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contemplating archiving most of my CoD stuff (not deleting it, since i do still get activity on it) and just turning this into a generalized multifandom blog because like,,, i miss writing SO BADLY, especially since i barely have time for it anymore w/ college

or should i just like. stick to a separate blog and keep this as a nostalgia piece for the 2022 fandom 🥸

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omg ur a year older than me and u like marvel

first ask in a while but i do!! i absolutely adore marvel, though im wayyy more into the comics than the movies (with some exceptions, obviously)! i’m super into DC too :)

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i want you

what.

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coming out of my hiatus to say hi to my snookums

is the CoD fandom still active on tumblr?? 💀💀

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It's one of them "Ghost and Soap... they are just brothers and not lovers!!! 😭😭😭😤Gay men don't exist"

i’m actually fading out of existence as we speak, i was just a figment of their imagination

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they definitely read it, enjoyed it too much, and decided to blame you for it😭😭😭

it awoke something within them so they panicked and decided to take it out on me LMFAO

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i personally LOVE the fiction about the slutty hot men. anons can be so fucking weird just block or ignore the content???

exactlyyyy — like, if it bothers them so much that me, a gay teenager, is writing about fictional men, they can just block me or the tags 😭

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literally go play a fucking cod game ur so stupid fucking hell all u new fans are SO annoying i hate u all fags

why’re you so mad that i like writing about fictional men 💀

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Heyy love your stuff and wanted ask if I could request reader who wears a mask that basically covers their eyes and lower half of their face (like the half helmet red hood wore) and one day they decide to show their face and how they react to seeing it for the first time. Preferably with soap and ghost (separate) but either one is fine to. And it’s up to you if you wanna make it a headcannon or not lol! Thanks a lot and if you don’t wanna write this that’s fine too lol

howdy howdy! i apologize for the delay on this and for straying a tad but i hope it’s up to your standards and i hope you enjoy the read!

link to headcanons!

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soap and ghost — mask on, mask off.

masterlist.

pairing (s) : john “soap” mactavish/gn! reader, simon “ghost “ riley/gn! reader

desc : in which reader finally reveals their face to their partner.

a/n : i’m down bad, can you tell?

john “soap” mactavish :

soap thinks your mask is pretty neat! he’s likely joked around a bit about getting one of his own so the two of you could match

if and when you decide to show him your face, he’s waiting with intrigue. what you look like won’t make him love you any less

i’m just thinking that this a two way street— you could either decide to do it spontaneously or have him sit down with you and close his eyes until your mask is off.

if you did it spontaneously, i feel like he’d do a double take and initially he’s kind of just like “new recruit???” until he’s able to take in to consideration that this oh so mysterious person is wearing the same exact clothes as you and also has the same mannerisms as you. (small world, innit?)

if you want to sit down with him and talk about it beforehand, he’s 100% willing to do whatever you want him to do. want him to look away? done. close his eyes? also done. turn around? he’s already doing it. this is your moment and he wants you to be comfortable.

after the initial moment of awe for both scenarios, his first instinct is to reach and touch you, possibly cup your cheek. (if you’ll let him) he’d just sit there a bit, thumb swiping over the top of your cheek, gentle and comforting. to him, it’s like meeting you for the first time all over again except this time, his heart is beating 10x faster.

at some point his hand would slide down a bit to stroke your jaw. i can just imagine: the two of you are sitting there, staring at one another intently. his hand is resting comfortably against your face, the warmth of his palm providing you with a sense of ease and comfort: the kind that made your entire body feel warm, like wrapping yourself with a weighted blanket. (“how ‘bout that?”)

may or may not ask to try your mask on— he wants to know if he’d look good in it!

if the two of opt to talk about your mask some more afterwards, he’d ask what prompted you to start wearing one and why you chose the design you did (he feels that it suits you, he’s just curious)

simon “ghost” riley :

simon respects your wishes for anonymity; the way he does it and the way you do it are two sides of the same coin.

you’d show him when you were ready and if that time never came, that was alright.

he’d love you all the same, regardless of what you looked like or if you chose to never show your face.

if you’d much rather take a moment and talk about it, he’s fine with that. if you need him to do something for you to be more comfortable, consider it done. this is your moment.

with him in particular, i’m just thinking of him taking your mask off for you— idk why but it’s just, something about it; he’s standing between your legs, staring down at you curiously. with one hand, he’s tilting your head upwards to look at him just a bit. his other is working to remove your mask, which is only just slightly difficult with one hand. it’s an intimate moment.

