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Instagram of lesbians in love | Social Midia au!

Ellie Williams X Fem!Reader | Modern Au!

Youruser This btch came into my house and my heart without asking permission... I love her so much. 💕 @elliewilliams

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Elliewilliams My favorite girl 💕

Jesse Yes, the way she walks into your house like it's hers is creepy.

Elliewilliams OUR HOME

Dinawoodward This is so cute! I love you girls 💕😭 @Jesse why don't you do this for me??

Jesse Call you... a btch?

Joelmiller 👍🏻

Elliewilliams Joel what...

Youruser I LOVE YOU JOEL! 💕💕

Yourbestfriend So cute, love you, best friend 💕

Elliewilliams Excuse me, thank you, but who are you calling your best friend?

Youruser Ellie nooo

Yourbestfriend 🙄🙄🙄

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Elliewilliams My best friend, my partner, my girlfriend @youruser 💕

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Youruser I love you forever 💕

Elliewilliams I love more, AND THERE IS NO DISCUSSION ABOUT IT

Jesse Are you marking your territory Williams?

Elliewilliams Please @dina control your animal

Dinawoodward Can you guys stop fighting?

Elliewilliams NEVER!

Jesse NEVER!

Yourbestfriend "My best friend" 🙄🙄🙄

Elliewilliams 😌

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Joelmiller I love my daughter (lesbian) And her girlfriend @elliewilliams @youruser

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Elliewilliams WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

Elliewilliams JOEL DELETE THIS!

Elliewilliams JOEL NOOOOO

Youruser JOEL YEEEES 😭 LOVE YOU TOO! 💕

Youruser I hadn't noticed that curtain/flag on your window before.

Elliewilliams He just put her there!!! 😭😭😞

Dinawoodward How did Joel learn to use Instagram? Lol

Elliewilliams I don't know! 😭

Youruser I taught him 😌

Elliewilliams Love why??? 😭😭😭

Jesse HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Elliewilliams Jesse, let's go outside, I'm going to break you

Jesse As if you could do that

Youruser STOP!

Dinawoodward STOP!

Elliewilliams Sorry baby @youruser 😞

Jesse Sorry baby @Dinawoodward 😞

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Don't run away from me | Ellie Williams

` synopsis: Y/n is having a breakdown because she's attracted to a girl, Ellie is having a breakdown because she met probably the most beautiful girl in the world.

pairing: Ellie Williams X Fem!Reader | Modern Au!

Warnings: Drinking, Y/n having a lot of trouble accepting her sexuality, Y/n and Ellie are falling in love, Dina and Jesse are the biggest supporters of the couple

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Notes: I never watched Star Wars sooo lol English is not my first language, please forgive any mistakes, I will review it again as soon as I get home.

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Ellie looked around with a glass of soda in her hand, a bunch of people she had no idea who they were, in fact she wasn't sure if Jesse himself knew who all these people were, but well, it's his birthday, isn't it?

"She's not here yet." Jesse says taking Ellie by surprise.

"Damn Jesse, you scared me." The redheaded girl says with a sigh.

"Yeah, you were too distracted thinking about your girl."

Ellie scoffs "I wish it was mine" She thinks.

"What's that in your glass?" He says with a frown.

Ellie Williams is not drinking alcohol at a party?

"Oh I just... I wish I was sober."

"For who exactly?" Jesse asks with a smirk.

"Jesse... Fuck you." Ellie responds, taking another sip.

"Yes, as soon as Dina arrives."

"You disgusting pig." While rolling her eyes, Ellie looks at the door and holy shit!

Y/n walks in with Dina right behind her and damn, Y/n had a smile on her face that definitely turned Ellie's legs to jelly.

Dina looks around and sees Jesse and Ellie, pulling Y/n's hand towards the duo.

"Hi Ellie! Happy birthday Jesse!" Dina says pulling Jesse into a tight hug.

