkidd before

Despite his milestones, c00lkidd never ages physically or mentally. His body becomes more monstrous and his skills more honed, however

The outfit that c00lkidd wears in his 4th milestone is similar to what 007n7 wore when hacking

c00lkidd is under the impression that his father is the one who wants to keep playing this game, and tries to convince him to switch things up sometimes (gee thanks Spectre)

When using his pizza delivery skill, the clones c00lkidd makes aren’t as refined as 007n7’s because he never learned the proper code