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the hottest thing a man can have is a vaguely haunted look in his eyes like he had to confront an eldritch being a few years ago and the horror has mostly worn off but still sometimes sneaks up on him in quiet moments. the second hottest thing a man can have is a hoop earring.
no no. I trust that this will find its target audience
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i write for myself not for comments but dear god getting comments does so remind me of the joy of writing and sharing something
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Writers when it's time to write the story no one forced them to come up with in the first place đ
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yknow theres a lot of pressure to be successful, particularly on artsy kids whose professions are seen as useless unless theyre famous, but life is fucking hard and sometimes things dont turn out
but i think thats not bad. my dad has wanted to be a musician forever, and hes rly pretty good. but then he joined the military to get away from an abusive family, and then he got married, and then he got divorced, and a lot of horrible shit HAPPENED. he has ptsd and severe anxiety and he could never really get back on the horse. and he never made it as a musician, and now hes 53
but i grew up in a house full of instruments, and he can play all of them, and some of my earliest memories are of him playing guitar on the front porch and me thinking there wasnt a better musician in the world. so. even if you dont get to the stars, exactly, what you do isnt worthless. its not a waste of time if life is difficult and you cant make it, or if you arent famous, or if your work doesnât influence thousands of people. it will influence someone
there are a million ways to be happy and a million ways to be a successful artist. we create what we do to enhance the human experience and relate to each other and improve ourselves. theres something to be said for just doing that,,,for the sake of doing it, yknow
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Safe - Anna Calleja , 2020.
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on the 11th day of christmas my mutual gave to me softcore middle aged man pornography
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writers writing: pacing must be an intentional element of mood and style; grammar and punctuation has to be on point; wording needs to be perfect.!!
writers texting: im.,, silly. i put the punctuation whereever my heart desires........ must not sound upright or passive aggressive.,,,,
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me 250 words into a chapter: Gosh, how am I gonna make this at least 2500 words?
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erika's 3k celebration đ€ IZZY HANDS for @jazz-penguin (insp.)
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The Best Revenge is Living Well- Chapter 34
Izzy huffed, giving Mo a disappointed look when they firmly pushed him down onto the mattress, breaking their kiss.
âWhat?â he asked gruffly, his eyes sweeping over their face. His eyebrows were pinched with concern, his makeup creasing, clearly worried that something was wrong.
Mo chuckled. âNothing,â they placated, smiling down at him. âJust think you should clean up a bit before we go any further.â They held his chin between their thumb and forefinger, smiling softly at the quickening of his breathing as they examined the smudges of his lipstick. The moon had dipped low over the waves of the sea before theyâd whispered in their loverâs ear that it was time to retire for the evening. Izzy had been happy to follow them as they held his hand, still humming the tune of his song with a smile on his face as they led him down into the ship towards their cabin, swinging their intertwined hands happily.
âAs gorgeous as you look,â Mo continued, âand believe me, youâre quite the stunner-â Izzy ducked his head, trying his best to hide the faint pink that rose to his cheeks â-Iâd like to see your naturally lovely face. Is that alright?â
Izzy smiled. It started small, barely a tug at the corner of his lips, before widening into his familiar toothy grin. He nodded, still grinning. ââCourse itâs alright,â he said, chuckling fondly up at them. He glanced around the small room, his gaze searching for something. âShould have a rag around here somewhere. Donât think we used the last clean one yet.â
Mo tsked, shaking their head scoldingly. âNo way,â they said firmly. âIâm not letting you use a dirty old rag to clean your face, Israel. Certainly not after your performance tonight.â Izzy groaned, rolling his eyes dramatically. âNever gonna let me live that down are you?â he drawled, his hands smoothing over their exposed thighs as they perched over him. The coupleâs clothes had been quickly discarded as they made their way into their cabin. Theyâd taken the time to undress properly this time, folding their clothes and tucking them away for use the next day, save for Izzyâs brooch and the single rose it held, which were placed carefully on the desk next to their small bed, nestled in the floral bed of Moâs crown woven of flowers.
Mo grinned, leaned down onto their forearm on their shared pillow, hovering only inches above him. âNever,â they promised, stealing a quick kiss before pushing themselves back up. They started to clamber off of their lover, but found themselves stopped when Izzy grabbed their hand, sitting up in bed to catch them in another kiss.
He gave them a cocky grin when they pulled apart, clearly very pleased with himself for flustering them so easily.
âYouâre real trouble, you know that?â Mo teased, laughing even as they said it. Izzy laughed, and they doubled down. âNot only are you delaying what I think we would agree is the real fun of the night, but youâre making a mess in the process.â They gestured to their face, which was smeared with their partnerâs white makeup and peppered with his vibrant lipstick.
Izzy only grinned more, smugly examining his work. âWhat if,â he said quietly, combing his hand through the hair at the base of their neck, âI like you like this?â Mo blushed, and he chuckled, pulling them closer and ducking his head to rest against their shoulder. He craned his neck, looking up at them with his soft dark eyes, twinkling mischievously as he smirked. âMaybe I want everyone to see you like this,â he continued, his voice gentle and soft. âLet them all know what weâve been doing.â He lifted his head enough to kiss their neck, mumbling his words against their sensitive skin. âLet them see that youâre mine. That weâre each otherâs.â
Mo cleared their throat, suddenly finding it hard to think. âThink they already know that,â they said after a moment, their voice wavering ever so slightly, distracted by the thrilling feel of his hot breath against their skin. They combed their fingers through Izzyâs hair, dragging their nails gently down his scalp. He leaned into it with a content hum, his eyes closed as he rested against them. âEveryone on this ship knows Iâm yours, Iz. And they know youâre mine. And they certainly know exactly what weâve been up to every time weâve disappeared during the day.â
Izzy laughed, his face splitting into a wide grin. âFair enough,â he conceded with a smirk, still chuckling. He gave them one last kiss on their forehead, his hand squeezing their thigh before he fell back onto the bed with a huff.
âGo on then,â he said, waving for them to carry on their way. âIf you have to leave me, you better be quick, before I drag you back to bed.â Mo laughed, taking his hand in their own and pressing a kiss to his knuckles before clambering to their feet. They didnât bother to put on their full outfit, choosing instead to slip on Izzyâs disregarded shirt, wrapping it around themselves before perching on the edge of the bed to pull on their boots.
Izzyâs eyes widened as he took in their outfit of choice, a smirk working its way onto his face as his cheeks darkened with blush. âThatâs what youâre wearing?â he asked, his voice coming out thick and unsteady.
Mo grinned mischievously, glancing at their partner over their shoulder. âWhy not?â they asked innocently. âEspecially since you donât mind the others knowing what weâre up to. Canât think of a better way to get the point across without having an audience in here.â Izzy breathed out a small huff of a laugh, his eyes still wide as he watched them tuck their laces into their boots, wasting no time with tying them for such a short trip.
