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clint’s day off (tiktok w the audio)

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So hear me out: I've never read HP, never got into HP fanfiction, never thought I'd get into HP fanfiction, but I was watching Prisoner of Askaban yesterday for the millionth time (as you do) and someone lets out this VERY IMPORTANT DETAIL that SIRIOUS AND JAMES (and Peter, I suppose ;[ ) literally turned and unofficially became Animagus JUST TO SUPPORT AND BE OUT WITH AND TAKE CARE OF REMUS DURING THE FULL MOON EVERY MONTH. AND TO TOP THAT INCREDIBLY HEARTWARMING & SELFLESS ACT, THEY MADE A LITERAL MAP TO KEEP TRACK OF REMUS AND EVERYBODY ELSE SO THEY COULD HELP HIM IF HE GOT INTO TROUBLE!

How did I not know this??? For decades??? 😱If this is not true friendship and love I don't know what is.

Addendum: This might just have finally gotten me into the Harry Potter fandom. Funny how it wasn't Drarry that did it, but Wolfstar

Sirius Black: So now that we know Remus Lupin is actually Werewolf McWerewolf we gotta do something totally awesome to help him out once a month while he’s ReMSing

James Potter: I completely agree.

Sirius Black: We should be animals

James Potter: I wanna be a dragon

Sirius Black: I wanna be an Acromantula

James: I wanna be a boggart and take the form of my enemies greatest fear

Sirius: I wanna be a freaking hippogriff and fly around majestic as fuck

*research*

James: This looks really hard

Sirius: Yeah this is gonna take forever

James: Or, hear me out, you could probably be a dog. Sirius Black. Black Dog. Get it?

Sirius: Yeah, you can be a deer or something

James: Why a deer?

Sirius: Why NOT a deer?

James: Fuck yeah.

*Marauder high-five*

Peter: What about me guys

James: I dunno

Sirius: Be something that will somehow overwhelmingly represent the person you become in ten years due to some divine form of foreshadowing

Peter: Rat it is?

James: Rat it is.

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Sirius Black: So now that we know Remus Lupin is actually Werewolf McWerewolf we gotta do something totally awesome to help him out once a month while he’s ReMSing

James Potter: I completely agree.

Sirius Black: We should be animals

James Potter: I wanna be a dragon

Sirius Black: I wanna be an Acromantula

James: I wanna be a boggart and take the form of my enemies greatest fear

Sirius: I wanna be a freaking hippogriff and fly around majestic as fuck

*research*

James: This looks really hard

Sirius: Yeah this is gonna take forever

James: Or, hear me out, you could probably be a dog. Sirius Black. Black Dog. Get it?

Sirius: Yeah, you can be a deer or something

James: Why a deer?

Sirius: Why NOT a deer?

James: Fuck yeah.

*Marauder high-five*

Peter: What about me guys

James: I dunno

Sirius: Be something that will somehow overwhelmingly represent the person you become in ten years due to some divine form of foreshadowing

Peter: Rat it is?

James: Rat it is.

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artist: talitasami ⚡️

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got a hand cramp while drawing this he will pay for it

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nothing beats the ship dynamic of “hissy black cat and his loyal golden retriever bf”

I eat that shit up every. single. time.

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I was rereading poa and got carried away

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Top 5 Sam flinches.

7) 12.03. Mary hugs Sam and tells her sons she’s leaving. Sam watches her all the way up to the door, but he still flinches resoundingly when it shuts.

6) 12.09. Sam, alone in his cell, as the metal door slams shut on his isolation: iconic. Wonderful. Season 12 gets rights for this, for the horrible nervous tension that Sam carries in confinement. (it occurs to me that I could probably do a top five Door Flinches tbh.)

5) 13.21. AAAAAAH. The only reason I’m ranking this so low is because it doesn’t have a ton of psychological subtlety, especially not compared to the lovely scene that follows, which is relatively flinch-free (Sam is twitchy around Lucifer, as usual, but there aren’t big flinches that stand out). But its purpose isn’t subtlety: it’s a jumpscare, and a fantastic one. It’s made all the better for how intentional Lucifer was with it: the flashlight, the waiting in the dark. And Sam and I both got fucking terrified. 13.21 My Beloved. 

4) 14.18. Dean smashes an entire wooden chair. This has been a quietly building scene--both Sam and Cas have been trying to placate Dean. Then Rowena reveals Mary is gone for good, and I love how deliberate the focus is here on the violence of Deans wrath and grief. There is real fear in Sam’s eyes. It’s not of Dean directly, per se--not that Dean will hit him with a chair, but it is of Dean’s mood, of what violence he will channel his devastation into. Of what shape this newest pain will be. He’s right to be afraid, because that anger will be directed at Jack.