"Hi." Ellie says to Y/n who is behind Dina, looking a little uncomfortable.

"Hi," she replies, smiling a little shyly.

Ellie takes a quick look at Y/n and holy shit, she was so fucking gorgeous.

The couple lets go and Y/n hugs Jesse too.

"Happy birthday loser, sorry I'm late, Dina couldn't remember what your favorite color of lingerie was." She says this laughing, making Jesse freeze, Dina blush and Ellie smile.

"My God, I hate you." Dina says, punching her friend in the arm.

"There," she says, running her hand over her arm and then her eyes meet Ellie's.

"Those beautiful green eyes, just above those rosy cheeks full of beautiful freckles"

"You already met the other day, right? Great, that way I don't need to introduce anyone." Jesse says, pointing between the girls.

"While we're on the subject, do you know all these people from yesterday Jesse?" Y/n asks and Ellie smiles wider.

"I was just about to ask him that!" Ellie says raising her hand and giving Y/n a high five.

Jesse and Dina look at each other suspiciously.

"Dina... I wanted to tell you something, can we talk?" Jesse asks a little shyly, and Dina's smile widens.

"Of course!" Dina says taking Jesse's hand and the two walk away hand in hand leaving Ellie and Y/n alone.

"Is he finally going to ask her out now?" Ellie says moving and standing next to Y/n.

"I hope so, it's getting painful to watch." The two laugh and Y/n watches Ellie's smiling face.

What a beautiful face she had.

"Want to go outside?" Y/n asks and Ellie smiles in agreement.

Geez, where did that come from? Why did you ask to go outside with her Y/n? Because-

"I still can't believe Jesse's parents lent their house for his party." Y/n's thoughts are interrupted by Ellie's beautiful voice as soon as the two arrived in the huge backyard.

"Unbelievable, isn't it?" Y/n says laughing and the two walk side by side, until they reach a bench near some flowers.

"This isn't even close to the apartment we both shared."

"Ah, you're his roommate." Y/n says remembering the conversation she had with Dina a few weeks ago.

"I don't know why he has to share a room with a girl!" Dina says angrily with a pillow over her face.

"Yes, unfortunately." Ellie says rolling her eyes, making Y/n smile.

"Dina went crazy when she found out he was sharing a room with a girl."

"Ah, you can tell her to stay calm, I like the same thing as him." Ellie says analyzing Y/n's reaction.

So yes, she definitely noticed the little smile the girl gave.

"I'll tell her that for sure." The two smile at each other, and then look at each other for a while.

Y/n had never felt this before, this need to be so close to someone, feeling their warmth, their smell, hearing their voice.

"Y/NY/N, LOOK AT THIS!" They turn their heads to the garden entrance door, and see a Dina smiling from ear to ear with her hand raised, probably Valentine's ring.

She comes running towards the two with a somewhat shy Jesse behind her, and throws herself into Y/n's lap, celebrating and hugging her friend.

"Finally huh Jesse." Ellie says smiling and punching Jesse's arm as he approaches.

The four of them settle down in the garden to talk, Y//n and Ellie sitting on the bench shoulder to shoulder with each other, while Jesse and Dina sit on the ground side by side.

"You know, I could have had a party with just the four of us." Jesse says, seeing some people he certainly didn't know walking past him.

"I told you to only do it with your closest friends, but you're stupid and don't listen." Ellie says trying to kick him.

"Well, in that case you wouldn't be here Ellie."

"Fuck you Jesse!"

"You go Williams!"

Y/n and Dina look at each other laughing, and Dina analyzes the two better, Y/n and Ellie have their knees and shoulders glued together, it may seem like a simple thing, but Dina knew how Y/n didn't feel very comfortable with physical contact.

She analyzes her friend's expression, who is smiling in a light and natural way, she is certainly not bothered by Ellie's touch.

"Look who's here!" The voice catches the attention of the four, and Y/n feels like running away.