âYouâre fucking wild,â he murmured, his dark brown eyes soft with fondness.
Mo grinned as they stood. âLike youâre not,â they retorted, giving his white powdered cheek a kiss before crossing the room. They paused as they reached the door, buttoning up Izzyâs shirt as they hovered. âIâll be back in a flash,â they promised, flashing their partner a wink before pushing the door open.
Mo didnât know whether to considered themselves lucky or to be disappointed as they made their way through the ship to the galley. All of the crew was in bed, it seemed, even if they werenât sleeping. They could hear the faint shuffling of their friends as they moved about in different rooms below deck, but hadnât crossed paths with anyone by the time they arrived at their destination. As obnoxious as the teasing they faced from their friends could be on occasion, Mo couldnât ignore the thrill they felt at the idea of someone seeing them in Izzyâs shirt, hanging loose around their smaller frame in nothing else but their heavy boots. As enticing as it was to belong so publicly to their love, it made their heart beat even faster that Izzy wanted to be so public with their love. It wasnât all too long ago that holding his hand in front of others would turn him a dark shade of pink, and now he was comfortable enough to let them wear his clothes, even before their crew, with no fear of judgment or backlash.
Mo had to push aside their thoughts as they entered the galley, finding their internal debate put to rest when they came face to face with two of their friends.
Lucius sat, perched on the counter, with Pete standing between his legs, his hands resting on his partnerâs thighs. Neither man reacted as the door swung open, only moving from their comfortable position when Pete glanced over, his mouth already open to greet the newcomer. His brow furrowed, and his jaw dropped when he saw Mo standing in the doorway, seeming to struggle to understand what he was seeing.
Mo imagined they made quite a sight, Izzyâs oversized shirt wrapped around them, falling down to their thighs as they stood in nothing else but their smalls and boots, their face covered in their loverâs makeup. On any other ship, with any other group of people, they might have felt embarrassed. Thankfully, they werenât on any other ship.
Lucius let out a slow whistle as he took the sight in, his eyes wide and his brows raised as he looked them over. Black Pete struggled to find words, settling after a moment on a choked âWow.â
Mo only smirked. âYeah, go ahead and take it in,â they joked, chuckling to themselves even as their cheeks stung with the rush of blood surely staining them a light pink. âCâmon boys, I know you have jokes. Out with it.â They grinned. âIf you couldnât tell by my outfit, this is supposed to be a quick trip. Just here for some water and rags, then back to the cabin. Gotta get Izzy cleaned of all that glitter before we can go to bed.â Lucius smirked, his eyes narrowed coyly. ââGo to bed,ââ he repeated, his voice smug and knowing. âYeah. Surely just for sleeping.â They grinned, nodding their head as they stepped around their amused friend and his fiancĂ©, moving to collect their supplies. âMhm. What else could I possibly mean?â they asked, their voice uplifted teasingly as they glanced over their shoulder at the man. Pete laughed, moving to lean back against the counter, his head resting on his partnerâs shoulder. Lucius wrapped his arm around him, his hand rubbing up and down his arm absentmindedly.
The sight warmed Moâs heart. How lucky they all were, to find each other in such a vast world. And luckier still to have such a large, albeit chaotic, family who would always be there to protect each other. Not everyone was so lucky, they knew. Even their own family, their first, blood-related family, hadnât done as much to support them and encourage them to follow their dreams. It took a rich loon and the ragtag bunch he found along his way for them to finally feel comfortable as themselves, knowing theyâd found their place in the world.
Mo went about their business, ladling water out of a large barrel to fill a large bowl.
âYou know,â Lucius said from behind them, âIâm almost surprised we beat you and your man. With our matelotage and everything.â Mo hummed, not taking their eyes off their work, careful not to spill a drop of the life-preserving liquid so rare at sea. âAnd whyâs that?â they asked.
Lucius breathed out a puff of air, almost a laugh. âMaybe because you two are practically married already,â he explained, as if the answer were obvious. âMaybe because I havenât seen the two of you apart since we found the damn ship.â Mo hummed. âWell, youâre not always around,â they said levelly, setting their bowl on the counter as they moved to track down a clean towel. âIf I remember correctly, you two missed just shy of a full day. Whoâs to say that Izzy and I werenât across the ship from each other that whole time? Maybe we had a big argument, and you guys just couldnât hear us screaming at each other over all of your ownâŠdistracting sounds?â Pete laughed. âYeah, I wouldnât believe that,â he said plainly, grinning broadly. âI mean come on!â he continued, gesturing with the hand that wasnât busy holding onto Luciusâ. âYou two never argue! Itâs almost weird.â
Lucius grunted, his eyes narrowing as he frowned. âDonât know about that , babe,â he said quietly, resting his head against his partnerâs. Pete frowned. âThat whole âwhenâs he going to talk to meâ thing could be considered a fight,â he pointed out gently.
Mo scoffed. âYou do know I can hear you, right?â they asked dryly, pushing themselves up to stand, a clean rag in hand. They turned to face their friends, scolding them good naturedly. âJust because my back is turned to you doesnât make my ears suddenly stop working.â
Pete ducked his head, smiling bashfully, but his fiancé seemed undeterred.
âIâm just saying,â Lucius said defensively, his hands held up as he shrugged. âYou might be each otherâs other half, or whatever it is you tied down people think,â he waved his dismissively, rolling his eyes in a way that made his friend smirk. âDoesnât mean everythingâs perfect all the time, with rainbows and hearts.â
Moâs smirk remained. They shrugged halfheartedly, their shoulders limp as they moved. Luciusâ eyes narrowed at the gesture.
âMaybe not,â they agreed, their tone level as they crossed their arms over their chest. The fabric of Izzyâs shirt ruffled across their otherwise bare chest, the familiar worn-down fibers almost as comforting as the faint scent of their partner that still clung to the garment. âWeâve had our bits of rocky waters, and weâll probably have loads more. But weâll be fine, so long as we stick together.â Pete smiled, turning to his fiancĂ© with a goofy grin on his face.
âJust like us, babe,â he proclaimed, giving Lucius a kiss on his cheek.
Lucius smiled, turning and giving Pete a quick kiss before wrapping his arms around him, pulling him closer to rest against him.
