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billie ‘n babydoll 💋

The music pounded through the house, loud enough to make the floors vibrate and drown out any attempt at conversation. Babydoll had no idea why she’d agreed to come to this party. The whole thing was way too big, too crowded, and definitely not her vibe. She stood off to the side, drink in hand, scanning the sea of faces for a familiar one—or maybe just an excuse to leave.

And then she saw her.

Billie was slouched on a couch near the back of the room, somehow completely relaxed in the middle of the chaos. She was wearing an oversized hoodie, her hair tousled like she didn’t care, and her eyes were glued to her phone. The scene around her seemed to blur, like the party didn’t touch her at all. And maybe it was that effortless cool that drew Babydoll in—before she even realized it, her feet were carrying her across the room, straight toward Billie.

She stopped just in front of the couch, feeling a little out of place but too curious to back out now. Billie looked up, her blue eyes meeting Babydoll’s with an almost lazy curiosity, like she was sizing her up.

“You lost?” Billie asked, one eyebrow raised, a small smirk pulling at her lips.

Babydoll laughed softly, shaking her head. “Nah. Just… not really sure why I’m here.”

Billie’s smirk grew a little. “Yeah, I feel that. This place is kinda a lot.” She nodded toward the empty space beside her. “Wanna sit?”

Babydoll hesitated for a second before sinking down onto the couch, still a little unsure. But there was something about Billie—something about the way she seemed so calm, like the chaos of the party couldn’t touch her. It made Babydoll feel a little more at ease.

For a moment, they just sat there, not talking. It wasn’t awkward, though. The silence between them felt comfortable, like they didn’t need to fill it with small talk. Billie finally looked over at her, eyes flicking over her outfit with something like approval.

“I like your style,” Billie said, nodding toward Babydoll’s baby blue corset and white cowboy boots . “It’s different. Not like everyone else here.”

Babydoll shrugged, smiling. “Thanks. I could say the same about you.”

Billie grinned, that playful spark returning to her eyes. “Guess we both don’t fit in.”

The conversation started slow at first—comments about the party, casual jokes—but before long, they were actually talking. Billie had this dry, sarcastic sense of humor that made Babydoll laugh more than she’d expected. And the more they talked, the more it felt like the rest of the party just faded away.

At one point, Billie leaned back, glancing at Babydoll with a thoughtful expression. “You ever feel like you’re kinda… outside of all this? Like you’re here but not really part of it?”

Babydoll nodded, understanding exactly what she meant. “Yeah, all the time. It’s like… I’m floating through it.”

Billie’s eyes softened, and for a second, the air between them felt different, heavier somehow. “Yeah,” she said quietly. “That’s exactly it.”

They sat in that moment, the connection between them thick and unspoken. Babydoll didn’t say anything, but she could feel it—this weird, undeniable pull toward Billie, like they’d somehow found each other in the middle of all the noise.

Finally, Billie leaned forward, her gaze still locked on Babydoll’s. She stuck out her hand, her voice soft but with a smile on her lips. “I’m Billie. What’s your name?”

Babydoll looked at her, heart skipping a beat. She smiled, feeling like maybe this was only the beginning.

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billie ‘n babydoll

playlist

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spotify vers.

apple music vers.

link

TRACKLIST

Prom-SZA

Heaven-Clairo

Ivy-F.O

Bad Religion-F.O

Meet Me In The Hallway-H.S

Blue Dream-J.A

Jealousy, Jealousy-O.R

Garden-SZA

She-H.S

Come Over-The Internet

Fire & Desire-Drake

I’ll Kill You-S.W

Godspeed-F.O

We Might Even Be Falling In Love-V. M

My Future-B.E

Snooze-SZA

Pink + White-F.O

Cherry-H.S

Adore you-H.S

Violet Skies-S.A

Un-Thinkable-A.K

Plastic Off The Sofa-Beyoncé

First Love/Late Spring-Mitski

Plastic Plants-Mahalia

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can we get an babydoll playlist and/or an billie and babydoll playlist???

YES i made one yesterday but i wanna make a whole post for it it’ll be up soon

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when i think of babydoll i think of lana del rey and sabrina carpenter and madison beer all in one but baby blue

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billie x babydoll being featured in a couples vogue photoshoot together ✨

billie ‘n babydoll💋

Vogue Cover Shoot

💋i’m thinking vibes like gigi and zayn doing theirs in 2017

🩵the ONE time you will ever see babydoll in a suit and it’s the most feminine suit ever

💋i can’t decide if billie’s in a more fem suit too or if she sticks with masc.

🤍billie just being around babydoll makes her act dress and feel more masculine but she definitely still dips into her fem side still.

💋babydoll’s suit has flown pants it almost looks like a skirt. her suit jacket isn’t tight and wrapped around her like a cardigan.

