mcytblr-confessions

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I'm so sorry to continue asking for help this way, but I'm seriously stuck.

ko-fi

to summarize my situation:

I'm living in a small car. I've been living this way for 10 years, with stints of couch surfing. I'm trying to get a van so I can outfit it with all the essentials of a home, which will allow me to live comfortably and cheaply and improve my life significantly. There is no way I'm going to afford an apartment or house, I've been trying for 10 years, all I want at this point is a van.

The fundraiser has been successful to the point where I can currently afford a van and want to start shopping. This is fantastic, since I really need to get out of my car before winter hits so I can insulate the walls of the van and be safe. I've spent winters in this car, and I do not believe it would be healthy for me to attempt again. Before I can purchase a van, I need a license first.

I'm currently facing a legal issue regarding my license. Over the past 4 years I've been unemployed and unable to renew my license and registration, or afford insurance. I've accrued about $2,100 of citations that I must pay before I can get a license. Keep in mind that I've been mainly living in my car, and while I've tried shelters and transitional housing programs, they have not helped me.

I wish I'd taken care of this sooner, but I've been living minimally to save as much money as possible while still affording my daily basic needs, and I've only recently had success fundraising online in general. It took me almost 4 months to save the ~$2,500 I currently have from the fundraiser, $1,800 of which is in my savings account. If I spend it now on legal fees, I'll be out of luck for winter and won't be able to afford the rest of my plan to escape the homelessness that has caused this issue in the first place.

Over the past week I've been in contact with the court, local community services, the DMV, and even my senator to see if there's some way to waive these fees or transfer a title to my name without a license so I can be safe this winter. They've all suggested going to a shelter, getting a job, and earning the money that way. All while somehow not getting pulled over again since I'd have no other way to get around but driving my illegal car without a license.

If I get pulled over again, there's a chance my shelter will be impounded and I'll be in an even worse situation. Insuring and registering this car is not a possibility while I'm living in it, as I'll still be ticketed and so will the licensed driver I'll have to put on my insurance plan to get the car insured, if I could even find someone willing to do that. I NEED a license.

Community services CAN NOT pay court fees. The DMV CAN NOT proceed with a title transfer as long as my license is suspended. The court CAN NOT waive or dismiss these fees. I MUST pay the court $2,100 and get out of my car to continue living my life safely.

HOW AM I EXPECTED TO COMPLETE THIS TASK?

My options are to pay the whole amount immediately, or get on two seperate payment plans (one for each courthouse I owe), one of which will last a year and require a down payment of $150, the other at least two years and a down payment of $200.

I desperately need your help.

Please consider donating to my Ko-fi. I've set a goal for the total amount I owe. Since I have the money for the down payments, I'll start the payment plans and pray that my ko-fi funds will replace the money as it goes. I'll make larger payments as long as the ko-fi funds exceed the $100/mo I need to continue paying for this. AS LONG AS I'M ON THE PAYMENT PLANS, MY LICENSE WILL NO LONGER BE SUSPENDED AND I CAN CONTINUE IMPROVING MY LIFE.

I have a seperate issue being that the DMV's driving tests for licenses are booked up until spring, which means even if this legal issue went away right now, I'd still have to live through the winter to be able to get a van, but there are more open solutions to that problem. Right now, my main concern is these citations draining all the money I was going to use to survive the winter.

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Genuinely, I do not understand why Scott Smajor gets so much hate in this fandom. I have never seen anybody give a legitimate reason to hate him as much as so many people here do.

Homophobia

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I'm so sorry to continue asking for help this way, but I'm seriously stuck.

ko-fi

to summarize my situation:

I'm living in a small car. I've been living this way for 10 years, with stints of couch surfing. I'm trying to get a van so I can outfit it with all the essentials of a home, which will allow me to live comfortably and cheaply and improve my life significantly. There is no way I'm going to afford an apartment or house, I've been trying for 10 years, all I want at this point is a van.

The fundraiser has been successful to the point where I can currently afford a van and want to start shopping. This is fantastic, since I really need to get out of my car before winter hits so I can insulate the walls of the van and be safe. I've spent winters in this car, and I do not believe it would be healthy for me to attempt again. Before I can purchase a van, I need a license first.

I'm currently facing a legal issue regarding my license. Over the past 4 years I've been unemployed and unable to renew my license and registration, or afford insurance. I've accrued about $2,100 of citations that I must pay before I can get a license. Keep in mind that I've been mainly living in my car, and while I've tried shelters and transitional housing programs, they have not helped me.

I wish I'd taken care of this sooner, but I've been living minimally to save as much money as possible while still affording my daily basic needs, and I've only recently had success fundraising online in general. It took me almost 4 months to save the ~$2,500 I currently have from the fundraiser, $1,800 of which is in my savings account. If I spend it now on legal fees, I'll be out of luck for winter and won't be able to afford the rest of my plan to escape the homelessness that has caused this issue in the first place.

Over the past week I've been in contact with the court, local community services, the DMV, and even my senator to see if there's some way to waive these fees or transfer a title to my name without a license so I can be safe this winter. They've all suggested going to a shelter, getting a job, and earning the money that way. All while somehow not getting pulled over again since I'd have no other way to get around but driving my illegal car without a license.

If I get pulled over again, there's a chance my shelter will be impounded and I'll be in an even worse situation. Insuring and registering this car is not a possibility while I'm living in it, as I'll still be ticketed and so will the licensed driver I'll have to put on my insurance plan to get the car insured, if I could even find someone willing to do that. I NEED a license.