âReally though,â Lucius said softly, tiling his head as he looked at Mo, all indication of joking gone from his face. âDo you see the two of you tying the knot someday?â
Mo looked down at the deck, chewing on their lip as they thought of what to say. âIâd like that,â they said after a moment, their voice quiet and sincere. âI love Izzy. I donât feel like I need that from him, butâŠyeah. Yeah, Iâd like to have that with him, that security that heâd be okay, even if something happened to me.â
Pete snorted. âDoesnât he already have more wealth than you?â he asked, his head tipped questioningly. Lucius smacked his shoulder lightly, giving him a warning look. âWhat?â he continued, his eyes moving rapidly between his fiancĂ© and Mo. âIâm really asking! Itâs not like Iâm calling him old or anything! He justâŠhad more timeâŠto save and stuff.â Mo chuckled, one arm crossed over their chest and the other rubbing at their eye with their palm as they leaned back against the counter. âThatâs fair,â they admitted. âIz doesnât need me, or my financial support. Doesnât mean I donât want to offer it though.â They paused, kicking their boot idly as they thought, scuffing the beaten up leather across the rough wood of the flooring.
âIâd just feel better,â they said, âknowing that he wouldnât be on his own if something bad happened. Not that heâs on his own anymore,â they added, giving their friends an appreciative smile. Pete smiled, and Lucius nodded seriously. âHe has you band of misfits to look out for him. To tease him, too,â they added, pushing themselves off the counters and picking up their gathered supplies.
âSpeaking of which,â Mo said, carefully balancing their bowl of water as they crossed the room, âI better get back to him. His patience might have grown, but heâd still rather have me get back to him than stand here and gossip with you two lovebirds all night.â Lucius smirked. âOh, I bet heâs waiting with bated breath,â he said knowingly. He flashed them a wink, pulling Pete closer as their friend pushed their way through the galley door.
Mo grinned. âGoodnight, you two. And congratulations. I wish you both the best, and Izzy does too, even if he hasnât said it yet.â
Pete and Lucius exchanged a soft smile, leaning closer to each other before Pete turned back to Mo, waving at them to be on their way.
âGo on,â he insisted. âGo take care of Izzy. Donât want him giving us extra chores or anything, some way to punish us for keeping you.â They grinned, nodding as they pushed through the door.
Izzy greeted them with a smile as they opened the door to their shared cabin, moving slowly, careful not to slosh the water out of their bowl. He sat up in bed, his detached leg leaning against the foot of their bed, the soft blanket theyâd brought with them when they moved in with him draped across his lap.
âSorry,â Mo apologized, frowning slightly as they began to set their supplies on the desk that doubled as their nightstand. âRan into the fiancĂ©s in the galley, had to give them our best wishes before I could get everything.â Izzy hummed, wrapping his arms around their waist as they turned to face him. He pulled them closer, looking up at them with a mischievous glint in his eye.
âThey have any thoughts on your outfit?â he asked, his voice low and gravely. It sent shivers down their spine, brushing his hair out of his face as it fell loose from his carefully crafted hairstyle. âIâd be disappointed if they didnât,â he added, his dark eyes, still accented with mascara, wandering as he took in the sight of them.
Mo smiled softly. ââCourse they had thoughts on it,â they responded, their heart thumping loudly at the smug smile he gave them. His hands strayed lower, toying with the hem of his billowy shirt where it rested on their thighs, his eyes twinkling playfully as he looked up at them. His lips were still tinged with red from his faded lipstick, and they couldnât help but wonder how many more kisses it would take to wipe it off completely.
âAbout how lucky I am?â He said it sincerely, his voice quiet as he looked up at them, his dark brown eyes soft and calm.
They chuckled, leaning down to kiss him.
âAlright, you charmer,â they teased when they pulled back, gently holding his chin. âLetâs get this makeup off you so I can see your handsome face.â Izzy hummed, letting his grip on them loosen enough for them to turn, wetting their towel and kicking off their boots before turning back to him. They held Izzyâs chin in between their thumb and index finger, gently tipping his head back to direct him as they began to gently wipe away the powder coloring his face, starting on his cheeks.
âIâm very proud of you. You know that, right?â They watched as Izzyâs eyes flitted away, looking down at the floor as well as he could while they held his face still, cleaning him as gently as possible. He cleared his throat, a small smile flickering across his face.
âI know,â he said. His voice was quiet, low and sincere in a way that made Mo smile.
âGood.â The small tattoo under his eye came into view, reappearing from Wee Johnâs clever concealment. âYou should be proud of yourself too,â they continued, their thumb brushing through the bristly hair of his beard, gently tipping his head to the side to better access his jaw. âIt takes guts to do something like that, especially in front of people. Even if we arenât the scariest bunch of pirates, it can still be scary to take a leap like that. So,â they said, tipping Izzyâs head back so he would meet their gaze, âI want you to know how brave you are. And that Iâm even prouder to be with you today than I was yesterday.â
Izzy stayed silent, his soft eyes following them unwaveringly as they wiped away his makeup. They caught a glimpse of insecurity in his eyes, a flicker of doubt, well trained into the man after years of being disregarded and made to be strong.
âIs thatâŠsomething youâve wanted for a while?â Mo asked. They spoke softly, not wanting to frighten off their partnerâs newfound vulnerability.
Izzy frowned, seeming to think it over as they worked. Finally, as they neared the end of their task, gently wiping away the shimmering golden powder that covered his eyelids, he spoke.
âIt wasnât ever an option.â He said it quietly, in a matter-of-fact tone that broke Moâs heart. They frowned, wiping away the last traces of his glamorous look before setting their rag aside. They sat next to their partner, their thigh grazing his at the close proximity.
âWhat do you mean?â they asked, barely more than a whisper. âLike, as a pirate?â Izzy chewed on his lip, an ironic smile on his lips. âYeah, but alsoâŠno.â Mo watched him, waiting for him to elaborate. When he didnât, they gently nudged his knee. He met their eye, and a world-weary weight seemed to hang over him, darkening his eyes and cutting the worried lines worn across his freshly cleaned face even deeper.
âAs a pirate,â he explained slowly, nodding as if conceding, âbut alsoâŠjust as a man, I suppose.â He sighed softly, leaning forward and rubbing at his eyes with the palms of his hands. âIn my day, you could get yourself killed looking like that. Let alone put on a whole fuckinâ show about it.â He grimaced, his eyes narrowing to small, angry slits as he spoke. âMy own fuckinâ father would have swung at me for that. Not that he ever seemed to need much reason to do that anyway.â
Moâs jaw tensed. Izzy had been beaten? Theyâd known his life at land had never been easy, but they had always thought, hoped maybe, that he had had at least a few good years with his family before he left for sea.Â
What more did they not know about him? How much tragedy had followed Israel Hands around, crushing his hopes time and time again? It was no wonder he had become so jaded over the years. Cynicism had been the only thing protecting him from even more heartache.Â
A fresh wave of sympathy washed over Mo as they looked over the man they loved, hunched over his lap, his breathing quickened as he scowled down at the deck. He didnât deserve that. They didnât know how to help him, but they reached out, placing a soothing hand on his bare shoulder and massaging his tense muscles.
