not wanting to address things but knowing that it must happen eventually. chaos blog. personal blog. sorting out Things.
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
Statistics
We looked inside some of the posts by maybe-we and here's what we found interesting.
Average Info
Notes Per Post
0
Likes Per Post
0
Reblog Per Post
0
Reply Per Post
0
Time Between Posts
1 day
Number of Posts By Type
Text
17
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
When “GIF” was named word of the year in 2012, Oxford Dictionaries U.S.A. credited Tumblr for pushing the word.
Text
Cool I don't feel like a person or like I am seen as a person and I know it's just me being sensitive probably I am scared as fuck what is wrong with me and why do I have to feel it just *internally screams. Externally squints in disgust*
#i knownits annoying but it stil hurts gettin fuckin memed on#like 'oh prepare yourself for this to become my whole personality for thr next 3 months' yeah.#like. id have a gigle about it if it hadnt been a sore spot from the same person makin comments like that before#i dont want to drop a third thing that i have strong feelings about because of shame#i kinda wanna cry but i really dont k lnow if i can anymkre??#i want to rip out feelings and burn the. or eat them and let them melt and destroy them with my whole seld#im being so fucking dramatic because i am upset and whatever sdfjrjdj stfu#i stopped caring half way through typing that last tag. im just. so fuckin tired.
0 notes
Text
Night tumblr no more lol
Found a scary.
Goin back to flower friend
#the smol maybe saw a nsfw post but it was a bad nsfw one of not nice things happening#it made hmmmmmmmm weird no thnx#is just empathy and understanding that those things hurt people?
0 notes
Text
Downside of tumblr dashboard and bein side blog
Messssssss so many things I don't wanna see the one thing cause that's not what I like like this but when not like this I do
#being vague and smol sorta. mostly#is confusing cause sometimes i is i andni is more than one but sometimes its we but we is one or we is more than one#i is i and i is more than one maybe now? if thats the thing its confusing and im bored and tumblr is Not For Me but its regular#like. common.... ROUTINE. tumblr is part of routine#no tumblr today bc it has too much spicy and too much sad
0 notes
Text
Got a little necklace. As a treat.
#also gotta shave. in general. caught a look in a mirror when not fixating on the whole eyes/makeup thing#and yikes. scruffy in a bad way bby
0 notes
Text
Influence asshole(prev S) started a ball rolling that I was too chilled out 420-ing to stop the ball rolling and like influence A was there and kinda had to. Fuckin deal with it and bitch I am NOT the one to deal with that. I am all for avoidance and forget that shit. Makin compromises out my ass and then this prick
Anyway big time fuck up maybe now a long time friend thinks hallucinations run rampant and I word spewed for like an hour while trying to just be chill and solidified and high and now I'm the fuckin voice of reason6 against rotting in bed somehow. And like. Thoroughly scolded and shit because yeah. Ok bad move on my part/influence but fuck dude. I don't wanna deal with that shit it is way too close to home Main don't wanna deal with that shit because it's scary and maybe they, we? Whatever the fuck it's all a lie and a game maybe or some fucked bs
Point is. There are ways to avoid it. Not an option now because ASSHOLE decided to blab and then fuck off for a majority of shit or couldn't or wouldn't because whatever stupid I'm mad it's stupid I want to undo it all but ask I can do is keep fuckin going and not be as much of a hot mess out loud I guess. And like. Washing face and getting real ish food and coffee helps I guess. Cause that was all me, baby I do good shit sometimes ok.
We need way more caffiene tho. Like. Thats an allowed thing I am so so sure that is an allowed thing I don't think there's any time it's not allowed
0 notes
Text
Oops that should not hit as close to home as it do what the fuck
And People. Shit. I gotta fuckin go. Isolation it is
0 notes
Text
Wild how I feel like I'm fuckin shaking apart and drifting particles and could scream and tear apart anything around me and have some weird creature rip out of my skin
But im just like. Sitting here. Quietly. Drinking soda. Like. What the fuck I am not mentally ok and yet
0 notes
Text
Flickery or wrong holy fuck wrong place wrong time I don't like ot wake up go away get out
#i want to claw out of my skin#i want to pull the wrong things off. i want it right and i need to be somewhere else#im fuckjn goin through it right now#so physically exhausted too but i need to go? be somewhere else. what thr fuck
0 notes
Text
someone wants to tell the secret. Because it would be beneficial to a degree? Because they would find it funny?
Kind of.... mentioned it in a phone call. There is a release of tension in the shoulders but. Buzzing in the back of the skull like an itch or someone slapped upside the head.
It's frustrating. Because they know they aren't the same as the source. And they're doing this. And masking is difficult and unsavory.
That being said. Lack of feeling like a person persists. In starts and stops. And now it seems like I am here. Lovely.
0 notes
Text
Without daily tasks I am becoming more and more unraveled and more and more scared that I will be unable to work because I am more like several different led lights in a string than a singular person
0 notes
Text
doesn't feel fair the small ones/little times always end up with a nap or going to sleep
0 notes
Text
Ismokedweedonaccieent
What
I smoked weed on accident
Bitch how do you smoke weed on accident
#gotta love memes#genuinely kinda mad i caved. also admitted it in person#but lots calmer. less itchin at the seams#which will suck more later cause this is not a usual occurance for body#im done thinkin about it not worth getting wound up again thatd undo the whole point
0 notes
Text
There can only be so many handled crisises at a time and this one can probably wait it can be handled. Quietly.
#very weird very difficult moment. /i/ want to drink or smoke about it#but thats not fair. and freaking people out. and those people are dealing with their shit#this can wait. this can wait. this can wait. this can wait.#i am fuckin scared of this happening /here/
0 notes
Text
gonna have some stomach ache about it apparently.
i feel really fuckin weird and don't know what to do about it
0 notes
Text
just the most spaced tf out voice ever mumbling along to songs and then clear as day Parkour. K.
0 notes
Text
sick, spaced, stressed?
is it general anxiety or did somethin fuck up or am i just gonna get sick off the pizza who knows
#ive got so much mint gum in my mouth right now. if its just bad food itll help. if its just sick itll help.#if its anxiety itll help. if its spacing itll help. probably#its a better option than what i want aaayyyy#that an maybe layin down would be helpful
0 notes