once it’s off though, the first thing he takes notice of is your eyes and just how striking they are regardless of the color. they’re enrapturing. (partners with intense eyes are partners that stay together)

the hand that’s holding your chin moves up just slightly and his thumb is pressed against your lips, the pad of it swiping over the expanse of your bottom lip in a featherlight touch. his touch is warm against your skin and his eyes are sweeping over all of your features in silent admiration, taking his sweet time to memorize each and every inch of your face for as long as you’ll let him. (“would you look at that.”)

the way he’s looking at you has your entire body flushing; when did his gaze get so intense? (jokes on you! it’s always been that way.) it makes you feel exposed almost, like he can see straight through you regardless of whatever facade you try to put on.

perhaps he’d take the time to take off his balaclava alongside you, in a “if you show me yours i’ll show you mine” type of way.

maybe, just maybe, he’d be willing to trade masks with you afterwards. just for a little bit.

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omg please do some more price fics!

don’t you worry anon, i have some stuff in my drafts that i’m working on! i’ll be sure to feed all of you price lovers to the best of my ability 🪑

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Idk if it's just me but I think ghost needs some they/them pussy

i got this ask a while ago and at the time i had no idea how to respond to it and honestly, i still have no idea how to respond to it LMFAOO

but maybe he does, maybe he does, anon

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hello hello there! first of all you are just 🤌🏻🤌🏻 incredible i love it. second of all would you be willing for fluffy gaz content? this man is got a hold on me and won’t let go.

have a good day/evening/night🫶🏻

i apologize for the late response (i think this is months behind??)! but yes, i’m absolutely willing to write some more fluffy gaz content! if you have any ideas, feel free to send some in because i’ll be opening up my requests tonight!

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hello !! can i request a fic ( or hcs , whichever is easier , idm =] ) with soap and a gn!reader who likes to draw ?

howdy howdy, anon! i apologize that this took so long to get out and i apologize for it being kinda short! i hope you enjoy it all the same, though and feel free to request again when i reopen my inbox!!

link to headcanons!

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John “Soap” MacTavish — Lead and paper.

Masterlist.

Pairing : John “Soap” MacTavish/GN! Reader

Desc : Simply put, Soap with an s/o that likes to draw ^^

A/N : waaa this is a bit short i’m sorry!

John “Soap MacTavish :

He enjoys watching you immerse yourself in whatever you’re drawing and he finds it especially amusing if you’re one of those people that sticks out their tongue when they’re focusing or makes a certain expression when they’re super focused

He also appreciates anything and everything that you draw, regardless of if you think it came out terribly— he’s thinks it’s pretty cool all the same (especially if they’re little drawings of him, or if you don’t draw people, the scenery around you, animals you’ve seen, etc.)

Soap has definitely asked if you could draw him or if you have before (And if you have, he’ll tease you about it just a bit)

^ He might get a lil grin on his face when you show him a finished portrait. Expect one in return at some point

To be honest, I can see him trying to get you to do those little things where one person draws something and then the other adds on to it. You’ll probably end up with something like a dog in a cowboy hat and boots with some balloons

He treasures any finished pieces you give him, whether they’re on post-it notes, notepad paper, a sketchbook, or anything else

If you ever end up filling up your sketchbook/sketchpad/etc., you can expect a new one to suddenly appear on your bed (where and how he gets such things, you don’t know)

On the other hand, he might offer you his own journal if you *really* want to draw something but don’t have space or don’t have the supplies

He’s also not opposed to letting you draw different designs on his arms or hands if you want to try that (I would also say that he’d let you shade in his tattoos with watercolor or makeup but iirc he only has one tattoo :AGONY: )

Alternatively, if you’re into digital art, he finds that pretty gnarly too! He might even ask you to show him how it works sometime since he’s most familiar with sketching in his journal

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YOOOO MY FAV FIC WRITER IS BACK RRRAAAAHHHHHHHHH

RAAAAAA ITS GOOD TO BE BACK!!! <3

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HEY, YOU'RE BACK!! I was going to send an ask about where are you, because i miss you but i always forgot oh my😭

It's been so longgg. How are you doing darling, i hope you are at good condition🫶🏼

HIII, I AM INDEED BACK!! regardless of that though, i’ve missed you guys so so so much too! i’ve especially missed all of the asks, requests, and little ideas you guys came up with!

and i’ve been doing alright, thank you so much for asking! just been itching to get back to writing really lolol