âOh please,â they said, gentler than their usual good-natured joking tone. â Today is your day, my love, as much as it is anyone elseâs.â Izzy grumbled, and they nudged his shoulder with their own. âYou might not be twenty-something anymore,â they continued, âbut youâre still young, and youâre still here. Youâre not some relic, collecting dust on a shelf. Think last night alone proves that.â Izzy huffed out a short breath of air, almost a laugh as he glanced towards them, a small exasperated smile tugging at his lips. Mo took it as a sign of encouragement.
âYouâre doing well, Iz,â they continued, speaking earnestly. âYouâre growing, and healing, and generally kicking ass, and Iâm so proud of you, my love. So please, donât act like youâre some decrepit old man, just watching his life pass by. You can do what you want, and if anyone makes you feel like you canât, we can take care of them, together. Alright?â
Izzy rolled his eyes, but took their hand in his own, resting their entwined fingers on his leg. He squeezed their hand lightly as he spoke.
âDidnât mean it like that,â he insisted, his quiet voice low. âJust meant back when I was on land, with my father and siblings.â A small smirk slowly worked its way onto his face and he squeezed his partnerâs hand again. âThat was decades ago,â he explained, his familiar dry humor working its way into his drawl. âWhich some might consider to be a pretty fuckinâ long time.â Mo tsked, shaking their head even as he smirked. âThose people are dumb then,â they said confidently. âEveryone knows itâs about how you spend the time, not the length itself.â Izzy scoffed, his head dropping forward as he huffed. âWe havenât known each other for an extraordinarily long time,â they continued, smiling at the reaction they got. âAnd yet I feel like my life only began when I met you.â Izzy eyes sparkled, as he lifted his head back up, a lazy smile on his face, crinkling the corners of his soft dark eyes.
âWe might have years and years together,â they continued, their voice growing softer, their thumb stroking their loverâs cheek without thought, âbut no matter how long we have, it still wonât be enough. Someday, the time will end, and itâll have felt like only a moment, even though youâre my whole life.â
Izzyâs brow furrowed, his lips tugged down in a concerned frown. He brushed a lock of hair out of his partnerâs face, his fingertips lingering against the soft skin of their cheek.
âDonât think about that,â he urged gently, his voice hushed. He pulled them ever so closer, leaning forward and resting his head against their temple. âIâm not going anywhere. And youâre not going anywhere either, not while I have breath left in me.â Mo held onto his shoulders, his firm warm muscles a familiar feeling under their hands as he dipped his head, delicately kissing their cheek.
âWeâll be alright, darling,â he whispered. The warmth of his breath tickled their skin, his delicate tone, so gentle and doting, making their heart ache.
Israel Hands was a great pirate, the strongest man theyâd ever met, but even he would fall prey to the traps of time. So would they, Mo knew. No matter what choices the pair made, their time together would come to an end at some point. It hurt Mo to think about, their eyes stinging and their chest aching at the idea of being away from him, of never seeing him again, even if their time hadnât yet come. It was almost too much to bear, even as he held them in his arms, gently shushing them as he smoothed back their hair soothingly, peppering their forehead with sweet kisses.
Mo swallowed hard, doing their best to suppress the lump they found wedged in their throat. âYouâre right,â they said thickly, cursing themselves for falling apart so easily. Izzy was safe. He was with them, where they could protect him. âJustâŠdonât do anything stupid, okay?â They expected Izzy to laugh at them, to remind them that they were the one with the habit of doing stupid things in the heat of the moment.
But seeing them like that, eyes teary and lips trembling, the old pirate couldnât find the heart.
âI wonât do anything stupid,â he vowed, pressing his forehead against theirs. He held their gaze, never faltering even as their tears fell, cupping their cheek like they were made of glass, like they would shatter if he made the wrong move. Even if they were so fragile, they trusted him above anyone to care for them, to protect them the way he protected their vulnerable heart. âThe crew is getting better with their skills,â he continued softly, wiping away the stray droplets of saltwater with his thumb. âWonât have to step in as much when we fight anymore. Iâll let them handle things more on their own.â He gave them a small smile as they sniffled. âLeaves me more time for you anyway.â
Mo laughed weakly, wiping away the tears that had collected in their eyes.
âOh, shut up.â
Izzy barked out a laugh, still cupping their cheek gently. âAh, there you are,â he teased, his voice soft and quiet. âMissed you, love. Donât you worry about me,â he said gently. âNot going anywhere.â
Mo sniffled. ââCourse Iâm gonna worry about you,â they muttered, holding Izzyâs hand where it pressed against their cheek and leaning into his touch, letting the warmth of his calloused fingers soothe them. âYouâre gonna be my fucking husband, Israel. Iâll always be worried about you.â
Izzy gave them a small smile, pressing a sweet kiss to their lips before speaking.
âI am going to be your husband,â he said calmly, his voice level. âAnd Iâd like to stay that way. Not going to make you a widow so young.â He frowned, his brow furrowing as he thought. âWidower? Widow?â His eyes moved between Moâs, searching for a clue. âWhich do you prefer?â Mo frowned, still feeling glum despite their loverâs attempts to comfort them. âIâd prefer neither,â they said honestly. âIâd prefer you just stay alive, not make me choose a word at all.â Izzy snorted, rolling his eyes. âAlright, smartass, have it your way,â he said sarcastically, wrapping an arm around their shoulder and pulling them closer to press against his chest. He kissed the top of their head, hugging them securely with a faint smile when they snaked their arms around his waist, drawing him even closer. âYou wonât have to choose one, you have my word.â
Mo hummed, their cheek pressed against his warm chest.
âFuckinâ better not,â they murmured. âI love you, Israel. And you know Iâll kick your ass if you break your promise.â Izzy chuckled, the sudden movement of his chest shaking his partner as he peered down at them.
âI know, love,â he promised. âI know. And I know better than to cross you.â
Moâs fear began to fade away, each of their fiancĂ©âs steady breaths bringing them back to the present, where he was safe and sound. Even as their anxieties subsided, they couldnât shake their sorrow at how scared their love had been to share a part of himself with their crew, or the dark things he had shared from his past.
âIâm sorry you never felt safe.â Izzy hummed faintly, his hand smoothing up and down their back, gently smoothing over the fabric of his worn black shirt that they still wore.
âYou deserved so much better,â Mo continued quietly. âYou deserved to be safe and happy, with a loving family who supported you.â They scowled. â Definitely deserved more than your shithead father.â
Izzy grunted his agreement. âWasnât all bad,â he said after a moment.
Mo lifted their head from his shoulder, meeting his eye as he continued.
âHad my sister, Camille. And Joseph, my brother, while he was around.â
Mo frowned. âWhat happened to him?â they asked quietly. They hoped they werenât overstepping, not wanting to dredge up any unwanted memories. Theyâd put enough of a damper on the evening.
