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[medstudentincrisis]

Wish I had found this representation sooner. MEN syndrome. #surgery #endocrine #medschool #medstudent #medicine #surgeon https://www.instagram.com/p/CfYLzalBNU7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I know no one is going to come save me, that's why I want to seduce you. I want to feel the power I don't have in my life. The control to make you think I want you.

I know you will never save. I will never ask you to. However, the feeling that in some life, in some line story you do, will make me stay awake at night hoping. This life might be over, but I know once every thousands of lifes, everything works out.

#life #femmefatale #seducing #savingme #linestory #femme #fatale #seduce #hope #power #control #saveher

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Putting yourself in someone else's shoes is not a weakness. Yes it brings a lot of pain. But if you are smart, it can help you in revenge, just learn to use it.

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When the medication that supposed to give you nightmares gives nightmares better then your reality, it's time to change your reality or the medication?

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I do not like feeling alone, but I do not wanna get hurt. Hope some day I will be courageous enough to just fall in love with you.

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I miss you. I shouldn't anymore. Everyone has moved on. I just had not realized that you leaving, was for real. That it meant I couldn't hug you. Or put my head in your heart. I couldn't listen to your voice telling me to slow down. I couldn't make fun of you, or me. You wouldn't be with me in the beach. Or at your house. I was not prepared. It is not fair. I should have. I miss you. And I don't like missing people. I am not used to. I suppose I just put too much on my plate, or get used to them never being there for me. But I don't miss them. And I just miss you, and I don't like it.

#missingyou #love #letterneverheard #notready #mywriting

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I miss you way to much but i don't really want to. I am used to it. I have been missing you so long that I don't really know what life with you is like anymore. How can I miss something I can't know what is. You have changed. I have changed. And certainly we will never have what we once did. Still I miss you. But it's not only you I miss. It's something I have just imagined. It's a life I never knew. A life I just imagined.

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Being late

She was gonna be late. She knew that from the moment she opened her eyes to see she had ten minutes to get to class. She had no time to shower or put make her hair presentable. She just granned the first pair of clothes she saw, drank her cold coffe firm the machine grabbed her books, keys, put some toothpaste in her mouth and her hair in a ponny tale. When she was in the motorcycle she only had seven minutes to get to class, fifteen minutes away. She saw the building approaching, so she turned left, to the residencial area near, so she wouldn't have to trouble with parking. She parked, grabbed the bag and ran to the auditorium. The entrance was near the teacher, so when she went in every pair of eye was on her. She looked down, while mumbling an apology and walking fast to a seat. She didn't look up till she was seated and felt every pair of eyes returning to the teacher, who had not stop talking. When she saw around her to calm her breath, the green pair of eyes had just turn around to face the teacher. He was at her side. Her breath hitch, her face paled. She took a big quiet breath, at least she hoped it was quiet, and grabbed her pen to take notes.

#writting #greeneyes #medschool #late

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I little drama from time to time

"And finally we have macrophages in the bigger parts of the tissue...." The teacher was going on about the cells in the respiratory system. I was half listening to what he said, I was gonna regretted next week, when we had the quiz. He was in front of the class, taking notes and trying to understand what the teacher was saying. No. I grabbed my phone to distract myself.

"... So, that'll be it. Have a good night, and remember to study the material for next week." the teacher dismissed us, and everyone grabbed their things and getting out of the class. I did grabbed my things and followed them. I heard many girls in the class who were whispering and looking at someone, I wonder what happenened. But sleep was consuming me, 1nd I just wanted to get out.

"Hello beautiful" I heard someone said really close to me. That was not right. I turned around and saw Pierre, the rugby guy I had gone out with after training saturday night. What was he doing here? This was not good at all. I looked around to everyone looking at us. Pierre had his charismatic smile on. And I didn't know had no idea why or how he was here.

#writting #story #creative

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What a paradox?

He was at the table looking at his phone. He met out a sighed and put it away before looking up. He had green eyes, but she already knew that. She knew those eyes like the palm of her hand. They had to be the most beautiful eyes she could have ever seen. Still she looked away, she didn't want to be catch seen him. No one could know about her infatuation with him. She had no soul, she had no heart. She was the happy girl who loved everyone, but was never in love. What a paradox isn't? To dream with something you don't believe in? What a paradox to desire something the you avoid? What a paradox indeed.