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If you follow me, I will follow you to the unknown~

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us at the end~

continuation from my previous post :'D commission inspired by Skylar102 (on AO3) Pacific Rim AU fic series ~Meet Me In The Drift~✨️

Last week I was watching Pacific Rim and connected it with these commissions I've been guarding, it was finally the time to share this AU :'D

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On the edge between life and death, I choose you~

malec commission I did a while (a while ><) ago for Skylar102's Pacific Rim AU fic series ~Meet Me In The Drift~

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I received my commissioned artwork of Li Lun and Zhuo Yichen from @mariemarion today, and I'm in love! The perfect balance of intensity and intimacy. The look in their eyes. The beautiful lines of their hair and clothes. The sparkle! I couldn't be happier

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A soft, private moment between Daphne and Alastor <3 for a future scene in my fic can you believe Daphne is smiling? :') and the smug look on Al's face haha. I am absolutely obsessed with all the tiny details (Al's claws! the red water!) and the moonflowers ;-;

by the immensely talented and lovely @mariemarion, I cannot recommend her enough

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two malec comms from kofi :'D 🍃​✨​

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it me again :p

hi, how are you ?

not me posting under the keep reading line everytime i feel down xD

If I don't express a little of what I have inside I might explode, right? hehe.

Artistically talking, I'm still the same as last year, im very demotivated... My artstyle is tiring me, I've been noticing it for a while, the more details I put in, the more strange it looks to me, I cant find a way to do simplified works anymore, im obsessed with achiving "perfection", perfect lines, perfect shading, perfect shapes, perfect blending etc, but instead im overdoing everything, and my art looks like a big mess, that's how it is to my eyes and my low self-esteem might be doing its havoc by making it all look a lot worse.

As I have said, art is not a hobbie anymore, it's my income, the way I bring help to home. I'm traumatized from my former job, I was exploited with pretty promises and a miserable pay (that at the time I thought it was fair, cause I'm a conformist), the toxic environtment damaged my mental health and the work itself exhasuted my body to the point to having the worst Burn-out I have ever gone through, I'm affraid of working with real people again, to be abused again with smiles, cause I'm quite, I'm shy and I will hardly say "No" if they talk nice to me. That's why it's hard for me to even thinking of finding a job outside.

It seems unfair to complain about my current situation, because in comparison with said job, I'm doing pretty well (monetarily), I have recurring clients, I can help out at home with expenses, I can give my pets a good life. It's just the stress of feeling like it's still not enough that weighs me down, the stress of not being able to take a break, because that would mean that the income would stop as well. I think that every job has its difficulties, and being a freelancer it stick to this.

Anyway, I can still find distraction and content in other activities like baking, reading manga or watching some series and movies, but I don't find joy in joining fandoms, in drawing for fandoms, I feel very isolated and at the same time I don't feel like sharing anything. I'm this emoji 🧍x'D, ​I feel like I'm just there.

Things I want to do to don't feel stuck with my art: *Take some online courses about composition, theory of color, anatomy and perspective, these are subjects I have never really studied, it's never too late. *Resume drawing traditional, hold a pen and eraser again, fill those sketchbooks x'D.*Go outside more!

that all, thank you for reading ;)

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Hey hi ;D! Commissions for March/April are open ;)🍃​ ! 5 slots available ;)✨️

Full Info / Google Form / Ko-fi / RedBubble Store

I will appreciate all reblogs :_D! Thank you so much once again!

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Hey hi ;D! Commissions for March/April are open ;)🍃​ ! 5 slots available ;)✨️

Full Info / Google Form / Ko-fi / RedBubble Store

I will appreciate all reblogs :_D! Thank you so much once again!

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let this be our song~

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stolitz wip :´D

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my FenHawke commission came in today and i am FAINT. This is my F!Hawke, Maren, and her precious broken boy

stunning work by @mariemarion

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commissioned some married tarlos art from the incredible @mariemarion and i’m absolutely in love with it 😍

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i am WAILING over this absolutely stunning commission of Daphne and Alastor by the incredibly talented @mariemarion !! the emotions, the tenderness and passion! the SOFTNESS of Daphne, and how soft Alastor's expression is. If you don't click for detail you are robbing yourself, look at how beautiful their faces are!! Alastor finally feels held ;-; I cannot overstate how wonderfully Marie did with taking my idea and picking up the exact emotions I wanted in it, even down to the subtle little details. I can't recommend her enough and am already thinking about what I wanna get next from her <3