"Hi John," she says in a low voice, but doesn't move a muscle.

"Hi? I was worried, you didn't answer my messages anymore." He says smiling and Ellie looks him up and down.

"Oh yeah, I've been kind of busy lately." She says, fixing her hair and looking down at her feet.

"Really? Well, it was nice meeting you again, you can call me if... you're still interested or something." He says, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly.

"Yes, I'll call." Y/n gives him a smile and he leaves awkwardly with his head down.

"I think he was really into you Y/n." Jesse says taking another sip from his bottle of beer.

"No, it wouldn't work." Y/n says immediately, and Dina smiles in amusement.

"Do you want to tell Jesse why it wouldn't work Y/n?" Dina asks with a teasing smile and Jesse looks at his girlfriend in confusion.

"Dina..." Y/n says sighing.

"No no, come on Y/n they need to know."

Y/n sighs and Ellie watches the scene in silence, she was really curious now.

"Hedoesn'tlikestarwars."

"What?" Jesse asks, coming closer.

"He doesn't like Star Wars!" As soon as she says this, an incredulous silence falls between them.

Of course it would be broken by Jesse's idiotic laugh.

"Holy shit!" Jesse says between laughs and Ellie smiles softly.

"Well, I like Star Wars." Ellie says quietly, the intention was for only Y/n to hear, but Dina's eyes widen when she hears that.

"Do you like it?" Y/n asks, feeling her cheeks heat up.

"I must be sick, yes that's the explanation." Y/n thinks

"Yeah, it's on again, maybe we can go see it next week if you want." Ellie says, fixing a few strands of hair that were sticking out of her bun.

"I would like to do this for her- NO Y/N! Don't even think about it, and don't even think about agreeing to go out with a GIRL, ARE YOU CRAZY?"

"Ah thanks for the invite Ellie but-"

"THAT'S A GREAT IDEA ELLIE, the four of us can go out, it would be so much fun." Dina says interrupting her friend before she can ruin everything

"The four of us? Like a double date?" Jesse says this and Dina pinches his leg discreetly. "Ouch Dina, that hurt!"

"No Jesse, it's not a date, we're just going... Four friends going out, right girls?" Ellie is a little confused but smiles softly.

"I guess so? You want to go, right Y/n?" Ellie asks softly, looking into Y/n's eyes.

"Yeah, I think I'd like that." She says, looking away from Ellie's face.

"Great, we can even make a group on social media." Dina plans excitedly.

Y/n looks at her feet, half-thoughtful, these feelings were messing with her head.

"Is everything okay?" She hears Ellie's soft voice very close to her ear.

"Yes, everything is fine"

No, nothing was right.

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Don't run away from me | masterlist

` synopsis: Y/n is having a breakdown because she's attracted to a girl, Ellie is having a breakdown because she met probably the most beautiful girl in the world.

pairing: Ellie Williams X Fem!Reader | Modern Au!

Warnings: Homophobia, drinking, drugs, Y/n having a lot of trouble accepting her sexuality, lots of tears, Ellie is completely loving and in love with Y/n, Dina and Jesse are the biggest supporters of the couple

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CHAPTERS

PROLOGUE

CHAPTER ONE ( 1.5k)

TAGLIST (Please ask in the comments :)

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You have no idea how much this collection of fics gave me butterflies in my stomach. 💕

{billie x dickinson inspired fics masterlist}

🪶 these fics are purely inspired by the apple tv series dickinson

🪶 some will be inspired by specific scenes, specific dialogues, others simply inspired by the world in which the story takes place. these are not meant to follow the apple tv series directly, nor are they meant to follow emily dickinson’s life directly. {it’s just kinda vibes lol}

🪶 if a specific moment of dialogue from the show is used, i will highlight it!! i’m not trying to take credit for writing them :)

🪶 this is not a series, just a collection of fics. they may reference each other in their own world but it will not be a series with chronological chapters.

