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                                           ❛ for I am a strange new kind of inbetween aren’t I,                                               not at home with the dead nor with the living. ❜ 

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actually thinking about revamping edythe.  idk, bc like i can’t be super active bc of my studies bUT still, i just love edy v v v much

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is this a yay guys??? akjgdajgdh

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actually thinking about revamping edythe.  idk, bc like i can’t be super active bc of my studies bUT still, i just love edy v v v much

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                           before i am your  daughter,  your  sister,  your  aunt,  niece,  or  cousin,                          i am my own person, and I will not set FIRE to myself to keep you warm.

                                                          ind. leia organa / written by mari

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┇❝  @undevelopedisms.

                 ❛   you...   how can you still be  ALIVE?!  ❜      and it sounds like a whisper,  like she doesn’t want to disturb whatever the  hell  is happening at the moment,  at least just enough so she can get the ANSWERS she wants.

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just came here to say i love yall, that i cried w the messages i got and that i hope y’all are alright (its a miRACLE i turned my computer on)

so basically im still on hiatus but i have this huge  need  to write so if any of u still miss edythe hit me up oR I MIGHT END UP WRITING STAR WARS FANFICS.

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so yeah, i guess this was kinda expected considering how MIA i’ve been lately, but trust me when i say this wasn’t what i had in mind.   truth be told, i’ve kinda postponed taking this decision for a while, because i really wanted to be here, to do drafts, all that jazz.   the thing is, life HAPPENS.   i’m really focusing on my course, because i want this to be MY year (actually next year, but it all depends on what i do in 2016), i basically only go home to eat and sleep, which means i hardly have time or the energy to sit down and be here.   most importantly, and it kinda pains me a little to admit this, but it feels good to have a life outside this site.   to have real life friends that care for me and i care back, that are willing to spend their afternon trying to make me understand a subject or something.   like one of my favorite quotes says, life doesn't stop for anybody.

i’m not going to say this is a permanent decision because i have no idea what might happen in a couple months.   maybe i can go back here, even if just for the weekends, maybe i’ll be gone forever, who knows?   the only thing i can guarantee is that i really cannot commit to roleplaying right now, and i’d hate to keep logging here to say that i’m going to be online, end up not doing it at all and disappointing any of you.   god knows how much i hate when this happens to me.

and, in case this is my last chance to say this, please, please, go cherish your real life as much as we all cherish the life we have online.   sometimes we meet people here that mean a lot more than the ones we have to deal daily, but that doesn’t mean you won’t meet other nice people or that you have to spend more than half of your day sitting down in your room.   real friends, whether next to you or three timezones away, shall understand.   also, stay away from abusive people!!!!   your life and health is much more important than theirs, especially if they make you feel awful.

you may find me on my skype (still got it downloaded on my phone so. just don’t expect a quick answer bUT I SHALL REPLY U AS SOON AS I CAN I PROMISE. btw, if you feel like plotting or just talking about our characters, just dO IT. im leaving bc i dont have time bUT I STILL GOT LOTS OF MUSE FOR EDYTHE) which is masochisticlioness. i also have imessage, snapchat, fb and my personal blog, feel free to message if you want any of them, alright?

now to the shoutouts! (bc u know, if this is my last chance, imma make this as long as dicaprio’s speech) don’t worry bc the personal ones shall be under the read more, but this one needs to be right here so anyone can see.   but i want to give a huge THANK YOU to the twilight fandom for being so welcoming and nice to me.   i had a terrible experience in a previous fandom and i came here not expecting much to be quite honest, only hoping you’d all be at least somewhat nice to this sort of spin off from the original saga, and i’m still surprised by the whole thing.   it still means a lot and i want you all to keep being this awesome.   y’all rock ❤

@mcgnifique; i couldn’t have asked for a better friend to share this ~roleplaying path~ with me, and i still cannot begin to thank you for everything you’ve done to me. im not going to get all mushy mushy with u bc gURL i won’t leave ur side but u deserved to be on the top.

