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Today's the day. It's THE trickster tuesday of all trickster tuesdays.

I'm dressed for the occasion.

Good luck everybody.

See you on wednesday.... maybe.

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So I decided to step into the editing room and make one little change…

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how it should have ended

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Well... its good and bad at the same time

After rewatching Supernatural Season 15 Episode 19 i have a lot to say and even more to ask. But i try to be as nice as i can, because i know this show means a lot to me, a lot to the actors and a lot to you guys.

After the last episode we all wanted to know what Dean would say about Cas.. well.. this wasn’t what i was hoping for.

… He saved him - Yeah. he did. But come on! There is more to tell! On the other hand, its Dean we are talking about, right!?

I have to say, i totally feel like Sam at this point

Its like there is a big questionmark on his face. Same Sam… same…

At least there is one of them having feelings about Cas being gone, right?!

Well… not a lot of feelings but hey, we know the boys! They cant just stand there and cry?! They have to be ready! They have to fight, so i understand.

And when we are really honest, there is only one way Dean can deal with pain like this! … Yeeeees, get the alcohol!

Its like a soft way of giving us fans the feeling that Dean cares at all.

And then we all got trolled!

Dear writters: That was mean!!!! You know what we hoped and you stabbed us in the back. Once again!

But ok, we manage! Right!? We are a strong fandom and its at least.. an angel… right!?

I have to say, i love seeing old characters being back. But Lucifers role was.. well.. not very.. great… to say at least.

And sorry but, who is she?!

And since when can Lucifer just kill Death?!

(I dont even wanne say something about Michael because.. i just dont have something to say about him. I’m so sorry)

But we are at a point where we dont care about logic, right?! We just want this to end in a great way, no matter the cost… So lets end this!

As always Rob is a handsome man, being a great actor. Punching Dean and Sam over and over again, repeating the same sentences was kinda stressful to watch and took a little to long. But hey, they are happy!

… so i’m happy!

We all knew it would come to this. Jack being a hero, overpowering Chuck. And i think this is a logical and great plot, but i cant shake the feeling that the whole way to this point was not well written. It felt rushed and forced. And the end of God was just… there all of a sudden.

And God wanting to be killed by the winchesters so badly?! I’m not sure what to think about this. And i will think about this a long time. Did he want to die? Why? The big boss, the powerful endboss villain of all time, lying on the ground begging for being killed. Kinda strange..

Ok, we get all the people back and i think thats good but.. why do we see random people walking and talking instead of the people we love?! There was a opportunity to show us everybody alive and well, and we would be happy. Right?! But this…

Yeah! Random dudes! I’m so happy they are back!

On the other hand there is Jack. Oh dear little sweetheart. I like him a lot and im very happy he could do, what he always wanted: Find a great purpose. And i get that he cant come with Sam and Dean. He is all powerful and he saw what happens when you get involved too much. You start choosing sides and the whole balance crumbles.

Goodbye Jack. Please take care of yourself while watching over us all!

Yeeeah… now its just Sam and Dean again! After all this time.

But honestly.. Cas? Eileen? E.V.E.R.Y. B.O.D.Y. ???

How should WE be ok when we dont know a THING? Are they ok? They are family too! And we need to know. We really do.

So… what i really really hope for the last episode, is to see everybody. And i mean it, everybody! Show us our family! All we need, for the end, is to know they are still kicking. Doing what they can do best! Forever

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The thing that upset me most about 15x19 is that Eileen is probably back and yet Sam never mentions her or tries to get ahold of her at all

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Carry on...

I have so much to say about this episode.

I have no idea what to feel. Some things were great and i was like… crying the whole time. But maaaan.. weird!!!! This was so weird!

I tried to stay positive no matter what. I want this to feel good. But this was like.. easy writing, nothing special, nothing … supernatural.

For one thing: Now that the boys have their free will, they dont want to get Cas back and they dont try to get each other back, right!? So i guess this was never really their move to begin with!? It feels like Chuck was the one forcing them to stick together and always get the other back. The moment Chuck is gone, this is gone too. Very sad… really.

This last case for Dean was unnecessary. Why didn’t they cut most of it out and put more REAL STORY into the episode. Like… what was Dean doing in heaven? Show us more about Sams life, make us FEEL what is happening. Why do they decide to not show us important stuff? They tell us, in the special before the episode, how important family is, BUT THEY JUST DONT SHOW US FAMILY. Why why why?