🪶 all will be billie eilish x reader :)

* contains smut

this tiny bed

but i’m yours … coming soon

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but i'm yours

content warnings: none. secret relationship/forbidden love

inspired by: season 1, episode 10, i felt a funeral, in my brain

dialogue inspiration: in bold, from season 3, episode 5, sang from the heart, sire

summary: your wedding day to your kind husband arrived. however, once the festivities of the ritual had passed, it was time for the real celebration of love to begin.

an: when i heard this line in the show, my jaw dropped to the center of the earth.

also! i’m not posting these as a chronological series so if you have any dickinson inspired billie requests, send em my way :)

The morning dawned bright and clear, a rare gift of sunshine that poured golden and sweet over the little town like a blessing. It was your wedding day.

The ceremony itself had been simple, almost humble, held at the small local church whose stone walls had witnessed generations of unions just like yours. You stood at the altar, hands trembling slightly in Phillip’s; a kind, steady man you had known for years. He looked at you with such gentle devotion that, for a moment, you could almost let yourself believe this was exactly how your life was meant to unfold.

Almost.

From the pews, Billie watched.

Her eyes followed every movement you made: the way your gown, simple but breathtaking, floated about your feet; the way your mouth trembled slightly as you said your vows.

No one else noticed the way her hands fisted tightly in the folds of her skirts. No one else noticed the quiet heartbreak in her icy blue gaze.

To the rest of the world, she was merely your best friend, steadfast and loyal, standing in quiet support as you took the hand of the man who could give you everything you deserved in this life.

Everything except her.

After the ceremony, a cheerful wedding breakfast, more a luncheon, was held at Phillip’s family home. Tables groaned under the weight of roasted meats, stewed fruits, fresh loaves, and pies. There was music, the low strum of a fiddle and the bright laughter of guests mingling around you. You did your best to smile, to laugh at the appropriate moments, to accept the well wishes and congratulations.

Phillip was radiant in his happiness, which made it all the more bittersweet. He was good, impossibly good, and he deserved all your kindness in return.

Billie stayed close but never too close, her presence a comfort in the thrumming, bustling world around you.

When the luncheon began to die down, the gentlemen made plans for a celebratory hunt, a favored pastime and an excuse to extend the festivities into the late afternoon. Phillip kissed your knuckles with boyish enthusiasm before joining his friends, leaving you with an airy promise to return before nightfall.

And then…

freedom.

Space to breathe.

You didn’t even have to exchange words with Billie. Just a glance across the room, a barely perceptible nod.

You knew exactly where to go.

The little secret garden had been yours for years now, a tucked-away glen far beyond the edge of your family's homes, wild and overgrown with ivy and heavy-blooming roses. You hurried there now, your skirts gathered delicately in your hands, the lacy hem of your wedding dress catching on brambles as you went.

When you pushed through the hedge and into the clearing, you froze.

Your heart gave a painful little lurch; it had been transformed.

Small candles flickered here and there, set carefully in old glass jars along the stone walls and nestled into the grass. The wildflowers had been gently tied back with twine to create a soft clearing, and the afternoon light caught the petals, making them glow like tiny stained-glass windows.

And standing at the center, nervously adjusting the cuffs of her slightly wrinkled shirt, was Billie.

Her breath caught when she saw you, really saw you, standing there still in your wedding dress, the crown of delicate blooms still resting atop your hair.

“You came,” she said simply, as though she hadn’t been sure until that very second.

You managed a smile, though your throat was aching.

“Of course I came.”

Billie laughed once, quietly, almost to herself, then reached into her pocket and withdrew a little scrap of fabric, a ribbon she had tied around a small bundle of wildflowers she must have picked herself. No grand bouquet, no ring. Just her, and her heart, and the trembling hope she dared to offer.

“I know we can’t…” she started, her voice thick. “Not really. But if… if you’ll have me, I thought — maybe — we could have our own wedding.”

