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Rainy Lazy Sunday

-Maori Sakai- https://www.maorisakai.com https://www.instagram.com/maori_sakai_illustration/

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sorry i was passionate & intense & insane. it will happen again

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Van Gogh's brush strokes

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”match my freak” match my melancholy. be nostalgic about a past you weren’t even that happy in. find something to be haunted about throughout every second of your day

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scenery of suzhou by popinthehouse

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There Are So Many Ghosts at My Spot, Karman Verdi

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yes girl I think it’s incredibly sexy how indecisive you are about every single decision in your life. I also love how you haven’t let anything go since you were 12. can we make out now

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tenderness is in the hands ― Carolyn Forché, L’Avventura (1960), Ocean Vuong, The White Ribbon (2009), Hart Crane, Gelatin Silver, Love (2009), Ingeborg Bachmann, Les amants du Pont-Neuf (1991), Sylvia Plath, Psycho (1960), Rod McKuen (stills by @forhandsthatsuffer)

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— Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

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so. bad news. we have to keep going tomorrow. good news is that I’ll keep going with you

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we slept skin-to-skin. I could feel the heat from his body on mine. when I fell asleep tangled up with him I felt comfort like never before. and when I woke from a nightmare he was there, and I felt safety in his embrace.

he has the prettiest brown eyes I’ve ever seen. like amber buried deep. when I hold his gaze I feel like my breath has been stolen from me. I feel burned to the bone, stripped naked and vulnerable.

perhaps it’s my inexperience that has caused this to happen yet again, but why does fate bear me this hand? why do I always fall and why do they never do the same

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Haruki Marukami

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anyone else going about their life missing everything all the time

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what they didn’t tell you as a child is that you will spend your whole life trying to replicate the same unconditional happiness you so effortlessly experienced back then and that it will never quite feel the same no matter how hard you try

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life is just humiliating yourself over and over and learning to live with the inherent shame of being alive !! do what makes you happy !! it is impossible to live life without embarrassment, so why bother trying !!