And yeah… about Cas?! He helped Jack? Ok, so Cas is not in the empty, Cas is with Jack in heaven right? Like… yeah. Ok, thank you Dabb for giving everybody the opportunity to choose a future of their liking without making a STORY for your own.

This felt cold. And i hate that for the boys. I hope Jensen and Jared really loved this episode, because they deserve it the most.

I would love to tell you more, but my mind is like… exploding.

There was good stuff too! Dont get me wrong. I loved the Dog! I loved the boys, i loved seeing Bobby! And Sam and Dean being together in the end was the only right thing to do.

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Logically this ending was okay, didnt ruin things too bad but holy fuck was that unsatisfying

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Carry on...  (2)

Can we talk about the normal life of Sam Winchester?

I get that this is all he ever wanted. And he needed to be free to get it. I dont have any problems with that. But can we just be honest here?!

After Sam and Dean get free they choose to live together the hunters life in the bunker. Get a dog, hunt a little… you know.

The moment Dean dies, Sam just gets a family with a random woman. Is it Eileen? If yes, why dont they show us? I want to SEE the life of Sam Winchester if you want me to feel something because of it.

It feels like they tried to give us as little as possible so everybody can imagine for themself. I hate that! I want the writers to choose an ending. I want them to position oneself. To let it open,- thats the easy way! So ppl can just take what they like and be happy.

They did the same thing with Deans reaction towards Cas confession.

And they did this to Cas himself. Telling us he helped Jack, just so we know he isn’t suffering in the empty all alone, but not showing Cas,.. thats a bad move. Really! But again… its easy.

Sam living the normal life only after Dean is dead, feels like Dean was holding him back. Why didn’t Sam and Eileen date before, and after Dean died Eileen helped Sam to get over his loss. Let us feel the power of family. It feels like in the end the only way for Sam and Dean to be happy, was through separation. This doesnt feel like supernatural at all! Not after 15 years. Not like this.

I have no joy watching the few scenes of Sam Winchesters normal life. And thats really sad.

The same goes with Dean.

He dies young, that is something he was always ok with.

But in heaven, after seeing Bobby for the first time in a long while, he just gets in the car and drives forever… for years. And yeah, i know, time works different here… smart move dear writers! Because this way you dont have to THINK about what Dean could do in heaven. You dont need to show us what heaven is like for him, you only need two things: Baby and the road. Like it would be Deans heaven to just DRIVE ALONE ON THE ROAD. Really??? Alone?

I thought this show was about family…

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If Jack had help fixing heaven from Cas, doesn't that mean he's not in super hell anymore? All I'm seeing are posts about Cas still being in super hell but. But, Bobby and Dean talking, about Jack fixing heaven, Bobby said he did it with Cas' help, so he's not in super hell anymore, right? He can't fix heaven if he's in the empty/super mega hell.

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Did I really, really dislike the ending?

Yes.

Will that stop me from rewatching the show because it still gave me 325 ofthe best episodes of TV I’ve ever seen?

No!

I love this show. I’ve lived it for years, and I’m not gonna let one shitty final episode get in theway of that

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In the end, Team Free Will 2.0 didn’t really have free will.

Dean died young, on a hunt, like he was supposed to.

Sam raised a family, and died old like he was supposed to.

Cas became expendable, a sacrifice and a soldier, like he was supposed to.

Jack became the most powerful being in the universe and left his life on earth like he was supposed to.

None of them got what they wanted. All of them got whatever the fuck their destiny was supposed to be. As if saying “Fuck You” to destiny and fate isn’t their whole thing.

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I don’t understand why everyone is shitting on the SPN finale. Can someone please explain?

Yes, it was fucking heart-breaking but I thought it was quite fitting.

I’m honestly confused about all the hate.

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what he deserved

I know, I said I will try to accept but still, there is so much on my mind. 

The most ppl who liked the end argue with two things: 

The end is perfect because it’s what they always wanted. Sam wanted a happy family life, to die old and at peace. Dean always wanted to die fighting, saving people, hunting things. 

The end is perfect because it was always about the two brothers. 