@elenaishuman; kim, oh goshhhh, now that i’m thinking about it, we’ve known each other since my teen wolf oc aND THATS BEEN LIKE AGES??? you are a precious person that deserves the world for everything you do to this community and i’m glad i’ve got to meet you in this whole craziness. and you can always, aLWAYS message me whenever you want. for real ❤

@cokeshirt + @crownedmagnificent + @greekroots + @cordialiity + @aetcrna + @banefulbloodstream; i wish i had talked to you guys more, because you were just the nicest to me in so many occasions and i wish i could have been a better friend to y’all. but if anything, you guys shall always have a place in my heart for making this experience one of the best i’ve ever had here on tumblr, and i truly wish all the best things in this world for you!

@scarlethued + @magiqxe + @innerfiire; thank u my HP fam for being the nicest even tho i changed fandoms. i’ve said this to you all a bunch of times, but for the last one, thanks for dealing with all my shit and my good and bad days and my fem versions of characters. you are all the MVPS

@undevelopedisms; brogen, if it wasn’t for you, i guess i’d never ever consider actually trying this fandom. i recall following your edward from other accounts and besides all the shit that you never deserved (and still dont), it felt to me like you were having a good time. i’m really glad that i happened to met you and your amazing characters through this experience. you are one hell of a writer and if i can ask you only one thing, please send me one of your ARCs whenever you release a novel!

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Lost Stars - Adam Levin (Begin Again)

Take my hand Let’s see where we wake up tomorrow Best laid plans Sometimes are just a one night stand

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After rebooting Eva at the start of the year, I was honestly surprised with the amount of people who stuck by me as I attempted to re-find my confidence in Eva. Now I’ve got 400 of you flawless people following me, and I honestly feel so honored. I feel blessed to have you people in my rp life. Some of you I’ve known before on my old Eva blog and others I’ve just recently met, but I love you all the same. To show my love for you all fudging amazing people I’ve decided to do a follower giveaway <3 

The rules

Must be following me. I’m sort of okay with you following me after this is posted, however if you ignore me while I try to get a roleplay going between us, or even to just chat ooc, then more than likely you won’t be included as a possible prize winner. Also, don’t unfollow once the promo is done. If you do, you’ll be expelled from the promo and I’ll just redraw someone else. I’ll be checking to see if you do or don’t follow me.

I’m happy with likes or reblogs, though I prefer reblogs. Feel free to reblog as many times as you want, but just don’t go crazy and spam the dashboard.  

You must be an indie roleplay blog. All fandoms, whether original or canon characters, are included.

This promo will end on the March 25th, sometime during the day.  I’ll let you know a day before it all closes, as well as an hour beforehand.

I’ll be using this random number generator to select the winners.  

The prizes

1st prize (1 winner)

300 icons of your choice (however please bare in mind that I will only make icons bigger than 100x100 as working on icons smaller than that size strains my eyes).

1 graphic.

A link on my blog for a month.

2nd prize (2 winners)

200 icons of your choice  (however please bare in mind that I will only make icons bigger than 100x100 as working on icons smaller than that size strains my eyes).

1 graphic.

A link on my blog for 2 weeks.

3rd prize (3 winners)

100 icons of your choice  (however please bare in mind that I will only make icons bigger than 100x100 as working on icons smaller than that size strains my eyes).

A link on my blog for 2 weeks.

EXAMPLES

Icons

Graphics (x) -basically my edit tag XD

Have fun, and happy reblogging! ^.^

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this is me rn. u had a super busy week (hence why i wasn’t here) and i finally got some time to be with my laptop.  i need to copy some notes from a few classes and work on an essay, but i’ll be half here, half doing stuff.   feel free to like this post and i shall send you a few memes!  and later on, i’ll work on drafts and starters c:

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i know i said i’d be here on the weekend but i had a birthday party yesterday and today we are going to celebrate my stepfather’s bday bc no one can com here tomorrow, so i apologize for my absence this week. 

i promise i’ll try my best to do a couple of replies and starters through the week, but please understand my classes are back and i really want to get into my dream uni this year, so that’s my main focus. nonetheless, feel free to talk to me on skype, alright?

i hope y’all have an amazing week <3

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Katherine McNamara as Ginger in The Grinder

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hey. just letting y'all know that im still alive (thO SIMON LEWIS ISNT WHYYYYYY) idk if anyone cares but yep im still here. long short story, my classes started again and im trying to really give my best this year so this is why i havent been here, along some other stuff. im going to be here this weekend and hopefully do those starters i owe yall, so pls bear w me okay? meanwhile pls be nice, don’t forget about me and send me nice stuff/memes/n00ds bc who doesn’t like these things??