meizii

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wow, life is weird

life. its like a dream. but its too serious to be a dream. but what about dying? everyone is going to die. and so it means life is not that serious. people does not matter that much, grades are bullshit and being rich is a lie. what. is. life? what the hell is this we are living in?

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im so sleepy but i cant sleep. can you shut up for once my thoughts?

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socializing is good when you are talking to someone who is like minded with you.

i do believe everyone needs that kind of socializing. even the most introvert ones. 𖦹

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we didnt came to the world with the personality we have today. it all created by the environment we've been into. so when you find yourself saying "i can't do this, im not capable/im not that kind of person/ im unconfident/ im not enough etc." remind yourself that you can. you absolutely can! you can even change your whole personality if you dont like it. because the thing you say "me" is created by the environment you have. its not something that will be with you till you die. its not your identity.

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unpopular idea

i dont think playing games or watching tv series/movies is a waste of time. if it makes you happy and feel comfortable, its not a waste of time tho. you may think "i could use this time for learning a new language/studying/exercising & other stuff that is 'productive'" but c'mon we are not machines, we dont need to accomplish every single thing and became the most smart and rich person in the world. i dont believe we need to take life this seriously, because we are gonna die anyway. i mean while we are alive we can enjoy living at least.

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i need a person i can feel safe with. im not sure when will i find it, but im sure i will find it.

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i cant describe how much i hate to be forced to do anything.

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I dont understand why everyone tells me what should i do, i decide what i will do. it doesnt changes anything when people give advices and try to "change my life" im ok with mine, go check urs.