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The gang all together 👍

Sketch v final + refs below!

First pic was reffed from My Own Private Idaho, which ended up being a really bad idea because this focal length was ridiculous to try and flatten out and match with the others lol

Second pic was obvi The Pieta by Michelangelo, but shoutout to my partner for suggesting the role reversal cause I was initially gonna draw Viktor in Jayce's arms again, but having it the other way around gave me the idea for the last piece where they're mutually in each other's arms and on equal ground in the composition

Third pic was reffed from The Blossoming Of Love by Miquel Blay! Had to move Jayce's hand to Viktor's shoulder because he was too yolked for his arm to fit between them lmao

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living with someone who studies while you're already working fulltime is so funny, i come home after like 9 hours of work and my partner will just be on the floor, emotionally devasteted, glueing miniature trees to paper.

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4 days. 4 long days my partner is away and i am alone for the first time in months. Its strange to have the apartement to myself suddenly, its freeing somehow i feel like i can breathe again. I love them so much but i was just so used to being left alone, to shutting myself off from everything that it feels so weird sometimes, to get loved on and talked to. Solitude was always my refuge that started to feel like home over the years. Its cosy and sad to be alone. At least for me it feels that way. I always took pride in being self-reliant, on needing no help, on doing it (everything) alone. It feels good to do it alone sometimes. To look back on my life and say 'i did that, just me. All alone.' While conveniently forgetting all the nights i laid awake, staring in the dark, wishing for the life i have now. God I miss my partner, so much. I miss their arm around my waist and the ungodly amounts of hairspray they spray around in our bedroom. I miss the smile that appears on their face everyrime they look at me, i miss their hands in my hair and their lips on my neck. So I lay awake again, staring in the dark. Wishing for the days to go by faster.

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Sandman fandom we should just go the marauders route. Steal the characters and run

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I feel the need to write about her, but what should i say? That her marks are on me and i could spend hours just staring in the mirror tracing whatever she left. That i hate turtlenecks but i'll gladly wear them till the end of times as long as i still get to see her every night. Theres so much in her i want to uncover, every secret, every detail i need to know. I want everything of her, i want her to never stop looking at me like that. I want everything to smell like her, i want her to come back to me again and again. I want her to stay with me for years and years to come. I can see us in the far distance, in the kitchen of our own home, a door opens to the garden we will have. I will stick flowers into her long black hair listen to her laugh and still wonder about how kind life is for letting us on each others paths.

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Bastard of the barrel 🐦‍⬛

Trying out a new technique to study values, midtones and planes of a subject, and ive learnt lots about bounce light and the subtle shifts in values even in an all black material (thank you Kaz for always being emo and wearing full black)

Haven't practiced pencil shading in a loooong time till this one, so i definitely need lots of constructive feedback :D

But overall im pretty proud of it, with this being the first time doing a portrait in this hatching technique :) can't say i will do this again though, my patience has been stretched thin with hatching HAHAH

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The crows as those silly fish hats:

Bonus Kuwei:

Inspired by this post.

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Cat rule

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i’m about to say something that will absolutely get me hate

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Always cry on company time 👍

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me holding a gun to a mushroom: tell me the name of god you fungal piece of shit

mushroom: can you feel your heart burning? can you feel the struggle within? the fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. you cannot kill me in a way that matters

me cocking the gun, tears streaming down my face: I’M NOT FUCKING SCARED OF YOU

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Yalll want to see some trans joy?!

Josie and I get to go swimming this weekend!! I know that doesn’t seem like much, but for a couple of trans women this is a big deal, and I AM SO EXCITED