🩵billie if she’s in some thing masc it’s got funky patterns on it like just a regular glance it just looks like a bunch of colors that go well together but if you look closer it’s like wtf how is she pulling it off

💋(typical for a billie fit)

🤍the cover picture is of the two of them sitting in field of white blue orange and pink flowers back to back look at the camera. billie is sat crisscrossing and babydoll is hugging her legs

💋the interview is the best part obviously

🩵 whole time they’re making inside jokes no one else gets

“the fuckin’ mystery fork all over again!”

💋 “what’s one word to sum up your relationship”

🤍 “balance.” “har-balance yeah balance was thinkin’ that too…”

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billie and babydoll💋 hcs!

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• their main love language is physical touch!

• they love their opposite styles (but still find ways to match such as billie wearing a blue jersey and babydoll wearing a blue corset)

• babydoll loves cooking for billie

• billie loves spoiling reader (taking her shopping n stuff, even if babydoll can afford it herself)

• billie loves watching and even helping babydoll get ready (curling her hair as babydoll does her makeup)

• since she’s inspired by mb/sc she’s also a music artist in my head!

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i tried sending this before don’t know if it went through though so sorry if it’s repetitive!!

it’s like you read my mind dude.

billie ‘n babydoll💋

💋i definitely see babydoll as pop star for sure.

🤍although i love the kiss mark for her i think she’s more like mb than sc career wise

💋growing up as an influencer that likes music to now being a very successful pop star

🩵babydoll COOKING for billie. billie swears up and down her hands are blessed by GODS.

💋when it comes to comparing their music genres they look like complete opposites but personality wise i think they’d be so similar

🤍billie writes songs for babydoll that’s only for her to hear

💋you know loom bracelets? that’s the equivalent to the friendship bracelet at a t.s. concert. she’s got a bunch of them in a box that just keeps growing and growing

🩵babydoll has secret vocals in some of billie’s tracks

💋babydoll is literally a babydoll. so pretty so perfect.

🤍she hates driving so of course she’s billie’s passenger princess. she even has her name in baby blue rhinestones on the side of her seat

💋babydoll gives southern belle so bad. heavy accent, southern hospitality fs, LOTS of florals denim and cowboy boots. BUT SHE IS NOT A COUNTRY SINGER!

🩵when she was younger like 15-16 she tried so hard to hide her accent in interviews and other press.

SEND MORE ASKS/HEADCANNOS OR DRABBLES OR BLURBS WHATEVER YOU WANT!!

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billie x babydoll!reader, ex. coquette, madison beer, sabrina carpenter vibe ✨

LOVE THIS IDEA SM!!

send some head cannons and ideas about them and i’ll write from those i can never just write

the tag will be

BILLIE X BBYDOLL💋

so creative ikr

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i wanna do a wbb or billie x ___ reader

like how some people do brat or barbie or the animal themed ones but something different bc i dont wanna be accused of stealing cus yall scare me

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halfway through the words were blurry man idk what happened 🤷🏾‍♀️ 🤨

SO GOOD!!

AND TELL ME WE WEREN'T JUST FRIENDS

THIS DOESN'T MAKE MUCH SENSE...

"Friends." — "Is that clear?"

"Crystal clear."

The cool air of night felt burning on your skin, the anger you held spilling over the brim. You couldn't believe you were having this conversation with Billie right now. You swear you saw things clearly. You know you read the signs correctly.

"Friends, that's all we are, Y/N." She breathes, never even sparing you a glance as she shifts her weight onto one foot and then the other. She couldn't bear looking at you, "Jus' wanted to clarify since—"

"Since it got a little too far and you said you loved me?" You scoff, squeezing your hands into fists and then releasing them. Every word that came out of her mouth since you got outside made you even angrier, "Yeah, okay, whatever you say."

Billie parts her lips to speak, but all that comes out is a small squeak of sadness or maybe anger? You couldn't even pinpoint it anymore. You didn't even know her. She felt like a completely different person. Like a stranger.

You barely knew the person you stood just a few feet away from. And, sure, you should've known when this whole "friends with benefits" situation began, but it just hit you hard each time she reminded you of it.

She's reminded you of your boundaries countless times before. Neither of you knew why you lashed out this time. Maybe you did. Maybe you were just tired. You were tired of not being able to kiss her publicly. You were tired of only being able to hold her hand behind closed doors. You were so fucking tired of not being able to call her yours.

"Stop—Fuck—Just stop, Y/N." She groans, inhaling sharply as she runs a hand through her hair. It was just as stressful for her as it was for you, but you didn't know that. You didn't know a lot of things about her.

Her eyes meet yours for a split second, but she just can't do it. She can't look at you and speak because if she does, she knows she'll spill her true feelings. And she can't do that. She can't. She can't. She can't.