Izzy chuckled, his tone bitter. âFuck if I know,â he said honestly. âHavenât seen him since I was 11 years old.â He frowned, his dark eyes narrowed as he shook his head. âHe left after our mother died. Couldnât take being stuck with our father, with his drinking and swearing and hitting. Left one night after spouting something about making something of himself.â He sighed wearily. âJoseph always did have dreams of grandeur. Bit like Bonnet,â he admitted, meeting his fiancĂ©âs gaze as they raised their eyebrows in surprise. âWanted to live a lavish life,â he explained, his voice tinged with annoyance, âdreamed of going out on his own, making a fortune and living like a king. Wonder how all that that worked out for him.â
âAnd Camille?â Mo asked hesitantly, their fingers swirling through the hair on Izzyâs chest. âWhereâs she?â
Izzy cleared his throat, gently guiding his partner off of him as he spoke. âBack in our hometown,â he answered. âNever left, not after everything that happened there. Now,â he said, giving them a stern look as they sat up fully beside them, âhand me that rag. Need to get you cleaned up too. Your pretty face is all fucked up with that powdery shit right now.â Mo laughed abruptly, his wording taking them by surprise. âFucked up?â they repeated incredulously. âAnd here I was thinking you said something about liking how I looked with your makeup on me,â they teased, leaning closer to kiss the corner of his mouth. âSomething about making it easy for everyone else to see how fully I belonged to you,â they mumbled against his stubbly cheek, feeling the soft graze of his facial hair against their lips.
Izzy chuckled, grinning as he held their shoulders, gently guiding them away enough to look them in the eye.
âI did,â he confirmed easily, his warm eyes twinkling fondly. â But , the crew isnât here, are they? Itâs just us, love.â His thumb glided over the soft skin of their cheek, leaving a warm trail in its path. âAnd I know youâre mine, more than anyone out there ever will.â Mo felt their cheeks warm as they blushed, and Izzyâs smile widened.
âNow,â he said, âplease hand me that rag. Want to see that blush fully, without all this gunk in the way.â They smiled bashfully, but did as they were asked, retrieving the damp bit of cloth and handing it to Izzy before sitting beside him, crossing their legs as he adjusted to face them more fully.
He held their face in one broad hand as he dabbed at their face with the rag in his other, carefully removing all traces of the makeup that stained their skin. It didnât take as long as it had taken Mo to clean him, even with his slow, lingering movements, his soft brown eyes examining every small curve of their face, every divot and blemish. He paused as he wiped away the last bit of white powder, his thumb idly stroking their cheek as he looked at them. Mo smiled softly, holding the hand pressed against their cheek and leaning into it. They could feel the smooth metal of the ring they gave him, fitting to perfectly on his finger.
âDo I look less ridiculous now?â they asked softly, grinning when Izzy huffed a small laugh.
âLittle bit,â he responded, just as quietly. âYouâll always look a bit silly.â Mo gasped, giving him an exaggerated look of offense, though they made no effort to remove their face from his hands.
âNot âcause of your face,â he continued, chuckling softly at their reaction. âBut someone as small as you, goofinâ off with Frenchie or Lucius or any one of the other hooligans aboard,â Mo snorted, âwell, you donât exactly cut an intimidating frame, do you?â
 Mo smirked, looking up at their partner through narrowed eyes. âYouâve never been on my bad side, Israel,â they pointed out. âI might not be as big as Wee John or Frenchie, but I think youâve more than proven that you donât need to be tall or burly to be deadly.â
Izzy grinned, his dark eyes twinkling as he cupped their cheek, drawing them nearer.
âYou trying to flatter-â he began to ask, cut off as they leaned forward to capture him in a kiss. He didnât seem to mind, his hand dipping into their hair to draw them closer, his words lost as he hummed contently.
 The pair drew apart after a moment, each pausing to regard the other in a peaceful quiet, broken only by the sounds of the gentle waves and the creak of the ship as it sailed through the night. After a few seconds, Izzy turned, tossing the damp rag in his hand unceremoniously into the bowl of water sitting on their desk. Mo laughed as water splashed out of the vessel, ducking their head against Izzyâs shoulder to avoid the droplets of water sloshing towards them.Â
Izzy seemed unbothered by the contact, settling to lay back against their scraggly pillow before wrapping his arms around their waist, gently guiding them to join him. Mo was happy to obligue, wiggling until they were adjusted to a comfortable position beside their lover on the narrow bed. They rested their head on his shoulder, wrapping their arms around his muscular midsection with a happy sigh as he pressed a kiss to their forehead.
âYou deserve all the praise, my love,â they said quietly. âMore than I could ever give you.â They propped their chin up on his chest to meet his gaze. âNot that Iâm not willing to try,â they added cheekily, giving their fiancĂ© a sweet smile.
Izzy smiled. âI know, darling,â he said, his voice soft with affection. âYouâve been pretty clear on that.â
Moâs fingers trailed along Izzyâs chest, tracing the curves of his hard muscles under the thin layer of cushioning coating his body.
âIs it okay if I ask what she was like?â they asked softly, almost absentmindedly as they toyed with his chest hair. âYour sister, I mean. If you donât mind talking about her.â
Izzy frowned, his thumb trailing to a stop where it had been tracing across their upper arm, still bundled by his billowy black shirt. âWhy do you wanna know?â They shrugged. âJust curious. Kind of want to know something about her, if thatâs alright.â They frowned, sighing softly. âGuess Iâd like to know my sister-in-law, even if she never knows me.â Izzy hummed, adjusting to lay down more before pulling them closer. He tucked a lock of hair behind their ear as they came face to face, looking at each other across the small distance of their shared pillow.
âSheâd like you,â he said, his low voice coming out gravely and soft. A slow smile worked its way across his face, softening his expression and warming his eyes. ââCourse she would. Hard not to love you.â Mo chuckled, grinning as they ducked their head, inching closer to rest against him. His warmth was a comforting presence, his breath tickling their scalp as it tousled their hair.
âSheâs younger than me,â Izzy continued, his hand running up and down their arm. âThree years younger. Always been stubborn, fighting left and right if she thought something was wrong. Been that way since the day she was born, always giving Joseph and me hell, chasing after us and telling us everything we were doing wrong.â Mo grinned. âSo thatâs just a Hands family trait then?â they asked.
Izzy chuckled. âMaybe,â he admitted, smiling to himself. âTakes her time trusting people too, which I suppose youâd say we might have in common.â Mo nodded, grinning up at their partner, trying and failing to stifle a laugh.
âOh, absolutely,â they said without hesitation. âTook months of knowing you before I could be sure you wouldnât just stab me.â Izzy huffed. âNothing wrong with being cautious,â he said defensively.
Mo smiled fondly. âI know, love,â they soothed, the warm pool of affection they felt for him spreading through their chest. âItâs not a judgment. And hey, you definitely came around to me eventually.â Izzy smirked. âJust took your sweet time getting there. But anyway, what you were saying about Camille.â
Izzy nodded, trailing his fingers through their hair when they cozied up to him.
