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SO, UM. I SHIFTED.

Now don't get too excited. Law of assumption is law. Fuck law of attraction. Yeah, I said it. That shit is miseries embodiment. Literally relying on some unknown power to just send shit my way and that I will attract it. Smd.

I could use both, why not, but now I'm just doing this simple thing, wich isssss~~~~~

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Assuming. Yeah, no shit.

So, how I shifted? It was unintentional. I was planning to manifest something little. And manifestion generally is shifting, but I always just manifested comprehensible things in this reality, atleast for the manifesters mind. I needed some money, cause I wanted to buy some products and thought that I didn't have any in my wallet. I looked into my wallet in the morning and there were 2€. Now, I may have just forgot that I had money, but was still glad. I was like "Okay, nice.".

Later on I checked my wallet again and there was 2€ almost falling out in the area where I don't put my money. I was like "Wtf? Maybe it was just inside the other pocket. Nice." Then checked that place, where I found the 2 coins so no additional money would fall out, even though I would never put my coins there. I went on with my day.

Furthermore, I check my wallet inside the store and guess fucking what. A 2€ AGAIN in the same place I checked TWICE already. So I went from nothing to 6€. It's not about the amount, it's about how I fucking spawned money outta nowhereeee. Yeah, I obviously shifted, but never something so unrealistic. My past manifestations were physical, or something that would seem like luck, and both are possible by proximity or possibility. Never something so unexplainable and illogical to the mind and guess what I did.

I affirmed ONCE in the morning. "I have enough money to buy my product." And it happened so effortlessly, because I let my subconsciousness do the rest and forgot about it. It's something so simple but affected my mindest GREATLY. So guys, one affirmation. ONE CONFORMATION. And you're good. This was actually a test for me, because my mindset was ass in terms of single affirmation working.

So the only thing you have to do, is to test it on something simple first. Something you believe is quite possible, and something YOU WON'T THINK ABOUT THROUGHOUT THE DAY. Heard me? Something you don't care about, so you don't pressure your subconsciousness. Not because I think obsession is bad, but just to for once let your subconsciousness do it's damn job, my goodness.

Now I'm unstoppable. Meow.

[mambagda]

MY SISTER WAS VISITED BY A MANHWA CHARACTER

Sooo, me and my sissy are very passionate about the void and I have told her about the sleep paralysis after she told me about having had one recently. So, she got into one again unintentionally today and she got choked and got possesed and whatever and then visited by A MANHWA CHARACTER. GRRR.

She was thinking "Go into the corner you piece of shit" and our puppy went to the corner and thought about what he did wrong.

Now I'm jealous. Anyways guys, a SP doesn't have to be scawy. You just can't move, wich is the best part for the void. Anywayyssss she did enter the void very shortly to get out of the SP but yaur.

If you're scawed, just know that a hottie is gonna visit you.

[mambagda]

The art of passion

So I have been thinking about the whole detachment topic. To detach is to manifest with no way for any doubts to step in. And while it is true and definite for success and results. It is very limiting in my perception. To lower your priorities and have forced detachment is excruciating and nobody really thinks against it. All I see is either people encouraging to let go, detach or others who express their difficulties with such, but eventually submitting to the idea, despite the declining nature of theirs to it. Because essentially, what we are achieving with this is a line of promised belief virus that not only leaves you depressed but confused, as to why. I have went through this this week and I am glad to have opened tumblr again, because everytime my belief of deleting this app will ensure less distractions and keep focus I keep getting recurring and human issues that need reassurance and different perspectives. So to think that tumblr essentially IS a distraction, in my perspective, is another issue that was buried under all of this. We will adress this later on. Coming back to the art of detachment and the confusion that follows. My experience consisted of constant doubt. And it felt frustrating to say the least, the belief in the ability to be the void, but at the same time the questions that follow. And they were unstoppable and never to this degree. May I state that believing in detachment as the holy source is just inhuman. To prioritize one thing and another person to tell you, that you are having an obsession, only curable with detaching is horrendous advice. The reversed effect of such has led me to such immense doubts. It is insane. My belief of success being set donw to detachment has tried to kill my passion, wich is too strong. Sorry, not sorry. And I love that passion. My passion is my fuel for everything and I love to love and get excited. I would never trade that for miserable forced detachment and setting that negatively. The void is my top priority due to it's life changing effects, so to state that I should detach is my road to failure. Manifestation is a part of nature but also surpasses that. Do not set yourself beliefs such as detachment and think of it as a way, because humans are not built like that. I surely will not be able to detach so easily from my number one priority and I will stop trying to do so.

