us on a little business trip and i just casually say yeah i have a dead boyfriend and then fidget with the window while slurping my sonic slush and humming and kicking my feet
i plan on dropping personal lore on my coworkers the same way i drop personal lore on you guys
sometimes when someone says âi want to be with you for the rest of my lifeâ they are and then some, and then some.
having a dead boyfriend is like well iâve carried a little jar of your ashes with me for ten years and youâve lived in closets and jewelry boxes and on nightstands and in drawers but youâve also been there for all the big things in my life and youâve been there to listen to me talk to myself and laugh at myself and youâve been there when iâve cut my hair in the bathroom and sometimes i think of something you would find funny and i say it into the empty air like you can hear me and maybe you do and sometimes i wonder if youâve watched movies over my shoulder that you really liked and sometimes i wonder if iâll ever find a place to scatter you that feels right and like something you deserved, you were so young you didnât see a lot of the world and look at me now, iâm older, iâm older than your older brother was when we started dating, i hope i can lay you down somewhere youâd want to be, i think youâd like that, and sometimes i wonder if iâll carry you with me my whole life until i too am ashes and if whoever buries me buries you with me, iâm not in love with you anymore but i do love you, i wouldnât mind making space in my grave for you to tag along, i wish youâd had it better
having a dead boyfriend is like well iâve carried a little jar of your ashes with me for ten years and youâve lived in closets and jewelry boxes and on nightstands and in drawers but youâve also been there for all the big things in my life and youâve been there to listen to me talk to myself and laugh at myself and youâve been there when iâve cut my hair in the bathroom and sometimes i think of something you would find funny and i say it into the empty air like you can hear me and maybe you do and sometimes i wonder if youâve watched movies over my shoulder that you really liked and sometimes i wonder if iâll ever find a place to scatter you that feels right and like something you deserved, you were so young you didnât see a lot of the world and look at me now, iâm older, iâm older than your older brother was when we started dating, i hope i can lay you down somewhere youâd want to be, i think youâd like that, and sometimes i wonder if iâll carry you with me my whole life until i too am ashes and if whoever buries me buries you with me, iâm not in love with you anymore but i do love you, i wouldnât mind making space in my grave for you to tag along, i wish youâd had it better
btw i am *looks at calendar* 12 days late posting this for dead boyfriend anniversary and he would also think thatâs very funny.
if my first boyfriend was alive heâd think it was very funny to post a picture of him in handcuffs on my tumblog for the 10 year anniversary of his death but i wonât do it bc he broke up with me by dying and now i have âpee tee ess deeâ apparently
if my first boyfriend was alive heâd think it was very funny to post a picture of him in handcuffs on my tumblog for the 10 year anniversary of his death but i wonât do it bc he broke up with me by dying and now i have âpee tee ess deeâ apparently
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