âSheâs not all that like me,â he said, almost insistently. âShe was always scared of confrontation, would justâŠhide away when our parents would get into their screaming matches. Found her hiding under the bed one day,â he said, his fingertips gliding down Moâs spine, âall bundled up with her clothes and the one ratty little doll Mum had made for her out of old scraps. Asked her what she was doing, and she said she was running away.â He sighed softly, his face turning somber as he remembered. âCouldnât have been more than four or five.â
Mo sighed sadly, frowning as they listened. âWhat happened to you guys?â they asked softly. âAfter your mom died, how did you all get by?â
Izzy scoffed out a laugh. âWe didnât,â he said shortly, his tone dark. âJoseph and I had to step up, take control. God save us if we left it in our fatherâs hands.â He rolled his eyes, a disgruntled sound coming from the back of his throat. ââCourse then Joseph left before too long. Couldnât handle it without Mum there to reign in Dadâs drinking. Think he only lasted a year or two before he ran off.â Mo frowned. âSo then it was all on you?â they asked gently. That was far too much responsibility to fall onto a childâs shoulders.
Izzy nodded. âDidnât have much of a choice, did I? Couldnât run off like Joseph, leave Camille to fend for herself. She wouldnât have lasted a month that way.â
Mo pushed themselves up, resting on their elbows to face their fiance, their frown remaining. âYou shouldnât have had to do that,â they said quietly, searching their loveâs face for discomfort, afraid of pushing him too far but even more of leaving their thoughts unsaid. âYou shouldnât have had to step up like that, to take care of Camille that way when you were just a kid yourself.â Izzy shrugged, meeting their gaze levelly. He sighed softly. âIt is what it is,â he said gruffly. âWouldnât have chosen it, but thereâs nothing I can do about it now.â
âTrue,â Mo admitted, somewhat reluctantly. âDoesnât change the fact that itâs fucked up you had to do that.â Izzy snorted a laugh, a darkly humorous grin flashing across his face as he looked at his partner.
âYouâll hear no disagreement from me there,â he said.
Mo frowned, unable to drop the subject even when Izzy snaked his arms around them, pulling them back down to rest against his chest.Â
âSo if youâre here,â they said slowly, âand Joseph is out there doing whatever the hell heâs doing, then whatâs Camille doing? Does she have people to look out for her, or is she all alone back there?â
Izzy blew out a long breath of air. He took a moment to gather his thoughts before speaking, his thickly calloused fingers tracing small circles on his partnerâs back.
âLast I saw her,â he began, speaking slowly, âsheâd found work as a seamstress. There was a farmer nearby, moved to our town after his wife had died. Bit of a prick, but seemed to treat her decently enough.â He frowned, his eyebrows pinching together as he fought to remember something. âFuck, what was his name?â He scowled, his fingers idly tracing cirlces over the skin exposed by his partnerâs draping neckline where it pulled down their back as he thought. âPhilip,â he said after a moment, snapping his fingers as it came to him. âHis name was Philip.â Mo chuckled, proping their chin up to rest on on Izzyâs shoulder, happy to just listen to him talk. âHis clothes all wore out quick, and most of his family was gone, so he had been talking to Camille. Something about keeping her around so she could help mend his clothes, fix things up for him when they broke. Seem to remember he liked her cooking too, always complimented her the few times he visited the place she stayed with her friends, all older spinsters whose husbands had passed.â
Mo hummed, watching the way Izzyâs hair moved as they played with it, twirling the long soft locks between their fingers. The silver hairs stood out among the black, catching the candleglow so they shined like the reflection of the moon on the sea at night.
âSounds like he might have had more reason to keep her around than just the mending and the cooking,â they observed.
Izzy frowned, his eyebrows pinched together in confusion. Mo couldnât help but smile, their heart warming at the sight. âWhat do you mean?â he asked, his rough voice suspicious. Mo shrugged, still smiling faintly as their thumb ran over the creases in his face. He was so handsome.
âI just mean that him wanting to âkeep her closeâ and all that sounds like he wanted to keep her that way longer term.â Izzyâs frown remained, and they chuckled. âIzzy, my love, some people want to keep women around because they intend to court them,â Mo explained slowly, their voice uplifted with humor. âNow, I understand that that might be a foreign concept to you-â
Izzy took hold of their hand, still exploring the curves of his face, sighing softly as he rolled his eyes. âOh, fuck off,â he grumbled. Mo grinned. They propped themselves up to lean on their arm beside him, moving even closer to their love. âOoh, are you telling me Iâm wrong, Israel?â they teased. âHave you been hiding something from me, some secret past as a womanizer?â
Izzy heaved a beleaguered sigh at their teasing tone. He still held their hand, toying with their fingers as he looked up at them as they hung above him, a hint of a smile tugging at the corner of his lips despite his best efforts.
âThereâve been no women,â he said lowly, putting on a show of his exasperation. âYouâre the closest to a woman.â Mo chuckled. âWell, that depends on who you ask, doesnât it?â they joked. âSure, Ed is big and muscly, but Iâve never lived in a partnerâs old robe, just moping and sobbing for a week.â They leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to their fiancĂ©âs stubbly cheek. âNot that I wouldnât if you left me,â they added as an afterthought, their fingers curling to hold onto his.
Izzy breathed out a short gust of air, a warm smile on his face. âNo need for that,â he said, his voice low and quiet. âIâm not going anywhere. I did say yes, after all. Wouldnât have done that if I was just gonna go and get cold feet.â
Mo grinned mischievously. âCold foot,â they corrected gently, already leaning down to kiss him. Izzy scoffed, feigning an indignant look before allowing them their wish, gently cupping their cheek as they kissed.
âYou amaze me,â Mo murmured as they pulled apart, laying back down beside their partner. Izzy shifted closer, laying his head gently on their chest, exhaling a small content sigh as they trailed their nails down his scalp. âHow you were able to survive on your own so long, Iâll never understand.â Izzy grunted, a small indignant sound, but didnât lift his head.
âNot that I doubt your abilities,â they clarified. âJustâŠthatâs a lot for anyone to live through. Let alone as a kid, and taking care of another. Youâre a proper badass, Iz.â
Izzy sighed, almost certainly rolling his eyes outside of their view.
âIt wasnât a big deal,â he protested, his low voice quiet. âNot like I did a remarkable job either. We were still separated, still came to a breaking point with Dad.â Mo hummed, frowning as they twirled a lock of greying hair between their fingers.