Community services CAN NOT pay court fees. The DMV CAN NOT proceed with a title transfer as long as my license is suspended. The court CAN NOT waive or dismiss these fees. I MUST pay the court $2,100 and get out of my car to continue living my life safely.

HOW AM I EXPECTED TO COMPLETE THIS TASK?

My options are to pay the whole amount immediately, or get on two seperate payment plans (one for each courthouse I owe), one of which will last a year and require a down payment of $150, the other at least two years and a down payment of $200.

I desperately need your help.

Please consider donating to my Ko-fi. I've set a goal for the total amount I owe. Since I have the money for the down payments, I'll start the payment plans and pray that my ko-fi funds will replace the money as it goes. I'll make larger payments as long as the ko-fi funds exceed the $100/mo I need to continue paying for this. AS LONG AS I'M ON THE PAYMENT PLANS, MY LICENSE WILL NO LONGER BE SUSPENDED AND I CAN CONTINUE IMPROVING MY LIFE.

I have a seperate issue being that the DMV's driving tests for licenses are booked up until spring, which means even if this legal issue went away right now, I'd still have to live through the winter to be able to get a van, but there are more open solutions to that problem. Right now, my main concern is these citations draining all the money I was going to use to survive the winter.

[mcytblr-confessions]

okay new post time! (old post for ref)

im trying to move into a place n i need some help to get there still <3

im leaving tomorrow afternoon (monday 9/30/24) and itll take probably just over a week to drive to the new place so everything left on my gofundme goal is just the cost of gas n water enough to keep me alive and moving till im at the new place where, if all goes to plan, ill be able to start working again shortly after i get there <3

now, a short faq to address the anon hate over the past two days:

how come i dont get a job

ive been applying to job for two years. getting one is easier said than done when one is homeless, disabled, and unwilling to accept abuse for $11 an hour

how come i dont just panhandle on the way there

i mean, i am? im leaving tomorrow whether ive got the funds to get the whole way or not. tho tbh i dont really expect that my tattooed face and respirator is gonna endear me to a lot of john q. public driving by a cardboard sign so like. im not gonna just up and delete my tumblr in favor of that lol

how come i dont ask family for help

oh where to start.... my sister is the only surviving member of my family who isnt openly fascist, her husband is tho! and youll never guess who makes the money in that relationship. and he has made it clear as long as im trans he doesnt want involvement with me. to the point i cant even see my nieces when i drive through their town on the way to my new place, let alone get help from them.

i think thats everything but deffo keep sending hate anonymously cuz that helps and is productive (sarcasm)

okay that out of the way! thank yall for getting me as far as i am on this. i appreciate the support a ton and cant wait to finally be living indoors again soon ^_^ ^_^ im so excited for this part of life to be done lol

okay thanks for reading! n pls only contribute if you can comfortably <3 thank you <3

n reblogs are super muchly appreciated 🫶🫶

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He wants to strip that thang

what did he mean by this

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I feel like c!charlie gives asexual vibes and didn’t actually know what sex was until c!quackity had to tell him and he was just like oh. why

also he kinda just went along with it even though he had no idea what it was in his whole pretending to be human thing

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I'm going to get a ton of hate if this wasn't anonymous but

I don't like shipping in the myct community, "its the characters not the people" Stfu that is a lame excuse some people put on more of a character then others but at the end of the day its still real people & there personalities that your shipping, and it weird especially since many of them are friends outside of yt context (online still or otherwise)

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I adore Rendog sometimes I find him hot and then immediately after feel guilty and I don’t know why

He’s so cool and pretty and amazing and he has such a cool voice I’ve accidentally began saying words rhe way he does despite having a completely different accent the Rendog brain rot is real

Rendog supremacy

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Anon you know you’re allowed to find people attractive, right? You don’t need permission to have a crush.

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mumbo doesn’t even have a mustache in real life

Not true. You’re spreading misinformation.

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The best thing about mcytblr is that I can swear in a post or comment. The amount of times I wanted to drop an F-bomb on the hermitcraft reddit is frustrating but I can come back here and say fuck.

Thank you mcytblr

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tbh i understand the urge to do the "so many ccs on the dsmp suck" hyperbole but also like. when you think about it. who are these ccs. the dteam. wilbur. punz (? maybe? still dont know what happened there). like maybe its just cause i havent heard abt it but i feel like we really overexagerate how bad the dsmp ccs are 😭😭

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honestly I’m just here for the rarepair fics

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i miss legacy smp. Like so much. It’s probably my favorite smp like ever. All seasons were good in their own ways, but i liked season 2 the most. There was so much lore! Also the PPLL dynamic was amazing! Crazy how we split fictives from the smp

also Logic is hot

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might just be in my own spaces / maybe im imagining it but as someone who shipped them back in the s7 days before third life im still so excited to see the name scarian being used over desert duo a bit more. there is no good reason im not even that active in the fandom anymore i just have so much nostalgia associated with the shipname scarian and it makes me feel something to see it around more

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legally blonde scarian au when?

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I absolutely hate the empires Scott design of him having both wings and antlers because it’s just conflicting to me

Like I love empires Scott don’t get me wrong, but having an elf with antlers and wings feels like crowding his design and I just- grrrr

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I love Redscape I love Redscape I love Redscape

I am not afraid to shout ‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️

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