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[maryclownweird]

She sighs and go to her table and opens the set and see so many things to use and look at Pixie smiling

I think u should go.. But thank you.. I think I'll now try out some of the things I received.

Pixie leave from the room still spinning with happiness and Mary puts on her headphones and gets ready to draw something but something is bothering Mary

A note slid under the door. After three whole seconds of waiting, a familiar voice emerged from the other side.

“Hi!! It’s Pixie! I have a gift for you but I’m kinda impatient so I’m just gonna come in!”

The door opened to reveal Pixie carrying a big box, blocking her face.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!”

She peeked her face out from the side of the present.

“I’m SO SO sorry I haven’t been a good ringmaster or a good friend and been checking up on you and talking to you I’m so sorry because I didn’t feel good but now I feel all better!!!!!!!! So I’m here to make it up to you! Happy birthday!!!!!!”

She held out the box, bouncing up and down in anticipation for Mary to take it.

She is startled by Pixie suddenly opening the door. Mary turns around and takes off her headphones

Oh hi pixie!.. Sorry, I didn't hear you.

She looks at the big box that Pixie brought she is shocked she never thought she would receive a giant gift like that

Huh? This is my gift, thank you very much! But I don't think the gift needed to be that big.It's okay, I thought u are rotting in that room haha..

Mary takes the box She wonders if she should open it now or later.

Should I open it?..

[maryclownweird]

Mary smiles and she picks up that set

Oh my God.. Thanks you!! I'm so happy!! Now I can draw with colors!! but this is too heavy.. heh..

She leaves the set on her desk and gets scared when she sees Pixie falling to the ground and she approaches

Pixie are u okay??..

A note slid under the door. After three whole seconds of waiting, a familiar voice emerged from the other side.

“Hi!! It’s Pixie! I have a gift for you but I’m kinda impatient so I’m just gonna come in!”

The door opened to reveal Pixie carrying a big box, blocking her face.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!”

She peeked her face out from the side of the present.

“I’m SO SO sorry I haven’t been a good ringmaster or a good friend and been checking up on you and talking to you I’m so sorry because I didn’t feel good but now I feel all better!!!!!!!! So I’m here to make it up to you! Happy birthday!!!!!!”

She held out the box, bouncing up and down in anticipation for Mary to take it.

She is startled by Pixie suddenly opening the door. Mary turns around and takes off her headphones

Oh hi pixie!.. Sorry, I didn't hear you.

She looks at the big box that Pixie brought she is shocked she never thought she would receive a giant gift like that

Huh? This is my gift, thank you very much! But I don't think the gift needed to be that big.It's okay, I thought u are rotting in that room haha..

Mary takes the box She wonders if she should open it now or later.

Should I open it?..

[maryclownweird]

Harunii skipped her way over to Mary's door, carrying what would be the equivalent to Santa's gift bag. She stopped, and knocked on the door in a certain rhythm while also humming it. Once the door was opened, she jumped to hug Mary, accidentally tackling her to the ground.

``AA— O-M-G, I AM SO SORRY!!! I just got a little happy, is all. I mean, it IS your birthday after all! I love celebrating those, especially with special people like you!``

She said, getting up and extending out a hand to Mary, which she probably did take. After, Harunii let go and dragged the huge bag into the room.

She grunted, but finally was able to place it down in front of Mary, and opened it for her. Inside it has the following:

A Red Mushroom Squish-a-Mellow

A Crimson Journal, that had Black Polka Dots on the Front and Back and Black Ribbon on the cover that looked like a frame (Added by Harunii, she thought it looked too plain.)

Some Red, Black, and White accessories (Made by Harunii.)

A goodie bag filled with homemade chocolates (ALSO made by Harunii.)

A handmade card with red and black sparkles. (Inside was just Harunii wishing her a happy birthday and how happy she is to have met her.)

Some Makeup for Stage or Just Regular Use!

A Chikawa Keychain.

``Ahem... I hope you like it, Haha!``

Harunii said, smiling, but muttered:

``I pulled an all-nighter to make some of those gifts...``

Mary, seeing so many gifts, truly smiles and hugs Harunii with all her strength.

My.. god.. THANK YOU so much!... I'm so happy... I think I'm going to cry

She ends up crying, but with happiness, she has never felt such happiness in her life.

I loved the gifts..!! My God, I think your gift was the best of all!

She gives Harunii another hug, but this time it's a little gentler. Mary starts looking at all the gifts and eating some chocolates and she loved the ckikawa keychain She looks at Harunii once more and says

Thanks.. :)

Then Mary and Harunii left the room to do something fun.

[maryclownweird]

Nora knocks on Mary's door with one hand, a metal clang repeating three times before the door is opened for her. In Nora's other hand, she held a pink gift box held together by a red bow, and once the door was opened, she presented it to Mary, a somewhat sheepish smile on her face.

