malikpalace

[malikpalace]

i’m actually hollering...

going through my messages, i just realized that i actually talked to a shit ton of ppl here............... 

i legitimately talk to absolutely no one on my other tumblr now omg 

but its weird bc most of yall just wanted me to update my (terrible - really why did yall ever read those) fics, or write a prompt

yall i was also so damn pressed about zayns life i really just did not let him live! and that gori bachi i really just destroyed her sometimes yeeeeeesh i was so dumb lmao i shouldve just realized moc can be colorist yt-ass-kissin trash (this is projection, i admit). so, really, to any females i disrespected (excluding yall racists), im sorry, i was ignorant and dumb, and reeeeeally up 1d’s ass.

idk why i’m even here lol i just wanted to check up again on this account 

maybe say an official goodbye

yall were always so cute and loving tho, so thanks for making my time here so much fun, i really did develop my writing skills thru here and now im actually pretty damn good at it, at least according to my teachers

i started writing bc i had... so many fantasies and ideas and, when i would read, i just wanted to find plots that went along with the stories in my head, and then i realized that i could just create them... i loved having that creativity, and expanding on it. i realize i never finished a damn fic, and thats all on me bc i actually had a life outside that demanded my attention, and i realized that writing something you want to be excellent is fucking HARD, and i respect writers x97842 more because of this whole experience! but it was so much fun to just write about whatever the hell i wanted and have other people actually tell me its not trash. i also proved to myself that i have so many other doors i can open for myself, just through my own creative mind, and that feeling and confidence wouldn’t have come without this damn tumblr. so really, thank you guys for being a part of my journey.

but, i just wanted to clarify - 

i don’t write fanfics anymore bc (1)not in this fandom anymore (2)im old as hell now (not really lmao, but old enough to have a lil bit of a life) and (3)i wrote about love and shit because i wanted it so badly, but now that kind of desire has grown into something else that there’s no more motivation to write like this. i still read from time to time, usually when im bored and feel horribly alone, but i don’t ever see myself returning to finish any of my stories, i’m sorry 

if it helps, in UTM, she would obviously end up with zayn after working out a heeeeeell of a lot of issues. what can i say, i like happy endings where the lead gets to end up with who they love lol 

anyways yall, it was a wild ride. ill never forget you guys, even tho i am damn sure yall forgot about me bc its been legit years, but im always late so, officially....

 goodbye and thank you <3

love, rubina (that was never actually my name, what can i say, im paranoid whoops)

[malikpalace]

hey girly okay so I've been crushing on this mans for like a month now and he's called me beautiful a couple times too n he just put a snap on his story that said "Hit me if someone's tryna make a move" so I wanna like be direct n let him know I'm interesteddd but don't know what to say so I'm coming to you for help lmfao what should I reply !!!

lol girl i got zero game.... i say go for it, maybe you could be funny idk like swipe up and say 🙋🏽 idk omfg lakakwuwgala

[malikpalace]

guys i really need help... how would y'all feel.... if I did commissions for stories at request?

[malikpalace]

i am so incredibly lost with almost ever single message i am reading in this inbox i dont know the context of like... 80% of them

[malikpalace]

Heeeeeeey!!! So I just looked and it will be a year tomorrow since u have updated utm! Can u please please please update sometime soon?!?! Like seriously it is SOOO good!!! PLEASE!!!

lol im never going back to writing that fic but thank you

[malikpalace]

I found UTM on wattpad, idk if it's with or without your permission and to see this work of art being plagiarized, I can't. So thought i'd tell you.

honestly its being plagiarized but i can’t find myself to care anymore i stopped thinking about my fics a while ago 

[malikpalace]

yall i can’t believe i ever hyped this average wh*te boi up and i can’t believe this got so many notes 

THIS GIF IS PURE SIN

AND I’M GOING TO HELL FOR ALL THESE THOUGHTS I’M HAVING RIGHT NOW BY E

[malikpalace]

yall i dont even like zayn anymore 

[malikpalace]

yall i haven’t used this blog in like 5 years im genuinely surprised 2000+ people are still following this unless yall all forgot about my bitch ass or all deactivated like damn people move onto my other better blog i got like no followers on that it the only one i use  

[malikpalace]

Story stealer

http://w.tt/1PFCrJw ^^^hey guys, i haven't been on here for a really long time but i just saw a message telling me THIS wattpad user stole my story so please please please report her! even tho i haven't written in a long time it makes me really angry when other people try to take credit. thank you!! 😁

[malikpalace]

my favorite thing is when white people are like “WHITE PEOPLE ARE SO….” like baby that’s you…

[malikpalace]

Muslim women open up about wearing a Hijab - Watch the full video

[malikpalace]

this blog is weird to look at now if i ever come back permanently permanently it need work 

[malikpalace]

HOW DOES UNDER THE MASK END

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[malikpalace]

can you update under the mask pleaseeeeee

i will try my haaaarrrddesttt to eventually 

[malikpalace]

I found UTM on wattpad, idk if it's with or without your permission and to see this work of art being plagiarized, I can't. So thought i'd tell you.

uggghhhhh who is it

no it is not with my permission

I DONT HAVE A WATTPAD SO IF YOU GUYS SEE USERS WITH MY FICS TELL ME THE NAMES AND REPORT THEM

(also thanks for tellin me anon)

[malikpalace]

I don’t want to be annoying but basically I used to read Under the mask like a year ago then stopped coz I lost it and couldn’t find it and now I have a phone and found it again… my point is I can’t get on to one direction fanfiction.com so could you post in on tumblr

^^^ @ person who submitted this

the link is on my description for all the things i’ve ever written, inclduing UTM (does it not work?? lol if it dont tell me i’ll fix it)