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Temperance

Re-prioritizing/commiting/for real this time

I thought my luck finally turned a corner when I aced the interview and landed my first “career” job at Disney. It was a career and something I saw myself doing for the next 40 years. Unfortunately, I was discharged due to missed training-----because I HAVE NOT LEARNED to properly temper myself. 

I had trouble focusing because i was not used to 8 hour days, 5 days a week with straight learning material that i was supposed to catch and latch onto my long term memory. And it took over my whole being. Like, I would get sick during class and would have trouble concentrating or really getting the material. I needed review time....which I would be too exhausted to do by the time I came home. Which meant...i was even more behind

I know better now though, that experienced taught me that I was NOT ready, but that the career was still within my possibility realm and within my grasp. I just need the technical aspects of it to work. Learning had always been not as challenging for me in the past, but as i’ve gotten older, i realized how challenging it has become to RETAIN them. So i’m working on improving my memory. I’m also working on tempering my energy or in other words...what to ignore and what to actually pay attention to.

Areas for improvement

-learn to socialize in large groups without revealing too much of myself

-have a summary of where I am in lilfe and where I want to be ( a professional one and a more personal one for relaxed settings)

Wish me luck, I’m currently working on this with the main goal to be back at Disney and extremely productive/sucesfull in the long run

hugs, 

Monica

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