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“I can’t talk right now, I’m doing Hot Girl Shit.”

The Hot Girl Shit in question:

(This joke is overdone but I found it funny lol)

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me at 3pm : yesyes i deserve to eat healthily, this food will nourish my body and i deserve to love myself no matter what size i am!!!

3am : obsessively planning all my meals for the next week on mfp haha skinny body go brrrrrr heehoo

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I know I said this is going to be my happy place buuuttt I need a place to rant where no body knows me :)

I have really bad self esteem but I'll have moments where I'll gain some confidence which has been happening for a while and it was good buuuuutt for some reason its as if my brain wants me to be insecure again. I have a problem with making lists of things to change about myself and wearing tons of makeup to try and look as different as I can and saving thinspo posts (I have struggled with eating disorders before and usually I'll recover then slowly go back to it over time without realising) eventhough im finally at a healthy weight. The only good thing I can get out of this (classic optimist) is that at least im trying some healthy ways to look different (eg. drinking water to clear my skin) but yeah theres still the bad mindset. Even worse is that I dont want to get better anymore and I cant tell anyone I know because I dont want to be seen as a basket case they need to worry about.

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I don't know if it's open but maybe the name “Mysterious Lullaby” ? I don't really know what is a palette name, sorry 😅

Mysterious Lullaby

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God: I have created the perfect specimen! It shall delve into a world where it shall set all things right. My people will look upon it as a creation of light and purity.

Me: ghdhsfff rockkk

God: Crawl back to whatever hell house you came from, heathen! Thou art a creature of chaos!

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I'm gonna make tumblr my happy place for now

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“It’s okay if I’m not your favorite chapter you have written, but I hope you sometimes smile when you flip back to the pages I was still apart of.”

— Unknown

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Might use these colours in future 💕

If Only I Could Just Conjure a Spell…

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Any song recommendations? This is mine eventhough its old :)

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Any other aviation nerds on here?

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Ive discovered how to change the colour of letters :)

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Its nine in the afternooooonnn your eyes are the size of the mooooonnn

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To be, or not to be: that is the question:

Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer

The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,

Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,

And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;

No more; and by a sleep to say we end

The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks

That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation

Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;

To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;

For in that sleep of death what dreams may come

When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,

Must give us pause: there's the respect

That makes calamity of so long life;

For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,

The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,

The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,

The insolence of office and the spurns

That patient merit of the unworthy takes,

When he himself might his quietus make

With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,

To grunt and sweat under a weary life,

But that the dread of something after death,

The undiscover'd country from whose bourn

No traveller returns, puzzles the will

And makes us rather bear those ills we have

Than fly to others that we know not of?

Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;

And thus the native hue of resolution

Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,

And enterprises of great pith and moment

With this regard their currents turn awry,

And lose the name of action.—Soft you now!

The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons

Be all my sins remember'd

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I'm just another Gemini with no self esteem, an obsession with Shakespeare and a caffeine addiction

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Might move here cause instagram is annoying :))

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I like strong sweet tea with no milk, how do y'all take your tea? :)