listen listen I swear I'm normal I have an actual explanation for why I get so hyped for these nerds acting slutty and you see that is because I am projecting
ranboo grew up so repressed and closeted, came out and finally started expressing themself and discovering who they are, and now they are so unimaginably different from the person they started out from. I mean can you imagine little dapper lad with his suit and tie fucking POLEDANCING IN LA???? I get so fucking excited about it because it makes me so darn proud to see them grow in confidence, accept themself, try new things, just maturing into a wonderful young adult and being confident in themself. And I'm experiencing this wonderful blossoming of the self vicariously through them.
and I am pretty new to watching Charlie, but it comes from a similar place. I love seeing someone who didn't seem to put any care into their personal style or consider themself attractive suddenly realise they can have fun with it and use their appearance as a projection of who they want to be, and shed their fear of the judgement of others in place of just doing want they wanna do and feeling free. It's just so lovely to watch.
Basically I just love watching repressed nerds stop being repressed and just be nerds. I get so hyped because I'm so excited for them, and I hope experience that same confidence and freedom someday