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[manic-lilangel]

[manic-lilangel]

i had a dream we were going to a Pearl Jam concert

my dad a his girlfriend were trying to take me

and my mom chose You over my dad... that has to mean something good right?

[manic-lilangel]

i’ve never so much like a piece of shit. she told me everything. everything that was us you gave to her, you told her the same things you told me. so you found better and made me look a fool. you trashed my name and behind the scenes pretended to love me.

fuck you

[manic-lilangel]

[manic-lilangel]

to those of you who walked away,

you motherfuckers dodged a bullet

sincerely,

fucked up

[manic-lilangel]

i remember when you were inside me, you’d ask me “what can i do to you?” i’d say “anything daddy wants” neither of us knew why you liked that so much but i’d tell you over and over “anything you want baby”. ironic but you liked being in control of me and i loved you controlling me. i was the yin to your yang but it was toxic. beautifully insane. you might move on from me but toxic crazy love only comes once in a lifetime. and no bitches pussy will get wetter than mine did for you

[manic-lilangel]

[manic-lilangel]

i want you to look in my eyes and see my world fall apart when you tell me you’ve moved on

[manic-lilangel]

when the writer of this show was creating Maddy, i think she was channeling me. i’ve never felt so relatable to character. the crazy, the bitchy, the infatuation with the one she loved. i watch this show just to feel close to him. we watched it together and now he’s gone and i’m left like this

empty

[manic-lilangel]

sex with him

is a place i will not be able to find again. it’s a feeling you get for the first time, like getting high and never feeling that high again. a memory so good you remember the details and smells but even if you smelt it again, it never compares to the first breath.

he was in love with the sex

i was in love with him

a combination like that never works. so i sit here and i cry and i miss him with every fiber of my being.

[manic-lilangel]

MY PUSSY BEAT BETTER THAN MY HEART DO

[manic-lilangel]

anyways i really need someone to casually rub my p*ssy absentmindedly while theyre busy doing something else. im laying beside them moaning out for more as they gently stroke me, hardly even paying me any attention. i get super overstimulated and want to cum so bad but i need more to be able to. i keep begging for release and all of a sudden they pin me down and shove theyre fingers inside of me and force me to cum, saying “this is what you wanted right, angel?”

[manic-lilangel]

just found out something new about me

if i like you... i’ll get dripping wet.

and i mean dripping.

i used to think something was wrong with me until my first love told me how much he loved my wet pussy.

tonight i got dripping wet for a new boy and now my heart feels so different about him. . .so i guess i think with my pussy. and it needs some good fucking right now😩

[manic-lilangel]

Heal my heart

Beg my way

A work of art

Made of porcelain

You're smoking my doob

Let me fuck with you

Is that what you want?

Even if it rips you apart?

So, drive slow, drive slow

Let me see your face

Let me see it glow

Don't stop, don't stop

I wanna hide forever in your heart

Drive slow, drive slow

Let me see your face

Let me see it glow

Don't stop, don't stop

I wanna hide forever in your heart

Haunted x Sevdaliza

[manic-lilangel]

i used to get sleepily fucked

i wanna be sleepily fucked..... wake up to neck kisses and my chest being toyed with, my legs already parted as my partner grinds up against me, the both of us hard and wet.. moaning so quietly in the dark of our room. too tired to form words so i just open myself up to them wider, wrap my legs around their waist and invite them to sink into me, squeezing around them so warm and wet when they finally do. being gently rocked into like that, faces so close we're sharing breath, able to hear their every whimper and moan as they bring themself closer and closer to finishing inside me..

[manic-lilangel]

i miss the way you tell me what to do- soft but dominant. i miss how you treat me like your wife in public and your slave in bed. i miss the way you breathe in my ear, because you know how that makes me drip. i miss the way you say “cum for daddy” when your hands are playing with my pussy. i miss the way you talk to me, like i’m your baby girl and no one can hurt me. i miss how you lock your eyes on me during sex and when we finish fucking you ask if i’m okay. mostly i miss when your dick stays inside of me while you drip in me and i fuck your mouth while you quiver on my body.

i’d kill to have someone love me...

the way i love you

[manic-lilangel]

baby come fall away with me