To give you my thoughts… Let’s just really look into the story here, try to understand the characters and their motives:

Dean Winchester started as a young man, trying to do right by his father, taking care of his brother, and being a strong man doing the job. Over the last 15 years, we saw him cry, die, sacrifice himself, being mean to himself, doubting his own worth. 

So yeah, this Dean just wanted to do the job and die someday, doing good, being worthy. There was no reason to grow old for him. He had nothing to come home to. This Dean couldn’t see himself in a situation where he can have something for himself, besides the job (Keeping Sammy and everybody safe). That’s the Dean, who would rather die fighting than living a life because he thinks that he doesn’t deserve one! And I guess everybody knows that this is a fact. Right? We got so many examples over the years, showing how low Deans self-loving is. 

“Good things do happen, Dean." 

"You don’t think you deserve to be saved." 

But he changed. The Dean, who could only care about his family (Brother, Mother, and Father) opened his arms to other people (Bobby, Benny, Ellen, Jo, Jody, Castiel, Jack …). Because:

"Family don’t end in blood.”

 This Dean now has relationships with a lot of other people. This Dean has a home. 

What is so important about Castiel’s confession is the image he has of Dean Winchester being a loveable man. Telling Dean that he deserves to live a happy life. The best way to appreciate Castiel’s sacrifice is for Dean to see himself through Castiel’s eyes, trying to get this life he really deserves. And that is exactly what he is doing:

“But if we don’t keep living, all that sacrifice is gonna be for nothing.”

He wants to live. Not because he has work to do. Not because he has to keep Sammy safe. He wants to live for just being alive. 

I call that character development. 

That’s why I can’t just say: It’s what Dean always wanted. Because it’s not. 

Now you can argue with the fact, that without Chuck, Sam and Dean are just humans and accidents happen. And you are totally right. But is this reality? Or is this a story, that went on for 15 years, carrying strong messages to the people who are watching? 

A writers job is not to find a way that’s simply possible. For me, I wanted the end to be meaningful. No matter if they just let it open, bringing it to an end… but I wished I would sit here thinking: “It’s ok, that’s what they deserve." 

I guess that’s the reason why so many ppl are outraged. Because Dean Winchester deserved better. And I’m asking myself whether this is the same thing Jensen thought about. Because he too wasn’t happy about the end at first. And he needed to talk to Kripke about it. I would love to hear his thoughts. 

How can you have this hero, with this unhealthy attitude for years, die without giving him a chance at a normal life, now that this is finally possible?  

It hurts me deeply. 

So no, I don’t think this end is good. I think it’s simple and stereotyped. 

I wanted more for Dean Winchester. I mean, look… he got to heaven. That’s nice. 

"The heaven you deserve.”

That heaven, where Dean can be with all the dead friends, driving Baby forever. That’s all there is. Like that’s nothing new. And new is what he wanted, remember? 

“There are things … people, feelings… that I want to experience differently than I have before. Or maybe even for the first time.”

I guess he will never get a chance of anything other when what he already knows. 

Some ppl say, that there is no way for Dean to have a normal life as he would always just hunt. And that death was the only way out for him. This is, after all these years, a sad statement. Somehow depressing. And that’s not how I want to remember him. 

They (the writers) had the chance of showing us real change! Break the rules of the world, now that Chuck is gone. To make it possible for the brothers to live a good life, maybe with Dean hunting and Sam only joining him from time to time. But with the opportunity to just be for a moment. 

For me, that’s what they deserved. 

But the end we got sounds like Sam is only capable of living his dream-life when Dean is gone. And Dean is just who he always was been,- a soldier, who will die in battle. 

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SPN hiatus creations | Week Six | Favorite Location

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I was thinking the same. And I don't like this. Not at all.

Gabriel deserved to be loved and appreciated.

... especially by Sam 😜

It really sucks that Rich is in Oregon and J2 and Rob and others are quarentining in Canada because it means no Gabriel in the final two episodes of SPN and that makes me wanna cry

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I don’t wanna say “confirmed” BUT C’MON. LOOK. AT THEM. CUTIES WHO SPENT V-DAY TOGETHER BEING CUTE AAAAAH 💕💕💕

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That's awesome. ❤ I just commented on a fic, that hasn't been continued for 5 years. So there IS still hope...