3) 13.18. Another Dean flinch, but this one is anger specifically at Sam. Sam’s just explained that there’s no archangel grace left for another portal, that he used it all to heal Gabriel. He could barely get the words out through the horrible silence--there’s no music, nothing to blunt the tension of Dean’s anger. Dean’s outburst and Sam’s flinch, when they come, are abrupt and deafening. Notice how here, Sam ducks his head down and looks away, how he’s trying to deflect, how he’s trying to breathe deep and not react.

2) 15.20. it’s the Toaster Flinch (tm) of myth and legend. Sam and isolation: the loneliness of him and his toaster and the way every tendon in his neck spasms when it goes off. He’s the only living person for miles and miles, he’s mired in his mind, and he can’t help these nervous, visceral physical reactions. The space here is what gets me: it’s framed so deliberately even though there isn’t a specific narrative reason for Sam to react to a toaster, not like Lucifer or Dean or a threat--just the piled on years and years of reasons, of grief and trauma and his vicious and inescapable hypersensitivity. 

1) 7.01-7.02 are SO FULL of Sam flinches that I couldn’t choose only one. There’s one every few minutes. The mark of an S-tier episode. Actually, Season 7 in general is a treasure trove, and I wanted to add ones from 7.15 and 7.17, but I’m trying to restrain myself at least a little bit here.

I love the way that, fresh out of a hallucination, he reacts to Dean not by pushing or hitting him, but quickly pulling back, hovering one hand over Dean’s arm and pushing his other against the wall for support. Like he’s wary of resisting or fighting even before he’s realized it’s Dean.

This one is just. Really really nice. Similar thing, where he pulls away and quickly stops. He’s hearing Lucifer’s voice and Dean’s.

UGH THIS ONE THOUGH. It’s my favorite. It’s so violent but understated. The way Sam’s eyes flick automatically to his hands, and then the way his face settles into something both hurt and reproachful, how his mouth tightens into this very nearly chastising little line. The way that it’s an intentional and obvious trick, it’s a form of mockery that Sam is very very used to but still can’t help but react to. It’s clearly a sick shared joke. The mutual understanding unspoken here, the history, drives me absolutely bonkers. It’s imprinted on the back of my eyelids.

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Dean fucking Sam in the impala, like full on inside-his-ass-desperately-making-out-and-thrusting-into-him kind of fucking and

he always insists on having his sex playlist playing, which is 99 percent heavy rock because apparently it gets Dean going and Sam gave up complaining because ok, getting fucked to Led Zeppelin is actually kinda hot, but the playlist is cycling through and they're fucking when

out of absolutely no where, 'time after time' starts blasting out the speakers, and Sam pauses, stilling against Dean's lips, and Dean's thrusts pause, and Sam can feel the heat radiating from his brothers cheeks with their proximity

Sam meets his eyes, arches an eyebrow in question and Dean's blush deepens slightly

"It... it reminds me of us, alright? I can skip it-" Dean starts, a fumbling and embarrassed mess as he reaches towards the radio, and Sam doesn't even have the heart to tease him or remind him of 'no chick flick moments' because honestly?

His heart has never quite felt so full.

He grabs Dean's wrist, pulls it back and kisses him.

"Leave it on." He says simply, biting playfully at Dean's bottom lip to get him to relax.

Dean nods, smiles a little into their next kiss and continues to thrust into Sam - slow but hard, and Sam arches his back off the seat and moans as his fingers curl around Dean's shoulders.

If you're lost you can look and you will find me,

Time after time.

If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting,

Time after time.

If you're lost, you can look and you will find me,

Time after time.

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Sam: You will never, ever hear me say that you - the real you - is anything but good.

Favourite quote per episode

10.23 Brother's Keeper

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when the guy in the store is listing all the things sam did while possessed like coming in drunk and throwing a bottle at his head and smoking and dean’s like

THIS GUY!?

which btw in dean’s imagination is like

THIS GUY!?

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Sam: Goodnight, jerk.

Dean: Night, bitch.

Favourite quote per episode

11.04 Baby

How could them saying I LOVE YOU not be my favourite quote?

But I have to say, "we ARE home" is a tough competition.

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Dean: Bottled toilet water? Why do you keep spraying it?

Sam: I just wanted to see of the squeezy thing worked.

Favourite quote per episode

11.05 Thin Lizzie