meaganvondoom

[meaganvondoom]

i have a teacher Stiles/parent Derek idea percolating in my brain and i want to write it but ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

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this album will never not be the soundtrack to every bad day i have. it's still so special. like i heard it for the first time. like i didnt write essays about it for school. like it wasnt the first vinyl i bought after i get a record player.

i need you like water in my lungs

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Talk me down- sterek drabble

Stiles sucked in breath trying to regulate the intake of air as much as possible, but he knew that he had left it too long. The images flashing in his head of the murder scene he had walked in on- with blood and viscera painted on every available surface- hadn't effected him then, but once he was done with the initial walkthrough he had retreated back to his car for what he knew was coming.

Truthfully, this happened every time he examined a crime scene, regardless of the severity of the violence or the deeds that had been done there. He would catalogue everything initially, and then it's like it would all hit his brain at once, and he needed OUT. He would high tail it wherever he could get some privacy. Sometimes it was just a panic attack and sometimes it was worse. Sometimes it was him hunched over, emptying his stomach of whatever he had consumed that day until the purge quieted his mind into a place he could manage to be again.

So far, he had been through both of those rituals and neither had calmed the cacophony of violence in his brain and he knew it was time to resort to the third option. One that he probably should have resorted to before there was leftover Pizza Pocket all over his shoes, but hindsight always was 20/20. He fished into the pocket of his suit jacket, and grabbed his scratched up iPhone and punched in the passcode without looking. He opened the contacts and hit the first options in the favorite's list. The phone rang. The line picked up after only two rings. 'Stiles? What's wrong?'

"You answered. I thought you might be busy.' Stiles' voice was shaky and rough and he was sure the other man could tell something was wrong.

'I don't know how many times I have to tell you- i will ALWAYS answer for you. I promise. Do you want to talk? Or do you want me to read?' 'Can you just read for a bit? I have to go back out there, but I c- I can't yet. It's too much in my brain. Please, Derek?' His voice was soft and small like a child's whisper. But really, he felt a little bit like a child who needed grounding so maybe that wasn't that far off. There was no more discussion, only the sounds of shuffling while Derek went to the bookshelf and got the same book as always. Stiles heard the leather of his armchair groan as the werewolf sat down. He cleared his throat and began reading. 'Everyone my age remembers where they were and what they were doing when they heard about the contest...'

Derek's calming timbre and even speech was a balm to Stiles' insecurities and anxieties and he immediately felt everything melting away and bringing him back to earth. He always brought him back to earth.

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i am honestly crashing out so hard over this. im already really pissed about moving my shift but now i have to work alone, and theres so many calls and i just KNOW this bitch is going to have shit to say about how long it took me to answer them and I am not going to be kind about my answers.

fucking. ugh.

*dies*

NOT ONLY DID MY BOSS CHANGE MY SCHEDULE SO THAT I WORK NIGHTS ON TUESDAY, IM APPARENTLY THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON WORKING TONIGHT.

I HATE FUCKING EVERYTHING REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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NOT ONLY DID MY BOSS CHANGE MY SCHEDULE SO THAT I WORK NIGHTS ON TUESDAY, IM APPARENTLY THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON WORKING TONIGHT.

I HATE FUCKING EVERYTHING REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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there's no greater betrayal than finally starting to read a book you've had sitting for months on your shelf or your desk or your nightstand and then finding out it's bad. like. i gave you a fucking home.

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The fox in her den.

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Goodbye jan-july 2025 bullet journal. You served me well. Onto the next one!

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Stiles: Why are you looking at me?

Derek: No reason.

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DEREK HALE + facial expressions Teen Wolf: The Movie

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AHHJHJHFKENGCIAIWKFVS

this is so cute and perfect. I love it so muchhhhh. Love youuuuuuuu @daisybeats

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66831592

Finding Solace

Complete one shot - 1,046 words

For @meaganvondoom

Maybe it's the music... Maybe it's just Stiles

Fulfills the music square

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im reading this now, and honestly, it's so good that i put it down because i want to finish it tonight when i dont have to do more than one thing. i love this world. this stiles. this peter and i would like to live in it.

I want actual facts bad guy stiles and Peter just enamored as FUCK, Like most of canon happens with stiles also being an unhinged crime lord being the scenes and his pack face is his mask, Like think red hood from Batman, total vigilante crime lord vibes. Stiles' dad has no clue, the Argents and their empire getting picked off one by one, and once Peter finds out that Stiles is the one behind it? He's panting, desperately in love, eager to be the wolf on a leash for Stiles.

You can find it HERE.

Readers of my stuff, this is very different from what I normally post. Please read tags before proceeding!

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They told me all of my cages were mental

So I got wasted like all my potential

And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

I have a lot of regrets about that

I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere

Fell behind all my classmates, and I ended up here

Pouring out my heart to a stranger

But I didn't pour the whiskey

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Upgraded focaccia to pizza dough. With pepperoni, mozza and hot honey.

Hopefully its good!

When you realize you are out of focaccia at 830pm and have to make more. 3 hours worth of stretching and folding incoming

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Two thirds through this now, and i think its a different book? Or at least i don’t remember this part. Which makes sense because i dont ever remember books i read much after.

Im convinced ive listened to this audiobook before, but its not in my goodreads, and all the books i read are on my goodreads. Its very confusing. Maybe one thats just like it? Who knows.