Now moving on to the opposite side of things and my figuration of the mental attachment to it all (Do not apply this to drugs guys). Anyways, to have a passion, love and excitement for things is what ensures our satisfaction and happiness. Oh, how would I be happy with no feeling of gratitude due to different perspectives on things. Without the poor I could not see the beauty in bread and without rot, I would not see the beauty in nature. Without suffering I would not see the beauty of peace. Passion is a major thing in humanity and detachment is what kills that. And I hate the fact that thus was borderline penetrated in my belief system, to the point where I questioned my sanity. For your information i did enter the void twice with and without awareness each. My first time, wich was unaware, due to waking up to it from a long sleep and the percieved duration being limited, was also my first try of it all. That belief kept me going. My second time was with awareness as I was fully awake and seated. It was absolutely beautiful and I convinced myself that I only entered 90% because I still heard the womans voice in the medidation and I still felt my body slightly, wich was incredibly numb. Also my surroundings completely vanished to me and I felt the flow through darkness, just sat down numbly. I felt such pure bliss and peaceful emptiness, that I believed I entered and immediately manifested my void list. Now, I did manifest it, it just has to catch up. I am 100% sure that I entered the void to a 100% now, and I only physically can not prove the changes, but I can mentally. I saw a post about the anti-method. You should check it out here. And I realized that I have done just that today (before even reading that post). I have questioned if I already entered the void randomly because of my mental change today. Just felt so fresh, even though i have been rotting for 2 weeks. I am not ashamed. I feel great actually. And I feel mentally sooo detached from this reality. So, I did successfully percieve the void, wich was after 2 weeks after my first attempt and also success. And I assure you, that I was NOT detached. I was so full of doubts and needed so much reassurance, wich did not help but lead to overconsumption. I do believe that I always learn something new and that's what happened everytime I did decide to redownload my sources of knowledge, despite the peace that one gets from their absence, like Tiktok or tumblr in this case. Because I was consuming instead of acting upon that, wich was inspired. So, what I want to say is, this is the last thing you need to consume and I assure you, that you will find yourself on your own. Without tumblr it would have taking me much longer, and they cut that process short. Simplicity is often a blindspot for us, but that is what makes humans grow, to understand that even little things can be unclear. It makes us more aware of things, more mature and more down for knowledge, even if simple.

Back to the detachment controversy. You do not need detachment. Be free, let the doubts swim in your realm, just know that. You have a boat and are a skilled fisher, carefully catching positive thoughts each time you look deeper into yourself. Like one grandma said: The answer is within yourself.

Detachment, with my understanding what people are trying to convey, refers to assuring yourself that you arleady have your desires. That there is no need to look into the mirror or keep checking. And while that is borderline obsession you can turn it into something else. Look into the mirror, and see the little changes. It doesn't matter if it came from your moisturizer or eyeliner. ‘Oh, wait.. my eyes never looked like THAT with eyeliner.’ Search for ANY reason WHY your eyes might have changed. Believe me, the subconsciousness is so gullible. You will keep that thought throughout the day. Now, to leave youe damn eyes alone, go to obsess over something else to elevate that effect even further, of ‘forgetting’. Use your obsession and passion to make things shine more in your perception. Even if the process might seem long, just go about it with passion. Man, how I love passion.

You can obsess, you can think about it repeatedly, you can feel hopeless and doubtful, but just know that your perception of things is what matters. And most issues one has are with the 3D, but if you persist in that passion, to achieve what you desire so much, you will mentally feel elevated. Even if you fail, or believe you did, you are elevating towards another lesson of yourself. Don't blame yourself after failure. Sit down with yourself and calmly ask yourself “What made me react that way?” Ask yourself that deep within. Analyze your feelings and actions and even if you don't get to a conclusion. Literally considering yourself gives you a sense of belonging to yourself. Now addressing the tumblr or any other plattform as distraction topic. There is no need to feel that way. I felt that way and I am glad that looked for knowledge again, just be aware to keep a balance and to avoid procrastination to actually act towards to your desired achievements. Don't be afraid to fail, but just be aware that if you do, that your consciousness ha not. I may have not manifested my dream reality physically but it feels like I'm there already. My exams are least of my worries, because that is my reality in another.

And I say it again. Procrastination is a response of fear to an action. My fear was to doubt, to fail, to take long, but now I just let it flow. If I'm being honest with you? Doubt fail, let it decline. It's okay. It's alright. When you accept your doubt and failure as a part of this journey you will feel so free, so content. Now you're not harshly judging yourself, you're at not at gunpoint and it feels GREAT. An explanation for why this works, is that the void is everything and nothing at the same time. So technically. You could be, feel and percieve everything and nothing at the same time. Wich results in..

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Doubt=Confidence

Fear=Fearless

Success=Failure

So if you experience all that, then it's completely alright, because by defintion, you are the void.

UPDATE MINS LATER

So, now that I have practiced this right after, yes, the effect is that instant, I now feel free, content, safe, confident, assured, why? Because now the real, HEALTHY detachment comes in play. Now I just thought to myself. ‘I will enter the void before school.’ Then immediately after. I doubted myself. ‘What if a don't? I should really do the homework just incase.’ And then.. what did I do? I let it flow in my mind, just like my belief wich neutralizes them. It turns neutral and because I am so indifferent to the doubt, it can't hurt me. It is literally freeing me. Doubt is human and essential for us. It keeps us safe, makes us keep precautions and there is no issue in that. But the point is, now that I let both sit there, I literally feel content. I expressed both emotions freely and now you have mothing to worry about. I am not fighting the doubt anymore and it's not fighting me back.

Now, I feel actual detachment, healthy one at that, because it is about letting things go, by accepting, forgiving and understanding them and their existence. I feel so fucking good. I'm such a fucking genius.

Oh forgot to update, but I entered the void right after that. Went to sleep just affirming, letting positive AND negative thoughts flow, yk doubts, and fell asleep. Randomly woke up in the middle of the night and was half asleep and half awake with weird ass beliefs that you have from dreams after waking up. Then my subconsciousness pulled out my most frequent affirmation "I am in the void." And my body went numb instantly and my mind empty. Ach, what a great feeling. My dumbass kept saying that same affirmation for the void tho, so didn't actually manifest anything. Miao.

Whew, that was a lil rant that I NEEDED.

Miao.

[mambagda]

I did post about the help void masters could offer, manifesting for us. Bitch, Idfc anymore.

Can someone just bully me into the void. Say whatever you want. Like no, don't tell me that I can do it. Literally beat and spit me INTO THE FUCKING VOID. Thank you. 🎀

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Suggestion:

Can't someone induce pure consciousness, and manifest that all of their viewers manage it too?