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Happy 100 Morbid Halloween Vignettes

Chapter 10 "One final prayer"

It took me 4 years to finish writing 100 little vignettes (oh isn't that just the story of my life? late late late) At least this year I've made it before the holiday.

It's done. They are way too long and probably nonsensical/boring. Too many ideas. But that's because I've missed writing.

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"Alfred North Whitehead, once said, 'paradox is not a defeat, but an opportunity'. "

Quoted by Byron L. Sherwin in "The Legacy of Rabbi Judah Loew of Prague", since I can't find the original anywhere but like the above quote

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June Gehringer, “EARTH IS AN ANAGRAM FOR HEART, U FUCKING IDIOTS”

[Text ID: “We will bury this Earth in earth and / I will love you while we wait / for blood to grow.”]

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"We Don’t Deserve Love" by Arcade Fire

If you can't see the forest for the trees Just burn it all down And bring the ashes to me

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realised I quite like writing. The process. It's fun. Rereading these vignettes/drabbles/whatever is not so fun, because sometimes I want to read on, but there isn't anything. And only myself to blame.

100morbidthemes for Halloween (yes, now) Chapter 9 of 10

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Just published the most "me" poem hah. And finished the first collection.

Lovers

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If we make it to shore, he says, I will name our son after this water. I will learn to love a monster.

Immigrant Haibun

"Night Sky with Exit Wounds" Ocean Vuong

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The day when I will completely forget about you is near Because memories are painful But it's even more painful to forget I feel as if you might vanish from this world I look at your photo and don't recognize the person You were so different in RL Who are you It's almost done That's really sad

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New Cover

And what could have been the new cover but I lack the skills to make it fit my ideal vision

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You bloom before me But I pluck out my eyes Throw away my glasses Fall asleep Because you bloom for me But I am not worthy of your beauty I won't admire you I won't pluck you I won't crush you Because I'd rather be cruel ignorance Rather that give you my ugly affection

31.08.2022

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The old cover of my first collection.

I still like it a lot, even if the idea couldn't be executed well since I lack the skills

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This is the end and let me count my loses Then the wins In sum all zeros And I'm not thinking about you Very selfish indeed I'm thinking of the space that I take And hoping to dissolve in the wind Just like that I'm gone And no one knew I existed No pain no nothing and you'll be a little confused but live on And probably be happy Which will make me jealous but I'm dead so it's fine I have no consciousness

13.06.2022

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I'd love to start off with a poem, but the only thing I have is a list of works (so far) because I want to declutter my profile description and because I'm vain.

Works:

1. "To you, I sing across the moon" (poetry/short story collection)

Achievements (in Poetry category): 2 in Raindrops Awards 2 in Coffee after dark: a July writing contest 1 in DPS Awards 1 in the Pumpkin Spice Awards *** 2. 100 Morbid Themes (not-so-scary Halloween vignettes)