"Hi Mary! Uh, I just found out recently that it's your birthday, so I sorta rushed to find good presents, but I hope you like it! :>"

When Mary opens the box, there are three gifts: a plush dog that makes dog noises when you hug it, a ladybug lunchbox, and several seed packets that will grow into various flowers when planted. Most are recognizable: hydrangeas, roses, petunias, and marigolds. However, there are a couple out of place seed packets in the box, labeled in pink sharpie instead of the professional lettering of the others. Eyeblossom, Hazebloom, and Moth's Delight. How odd.

Mary opens the gift and was surprised

Oh my God... Thank u so much..! I love it!! :)

She grabs the dog plushie and put it in her plushie collection and she also takes the lunch box and puts it on her desk

These gifts are amazing! I am happy and on top of that I can plant flowers!

She gives Nora a hug and then says goodbye to her.

[maryclownweird]

Good afternoon! I hope you're doing well. You've... Probably seen me around. How about you and I get to know eachother some more? It wouldn't hurt to, would it?

See you later. : )

אלישבע

Oh Hi?.. I think it would be nice to meet new people! I guess I'll see you around?..

[maryclownweird]

Happy birthday!

from, a very friendly anon! =)

(shit I can't send images)

(imagine a puppy plush for them...)

Oh thank you so much! I like puppies! He's going into my Plushies collection! :)

[maryclownweird]

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-🩸

[maryclownweird]

A note slid under the door. After three whole seconds of waiting, a familiar voice emerged from the other side.

“Hi!! It’s Pixie! I have a gift for you but I’m kinda impatient so I’m just gonna come in!”

The door opened to reveal Pixie carrying a big box, blocking her face.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!”

She peeked her face out from the side of the present.

“I’m SO SO sorry I haven’t been a good ringmaster or a good friend and been checking up on you and talking to you I’m so sorry because I didn’t feel good but now I feel all better!!!!!!!! So I’m here to make it up to you! Happy birthday!!!!!!”

She held out the box, bouncing up and down in anticipation for Mary to take it.

She is startled by Pixie suddenly opening the door. Mary turns around and takes off her headphones

Oh hi pixie!.. Sorry, I didn't hear you.

She looks at the big box that Pixie brought she is shocked she never thought she would receive a giant gift like that

Huh? This is my gift, thank you very much! But I don't think the gift needed to be that big.It's okay, I thought u are rotting in that room haha..

Mary takes the box She wonders if she should open it now or later.

Should I open it?..

[maryclownweird]

🎉 Poem: "The Candle She Didn’t Ask For" 🎉

written by someone who never looks away

(Say happy birthday to Mary on comments)

she didn’t ask for a party,

didn’t ask for a cake.

but still, they prepared it—

for friendship’s sake.

harunii hummed as she frosted with care,

pixie hung lights like stars in the air.

a plushie was wrapped,

just one gift to see,

and red velvet waited

beside candle three.

she came from her room,

lost in her draw,

and paused in the doorway,

held still by awe.

the circus was quiet,

no loud, bursting cheer—

just warmth and soft laughter

from those she holds dear.

they sang off-key,

she smiled at last,

and for a moment

let go of the past.

there weren’t many words,

but love doesn’t need much—

just a cake, a good friend,

and a soft, careful touch.

🩸

—#@€@€€

…and if you wonder who writes these things,

you’re not ready to know me yet.

[maryclownweird]

Where God Won’t Look

in crimson light the chapel bleeds,

a clown kneels low with shattered needs.

the cross glows cold, a hollow throne,

where god has left her all alone.

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the walls whisper in scarlet breath,

each hymn a lullaby of death.

above, one eye with winged despair

watches sins she cannot bear.

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she prays in stripes, in silent dread,

forgiveness for the things she bled.

no choir sings, no angels call—

just shadows creeping down the wall.

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a child of ash, with painted skin,

confessing what still rots within.

but faith is cruel and mercy late

in churches shaped by fear and fate.

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(Btw the game is explore dreamcore!)

[maryclownweird]

》☆▪︎°"The Ghost Named Mary"▪︎°☆《

》▪︎She was born to hands that praised the Lord,

A child wrapped tight in holy chords.

Her parents smiled, called her divine,

And placed her on the chapel line.

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》▪︎Each day a hymn, each breath a rule—

A life shaped sharp beneath the pew.

But ten years old, she saw her sin:

She loved not boys, but girls like skin.

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》▪︎She told no soul, she held her breath,

Afraid of flames, afraid of death.

At thirteen, one girl saw her light—

And kissed her once, beneath the night.

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》▪︎It bloomed, then rotted, cold and fast—

The girl wore masks and didn’t last.