âIs it okay if I ask what happened?â they asked softly. âDid it all just wear you down over time, or was there something big?â
Izzy sighed softly. âThings just kept getting worse and worse, with the drinking and the beatings.â He paused, seeming to consider if he should say more. âOne day he found a small bit of coins weâd socked away,â he continued quietly, his voice soft as he pinched the fabric of the blanket they laid on between his fingers idly. âThink we both feared for our lives that day. Bastard took it all, spent it at the only pub in town that would still serve him. Poor Camille cried her eyes out all night, somehow thought it was all her fault that he found it, that sheâd doomed us both.â Mo scowled, the simmering anger in the pit of their stomach growing. How dare that deadbeat steal from a child, let alone two of his own? Izzy had been forced to be an adult far too early. It was no wonder he had such a hard time relinquishing control or taking even a few hours of rest, even when he needed it desperately. With the way he grew up, if he didnât keep working, he and his loved ones wouldnât have stood a chance.
âHowâd you get away from him?â they asked. They hoped they did a convincing enough job hiding their anger. âIâm guessing he didnât clean himself up, see the error of his ways.â Izzy laughed abruptly, his voice cold and his dark eyes narrowed as he scowled. âNah. Self-improvement was never Dadâs style. Heâd rather wallow, take everyone else down with him.â He took a deep breath, his hold around his partnerâs waist tightening ever so slightly. Mo wondered if he even noticed. âHeâs dead. After he found our stash and wasted it all, I knew Camille and I wouldnât make it through the winter the way things were going. In summer, at least we could find some food around us, do odd work for the neighbors and earn a small bit to keep us alive. But in winter?â He shook his head, his scowl intensifying. âNot a chance. No one can hire the neighbor boy when theyâre struggling to put enough food on the table for their own.â âHe was getting worse,â Izzy continued. âSomehow got it in his head that we needed to work, not to be able to afford food, but to be able to afford booze .â He scoffed, his indignant anger building back up. âTried to force me to give him whatever pitiful amount I was able to bring home. When that wasnât enough, he threatened to get rid of Camille, to pawn her off to the highest buyer. She was only eleven, still couldnât even stand up to him on her own. Didnât see any other way out of it when he wouldnât drop it.â Moâs hand stilled in his hair, but Izzy seemed too caught up in his story to notice.Â
âBastard even told her to pack her things and called some of the sick fucks he knew from the pub over to have a look at her. That was my little sister they were looking over,â he growled, his muscles tensing and his rage at the memory barely contained, âlike she was just a bit of meat they could buy and use how they liked. So no, he couldnât live. Not after all heâd done, driving our poor mother to her grave, driving off Joseph and then trying to sell his only daughter like she was nothing more than cattle.â His eyes were narrowed to slits, burning with anger even so many years later. â Next time he hit me, Camille screamed, and he turned to swing at her. Managed to grab his old walking stick, a nice heavy wood, and hit him over the head hard enough to drop him. Then I justâŠkept hitting. Donât know when I would have stopped if Camille didnât grab me, drag me away.â Izzyâs eyes darkened, guilt flashing behind them for the first time during his story. âThat poor kid. She was terrified, frantic and sobbing about what Iâd done. I had to look out for her after that, had to keep her safe. I owed her that much at least.â
Mo frowned. âYou donât owe her anything, baby.â Izzy shook his head, his head lowered and his grip on them tight as he frowned.
âI scared her.â Mo sighed heavily. They trailed their nails down his scalp, gently massaging away some tension. âYour father scared her, Iz,â they insisted. âYou protected her. From him and the other shit men in your town. Without you, sheâd have stayed in danger, never knowing if she was safe or if sheâd live long enough to see another meal.â Izzy scoffed. âDidnât solve that,â he said darkly. âWe went right back to starving. Killing the prick didnât just magically fix all our problems.â
Mo nodded, humming in agreement. âI would be very surprised if it did,â they agreed, brushing some of their partnerâs hair away from his face. âDoesnât mean you didnât make the right choice though.â Izzy stayed silent.
Mo swallowed thickly. âDo youâŠregret it?â
Izzy sighed quietly, stilling for a moment before pushing himself up to face his partner. âNo,â he confessed, his gravely voice lowered to scarcely more than a whisper. âHe was a bad man. Nothing would have ever changed that, I know. Doesnât change thatâŠI justâŠI-I wish things were different.â His gaze was lowered, fixed on one of the buttons of the shirt Mo wore, his eyebrows pinched together. He looked so tired, the trauma of his youth washing back over him and taking him back to the scared boy he had once been.Â
âI wish things had been different too,â Mo said softly, matching his hushed tone. âItâs not fair, that you had to go through all of that. You should have been taken care of, not made to take care of others.â
Izzy sniffled, his vulnerable eyes dark even as he shook his head. âDidnât need all that,â he said gruffly. âDidnât need to be babied. JustâŠâ the words seem to get stuck in his throat. âHaving a father would have been nice. Or my mum.â He sniffled again, his mustache twitching as he began to tear up. âAll I wanted was a family. Not that Camilleâs not,â he was quick to correct, looking guilty, âbut, well...yâknow. Sânot the same, having to take care of her.â
Mo nodded solemnly. âYou deserve that, Israel. You deserve a family, and not one where you have to do all the work.â Izzy breathed out a sudden laugh. âWell I have that now,â he said, smiling weakly. âGot you, and those twats.â He jerked his head towards the door. âAnd I donât have to do all the work anymore.â He laughed when Mo rolled their eyes at his joking tone, still sniffling as he grinned. âSâalright now,â he said, more seriously, meeting their gaze easily. âReally, love, Iâm alright. The past is the past. Just glad the present is better.â
Mo smiled as he leaned forward to kiss them, one hand holding his cheek while the other clung to his neck, keeping him close for as long as they could. When he pulled back, he settled back down next to them, plopping down on his back with a content sigh.Â
It didnât take long for his eyes to wander to the oversized shirt they still wore, hanging loose around their smaller shoulders.Â
âAs much as I like the sight of you in that,â Izzy said slyly, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips, âIâd much prefer you take it off now.â
Mo grinned. âSurely not because you donât trust me with it,â they joked.Â
Izzy shurgged. âNot entirely,â he retorted, already moving to undo the buttons for them. He chuckled when Mo gave his chest a playful swat, and pushed himself up to give them a kiss on the cheek before sliding the worn fabric off their shoulders once the garment was loose.Â
Mo giggled as he wadded up the fabric, tossing it unceremoniously on the desk they shared before pulling them closer.Â
âFunny,â they said cheekily. âIf you donât even trust me with your shirt, I canât imagine how you could trust me with things of a moreâŠdelicate state.â
Izzy huffed an exasperated sigh, but Mo could see the smile he tried to hide by ducking his head against their chest.Â
âYouâre fuckinâ ridiculous,â he grumbled.
