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No food looks appetizing to me anymore
I just don’t want to eat..
#i don’t want to eat#eating is exhausting#there’s no food that is appetizing anymore#how do I stop being hungry?#tw depressing stuff
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Why-
Why am I so violent to my animals whenever.. she’s around..?
But I’m so calming and loving when I am alone or with other people?..
What is wrong with me?..
#what is wrong with me#help#why am i like this#tw animal abuse#is this even normal?#why am i violent when certain people are around?#what the fuck is wrong with me#i’m sorry#i don’t deserve to live#I don’t deserve my animals
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It been years since I’ve cut myself.
I guess you can say I relapsed, but this time on a different part of my body where no one can see and I can hide easily. I forgot how.. calming it makes me after I’m done.
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My name was supposed to be M[] D[].
If only my name was M[] D[]; most likely life will be different. I would be different, my families lives would be different, better, richer, happier. It’s a high likelihood that the lives around me would be different. No anger, frustration, embarrassment, depression, having to help; animals lives around me would be happier and in a safer and healthier place. No early deaths, no early disabilities. No needing to worry, make backup plans upon backup plans. Marriages would last longer, no regrets.
It’s funny how everything could change if one thing was different. Or gone.
If only I would’ve died back then.
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