Tears filled your eyes so fast you had to blink rapidly just to see her properly.

The world blurred at the edges, but Billie was still crystal clear.

You crossed the small distance between you and took the flowers from her hand, brushing your fingers along hers.

“I would marry you a thousand times,” you whispered. “In every lifetime, in every way.”

Billie let out a shaky breath, visibly steadying herself.

“Then, by all that matters, you are my wife,” she said, voice fierce and breaking all at once.

And then she took your hands, so carefully, and reverently, and you found yourself swaying together, slow and small and clumsy among the candles and the flowers. There was no music but the rustling of the leaves and the soft thudding of your own heart in your ears.

“You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen,” Billie whispered into your hair.

“You look like a dream in white. My dream.”

You laughed, broken and joyful, your arms tightening around her shoulders.

“And you,” you said, leaning back just enough to meet her eyes, “are the only vow I ever truly want to make.”

She kissed you, right there in the garden, among the dancing candle flames and wild, half-tamed roses. It was a kiss that tasted of sunlight and salt tears, of laughter, of grief, of a thousand words unsaid.

When you broke apart, Billie leaned her forehead against yours.

“No marriage certificate could make me love you more,” she murmured. “No church. No law….”

She leaned down close to your ear, smirking softly.

“..You may be his wife, but I'm yours.”

“I love you so much,” you whispered back.

The world beyond the garden faded away, no husbands, no duties, no expectations. Just you and her, two souls weaving their lives together with nothing but the sheer force of love.

You danced and held each other and kissed until the candles burned low, until your feet ached and your heart soared. Billie twirled you beneath the flowering vines, holding you close as the sun slipped lower in the sky.

When at last you sat down in the soft grass, your skirts pooling around you like spilled cream, Billie nestled beside you. She plucked a stray flower from your hair and twirled it between her fingers.

“Mrs. O’Connell,” she said teasingly, grinning sideways at you.

You laughed and pushed her playfully, but her grin only grew wider.

“Don’t care whose name’s on your marriage papers,” she added, more softly this time, her hand finding yours in the grass. “You’re mine.”

“And you,” you promised, pressing a kiss to the back of her hand, “will always be mine.”

Night fell slowly over your little secret world, the candles flickering bravely against the encroaching dark. But neither of you moved, unwilling to break the spell. You simply sat there, two wives beneath the open sky, cradled by the earth and the stars, where no one could ever tell you that your love was anything but sacred.

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Don't run away from me | Ellie Williams

` synopsis: Y/n is having a breakdown because she's attracted to a girl, Ellie is having a breakdown because she met probably the most beautiful girl in the world.

pairing; Ellie Williams X Fem!Reader | Modern Au!

- Fluff, fluff and little angst (Y/n is having a lot of trouble accepting her sexuality.)

Notes: My first language is not English, sorry for any mistakes, After a long time I finally posted this lol

request taglist in the comments please

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PROLOGUE | NEXT

"Dina, why do we always have to go to Jesse's coffee shop? I know you really like him, but he's terrible at making coffee." Y/n says trying to warm her hands with the steam from her mouth.

"But he's great at other things." Dina says smiling and opening the door to the establishment.

"Disgusting."

The bell rings, and Y/n sighs as she enters the coffee shop, it was warm, cozy and had an irresistible smell of coffee and cappuccino.

"Look who I came to!" Jesse says, coming out from behind the counter and going straight to hug Dina.

"As if we don't always come for that horrible coffee of yours." Y/n says, putting her hands in her pocket as she watches the two hug.

"Rude." He says, letting go of Dina and going to hug Y/n who pushes him away laughing.

"Shut up and go make our coffees." Jesse rolls his eyes but smiles.

"The usual?" He asks walking backwards.

"You're the best Jesse." Dina says and Y/n scoffs.

"The best? Seriously?"

"Look friend, I think you've been very bitter lately." Dina says hugging Y/n.