"Stop what? You're acting like I'm crazy, Billie!" You all but yell, eyes wild and hair blowing in your face from the windy night. It feels like a scene from a movie. You wished it was because there would've been a happy ending.

"Because you are!" She yells, her eyes snapping to yours quicker than you can even process. You let out a short breath as she speaks, tears brimming in her eyes, "You are fucking insane thinking, for even a second, that I ever had actual interest in you!"

Push her away.

Push her so fucking far away she won't ever come back.

"God, you're crazy, Y/N!" She scoffs, a fake smile on her face as she tilts her head, "Haven't you seen the signs?" But the signs weren't of hatred. They were signs of actual love. She was contradicting herself just to push you away.

She had to push you away. She wasn't good for you. Her reputation was too much. She didn't want to hurt you. You'd leave her in the end, anyway. It was better she hurt you than millions of people on the internet. Right?

"Friends." She states, her voice shaky despite her efforts to stay strong, "Is that clear?" Her eyes move away from you again, and your heart breaks just that little bit more.

Tears streak down your cheeks as you sniffle. You just wanted the floor to open and swallow you whole. Embarrassment, sadness, anger—God—Every emotion ran through you. What were you supposed to say?

"Crystal clear." You utter, voice small and weak. Your knees felt like they would give out any second now, the ache in your chest hurting more than it should've.

It felt like the entire world was watching the situation unfold, but in reality, it was only Billie. But what was the difference, really? She was your entire world. She was. Was.

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theyre the same person i fear

(im deepily in love with them both)

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i just want a smut fic with the two of them is that too much to ask for 😭

theyre the same person i fear

(im deepily in love with them both)

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matt is a diva. tiktok said so

full name is crazy tho too😭😭

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new billie theme!!😱😲😳😮🙊😯😨🙀😨🤯

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you ever see a post on here and just think “ur definitely like 12”

bc why are you freaking out about a grown 21 year old man probably jerks off to onlyfan models

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lil billie angst i wrote a while ago (can you tell i was listening to wildflower while writing)

WARNING: angst, curse words (?)

y/n paced the room, her heart racing with anger and betrayal. billie sat on the edge of the bed, looking up at her with wide eyes, clearly unsure of what to say.

“you—lied,” y/n spat, her voice trembling with emotion. “you lied again, and i fucking fell for it!”

billie ran a hand through her hair, frustration etched on her face. “y/n, just let me explain!”

“explain what?” y/n shot back, stopping in front of billie, fists clenched at her sides. “how you promised me you wouldn’t do this again? how you swore it was all behind you?”

billie stood up, her expression shifting to desperation. “i thought it was! but things got complicated, and—”

“complicated?” y/n interrupted, her voice rising. “that’s your excuse? you keep saying you want to be honest with me, and yet here we are again!”

“i’m trying!” billie exclaimed, her voice breaking. “you don’t understand what it’s like! i didn’t want to hurt you!”

“well, you did! again!” y/n yelled, feeling tears sting her eyes. “you think i can just brush this off like it’s nothing? it’s always the same damn story, billie!”

billie stepped closer, her eyes pleading. “please, just listen! i didn’t mean to lie. i was scared of losing you.”

“you think lying is gonna keep me?” y/n snapped. “it just makes it worse!”

“i know! i know,” billie said, her voice softening. “but i didn’t want to disappoint you. i thought if i could handle it on my own, you wouldn’t have to worry.”

“so you thought lying was the answer?” y/n shook her head, frustration boiling over. “you don’t get it! you’re not just hurting me; you’re breaking my trust!”

billie took a step back, her expression shifting from desperation to defeat. “i’m so sorry, y/n. i really am. i hate that i did this to us.”

y/n crossed her arms, feeling the weight of billie’s words. “sorry doesn’t change what you did. how can i trust you again?”

billie looked down, her voice barely above a whisper. “i’ll do whatever it takes to earn it back. i’ll be honest, no more secrets. please just give me a chance.”

y/n sighed, the anger slowly fading but the hurt still lingering. “i don’t know, billie. it’s gonna take time.”

“i’ll wait,” billie said, her eyes shining with sincerity. “i’ll wait as long as it takes. i can’t lose you over my mistakes.”

y/n took a deep breath, the tension between them slowly easing. “just promise me you’ll be honest from now on. no more lies.”

“i promise,” billie replied, her voice firm. “no more lies.”

y/n looked into billie’s eyes, searching for the truth behind her words. “i want to believe you.”

“then let me prove it,” billie said, reaching out to take y/n’s hand. “let’s work through this together.”

y/n hesitated but eventually squeezed billie’s hand, feeling a flicker of hope. “together,” she echoed softly.

“always,” billie promised, a small smile breaking through the tension.

i saw this prompt on tt and i had to write abt it

"You- Lied.. You lied again and I fucking fell for it!"