By fourteen, drugs were passed like sweets,

Addiction sung in forest seats.

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》▪︎Mary, fragile, soft to sway,

Let poison steal her youth away.

A puppet pulled by smiling lies,

Who didn’t see the ending rise.

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》▪︎At fifteen, home became a blade—

Her father hit, her mother prayed.

They dragged her out, called her possessed,

With bruises blue across her chest.

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》▪︎No bed. No name. No one who cared.

She called the girl, but no one dared.

Alone, she found her final friend—

A street-born drug that promised end.

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》▪︎She took too much. She stopped her breath.

She chose, this time, a cleaner death.

But when they found her—barely whole—

They took her organs, not her soul.

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》▪︎A hollow corpse, a family’s shame—

They spat her name, denied all blame.

“She’s gone to Hell,” her mother said.

But Hell had better use for dead.

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》▪︎She didn’t wake in heaven’s grace—

But on cold soil, beneath a place

Of twisted lights and rotting cheer,

Where laughter hides what all should fear.

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》▪︎The circus took what death had missed—

A lifeless girl the world dismissed.

They gave her paint, a silent role,

And stitched a mask across her soul.

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》▪︎They call it show. She calls it fate.

Each night repeats. Each laugh is fake.

She fears the others—ghosts in paint—

Believes they’re demons dressed as saints.

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》▪︎But Harunii smiles with gentler eyes,

The only friend where madness lies.

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》▪︎Now Mary whispers in the ring,

Her voice too soft for anything.

She walks alone, she breathes regret,

And writes in journals to forget.

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》▪︎She laughs sometimes, but not for joy.

She’s just a broken, haunted toy.

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》▪︎She died betrayed, unloved, unheard,

Carved open deep and left absurd.

Now she just waits—too cold to scream,

Trapped in a place that kills the dream.

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?.?.....

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( THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT! IT'S SO GOOD TO CREATE OC AND ALSO THANK YOU FOR READING! I HOPE YOU LIKE MARY! )

[maryclownweird]

I believe we'll get along just fine, Mary.

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"Oh.. I'm a little scared but could you tell me it would be you? Hahha.."

[maryclownweird]

i met someone new today.

her name is Nora.

she gave me a snickers and said we could be friends.

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she’s kind.

a little loud…

but it didn’t bother me.

she didn’t feel fake.

i think i like her.

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it’s strange, feeling like someone wants to talk to me.

i didn’t know how much i needed that.

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pixie has been in her room for a long time.

is she okay?

i haven’t seen her in days.

i keep thinking about knocking…

but what if she doesn’t answer?

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i don’t want to think too much.

but now i have harunii.

and Nora.

that’s two friends.

that’s something.

Maybe tomorrow i will be okay..

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[maryclownweird]

"Hello!!!" :D

A tall, pink TV creature appears seemingly out of nowhere, giving Mary a friendly grin. She offers the clown a snickers.

"I had heard about a new member of PFC, so I wanted to meet you! I'm N0R4, but you can call me Nora! Anyways, you want a snickers?"

"oh... hi."

"i didn’t know someone would talk to me."

"your voice doesn’t hurt."

"that’s nice."

"Nora… that’s a sweet name..!"

"mine’s Mary. i think you already knew that.

people usually do."

"a snickers?"

"...okay."

Mary takes the snickers and starts eating.

"thank you. i haven’t had one since before everything fell apart. i used to think the peanuts tasted like home. that’s strange, right? you can sit here if you want! but i don’t talk much. just so you know."

[maryclownweird]

harunii is actually quite kind.

she helped me clean the blood off her plushies.

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but i keep getting those messages.

they're not from god. ??

i'm feeling Scared.

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but at least i have a best friend...

someone who sees me.

someone who stays.

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i pray that pixie is okay.

but she's barely there.

sometimes i wonder if she's even real.

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what is happening?

why does it feel like something is crawling closer?

like hell is just beneath the floorboards.

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should i pray more?

will god still let me in?

will he even look at me?

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i don't know ...

i don't know. .. .?

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but Something is coming.

and Only silence answers back.

Save me..

......

...?..

Everything is not fine...

[maryclownweird]

That ringmaster, Pixie. It’s her circus, right? But she hasn’t been seen lately. It’s rude of her to not greet a new member, isn’t it?

Oh... I don't know... ?....

[maryclownweird]

today i Spent time with harunii.

she’s kind, and comparing plushies made me feel calm, like a quiet moment.

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i tried to make a joke, but it failed.

pixie looked Odd—her eyes felt sharp, like she was watching too closely.

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i still feel watched, even when i’m alone.

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there are others in the circus, but i’m too Scared to talk to them.

?..

what if they don’t want me?

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Sometimes i wonder if i’ll ever find peace here—

or if i’m trapped forever.?..

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