"Maybe you're the one who's too soft." She says, taking the card out of her purse.

The cafeteria is not very crowded, but not very empty either, at this time of the morning it is usually busier.

"Here are your orders!" Jesse says placing the two glasses on the counter and taking the card from Y/n's hand.

"Is it decent?" Y/n says laughing and taking the glass.

"Funny, so how are things between you and John?"

"Oh, we don't talk anymore." Jesse looks at her in surprise.

"Really? I thought it would work, you two look so alike." Jesse looks between Y/n and Dina who nods in agreement.

"No... Not really, but thanks for introducing us Jesse." Y/n puts the card in her pants pocket and smiles at Jesse.

Jonh was a great friend of Jesse, he had a great interest in Y/n and so he finally convinced Jesse to introduce the two.

"Sure, well I have to get back to work, see you later?"

"Sure!" Dina responds immediately and Y/n rolls her eyes again.

"Unfortunately."

The two of them found themselves heading towards the cafeteria door.

"Is this like a courtship ?"

"Maybe it is, maybe not" Dina answers and Y/n smiles opening the door, but when the wind hits her glass, she smells a strong smell of cappuccino.

Y/n opens the lid and groans when she sees that Jesse had given her the wrong order.

"See, Dina, you distracted him, the order is wrong." She says, showing the cup to her friend.

"Where is your-" Dina is interrupted by a loud female voice.

"Damn Jesse, that's the third time you've messed up my order this week."

"I think we found where your order is." Dina says with a laugh.

"Your little boyfriend is not normal." Y/n says this going to the girl who is screaming at the counter and Dina follows her.

"Excuse me, I think your order is with me, I haven't even taken it yet so-" Y/n says nudging the redhead who has her back to her, ready to jump over that counter and hit Jesse.

She turns to face Y/n, and her face softens immediately, Y/n who has a friendly smile on her face feels something different in her chest when she sees the girl's face making the smile fall a little.

"Really? Well I... I already drank this, but I'm going to buy you another one." She says with a gentle voice now, and that smile she gave at the end.

holy shit, what the fuck is this?

"No, it's okay, you don't need to-" Y/n says awkwardly and the redhead shakes her head.

"No, I'll buy it, Jesse makes her another coffee." She says, turning to the boy with an angry expression, but turns to Y/n again with a gentle smile. "I'm Ellie."

"Y/n." She answers and Ellie repeats her name softly and Y/n thinks her name has never sounded so beautiful and-

HOLY FUCKING SHIT WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!

Dina coughs and Y/n comes back to reality.

"Oh, this is my friend Dina." Ellie looks at Dina with a friendly smile.

"The reason Jesse won't shut up." This makes Dina's eyes widen with a happy smile on her face.

"What does he say about me? Please-"

"Here's your coffee!" Jesse says quickly making Y/n and Ellie smile and look at each other.

"Thanks for the coffee, but I think it's only fair to buy one for you too, this one must have gotten cold by now." Ellie smiles fondly and takes the cup from Y/n's hand.

Their fingers graze, and Y/n's heart is practically beating out of her mouth.

"No need, maybe next time."

Next time?

The two look at each other for a while, and Dina and Jesse look at each other with a knowing look.

"We should go, it was great meeting you Ellie, thanks again for the coffee." Y/n says looking at her feet feeling her cheeks hot.

"See you around." Ellie looks into Y/n's eyes, and wow

what beautiful eyes.

"Bye Ellie, see you later Jesse!" Dina says smiling and hugging Y/n by the shoulders.

The two leave the coffee shop in silence, and as they walk down the sidewalk, Dina looks at her friend with a mischievous smile.

"What was that?" Dina's voice brings the girl back to reality.

"What?" She asks looking at her friend.

"Were you listening to me? What world were you in?" Dina asks smiling.

In a world with green eyes, red hair, beautiful freckles and-

"No, think about guys Y/n! Guys, guys, guys!"