Mo laughed. âCareful, my love, we havenât wed just yet.â They grinned. ââCourse, even if we had, there are still other things I could deny you.â
Izzy raised his head, his dark eyes narrowed to squint at them suspiciously. âYou wouldnât dare.â
Mo held his gaze unwavering, but felt themselves give in to a grin after a few moments, chuckling as a relieved look washed over Izzyâs face.Â
âNah, Iz, I wouldnât,â they admitted. âDonât think I could hold out that long, not with you .â
Izzy smirked. âGood to know.â He made no attempt to hide his smug tone, looking very pleased with himself even as Mo chuckled, wondering if it was possible for them to fall even more in love with the man who owned their heart.Â
âJust shut up and kiss me, Israel,â they asked, still laughing at their belovedâs antics. Izzy grinned, happy to grant their wish as he pulled them closer.
 The next morning was peaceful. No one knocked on the coupleâs door or came searching for the first mate before the sun had time to rise, and yet the ship sailed on without issue. It was one of the first mornings theyâd spent together when Izzy hadnât felt pulled to the main deck, as though the crew would crash if he left them on their own for too long. Instead, he spent the morning wrapped in Moâs arms, listening to their slow breaths as they slept and feeling their calming heartbeat where he pressed against them, his head resting on their chest and their arms tangled loosely around him.Â
Izzy made a choice that morning, to trust in his crew and stay with his partner, his secret fiancé. When they did stir, he made sure not to rush off, taking the time to indulge in their lazy kisses and sweet caresses, the only sounds coming from the soft crashing of the waves against the ship and the distant footfalls of their friends from above deck.
Only once the sun had fully risen did Izzy rise, chuckling as he disentangled himself from his partnerâs limbs and teasing them for their halfhearted pouting.Â
âCome on now, darling,â he said as he tugged his pants into place. âWeâve had hours to ourselves. As much as Iâd love to stay here with you and never get out of bed, thereâs something I have to do.â Mo groaned where they laid beside him, rubbing at their eyes with their palms. âIsrael, the ship can live without you for a few hours,â they complained. âAnd they know where to find you if something happens.â
Izzy chuckled. He had already moved onto securing his wooden leg.Â
âThatâs not what I need to do,â he confessed. Mo frowned, slowly peeling their hands away to squint at him.â
âNeed to see how Bonnet is doing,â he explained. He pushed himself up to stand with a muffled groan, picking up his shirt and sliding his arms into the sleeves before continuing. âSomething makes me think that killing Lowe isnât the only reason his ship might have gotten rocked last night.â Mo grinned, chuckling as they pulled the covers over them, cocooning themselves in the remnants of Izzyâs warmth.
âAh, you think youâre funny, donât do?â they teased.
Izzy grinned, tugging his shirt collar into place over the tie he slipped over his head before glancing their way. He adjusted the ring on his finger as he shrugged, the corners of his soft brown eyes crinkling in a way that warmed Moâs heart.
âThought youâd like that one,â he admitted, still grinning cockily. âSeemed bad enough to fit your tastes.â He stepped closer, moving carefully on his prosthetic before leaning down. He tilted their chin up gently, pressing a soft kiss to their forehead.
Mo grinned at the gesture. âI never said I didnât like it,â they pointed out, their voice meek as they bundled themselves in their blanket. Izzy only hummed, smiling fondly down at them as they wiggled into a more comfortable position.
âYou look like a bug,â he observed, busying himself with tucking his oversized shirt into his pants the way he always did. If not for the upturn at the corner of his mouth, the softness of his voice, they might have thought he was being mean.
Mo smiled. âAnd you look very handsome,â they retorted sweetly. Izzy scoffed. âThough I think youâd look better back in bed with me,â they continued, grinning as Izzy chuckled.
âMaybe,â he admitted. âItâd feel better.â He sighed quietly, slipping his worn leather vest on. âA first mateâs duty is never done,â he said wearily, starting to button up the familiar garment. ââSpecially not on this ship.â
Mo hummed. âStill, if you really think something happened last night with the captains, at least you get a chance to have some fun with them.â They giggled, smiling brightly as they watched their partner tug on his singular leather glove. âYou might want to refine that joke just a smidge though, if thatâs what youâre going with.â
Izzy frowned as he fastened his glove into place, flexing his fingers until the garment fit comfortably. âYou trying to tell me something?â he asked, glancing at them from the corners of his squinted eyes. âIt canât be that bad of a joke, it did make you laugh.â
They chuckled. âMy love, Iâm not exactly known for my good jokes,â they said delicately. âAnd you do have the advantage of me already being completely and totally in love with you.â
He grunted, too busy securing the ties at his elbow to keep his oversized shirt in place to respond. He smiled when Mo sat up in bed, beckoning him to come closer so they could help.
âMaybe it shouldnât be a good joke,â he said quietly, watching as they expertly tied the small bits of fabric. Practice had made perfect, and theyâd had plenty of opportunities to master the tension needed to secure his sleeves in place. âCould be my opportunity to really get back at them. Got twenty years of Edward making jokes at my expense, often at my lack of a personal life.â His voice was dry, clearly not fond of his captainâs pokes and prods. âCould be a good time to level the score.â
Mo breathed out a short laugh as they moved onto the second tie. âIf thatâs what you want to do, go for it, Iz. But ,â they continued, âI do feel like thereâs a chance Iâll get blamed if your joke is bad enough.â They finished their work, holding onto Izzyâs solid thighs as he stood before them. âNot saying I would mind that,â they added, looking up at their partner with a soft smile, âbut it wouldnât be that much of a leap, knowing my track record with this sort of thing. âCourse, how anyone would believe youâd listen to me about those things is beyond me.â Izzy frowned, the warm leather of his glove grazing their skin as he pushed their hair out of their face.
âI listen to you,â he protested, his voice soft and quiet.
Mo grinned. âYou do,â they agreed. âBut that doesnât mean youâd let me talk you into doing a bad prank. Especially on the captains, and especially on Ed.â
A faint smile flickered across Izzyâs face. âMaybe, maybe not,â he said evenly. He dipped his head, pressing a soft kiss to their forehead.
âSure youâll find time to test that theory,â he said, stepping away to begin strapping his weapons into place, âBut for now, I have business to attend to.â He glanced up as he tightened the belt that held his gun and holster. âYou want any help getting ready, or would you rather wait here while I get us breakfast?â
Mo smiled. âNeither, Iz. You go on and mess with the captains. Iâll get us breakfast and meet you up there.â They grinned, watching fondly as Izzy finished securing the last of his weapons and combed his hair back into its usual hold. âI can trade you coffee for a retelling of how your joke went. Sound good?â Izzy set his comb back in the small wooden box that held his barber supplies. He stepped closer, holding their face in both of his hands and carefully tipping their head back to face him as he leaned down, kissing them softly and sweetly.
âSounds perfect,â he agreed when he pulled back, an easy smile spreading across his handsome face.
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