"I was just thinking."

"Thinking about that girl back there? Ellie isn't it?" This makes Y/n feel her cheeks heat up.

"You're delusional, you know I only like men Dina." Dina looks at her with a frown.

"Really?" Dina asks, not convinced at all.

"Yeah, John and I could have worked out." She says, taking a sip of his coffee.

My God Jesse, learn how to make coffee.

"And what went wrong?"

"He doesn't like Star Wars." This makes Dina stop in the street in disbelief.

"What?" Y/n stops too and sighs.

"He doesn't like Star Wars."

"No way you stopped talking to him because he doesn't like Star Wars, I didn't even know you liked Star Wars." Dina says, approaching her friend.

"Well, now I like it." Y/n says with a shrug and starts walking again.

"You know there's nothing wrong with liking girls, right?"

"No, now that I'm talking to my parents again." Dina looks at her confused.

"Your parents? What the-"

"Dina please." Y/n whimpers and the other girl sighs.

"Okay, but let's talk about this later."

Y/n takes another sip of her coffee and her mind goes back to the girl with green eyes.

What a beautiful smile she had, what did her hair smell like? And her perfume ?

For Y/n! Thinking of men, men, men!

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PLEASE SEND ME REQUESTS FOR ELLIE!!

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Fear | MASTERLIST

Summary: Y/n has always been with boys, but she can't understand why she thinks so much about Ellie Williams now, but how could she not? She's so... Beautiful, caring and haaa, that smile.

Ellie Williams X Fem!Reader

Modem au!

Angst and fluff

Homophobia, Y/n is having trouble accepting herself, trauma, anguish, MEN, alcoholic beverages, drugs

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BEFORE YOU READ THIS!

Well, I need you to understand that this is very much based on what I experienced,

There won't be much smut, I've been wanting a lot of fluff with Elllie for a while now and I can't find it, so I decided to do it myself.

Ellie and Y/n are blatantly in love but Y/n is having trouble accepting it, good thing Ellie is patient lol

As I said, this is something COMPLETELY based on what I experienced.

If problems accepting your sexuality trigger you, please don't read!

A special thanks to @cl0udy3 Who made such a painful angst that it encouraged me to do it fluff lol please read his stories, they are perfect.

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Chapters

Coming soon! Tonight 👀

Taglist

Request in the comments!

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I already have rec fics with Jungkook and Yoongi, who will be the next one?

I JUST REALIZED YOU CAN ONLY CHOOSE ONE LOL!!!!

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Damn I'm so mad that all the stuff with Ellie is obscenity bro, DAMN!

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I just realized that there is practically NOTHING for Inaki Godoy, and man... This guy deserves more attention, then! Please send me requests for him.

Actually, I'm going to do it for Opla!Zoro too.

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"I'm not good with people."

"Okay, I'm not either."

"I'm always in a bad mood and tired."

"I have a sense of humor for both of us, and I'm always ready to sleep with my favorite person."

She looks at him in disbelief.

"Why are you insisting so much?"

He comes closer and takes her face in both hands.

"I think you've realized what an incredible person you are, and how just your presence makes me feel good." He kisses her cheeks.

"Actually, I'm kind of thankful for the people who let you go before, gave me the chance to get to know you, and well, I have you all to myself now." He pulls her into a tight hug.

Mikey, Mitsuya, Naruto, Gojo, Itadori, Bachira, Kirishima, Kaminari.

I could only think of these guys while writing this. 😔

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Fic recs Jungkook

Some recs from JK too, please read them! They are amazing writers with amazing works.

The Jorts (M) | JJK - @gukslut

{Warnings} impreg kink. i’m tired. there’s cum. over-stimulation, multiple orgasms, cock-warming, doggy style, oral (f), dirty talk, swearing, ttc. it’s filth but its love, of course. 

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mature - @jiminrings

glimpse: the good thing about professing your feelings to jungkook is that it'd be over with, whether or not he likes you back — the bad thing is that he rejects you, even if you haven't confessed.

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MOTHERFUCKIN’ TRAIN WRECK! ⋆ 정국 - @lovieku

when renowned fuckboy jeon jeongguk catches feelings, he loses his mind. only when it comes to you, though.

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NNN (NO NUT NOVEMBER) ! ... thanksgiving special - @voyter

jungkook and his friends are all in on the internet's most ridiculous trend: no nut november. but you’re determined to make your boyfriend lose — and you know just how to do it.

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Unspoken || Jungkook - @armpirate

Summary: You thought you had a happy relationship with your boyfriend, you were convinced nothing would ever come between you two. At least until you first met Jungkook, Mingyu's friend and base partner, for a holiday break. His pull toward you was immediate, but also forbidden. Neither of you needed to express how you felt about each other, your attraction was unspoken. Although it'd only get out of control the second you both confessed how you felt about each other.

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swipe right - jjk | m - @ppersonna

♡ summary-  after a horrible breakup, you sign back up for tinder and ironically match with your best friend, jungkook. a date for fun is harmless, right?

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Put Your Head on My Shoulder - @kkukverse

Pair : husband!jk x wife!reader

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LIE WITH YOU ⋆ JJK - @girlygguk

in which jungkook doesn't realize what he has until he just about loses it.

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summary: in which for you, jungkook would commit crimes and his mother would peel oranges. - @onlyswan

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admiring from afar - @jeonsalibi

summary: you owed a friend a favour, a favour which entailed a blind date. but the catch, it was only blind on your side.

[mediocre-writing]

LANDO WON!

"The pain of feeling everything and nothing"

A Reader "anesthetized" of feelings, and a partner trying to get in.

"I don't know if it's a relief or not, but... Sometimes not feeling anything is better than everything hurting."

Yes, the options are more random than anything lol I just love reading.

Maybe Opla!Zoro too...

[mediocre-writing]

I'm so picky about my own writing lol

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—̳͟͞͞♡ — "I won't be able to pay the rent this month" Lando Norris X Fem!Reader

This is short but I couldn't help but write it lol

When Y/n saw this trend, she couldn't imagine anyone more perfect to do this than her boyfriend.

Lando is lying on the bed using his cell phone, and she enters the room with the cell phone in her hand and the recording already on, she holds the cell phone as if she were using it, but prays that the camera is catching his face.

"Lando." She says, getting on her knees on the bed next to him.

"Hi, kitty." Lando says without taking his eyes off his phone, but with one hand caressing her leg.

"I won't be able to pay the rent this month," she says, and that finally gets Lando's attention.

Lando stops the video and looks at her with just his eyes.

He knows his girlfriend is joking, Lando would never let her pay the rent considering how much more he earns than her.

They even had some fights about it, but they came to an agreement that Lando would pay the rent.

He loves his girlfriend's independence, she's always been like that, but he wants to take care of her, pamper her, that wasn't a burden for him, it was a privilege.

"No?" He says with a half smile.

"No, I did the math and it really is impossible."

Lando drops his phone and leans on one elbow, getting very close to her face, sighing in fake frustration.

"It turns out that I won't be able to either, I was going to tell you but... I was afraid you would kick me out." Lando says this and Y/n smiles when she sees that he joined in on her joke.

"What do we do now?"

"I guess I'll have to sell pictures of my body." Lando says this, and Y/n can't control her laughter.

He watches his girlfriend smile and he just wants to keep those moments in a memory box.

"Lando! How am I going to post this now?" She says still laughing and stopping the recording.

"Was it a joke? So you'll be able to pay?" Lando says, lying down again and pulling his girlfriend on top of him.

"If my boyfriend lets me." Y/n says laying on Lando's chest and closing her eyes.

"Never, my baby doesn't need to worry about that." He says kissing her head and closing his eyes too.

"I love you Lan"

"I love more."